Absolutely Exclusive II

When Shaoyang returned to the dormitory, he answered the director's call and told him to recover from his injuries for two days and return to work tomorrow.

Shao Yang responded, he put his backpack on the bed, opened his notebook, and looked through the case for explanation.

In the face of cold testing tools, he will devote himself wholeheartedly, and will not think about the cause and effect, cause and effect are necessary.

Shao Yang asked his captain, "Why do you like men...?"

Hao Yangwei stared at the ambitious technician for a long time. He said, "Maybe, I just want to live with him, love each other, spend every day together, and want to grow old with him."

Shao Yang picked up the rice in the bowl, he stuffed it full and couldn't swallow it, he tried to swallow it several times, and finally he swallowed all the food stuffed into his mouth.

The policeman sitting across from him asked strangely, "Why are you in such a hurry to eat, and no one snatched it from you?"

Shaoyang's eyes were red, and he smiled forcedly, "I just want to try to see if people will choke to death on food."

The comrade on the opposite side could not help but smile, "You are quite funny. I heard that your former leader was Hao Yangwei?"

When Shao Yang heard the last three words, his smile froze instantly.

His smile collapsed, and the wall he had built with great difficulty was just torn down.

"I heard that the report has come out, the explosion in the west of the third ring road, the dead is Hao Yangwei."

After Shaoyang finished his last mouthful of food, he ran to the bathroom and vomited it all up. He was limp in the bathroom, and he was sitting next to the sink. Someone came in and saw him sitting on the ground with dull eyes. He kindly asked, "What's wrong with you?" , is there something wrong, do you want me to take you to the hospital?"

Shao Yang smiled, his ugly smile, the corners of his mouth moved, and he shook his head, "It's okay, I have diarrhea and collapse, I want to sit for a while."

"Oh." The kind-hearted comrade understood something. After washing his hands, he passed by. People's long-term ambitions and their pursuit of goals are different, so they intersect in parallel. Occasionally nod and say hello. Tomorrow, I still don't remember who this is?

Shaoyang misses the days in Xiangcheng more and more. The friends in Xiangcheng are happy in Xiangcheng. No matter how busy and tired they are, the comrades are of one heart and one mind, and they have a very happy life. They will not feel lonely or helpless. , even sad.

Ziyue called twice, she asked, are you and the captain okay, she said, we all miss him, remember to tell him not to be too tired from work, remember to rest, the brain is not good for long hours.

Shao Yang responded word by word, he hung up the phone, and immediately looked up at the sky, holding back, suppressing, gritting his teeth to resist, he couldn't hold it anymore, he could only walk around, he wanted to end this kind of life.

The inspection report came out, the deceased, male, blood type, O blood type, age about 30 years old, main cause of death, head injury, cracked bone, left hand artery, massive bleeding...

Shaoyang was lying on the bed, he was looking at the top of the bed, his eyes were open, without blinking, he was holding back the soreness, and his eyes were spinning, he clenched the phone tightly, thinking about the replies one after another that day, the call you dialed The phone is currently unanswered, please try again later.

Zi Yue asked, "Is the captain okay? Why didn't anyone answer my phone calls?"

Shao Yang replied with a smile, "He may be busy. I was assigned to the second team. It is difficult for me to know about him."

In fact, he already doesn't know his captain and all the news about him.

His suppressed crying sounded in the empty dormitory, and he could only cry secretly like this.

Four months later, autumn ended, winter came, and during the Spring Festival, Shaoyang called his mother. He reported his safety and blessings, turned his head, and returned to work.

Shaoyang doesn’t buy anything. As the Spring Festival is approaching, the streets, all kinds of stores, and supermarkets are filled with festive items for the Spring Festival. Shaoyang walked all the way, bought a bottle of wine, and took it back to the dormitory to put , Then ran back to the team to work overtime, returned to the office, only to find that there were still people there.

Those people greeted him and said their blessings: Happy New Year.

Shao Yang lowered his head, walked to his seat, took the results of the morning test report, and checked for any mistakes.

Someone came and took him to eat supper together, and came to take his female police officer away, only to find that his face was full of tears.

Everyone was stunned, wondering if it was because after four months of running-in, they felt that this person was isolated, and they gradually felt that the atmosphere in this office was a bit cold and cold.

It is necessary to be busy at work, but shouldn't colleagues care about each other?

