[Blood] Shura's Castle

The world has been exposed in broad daylight!Human news has been reported! ! ! "[3]

He slammed a photocopy of that web page in front of the crowd, sending paper flying everywhere.The director flicked his sleeves violently, and a gust of wind blew up.

Even though Camarilla's high-level executives had urgently dealt with the incident and used hacking to erase the relevant data on that website, the bad influence spread rapidly and spread throughout the entire blood family world.The councilors of Sabat are all waiting to see the joke now, and the Speaker of Sabat, His Royal Highness Prince McGee Paxester Le Senbai, even jokingly asked, "Do you need our help?"

The reputation of the Director of Law Enforcement is almost reduced to nothing.

However, Duke Rose, the culprit who caused him to embarrass himself, didn't take this matter to heart.After explaining to her subordinate law enforcement officers to be vigilant, she left.At this moment, she was looking at the silver ribbon over and over in the mansion Shura Castle.

It is the item that Leng Xing lost at the scene of her fight with Auston that day, and it is also the proof of the identity of the little girl she once gave as a gift, saying "Pretty sister, can I be with you?"

Will it be the same person?

She wasn't sure.The current Leng Xing is far from the temperament of the little girl back then.The girl at that time had a little smile in front of her, but only a little.After their conversation, she has been paying attention to her for a long time, and finds that she is rigid and indifferent to other people, not like a child at all.This even made her feel that the smiling face that day was an illusion.

"Alice," she called.

A girl with golden brown hair appeared out of thin air and knelt down on one knee.

"Your Highness."

"Send people to protect that girl."

"Is it because of her blood?"

Alice couldn't help asking.The Duke pursed his lips and did not answer for a while.

If you consider the aroma of blood, Leng Xing is indeed very similar to the girl from before, or even exactly the same.However, she still needs to observe and determine.After all, it is about the choice of a partner, and it must be foolproof. She has been calculated too much, and she doesn't want to plant a bomb that may explode at any time by her side.

"She's important."

Alice's master answered briefly.

"Do you need to investigate her?"

"No need."

The duke put away the ribbon and flipped through a book absently.

Leng Xing's background... She had already sent people to investigate clearly after the day of the assassination.The only daughter of the famous entrepreneur Leng Luowen can be described as a rich lady who was born with a golden spoon in her mouth.However, due to fate, both her parents died in a car accident when she was 12 years old, and the family business also went bankrupt at the age of 13 in the hands of her uncle Leng Luochen who was not good at management.The news of the bankruptcy of a well-known company once hit the headlines of a well-known newspaper's economic section, and even almost revealed the background information of the entrepreneur Leng Luowen's only daughter, Leng Xing, who was called a "management genius". Being suppressed, the behind-the-scenes operator seems to be a subordinate of a world-renowned chaebol chairman.Not only that, she even lost her only place of refuge - the villa of Leng's family, and lived on the street one night.The Duke happened to meet her at the time, and even took a little of her blood because of it. [4]

The three guards that no one knows about—the Duke's intelligence department has sent all the files of Leng Xing to the Duke.This girl hid the truth for five years with painstaking efforts, and she seemed vulnerable to the powerful intelligence and detection capabilities of the blood clan.

"I will send one-third of the Second Imperial Guard to guard, Your Highness."

"Not enough. I don't want any surprises. Springer's current situation is not optimistic. That useless director...is not trustworthy." She paused, her eyes full of contempt.

"I will deploy half of the Second Army's manpower for protection."

"Two-thirds, she is very important." The Duke who did not have a name repeated.

"Your Highness, this is for your safety...you were assassinated a few days ago..."

"It doesn't matter." She waved her hand, a cold light flashed in her eyes.Being assassinated twice in one day, and even comatose on the outskirts of Springer is not something to brag about, even a disgrace.The face-saving duke would erase all memory of the event if possible.

"Yes, Your Highness." Alice bowed and said goodbye.

