The Human Comedy

In the evening, I booked a coffee shop to have a carnival with my friends. I used to go to bars, but this time I booked a coffee shop to take care of the children. These wolves also stared and wanted to take a look. The legendary Kim Heechul My daughter, what does she look like, so I will not be stingy, our children are beautiful and smart, and I am not afraid of you to see them!

In the end, these people really formed a circle and began to study my baby...

"Oh, our little Ai, she looks so pretty! She's even prettier than her father!" Li Te said as he patted her head.Cut, can she look so good-looking without me?Those are my excellent genes!

"That's right, look at this face, it's watery when pinched, why is the skin so good!" Dong Hai said while pinching her face.Nonsense, it's just as good if you make me 30 years younger.

"The eyes are really big, the eyelashes are long, and the eyebrows really look like Brother Han Geng." The child prodigy stared into her eyes.Humph, the mouth still looks like mine.

……

"Huh? Why doesn't she speak? No..." He Zai finally raised a question, everyone stopped talking and looked at me.

You guys, only now remember my existence!

"My children are fine! Let me tell them, my little sister!" I waved my hand and blinked at my little sister, and when everyone looked at her again, she said confidently, "My Korean is not good. "

Everyone burst out laughing, this child really has a sense of joy.Isn't Han Geng's best way of saying things like "I'm a foreigner" and "I'm not good at Korean" to deceive the general public? This kid really got his father's true teaching.

"Okay, okay, you're almost done! Why do you keep pinching my daughter's face!" Unhappily, I rushed up to pick up the child, preventing them from pinching our little girl's face all the time.By the way, that kid is really good, just stand there and let them pinch, where is the usual fight with me?

"Brother, don't be so stingy, what are you afraid of if you pinch it." Donghai said unconvinced.

"That's right, you didn't miss Brother Prodigy's daughter back then!" He Zai chimed in.

"Ah! Anyway, it's not allowed to pinch." I was protecting and not letting them pinch, "No matter, my precious daughter, I don't want to pinch it myself, it won't be beautiful if you make it swollen, right, little girl?"

Xiao Ai looked at me and nodded.

"Tch, it's as precious as brother Han Geng, we are not allowed to touch it." Donghai continued to pout.

"Ah! Li Donghai, as long as you have Hyuk around, why are you doing something wrong to my daughter?" I teased him.

Dong Hai glanced at He Zai, sighed and said, "He has no flesh on him, so what's the fun?"

"Ah! Donghai, you despise me!" He said pulling him.

"I just despise you, annoying." Donghai pushed him away.

"How annoying am I? How nice I am!" He continued to stick.

I withdraw, these two people are so old and so tired...

"Brother, when will you take the child back to Gangwon-do?" Geun Suk asked me while sitting next to me.

"Let's go tomorrow night, I have to go back and see her grandparents!" I said.

"And then go to China?"

"Yes, it depends on the grandparents over there."

"Brother Xiche is so happy, envy." He pulled me and said, which made me quite embarrassed.

"Gen Suk, too, hurry up and find a lover, you're always alone."

"It's not that easy, just look for it." He lowered his head and smiled.

"Should I help you?"

"Okay, you'd better take the kids!"

"Yeah, you're laughing at me!"

"How dare I! Haha..."

Back to Gangwon-do with the child, my sister and brother-in-law came to pick us up, and my sister hugged Ai as soon as she saw her.

"You are Xiao Ai! Hello! I am my aunt!" The elder sister teased her.

She looked at them, blinking and not speaking.Along the way, my brother-in-law was driving the car, and my sister and I were teasing the children behind.

My sister looked at me suspiciously and said, "I didn't expect that one day you will be able to take care of your children. It's amazing."

Oh, am I just that fine?Of course you have to bring your own children.

"Of course, I can do everything from washing clothes to cooking!" I pouted and said contemptuously, thinking that you are the only one who can do it!

"Han Geng is also willing to let you do it?" My sister said with a glance at me.

"That... He said he asked me to hire a nanny, but I didn't want to. We can't rely on nanny for the rest of our lives, we have to learn how to do it ourselves."

"Hey, love can really change a person! It's amazing that we Xiche have such an awareness, don't you think so, husband?"

The brother-in-law also turned around and smiled, and said, "Yeah, Heechul has finally grown up."

Back home, I took Xiaomei to see my parents. They hugged Xiaomei excitedly, looked left and right, and kept saying that they looked like me, so beautiful and cute.I said of course, this is your granddaughter.

But what really pleased me was that I finally saw the smiles on the faces of the old people from the bottom of their hearts.When we married Han Geng, although they didn't object to us and blessed us, they always felt a little regretful and felt a little awkward, and when it came to children, it became even more serious.This time I finally have a child, and seeing the expressions of the old people looking at the child, I really feel very proud.

"Our little girl, do you like Geng's father? Or Xi's father?" Mom hugged Xiaomei to tease her.

"Papa Xi," said the little one.

"Oh? Then what's wrong with Geng's father?" Mom asked again.