Shaoyang is often on the phone. It should be that he is talking to a female police officer. He occasionally answers questions from colleagues here. Who was on the phone with me just now? My ex-comrade.Your analysis is too correct, tell me, why do you think in the opposite direction: This is what my former captain told me, he said, don’t ask why when you find a problem, the best solution is to find the answer yourself, so, why There is no why, but the answer The answer is the answer...

Shaoyang doesn't remember many people, but he still vaguely remembers the captain, the captain, and the captain.

Li Dongrui came to visit many times, he said, now you seem to be another person.

Shaoyang just smiled, he didn't tell anyone, he found out the cause and effect of the case.

More than ten days after the Spring Festival, Shaoyang was finally caught by Qi Shaoheng. He said, "Okay, I have been hiding from me so many times, and I didn't answer calls or text messages during the Spring Festival. What are you trying to do? How can we offend you?" is you?"

On the night of the Spring Festival, Shang Gongshao called, but Shaoyang's phone was turned off; Qi Shaoheng also called, but the phone was also turned off.

Both of them sent messages, saying blessings, saying that we should live together. They seemed to remember that Shaoyang was alone in Yucheng. He came here out of a sense of guilt, and in a short period of time, he met many people. The most serious thing, the most difficult thing for him to accept is that he lost his captain.

Qi Shaoheng said, "Shaoyang, what are you angry about?"

Shao Yang turned his face away, and he said, "No, I just want to do a good job. In the past, I was always half-hearted. It's no wonder Captain Hao always criticizes me, saying that I am sloppy in doing things, and that I am not successful enough to fail."

Qi Shaoheng listened to this man's few words again, and he picked up a dead man to speak out.

"Shaoyang, are you blaming us for not finding out about your captain's sacrifice in time?"

After listening to it so many times, Qi Shaoheng finally understood it this time. His brain has opened up today, and he understands the reason why Shaoyang is angry.

That's right, Hao Yangwei's case has become an unsolved case. Someone above suppressed the case. Guoan was responsible for cracking the bombing case and had arrested the rest of the fugitives. The meeting that followed was of historic significance to Yu Cheng. During the conference, everyone was assigned to do security and defense work. During the period, large and small cases occurred, one was raised, one was broken, one was destroyed, and one was eliminated. The conference ended successfully, and Hao Yangwei's case was like this To be set aside, to be forgotten.

Shaoyang is in the technical department, he is not a front-line soldier, he is not responsible for security and security work, he is in the office every day to test, check, mark, register, analyze and analyze, he does not know who to ask, what about Hao Dui's case, how is it going, Who cares?Who takes over?Why is there no movement?

Shao Yang ran to a criminal police team, he went to ask the chief, and the chief said, "Shaoyang, pay attention to your identity and your job responsibilities, it's best not to ask more questions if you shouldn't jump through the ranks."

Shaoyang suddenly felt dizzy and dark, so he called Yanting and asked for a clear statement, Yanting said, "You can ask Superintendent Yang, maybe he knows."

Shao Yang found hope. He took the time to find Superintendent Yang seven times. On the seventh time, he finally met the superintendent who was always busy with meetings.

Shao Yang asked directly, "Our Hao team's case, what's the progress of the case, can I help, I...?"

Superintendent Yang looked at the young man on the opposite side, an ordinary police officer, he was thrown among many police officers and it was difficult to find him.

Superintendent Yang said, "That's what the above said. His case is on hold for now." This is a case that has no results, and Superintendent Yang's digression is what he told Shaoyang.

Shaoyang called Shang Gongshao twice, and he hesitated for a long time before deciding to make a call. The two times, either the phone was turned off, or no one answered.

Shaoyang gradually understood why that sentence was written like this: Hao Yangwei, his heart is ashamed.

"I have a lot of things to do and a lot of cases to analyze, so I don't hide from you, Qi Shaoheng, you are busy, I am also busy, you are the police, I am also a policeman, and my Team Hao is also a policeman, So is he!"

Qi Shaoheng held the hand of the person who was about to leave, and he said, "But Shaoyang, I like you."

Qi Shaoheng said that suddenly, Shaoyang listened, he was shocked, but remained silent.

I like it, what does it matter if I like it? Did you see that Captain Hao loves him to death? Didn't he die for no reason in the end?

Shaoyang inquired about many things. In a few months, he learned a lot, grew a lot, and became sensible a lot. The rest is only a pity. My captain, the unsolved case left after his accident, no one cares about.

The author has something to say:

☆, the final chapter ending is the last, the end is also the beginning

Shang Gongshao found Shaoyang, whom he had not seen for several months, and asked straight to the point, "Why are you avoiding me, am I a ghost?"