The Duke withdrew from his memories, and beside him was Leng Xing who was observing the specimen.

"Why do we come to this place?"

During the winter vacation, after the thrilling prince duel, the tense visit to the prison, the tit-for-tat court confrontation and the heart-wrenching poisoning incident, the Duke had a relaxing time.However, her lover, who is extremely fanatical about medicine, dragged her into the systemic laboratory without saying a word.

"Make specimens." Leng Xing replied without raising his head, "You'd better wear a mask."

"I've already put it on."

The perception of the blood race is extremely keen, which naturally also covers the sense of smell.The Duke was almost murdered on the spot by the strong smell of formalin, but Leng Xing didn't seem to notice it. He quickly put on the isolation gown, rubber gloves and medical mask, and successfully armed his whole body.

"It's best to wear gloves too." She took out the unopened rubber gloves from her pocket and threw them to the Duke, continuing to turn her eyes back to the gray brain in front of her.The Duke put on his gloves, frowning, and muttered reluctantly, "I don't look at those things..."

But she still couldn't help but moved to Leng Xing's side, and picked up a brown heart to observe.The heart seemed to have been treated, and it felt hard to the touch.

"You'd better find a set of gowns to wear." Leng Xing said, "I don't care if your haute couture is dirty."

The duke, who was obsessed with cleanliness, quickly shrank back when he heard the words, and almost dropped his heart on the ground.

"Hold on tight, don't dirty that heart."

Leng Xing seemed to have eyes behind his back.

The Duke lowered his heart, took off his gloves and disappeared out of thin air.After a while, she appeared again, wearing a white coat she got from nowhere.

"Honey, do you know what time it is?" she asked cautiously.

"Three in the morning."

"Don't you feel... scared?"

The Duke wouldn't be afraid. She had never seen the murderous female devil before, but she really didn't want to stay here, and she didn't want to be separated from her baby.So, she tried every means to persuade Leng Xing to leave.

"Why are you afraid?" Leng Xing continued to move his hands, skillfully divided his brain into several pieces, revealing a series of structures such as the cerebellum and hypothalamus hidden in the middle, "Did Duke Rose never see a corpse?"

"Of course I don't..." She heard that Leng Xing didn't seem very happy, otherwise she wouldn't be calling her "Your Excellency Duke Rose", "but at this time..."

"Isn't it just to match your schedule, dear?" Leng Xing raised his head with dangerous eyes, "Do I understand your fault?"

"If you were considerate of me, you wouldn't let me come to this kind of place..." She muttered softly, but in the middle of the night, the surroundings were quiet, and Leng Xing could hear it clearly.

"You can go, I won't stop you."

"Then how do you go back?"

"That's my business, Qian Xiyue."

"But I want to stay with you..."

"Then don't talk so much nonsense. I can't get out of here now."

"What's so good about this place full of weird smells, it makes you so fascinated..."

Leng Xing put down his brain and turned around, still holding the gleaming scalpel in his hand.

"Qian Xiyue, you are getting more and more capable now, and you take care of so much. It is already too much to send someone to follow me 24 hours a day, and now you even have to take care of where I go. In a few days, do you want to take care of me? My interpersonal relationship, what do I do every day? Do you think that I am your personal item?"

Just as the Duke expected, the item "being/interfering with freedom" will definitely not be missing among the things Leng Xing hates the most.

"How do you know?" The Duke was asked back by Leng Xing for a while, but he was only surprised that she found out the truth, and did not refute her.

"If you want others to be unaware, unless you do nothing yourself." Leng Xing said with a serious face, "Don't treat me the way you manage your subordinates, lovers are equal, I am not your subordinate, and I have not interfered with any of your affairs. It's your freedom to go where you want, but you'd better not meddle where you shouldn't be meddling."

"Then what counts as a place where I have the right to intervene?"

