Who is our love for?

I took Luo Qing around Beijing for another two days, but she still didn't feel it. I don't know if it's because of what we said before. She has been quiet these two days, and she doesn't want to say a word. , She said that she wanted to go home, but unfortunately the air ticket had already been booked, and now she couldn't leave even if she wanted to.Later, she simply stopped going out with me, and hid in the room all day to paint, and she could be depressed by herself.

The night before my birthday, Shang Yang and Sister Qin Ran asked us to go to the bar, but when they were waiting for us downstairs, Su Yan suddenly said that the bar was too noisy and refused to go, no matter how hard I tried It didn't work, and in the end she told me to drink less and then lay on the bed and ignored me.I looked at Su Yan who was lying on the bed for a while before I went out. She has always been hot and cold towards me recently, and she didn't say anything when I asked her. Hey, this feeling is really tormenting.

I thought that Luo Qing was also quite depressed these two days, so I simply called her up. When we were waiting for the elevator, Shang Yang had already come up, asked why Su Yan didn't come, and then went down with us again.In the elevator, I introduced him and Luo Qing and I didn't want to talk anymore. The past two days have been very annoying. Meng Qi didn't have any news and didn't say anything. Even Su Yan was depressed these days. It has become like this, I think tomorrow's birthday must not be a good one.

"Sister Qin Ran, Luo Qing, this is my sister." I introduced them again, and after they greeted each other, I leaned on my seat and closed my eyes to rest.

"I told you I'm your sister, why don't you change your mind?" Sister Qin Ran turned around and teased me.

"I'm used to it." I replied.

"What's the matter, are you in a bad mood? Tell my sister, and open your eyes." Sister Qin Ran reached out to the back seat and patted me.

"Look at her little face, she must have had a fight with Su Yan, no wonder Su Yan didn't come." Shang Yang didn't forget to talk to her while driving.

"It's really not this time, please drive well." I lightly punched him on the shoulder.

"You said you, I'm almost becoming your training tool, so you know how to do it with me."

"What? You don't want my sister to hit you." Sister Qin Ran punched her again.

"Well, I couldn't afford to provoke you before when you two didn't know each other, and now I can't afford to provoke you even more."

"Sister Luo Qing, please be happy, don't play with me once and make you depressed, come on, give me a smile first." I stopped talking to Shang Yang and put my arms around Luo Qing's shoulders to make her laugh.

"I'm fine, I'm still worrying about the painting, there's nothing to be depressed about." Luo Qing smiled at me as she spoke, the smile was quite bright.I thought to myself that it really is faster to turn the face than to turn the book, this child is really hopeless.

While talking, I arrived at the bar near my house. After parking the car, the group walked inside, found a booth and ordered drinks.

"Sister Qin Ran, why do you want to drink today?" I looked at the cocktails that had been mixed and felt a little afraid to drink them, so I didn't take them. I just poured a glass of beer and drank them.

"It's nothing, isn't it your birthday tomorrow, I'll take you out to play." Sister Qin Ran took a glass without picking it up.

Glancing at Luo Qing, she stopped talking there again. I took a glass of beer and stuffed it into her hand to ask her to drink with me. I thought to myself that this child is not someone who meets outsiders at all, so it must be wrong to look like this now. I'm happy, anyway, I'm not in a good mood, so we just drank our worries together, and it happened that Sister Qin Ran and Shang Yang were here, so I didn't have to worry about getting drunk and being left alone.

"Sister Luo Qing, you know how to drink, let's have a good drink today, and put all those worries aside." I patted her on the shoulder and signaled her to start drinking.

"Cheng Le, how did you two know each other? I haven't heard you mention this little sister before." Shang Yang clinked glasses with me while talking.

"Hey, I picked it up on the street."

"Don't confuse right and wrong, I picked you up in the mountains." Luo Qing said and pushed me, then drank up the wine in the glass, and got another glass by herself "Don't talk nonsense, drink .”

"Cheng Le, I've heard about you throwing yourself in the mountains." Sister Qin Ran smiled, "Right sister."

"Well, when I saw her for the first time, not to mention how pitiful she was, hanging alone on the suspension bridge crying and crying as if someone had abandoned her." Those embarrassing things are shaken out.

"Hurry up and drink." I dragged her hand and poured wine into her mouth.

Sister Qin Ran couldn't stop laughing when she heard about me on the suspension bridge, and Shang Yang saw that we were drinking hard, so he squeezed to my side and joined us.

"You two are very interesting, drink to your heart's content, I'm carrying around today, I'll take whatever I drink." He turned to look at Sister Qin Ran again, "Sister Qin Ran, stop drinking and drive later."

"I said why did you call me out today? After a long time of trouble, I asked me to deal with the aftermath for you. You bastard, find a substitute driver later."

The few of us talked less and less, and then we all yelled "Cheers" and drank desperately there. The wine we asked for once was not enough, so we ordered twice. It was full of wine bottles.

While drinking vigorously, Sister Qin Ran suddenly snatched the wine bottle from my hand, "Cheng Le, drink less, since Su Yan is not here, no one cares about you, right?"