The two sat in the coffee shop, and Shao Yang sat obediently across from him. Yes, he looked obedient, not at all as easy-going as before.

Shang Gong asked less, "Tell me the reason."

He had to ask for an answer, and with that expression of swearing not to give up until he got the answer, he was saying, Shaoyang, why do you avoid me, please tell me the reason?

Shaoyang was silent for a long time, the coffee served by the waiter had already dissipated the heat.

He said, "I've been looking into things about Team Hao recently."

He raised his eyes and looked at the prosecutor opposite, the young director of Guoan, the man Hao Yangwei loved deeply.

Shang Gongshao remained calm, he took a sip of coffee, and signaled the narrator to talk about the beginning and the end.

Shao Yang took out his hand in his pocket, and he also stirred the coffee. In the winter season, the weather is cold, and the snow falls, and the world is covered in white, which looks pure and untainted.

Shang Gong didn’t wear a big windbreaker, a scarf, and gloves. His whole body was wrapped up tightly, and if you look closely, you will find that the things on his body look like clothes that have been in the caisson for a long time , By this year, he took it out and made do with it, he said, as long as it can keep warm.

Shaoyang said, "Shangjian, you once asked Captain Hao whether he is married or not, now I will answer you."

Shang Gongshao picked up the coffee, put it down again, he interrupted, "No, there's no need for that."

Shaoyang's coffee spoon stopped for a while, then continued to stir, "So, do you want to know who Fu Qinrou's child is?"

Shang Gongshao still smiled gently, "I don't need to know these anymore, Shaoyang, you are investigating a case, are you investigating these issues?"

Shang Gong asked non-salty and nonchalant questions, he stopped the person who had been chasing questions.

Shaoyang didn't think about whether the answer he found was useful, how big it was, the key points, whether it didn't matter?

Shang Gongshao raised his hand to call for the waiter, "Give him a cup of coffee, hot."

"Okay, sir, please wait a moment."

The waiter took away the cup of coffee that had been stirred cold, and Shao Yang had nothing to distract him, so he turned his head and looked out the window.

The cold wind outside the window was raging, and the passers-by were in a hurry, and they were anxious to avoid the wind and snow.

Shang Gongshao said, "Hao Yangwei had an accident because he was following Guo Hongtang. Guo Hongtang's whereabouts are unknown now. According to reliable information obtained from the investigation, Bing Qinrou is working for HK, and HK's case involves an overseas group. To solve the case, we need to send someone out. investigation."

Shao Yang turned his head, Shang Gong took a sip of his coffee, and his coffee was also cold.

Shao Yang asked, "You already knew?"

Shang Gongshao shook his head, "I only found out after some investigations that Shaoyang, Hao Yangwei is also a police officer, and I am the director of national security. I can't let go of the case waiting to be solved for his case. What do you say?" That's right, we are all busy, busy day and night, so busy that we are dizzy and burnt out, and some people, he is still free."

Shao Yang couldn't understand, he asked, "What?"

Shang Gongshao turned and continued, "I know that there must be something wrong with Hao Yangwei's case, but the problem doesn't mean that it can be solved immediately if you want to solve it immediately. It needs to be analyzed step by step to find the answer. Your captain also said , When you find a problem, you have to find the answer yourself, instead of waiting for others to find it. In short, I also know and understand the clues you know and grasp."

Shao Yang listened, for some reason, he couldn't be happy, he thought he would be happy, but why did he listen to the person on the other side, he talked about the dead so calmly, he was indifferent, he had no emotion .

Are you really desperate?

Are you really desperate?

Shaoyang didn't want to believe it, he asked, "Aren't you sad?"

Shang Gong seldom smiled, "Why should I be sad?"

He said, "If Hao Yangwei was smart enough, he would not have experienced such a thing. He is your captain, not mine."

Shang Gongshao got up, and he said, "It's getting late, let's go back, I still have a lot of things to deal with."

Shao Yang stood up and said, "I'm sorry a while ago."

Shang Gong smiled less, "Shaoyang, you are always like a child who can't grow up, using your stubbornness and stubbornness to challenge the patience of all those who care about you. I don't want you to feel influenced by my relationship with Hao Yangwei. Dilemma, I believe you, but please also believe me."

"Shangjian?"

"You know Shaoyang, I haven't heard you call me that for a long, long time. In fact, I haven't heard Shang Jian for a long time. Today, it sounds very nice."

"Shang Jian, I promise not to."