"I can't cheat, I can't be too much, unless I break up with you, this is where you can intervene. If I kiss or even sleep with someone other than you, you have the right to control, other than that, you have nothing to do right to interfere with me."

"that's it?"

"What else do you want? I can listen to you for many things, even if I drink poison for you, as long as I am willing to do so, because you are my lover, I don't think of conflicts, and I hope my lover can enjoy it. The feeling of being held in the palm of your hand. But... I am not a person who likes to accommodate others, I am very selfish, don't take my tolerance as an infinite concession."

"Is that tolerable in your opinion?"

"Infringement of my freedom, I have tolerated it. If it were friends, I would immediately break up. Well, I don't want to quarrel. If you don't interfere with things that shouldn't be interfered, I can pretend that these unpleasant things never happened. But if there is a second time..." She paused and did not continue, "Now, if you want to stay here, then don't ask these meaningless questions, if you don't want to, you can go anywhere you want , I will never stop you. I know you want to stay with me, but you don’t like it here. You have been wronged. I can try to accommodate you as little as possible, but only if you——you know how to respect me. "

The Duke's sapphire-like eyes are bottomless.

"Qian Xiyue, you are an aristocrat, you are superior, but since you can respect your opponent, why can't you respect me? I have my own will, I am an independent individual, a living person, neither an item nor should it be subject to others. At the mercy of you. I love you, but it is impossible to give up my freedom for it."

Perhaps hearing the phrase "I love you", the Duke lowered his head slightly.

"Understood, there will be no second time."

Leng Xing walked up to her and said, "Lower your head."

The Duke lowered his head slightly, and Leng Xing gave her a superficial kiss.

"If you want to leave, you can leave."

She turned and walked back to the open freezer, picking up the broken brain.And the Duke stopped talking, just watched her quietly, or occasionally picked up some organs to watch.

The atmosphere was a little depressing.

"We came here every week in the last semester. Systematic anatomy is an experimental science, and it is impossible to get good grades without observing the specimens. At the beginning, I would hate the smell of formalin here, but I gradually got used to it after a long time. Yes. After all, it is something that must be faced, and evasion cannot solve any problems. I was also forced to turn over the specimens by hand during the midterm exam to check the structural relationship, because I was so motion sick that day that I could hardly take the exam.”

Not knowing whether he was talking to himself or telling the Duke, Leng Xing's voice floated in the laboratory.

"I care about you, after a long time, will you get used to it?"

"There are some things that I can never compromise. Do you understand, Qian Xiyue? For example, I'm not a person who likes to play tricks, but if someone hurts you, I don't guarantee that I won't treat him that way." Leng Xing continued Recalling the conversation with Proseus in prison that day, "Freedom is the same for me."

There was a slight smile on the Duke's face, not the kind of perfunctory smile that was as thin as ice, but from the heart.

"I have the ability to protect myself."

"That's not the point." Leng Xing ended the topic, "On November, I came here to make ear specimens. At that time, there was a news about a man who lost all his blood and was sent to the hospital. People in the know said it was a vampire. .Now I want to ask you, is that suspicion true?"

"Really." The Duke's long eyelashes blocked his eyes, making his expression difficult to understand. "I caught the criminal with my own hands."

"And what about the website that was purged of data in less than 3 hours?"

"Leng Xing, you have crossed the line. This is not a question you should ask."

"The blood race will also control the speech of the human world?"

"As you said, you have your freedom, and I have mine. The way of governing within the blood clan has nothing to do with you, and, as a politician, speech control is essential. As the lord and Kamali The members of Lara will naturally do this, it is not only related to the safety of the blood race world, but also to human beings."

"Okay..." She had to admit that her lover was indeed not an easy-going lamp, otherwise she wouldn't be famous in the blood clan world.However, she likes to compete, and she would rather choose a smart partner who may sing against her at any time, than choose a submissive fool, which will piss Leng Xing to death.