"Geng's father is always not at home, and I always hope that my father will play with me." Sure enough, the child is direct.

"Ah! Then why didn't you say it softly when you hit me?" I pinched her face and said.Every time the two of us fight, she always fights, she will never show mercy, pity me, a beautiful boy, it's not that I can't beat her, a little loli, it's really...

"It's because I like you!" Hey, he's pretty good at making excuses.

"Tch, you just don't dare to hit Han Geng, right?" I gritted my teeth.In front of Han Geng, he is just a little sheep, but in front of me, everything is exposed, cut.

"I'm that..." Sure enough, I'm speechless, hum.

"Heechul, at your age, how come you are like a child, and you still care about these things, isn't it Dad!" Mom looked at me with contempt.

"Mom, you don't know, she's amazing, what a child, she's really cunning." I pointed at Xiaomei and said, she pulled her nose at me, stuck out her tongue, and then looked at her grandma with an innocent expression, Makes me want to pump her even more.

"I think it's clever. Other people's children don't have any, right? Ai?"

"Yes grandma, I'm the smartest in our class, MiracleKim." As he said that, he smacked his neck triumphantly.

"Oh, by the way, is this child's surname Jin?" Mom asked me suddenly, and my father, who had been silent all this time, also looked at me.

I nodded, sat next to my father, and said, "I have discussed this with Han Geng for a long time, and finally decided to let her registered name in the United States be Jin. Han Geng made a big concession, and I am really touched."

"Yeah, after all, your situation is very special. In this case, he can think about your feelings. It's really not easy to let you like this." Dad also said with emotion.

"Han Geng said that at first he didn't expect to have a child, as long as he had me, but later on, he didn't need to be attached to anything. Anyway, no matter what the surname is, it's just a code name. She is our child, so it won't happen. changing."

"Yeah, Han Geng is really a good boy. We didn't have any reason to object to him at the time except he was a boy. In this world, there are not many people who can treat you so well." Mom also said Followed by emotion.

"Seeing that you are living so well now, we are relieved, and hope that you will continue to be so happy in the future." Dad shook my hand and said, I nodded heavily, knowing that we not only got permission and blessings, but also made them feel at ease , which is what we most want to see, finally.

"What are you going to do these days?" My sister asked me.

"I'm planning to take Xiaomei around Gangwon-do, nothing special. Then go to Seoul, and go directly to Beijing to see Han Geng's mom and dad."

"Oh, yes, it should be like this." Mom nodded and said.

"Then let me borrow your brother-in-law's car for a few days, it will be more convenient for you to go out." My sister patted me and said.

"Well, thanks."

In the evening, I coaxed Xiaomei to fall asleep, and went to the balcony alone to blow the air, and met my father who was also blowing the air. We sat on the bamboo chairs on the balcony, opened two bottles of beer and drank, recalling many past events, feeling deeply moved.

When I was young and ignorant, I was very sorry for my hard-working parents; when I grew up, I made them worry about doing such shocking things; when I was [-] years old, I was able to support them, and I immigrated to a foreign country, and I have never fulfilled my filial piety. Makes me feel guilty.I don't know what the future holds, but my parents are getting old. Apart from financial help, I don't know how to make them live better.

But my father said that some people are destined not to be restrained. No matter how long they endure and how many restraints they have, they will eventually live freely and happily in their own world. I am such a person.So there is no need to feel guilty for letting anyone down, my happiness is also their greatest happiness.Now they are in their hometown, living a very good life, and their life is very ordinary. This is their life, which is completely different from mine.

"Father, if you choose again, will you still let me go to Seoul to be an artist?"

Dad looked at me and nodded, and said, "Of course, although you have suffered a lot these years, what I saw was a brilliant Kim Heechul, the most shining and dazzling among thousands of people, making everyone Kim Heechul, whom we all envy, is my son, he has lived up to our expectations and made his life full of meaning, that's enough, we are already very satisfied."

"Thank you, Dad. But I feel that I have made a lot of mistakes in the past few years. If I can start over, I can correct a lot of things, avoid many detours, and make fewer people sad."

"Children, there are no shortcuts in this world. Every step you take, even if it is wrong, has its own meaning. So mistakes are unavoidable. Only by summarizing and correcting mistakes can life move in the right direction. Go down!" Dad held my sign language and said earnestly, thinking about many times we always wanted to reach the sky in one step, but fell even more painful.The real destination is reached step by step in a down-to-earth manner.

Just like me and Han Geng, didn’t we go through a lot to get to where we are today, happiness, separation, longing, reunion, coming out, struggle, criticism, persistence... Every step is inevitable and down-to-earth. So we must cherish the hard-won happiness now even more.

The next day, I took Xiaomei to the daisy field where "Umbrella" was filmed.Unexpectedly, after so many years, the flower field is still there, blooming quietly, just like it was back then.

Parked the car on the side of the road, took Xiaomei into the flower field, she ran happily among the flowers, her laughter was especially beautiful in the blue sky and white clouds, and her pure smile was so brilliant, just like the man back then, beautiful .