Shaoyang saluted, and other people in the coffee shop turned to look at the two of them.

Shao Yang stopped in embarrassment, Shang Gongshao took away the scarf of the person in front of him, and he pulled the person away.

He wanted to say, Shaoyang, me and the former Hao Yangwei are in the past, I want to live, the people around me also hope that I can live a good life, and you, too, hope.

Just because a person has an accident in an accident, as a related person, he must be implicated, and he has to make his life worse than death in order to express the greatness of a living person.

Shang Gong does not admit that he is a great person. On the contrary, he is as small as an ant. He is in danger of dying anytime, anywhere. At any time, as long as he is not careful, he will just walk away without a sound.

Shao Yang walked in the snow with the people around him, the two of them stepped on the white snow, Shao Yang turned his head to look at the people who were looking far away.

There was a thin layer of snow on his head, and there were also a few snowflakes on his face, and there was even a thin layer of water vapor on his eyebrows and eyes.

Shao Yang asked, "Shangjian, are you cold?"

He remembered what Hao Yangwei said, Young Master Gong was very afraid of the cold, maybe it was a fault that fell in him when he was a child.

Shang Gongshao came back to his senses, he smiled, "A little bit, I feel this way in winter, cold, icy cold."

Shaoyang also looks at the vastness in the distance. The dead branches and leaves in winter are covered under the white snow. When spring comes, they spit out green leaves, showing hope and vitality.

Shaoyang said, "Shang Jian, have you ever loved Captain Hao?"

Shang Gongshao walked forward, he replied, "Love."

Shao Yang stood still and watched the people leave. He gradually walked away, walking on the snow, leaving footprints all the way, the footprints were deep and shallow, extending into the distance.

He survived this year's extremely cold winter alone, and lost a whole circle. As a sister, he felt distressed and complained endlessly, "You said you, you were beaten and scarred, and you were alive and kicking, how did you survive the winter?" How thin have you become like this in a few months?"

Shang Gongshao lay on the sofa, he put a pillow under his neck.

"Shang Gongyao, are you distressed?"

Shang Gongyao was slaughtering chickens in the kitchen, she said, "No, I think my younger brother is going to be disabled, and I begged his sister to cook even the chicken soup."

Shang Gong seldom smiled, "Isn't this what you are best at?"

Shang Gongyao slashed violently in the kitchen, and when she heard her beloved brother comment on her hard-working sister, she picked up the knife and immediately walked out of the kitchen.

Seeing the woman with the dangerous weapon getting closer, Shang Gongshao covered his head with a pillow, "What do you want?"

Shang Gongyao waved her hand, and she warned, "Be careful when you speak in the future."

Young Master Shang Gong almost curled up into a ball, he glanced through the gap in the pillow at the majestic woman holding a kitchen knife, and when there was a click, the sound of taking pictures on the phone exploded clearly, he put away the phone, Seeing that the majestic person left after playing the prestige, he opened the picture and looked at it, then uploaded the photo to Weibo with a smile.

On the second day, Shang Gongyao rushed back to her brother's villa. She didn't have a weapon in her hand at the moment, only one finger.

Holding the claw machine in one hand, she pointed to her beloved younger brother with the other and asked, "Tell me, did you post this picture?"

Shang Gongshao hid under the quilt. After he caught a cold, he developed a high fever, and the high fever persisted. After a week of tossing, he almost didn't have a cup of tea with Lord Yama and stayed in the underworld forever.

Shang Gongshao got up, he was not in good spirits, and the season change always gave him a headache, and it was either a headache or an illness. While brushing his teeth, he took his mobile phone and pressed the number, made a call, and turned on the loudspeaker. Qi Shaoheng reported to work as usual , don't worry, we're all fine here, don't expect us to be like you, sick bastard.

After Shang Gongshao washed his face, he walked to the sofa. The woman who had been busy in the kitchen for two hours finally brought a bowl of fragrant soup. She said, "Heding red is added, drink with caution."

Shang Gongshao took the porcelain bowl that was about to sink to the bottom of the bowl, and he glanced at his vicious sister.

"The salt you put every time is enough to dissolve the toxicity of Hedinghong."

Shang Gongyao waved a spoon in her hand, she wanted to declare again, Shang Gongshao made a gesture and took the phone, she quickly fled back to the exclusive territory, sure enough, the safe place for women is still in the kitchen!

Shang Gongyao served the food, and all the food was served neatly on the table. She suddenly said, "Shao Shao, you are not young anymore. After Golden Monday in May, you will be a 30-year-old man. If you don't marry, you will be old."