"Every time I look at the specimens, the teaching assistant stands by the freezer, and the whole class rushes over. You know, I don't like crowds, so I stand on the stool outside most of the time, so naturally it doesn't sound like that Clearly, that's why I come here so often—it takes practice to get good results."

The Duke shrugged.

"Let me tell you one more thing. When I was young, I had excellent grades and received various awards. Many people only saw me playing and thought it was unfair, and even punched and kicked me because of it. In fact, there has never been anything in this world. As for the pie in the sky, my grades are obtained through hard work. Although there are many advantages in my IQ, no one can always rely on IQ to rank first in the grade, and I will not. So, I am used to working hard, Although my nature is not like this. You don't know my family, I was born into a business family, my parents, the first thing they taught me is - never take anything for granted. In the businessman's world, it is trading, So I can only exchange my hard work and my giving for what I want. Maybe it sounds like I am a ruthless person, but it is true. I don’t know if you have had a lover before. If you have, compare them Next, I must not be a good lover."

"Me too," said the Duke, "I don't know what love is, because I've never had it. Or maybe I have it, but it's hard to feel it. I'm used to being in control the way you're used to trading, because it's The only way to make me feel safe, please don't blame me, Leng Xing..."

She closed her eyes and hugged the girl who was standing in front of the freezer working on her cerebellum.In the early hours of the morning, the pale light cast down without any warmth, but it made the two of them feel warm and at ease.

Because we have each other, standing in the lab, remembering the two of us who used to think so.

The author has something to say: Note: [1] Ismedaz, also known as the Emerald City, is the seat of the Supreme Council, the Military Department and the Supreme Court of Camarilla, as well as the political center of Vanjo.

[2] "Hand of Darkness" is what members of Kamalila call Sabat.

[3] "Springer" is the city of J, and the Duke is the lord.

[4] The one who suppressed the news was the Miss Chairman who had saved Leng Xing's life and reached an agreement with her.At that time her father had not passed away, she was the one who saw the news and told her father's subordinates to suppress the matter and not to reveal Leng Xing's secret.Miss Chairman appeared in the next chapter of "Return".

The original plan was to write a video of "Leng Xing was frightened by the 'ghost' in the system solution laboratory", but as I was writing, I couldn't help but come to the confrontation between the two again.It should be said that Gemini and Capricorn are a pair that attracts and repels each other. They see different worlds in each other, but they tend to quarrel because of their different ways of thinking.It's just that they are all very sensible people and know that quarrels are not good for feelings, so Leng Xing just reasoned with the Duke. Although she was really angry, she didn't forget to give the Duke a superficial kiss at the end-she was like that People don't like intense things, so even kisses are shallow.Telling her own story later can be regarded as an explanation to the Duke, explaining why she often comes here.What first guided me in my writing was the rule that "the childhood environment creates character", so Leng Xing's character would become split or even distorted, and it was not without reason that the Duke was ruthless except for his lover.Neither of them were good lovers, as they said themselves.Leng Xing cares about freedom, while the Duke likes control, this must be a kind of contradiction.The country is easy to change, but the nature is hard to change. In any case, this conflict between them will not be the only one.But they are also good lovers. Because they are sensible, they know how to respect each other, do not make trouble unreasonably, and will also compromise, and this is why each other can make each other feel warm and at ease.

Because I own you, my love.

☆、Special9 Berlin Wall (Part [-])

(The following is Cold Star No.1’s self-report.)

I am cold star, icy cold, star of stars, very simple name.

I used to be a so-called "superior" wealthy daughter, until my parents died, the company was taken over by my uncle, and I was penniless, I was thrown into hell and became a complete proletarian.I hid the fact that my parents died, since I was 12 years old.Of course, I also tampered with their real situation.There will be a family relationship column on all student files, and all the information is false except for my parents' names.In the column of work, I wrote "individual", and in the column of mobile phone number, I filled in a false number.Fortunately, no one ever called the number.I went to junior high school at the age of 11, skipped grades and entered the best high school in city B at the age of 14, and took the college entrance examination when I was less than 16 years old. Deals with old friends give up the chance to go to school.When I was about 17 years old, I took the college entrance examination again and became a student in the five-year clinical course of the School of Medicine of S University.