She ran away, then ran back towards me and asked, "Papa Xi, what's wrong with you?"

She touched my face, and I lost my mind, so I also touched her face and said, "No, I just remembered a lot of things from the past."

"Is it about you and Papa Geng?" She asked again.

"Yeah, before you, Papa Xi and Papa Geng also came here together."

"So Papa Xi misses you very much?" She looked at me and blinked her big eyes. I stroked her little head and found that this child was not ordinary smart.

"Well, I miss it very much." At that time, I really didn't expect that many years later, we could live such a happy life. At that time, we even fell in love with a kind of despair.

We who were once on the cusp of the storm, withstood all the pressure from the company, family, the public, etc., stubbornly and stubbornly loved each other, even if the whole world disliked us, even if the whole world scolded us, we would not give up our love for each other .But we are reluctant to give up the whole world for ourselves, so we have been loving each other carefully, protecting our love so that it can take root even in the cracks of the cliff.Our hidden love is not like a little daisy, blooming quietly, even in such a place far away from the hustle and bustle, it can bloom so beautifully.

~~~~~memories~~~~~

That summer, Han Geng suddenly went to South Korea to shoot the MV, which shocked me. Now that the situation is on the cusp, the lawsuit between him and SM is not over yet, and everything is in a sensitive period, but he chooses to come to Korea to shoot the MV. And he said, go to Gangwon-do.

When I heard the news, I felt like crying.His contract termination turmoil is not over yet, and I'm not even sure what his heart is, but he said that he is going to my hometown to shoot a love song MV, and his intention couldn't be more obvious.China is so much bigger than South Korea and has so many beautiful scenery. Even South Korea has more famous tourist destinations, but he chose this remote and quiet village, which really moved me.

I deliberately asked for a day off and took the time to see him.Seeing his pure smile in the daisy, I feel like my heart will be melted. Such a beautiful person, he looked at me, walked towards me, then hugged me gently, and said, Heechul, you are here, I miss you so much.

I also hugged him and said, Me too, I miss you so much.

That day I changed my twitter address to "Flower Field". That day I accompanied Han Geng to live a peaceful life in this peaceful village, although it was so short, it was so beautiful.

When we were resting, we walked hand in hand on the country roads. No one knew who we were, and no one cared about our relationship. We walked in the sun like this and felt that we were the happiest people in the world.Sometimes I think about how gorgeous the stage is, no matter how gorgeous it is, it can't compare to holding the lover's hand and walking in the sun like this.Our nostalgia for the stage is no longer just our dreams, but it is often for those who love us. Because of their support, we can continue to stand on the stage. Otherwise, I would rather be in such a peaceful place Farm the land and live a light life with the one you love.

Suddenly he saw a kitten beside a truck, lying on the side of the truck, lazily basking in the sun, a little lazy, but also a little lonely.

"Heechul, do you think this cat looks like you?" He pointed to the kitten on the ground and said.

"What?" I pouted, "Am I a stray cat?"

"That's not true, you have me." He said casually, picked up his mobile phone and took a picture of the kitten, but I stood by and looked at him, because his words warmed my heart, you have What about me, so I am not a stray cat, hehe.

Later Han Geng posted a Weibo saying that he wanted to take this kitten home, hehe, he just took me.

He sang to me his "Umbrella": what would happen if I didn't meet you, whether my heart is still wandering, hurting unknown injuries in unknown nights, fantasizing, um~~ what would happen if I didn't meet you, whether I can see In this piece of heaven, you have been silently by my side and taught me to be strong.

After singing, he translated it for me.

"If you haven't met me, is your heart still wandering? Did I show you heaven?" I looked at him with a smile and said.

He smiled shyly, took my hand and said, "Heechul, this is for you."

"what?"

"This song."

I nodded emotionally and said, "I see, won't people find out?"

"No, no one else can see it."

"So confident, the MV doesn't even have a heroine, so it's easy to be suspicious."

"Why do you want a heroine?"

"So there should be mine here, right?"

"Well, sooner or later, you will appear." He hugged me and said, I leaned on his shoulder and nodded, patting his back, "Thank you Han Geng, I am very touched."

"If someone finds out my intentions, it's not a bad thing, they will understand. The language of daisies, hidden love, separated love... Heechul, I am waiting, waiting for the day when others can accept us, so that we We can be together, you will wait with me, right?"

I nodded, of course I would wait with him.

"Heechul, I'm sorry, I've kept you waiting for so long, don't you blame me?"

"Aren't you waiting too?"

"Yeah, we have to be patient now, for our future, we must endure everything. Although it will be very hard now, I will not give up, Heechul, because I really love you."

His figure standing in the sun was so dazzling that my eyes were stimulated to tears.He is not a person who will say love easily, but once he says it, it will be for a lifetime, whether it is friendship or love, he will not promise what he can't do, and he will fulfill it even if there is no promise.This is my Han Geng, who doesn’t say anything, but plans our future very well, thinks long-term, and considers our future.

I hugged him emotionally and said, "I love you too, Han Geng."

~~~~~Memories end~~~~~