Shang Gong skipped a bowl of soup, seeing the bottom.

He looked sickly, but in good spirits.

He asked back, "You want to be a matchmaker for me?"

"How about me being a matchmaker?"

Shang Gong took a few glances at his sister, "It's gone as soon as you shoot."

"Curse me?"

"How dare I."

Young Master Shang Gong only finished drinking the soup, then turned to lie on the sofa again, he was thinking, what preparations do he need to make if he goes abroad?

Shang Gongyao turned her head to look at her younger brother who was lost in thought again, she stopped talking.

Every year, Shang Gongshao would get sick in winter, but this year, it was the most serious. His voice was so hoarse that he could hardly speak. He said his throat hurt and he couldn’t eat anything. Outrageously thin.

Shang Gongyao didn't know who took care of him in the winter for the first three years, was he lonely and helpless during the days when she was unconscious?

I don’t know if it’s been a long way, but slowly, he also faded away from the enthusiasm of his youth, and now he often goes home to accompany his parents, and his father sometimes sighs and wants to ask if he wants to go on a blind date, but so For a long time, there was never a single question.

Mother Shang's condition has improved, so she no longer asks her son, who are you?

Shang Gongshao said, "Sister, I'm very tired."

Shang Gongyao said, "If you are tired, then take a rest, don't work so hard, okay?"

She cleaned up the dishes and the table by herself, and then closed the curtains, repeatedly telling her to open the windows during the day and not close the curtains.

Shang Gongshao was too lazy to respond, he was sitting on the sofa, the pen between his fingers, the tip of the pen was rustling on the white paper,

When Shaoyang called, it was exactly eight o'clock in the morning, and Shaoyang said, "Shang Jian, I'm going back to Xiangcheng tomorrow."

Shang Gong seldom responded, yes.

His voice was still a little hoarse, and every time he said a word, the friction in his throat made him feel pain.

He thought of Ling Qi, Ling Qi went abroad, said to be undergoing surgery, before leaving, Shang Gongshao sent her to the airport, watched her get on the plane with his own eyes, and then watched the plane fly high into the sky and slowly disappear in his sight.

Counting the time now, the days have passed, and it has probably been more than a month.

Apart from the surgery, there is still time for recovery, Shang Gong thought, soon, the girl should be back.

The doctor said, "Sight can be restored."

Everyone laughed, Master Shang also laughed, he said, the day you can see me, I will give you a ring, wear a white suit, and stand with you.

He said this in front of many people.

Ling Qi smiled and bent her eyebrows, she was smiling happily.

Shaoyang was also there at the time, and for some reason, he also laughed.

Everything will pass, winter is over, and spring is coming. When everything recovers, spring will be full of joy.

this familiar weather

deep memory

It seems that when we met

It is the accumulation of fate in previous lives

the old melody

but can't ring again

if we can't escape

already doomed ending

And the distance

we are on different tracks

No amount of effort is sad

Practice thousands of times in the bottom of my heart

Thousands of non-stop review

I'm afraid it's too late

I just haven't told you I'm sorry I love you

I can't breathe without you

I can't watch you cry for miles

It's just that I haven't worked up the courage yet

I haven't told you I'm sorry I love you

Even if one day you leave your body

I'm still so desperate

this familiar weather

deep memory

It seems that when we met

It is the accumulation of fate in previous lives

the old melody

but can't ring again

if we can't escape

already doomed ending

And the distance

we are on different tracks

No amount of effort is sad

Practice thousands of times in the bottom of my heart

Thousands of non-stop review

I'm afraid it's too late

I just haven't told you I'm sorry I love you

I can't breathe without you

I can't watch you cry for miles

It's just that I haven't worked up the courage yet

I haven't told you I'm sorry I love you

Even if one day you leave your body

I'm still so desperate

I can't listen to what other people have planned for me

I know how dependent you are on me now

I believe you must still be waiting for me

I exist because of you don't leave my love

I haven't told you I'm sorry I love you

I can't breathe without you

I can't watch you cry for miles

It's just that I haven't worked up the courage yet

I haven't told you I'm sorry I love you

I can't breathe without you

I can't watch you cry for miles

It's just that I haven't worked up the courage yet

I haven't told you I'm sorry I love you

Even if one day you leave your body

I still can't separate from you

I still want to stay with you

say i love you

The author has something to say: The lyrics are selected from the 1983 cover version of "Sorry, I Love You"!