In the 4 years of middle school life since the death of my parents, until the freshman year, I have been supporting myself with my own hands.Of course, fortunately, when I was at my worst, a friend who repaid my father’s kindness promised to subsidize all my living and schooling expenses, but I refused.He didn't give up, and finally gave me the right to use a house, which gave me a place to live.Yes, this is the only condition I accept.

I don't want to be supported by others, they have no obligation, and I don't want to be pushed around because of money.

Because I come from a business family, since I was a child, I have witnessed how my parents use money to control and manipulate others, even... I also learned this method without a teacher, but I don’t want to use it because I am ashamed of it.

I am neither noble nor beautiful. All I have is an IQ that surpasses ordinary people, and a character that is good at forbearance and restraint.High IQ, but not to the level of Einstein or Xie Er, good at tolerance and restraint, but not to the level of Gandhi.The former is bestowed by God, while the latter is the result of parental teaching.

When I was 17, I met my love.This is the first time in five years that I have shared my secrets with others, but I still haven't fully exposed them to her.

I just told her that my parents were not the type to force me to inherit the family business and doted on me.The fact is that their love is limited to material things, and they don’t force me to inherit the family business because they are only out of apology for my long-term inability to fulfill my parental responsibilities, not being able to accompany me, and ignoring my emotional needs.I didn't tell her this, it's good to keep some things in mind, why bother to tell her, it doesn't make any sense anyway.The old days cannot be turned back, and everything cannot be rewritten, and I don't want to make my lover feel sorry for me, so that I can pay more for me.

My parents were ambivalent people, they had the most advanced ideas of democracy, and they were equals in my family.However, they are the strictest educators, and their requirements for etiquette are almost harsh.Under the watchful eyes of the tutor, I can't cross my legs, I can't nest in the sofa, but I have to sit upright, just like the ladies in ancient times.What is even more frightening is their requirements on table manners. I was punished to stand for a whole day because I moved my chopsticks first in front of the elders, and I was slapped several times for accidentally stirring the dishes on the plate.Even, in western food etiquette, when should the napkin be spread on the lap, how to place the knife and fork after eating, etc., there can be no mistakes.Besides that, they taught me how to behave in business.The first admonition is not to show emotions or anger. For this reason, a lively and lovely little girl was forcibly turned into a facial paralysis.

Some of my "friends" call me a doll because my face is as cold and expressionless as a doll's, like a dummy.

The second admonition is to settle accounts clearly between brothers. Although you must have a far-sighted mind, you must never let go of any interests.For this reason, my memory has become extremely good, even if it is a small thing, as long as I want to remember, I will not forget any details.

There are many more, I don't want to go into details.I hate it all, but I can't escape it.I am a "genius". I can complete the competition questions that others can't solve in two hours, and I can finish them in 10 minutes. I can recite the texts that others can't memorize after reading them hard for more than three times.However, everyone only sees these superficial phenomena, but they don't know how much effort I have put in behind the scenes to maintain the illusion that I am easy and effortless in my studies.I don't know if it's because of jealousy, or just a child's unwillingness, I am often tortured by my classmates.Probably, their parents always take me as their role model, making their ears calloused from nagging.They are powerless against their parents, but they can bully me.

In this regard, I never said anything, just with a cold face.I used to scare them off thanks to the so-called "mood and anger show".

But in fact, if I fight with my hands, I have no chance of winning.Therefore, in the environment of avoiding being beaten, I practiced running much faster than ordinary people.

But at least at that time, I had no worries about food and clothing. On the surface, I was the jewel in the palm of my parents, living a luxurious "princess" life and fully enjoying the benefits of extravagant materials.I can buy anything I want, even a sports car... it's just that I've never done it.

I don't want to owe anyone, not even my parents.They are essentially different individuals from me, and they have no obligation to pay so much for me.Besides, there will always be a price to pay for getting it. When I use their money recklessly, I must complete the goals they set, such as getting a tenth grade piano certificate.But the fact is that I am very self-willed in this matter. After two months of learning, no matter how much they persuaded me, I just refused to go again.

I'm fed up, not the piano, but the feeling of being pushed around!I am free and equal, no one has the right to force me to do anything!Of course, I have no right to treat others like this.

They finally understand that I, like them, cannot be controlled by money.What I was born to do is the master of money, not the slave of money, even when I am at my worst.

After being busy with work and staying out all night, they allowed me to do whatever I wanted out of guilt or compensation, as long as I didn’t delay my studies or break etiquette.Although life is boring and I have never had the power to choose, at least a wealthy family can bring me opportunities that others cannot have.No matter how depressed and unfree I live, at least I don't have to worry about money.Both the rich and the poor have troubles, the difference is that the rich think about whether to go to Iceland to see the aurora tomorrow or go to Bali for vacation, while the poor think about whether to have lunch or dinner today.With that said, I really have nothing to complain about.So, I finally got a little freedom and learned how to make pastry and how to mix wine.What I didn't expect was that my childhood interest would become the means by which I could make a living in later years.And thanks to that, I was able to keep that secret from everyone for five years, until I was willing to tell it.

However, I was too naive and impulsive at that time, and I was completely a model of "I don't know the blessings in the blessings", until——

My parents were in a car accident.

Pretty cheesy plot, right?If it was a Korean drama, it might be added that it was a murder, and the perpetrator would be my incompetent uncle who has been coveting my father's company.But, the truth is, it was an accident.

But the irony is that they were arguing before they left home. This was the first time they appeared in front of me together after two months of not showing up, and they also appeared in the campus that was comparable to mine. In a big house the size of a playground.Since I don't see them often and walk at home alone, I am not even afraid of walking at night.Perhaps, I have to thank my dachshund for keeping me company when I'm alone.Can you imagine the feeling of walking alone in a home as big as a school?Can you imagine what it's like to eat alone at a long table?Even though the lights are so bright and the dishes are so delicious, I am sitting alone in an empty restaurant, eating like a robot, with a group of servants standing beside me.At the beginning, I waited and waited, from evening to night, even late at night, the clock ticked, and the dishes were hot again and again, but they still didn't come back.Later, I finally accepted this reality-only dachshunds would spin around my feet or lick my palms, and that year, I was only 7 years old.

They are vitriolic and attack each other with words and actions as much as they can. They are completely different from the calm and rational business elites or the elegant and noble middle-aged ladies in front of the ordinary people. , Throw all the things that can be picked up around, as if the opponent's face is a dart board, how many rings can you hit.

The dart board in the living room was shaking with the wind blowing from the window. It was ironic that even the weather was so suitable for them.

And I, after discovering the sign of their quarrel, immediately found an excuse to dispatch all the servants to maintain the glorious image they usually established.I stood next to them and watched, watching everything coldly, watching how my father pulled my mother's hair like a beast, and my mother screamed at a high decibel level, grabbed my glass, and smashed the lid on my father's face.

At this moment, Leng Luowen was no longer that gentleman with a bit of aristocratic demeanor, but a violent maniac.Although people often associate businessmen with upstarts and the smell of copper, I guarantee that you will never know that Leng Luowen is a businessman the first time you see him.He looked more like a gentle scholar, wearing glasses, with a very elegant look.It's just that he's punching and kicking his wife right now.

Such a violent act was staged in front of me, and I finally couldn't stand it anymore and called bodyguards to pull them away.After they calmed down, they stood up at the same time and clamored for a divorce.To my surprise, they still went in the same car.

Later, the butler told me that it was because there was only one driver, and the other drivers took the servants I ordered out, and it happened that they were unwilling to drive by themselves, so they stayed away from each other when they got into the car. I can't wait to have one on the hood and one in the trunk.

And just when they went through the divorce procedures and were halfway there, they regretted it again.I don't know why they regret it, but the fact is, they went back and got into a car accident on the way to remarry.

That's great, there was no accident in the divorce, but a car accident occurred in the remarriage, and both of them died.I really don't even want to see them together, or in other words, God really wants to see them together, so I take them back to my side.

The author has something to say: I have to go out again, not under the control of my will - 8.15~8.18, sorry, maybe there is no update outside of this article, I really don't know if there is internet in that weird place.

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Leng Xing's side story, he said before that he would write about it.In fact, I spent a lot of time on Leng Xing's self-report.Almost all the previous protagonists have No.1 self-reports, such as the Duke, Oston, Apollo, Proseus, McGee, Alice, Marcus did not because it is not yet time to reveal his story, Daphne is Because she needs to tell a darker truth than the coup in the second part.Except for Leng Xing, everyone has had a self-report, so here is her appearance~

She is a rich lady (former), but her thinking can be said to be out of tune with the environment.Not only that, she herself is quite rebellious, but she is tied to the shackles of etiquette-no matter what she does, she must be graceful and polite, and she lives very tired, seriously distorting the nature of human beings, so she refuses to continue playing the piano It can be said that it is her vent, and it is also a way to fight against dissatisfaction.

In fact, No.1 said it was difficult to write, especially the self-report of someone like Leng Xing who is rich but hates it. Although the material is rich, but her feelings... A seven-year-old child sitting alone at a long table in a large restaurant eating dinner, no matter how delicious the food is, this scene is also sad.As she said, "Both the rich and the poor have troubles. The difference is that the rich think about whether to go to Iceland to see the aurora tomorrow or go to Bali for vacation, while the poor think about whether to have lunch or dinner today." , so she is still happy, this is also a kind of self-mockery and self-comfort, after all, she is such a person who is a little evasive, such as facing Qian Xiyue's problem.

After the next chapter of "The Berlin Wall" is finished, the extra episode is over.The next chapter will talk about that, apart from the death of her parents, one of the events that had the greatest impact on her life was even more serious than the shooting in Italy (in the accident in Italy, Leng Xing took a shot for Miss Chairman, although it was not deliberate Yes, these are also the beginning of Miss Chairman's 16-year-old agreement with Leng Xing.) Stay tuned!

btw, it’s really gratifying to have received one more post~Thank you for your support~

☆、Special10 Berlin Wall (Part [-])

(The following is Cold Star No.1’s self-report.)

Sounds disrespectful to my parents, right?I really want to respect them, but when I recall my childhood, there are only day-to-day homework, harsh and ruthless training, whether it is etiquette or other.I am not an independent person, not Leng Xing, but Leng Luowen's daughter, the sole heir to the Leng family business, a puppet with a planned life, a toy manipulated wantonly.I am free from nothing but my thoughts.I can't fight back when someone insults me, because it hurts my demeanor, and I can't care about it when someone bullies me, because it degrades my demeanor... Demeanor and etiquette are more important than anything else in their eyes, even more than my feelings.I sometimes think, if they didn't die accidentally, would I continue to be a puppet, without freedom and dominance... I can be free in thought, but I have to obey their arrangements in life choices.Now, I'm glad that I was "knocked down to hell". It's not that I wholeheartedly hope that they will die in an accident. In fact, after that, I have never been so eager to have a complete family, even if... they don't come home at night, At least I still have my parents, and relatives who are connected with me by blood.Now, my only relatives are my uncle and his daughter, but such relatives...whether there is or not, does it make any difference?It's just that without such an experience, I will not truly understand the core and essence of this world.

Some people say that my words are full of black humor. In fact, I really want to tell him that my life is full of black humor.mine