"I'm fine, sister, you accompany me to the bathroom." I stood up as I spoke, feeling a little dizzy, but I could bear it.

"You stand still." Sister Qin Ran stretched out her hand to support me.

In fact, I wanted to vomit. Beer is no better than white wine. Drinking too much made me feel uncomfortable. When I went to the bathroom, I vomited wildly. The wine was for nothing, and the dizziness hadn't subsided. I relied on Sister Qinran to return to my seat.

"You're throwing up, today's measurement is wrong." Shang Yang stepped aside and asked me to sit down.

"You're the only one, what's right, who told you to order beer, change it, and keep drinking." I sat down and pushed the bottle in front of me aside.

"Cheng Le, can you do it, drink with me and be tender." Luo Qing couldn't stop laughing as she spoke.

"Don't be big or small, change the wine, vodka, drink it or not, the highest number, 60, okay?" I took Luo Qing's glass and put it on the table to prevent her from drinking again. "Small sample, how dare you look down on me , Sister, you haven’t seen my drinking capacity.”

"Okay, drink, I'm still afraid of you. If I can't drink you today, I'll carry you back." Luo Qing was not to be outdone, and kept arguing with me to fight to the end.

"Vodka, I thought you were going to drink Wuliangye." Shang Yang said and wanted to go to the bar to ask for wine.

"Yangyang, come back to me, see how she's drunk, don't ask for it anymore." Sister Qin Ran grabbed Shang Yang and refused to let him go.

"Shangyang bastard, tell me, will you give me a drink, or let me break up with you." I jumped up and stood up, only to fall back on my seat.

"Sister Qin Ran, I really can't afford to offend you two, so just let me go." Shang Yang looked at us with some embarrassment and said, "Besides, don't worry about Cheng Le's drinking capacity. You can give her two bottles of 68-degree wine." Wuliangye is fine, she'll just vomit and faint for a while at worst, didn't you see what she was like when she came here just now, that's because she's in a bad mood, don't let her drink to suffocate her to death."

"Why are you talking so much nonsense, hurry up." I urged again.

"Cheng Le, you can drink so much, is it true? No, no, no, I won't play with you anymore." Luo Qing stood up and wanted to run away.

"You shameless, sit down." I yelled, and yelled her back, maybe she also knew that she had nowhere to go now.

After sitting for a while, Shang Yang came back with a bottle of Ford, and the waiter behind him put a few more bottles of beer on the table. Without even thinking about it, I picked up the bottle and poured it into the glass. We had no choice but to sit opposite and watch us drink.I took a sip and almost burned my throat, but I didn't feel much after drinking.

Luo Qing put down the vodka and took back her original glass, "I'd better drink beer, no, my throat can't stand it."

"Hey, have you taken it yet?" I smirked while holding the wine glass, but I couldn't drink it anymore, so I had to rest for a while.

"Cheng Le, is Meng Qi back? Did you call her?" Shang Yang suddenly asked.

"Meng Qi..." I was a little confused when I heard Meng Qi's name. Is this guy really coming with me this time?Are you really going to be strangers to me?

"Huh? She should be back tomorrow, isn't it your birthday?" Shang Yang then asked me.

"How do I know? I don't answer the phone every day. If she doesn't come back tomorrow, I will... I will break up with her." I slapped the cup on the table and shouted out, damn it, everyone broke up, No one should talk to me.

I didn't feel much when I shouted. Shang Yang and sister Qin Ran looked at me in unison. Maybe they thought that I could say such words as breaking up with Shang Yang at will, but I wouldn't do it no matter what. Let's do it like Meng Qi.

"Who is Meng Qi? Is that the girl in the photo?" Luo Qing, who had been holding a cup with a cold face, became energetic when she heard Meng Qi's name.

"No, I'll call her. I have to ask her what she means. She ran away without saying hello. What's the matter?" I took out my phone and dialed, halfway through the call It's stopped, what's good, didn't I push others into the abyss all at once?

I looked at the half-dialed number on the phone, tears burst out, yes, I let her go, didn't I, how could I be such a bastard, let her go, and now I want her to come back, I Why do you do this, why don't you love people and still hold on to them? I'm an asshole, I'm really the biggest asshole in the world.

"What's the matter, why are you crying so well?" Shang Yang patted my shoulder and quickly handed me a tissue.

"Actually, I let Meng Qi go, I let her go..." I raised my head and told Shang Yang.

Shang Yang was taken aback, then patted my back to comfort me, "It's okay, she will come back, she can't bear you, don't cry."

"So that's what happened, Cheng Le, you owe a lot of love." Luo Qing took out her cigarette and smoked again as she spoke.

"She won't come back, she said she won't come back." I wiped away my tears and stared blankly at the wine glass on the table, picked it up and downed half a glass of vodka in one gulp. After this sip, I really felt drunk Taste it.

"Don't let her drink it, something will happen soon." Sister Qin Ran pushed Shang Yang to my side.

Shang Yang came back to his senses and quickly took away my wine glass. I glared at Shang Yang and wanted to snatch it back. push him away.

"If you grab a drink from me, I'll beat you to death." As I said that, I went to take out his pocket.

"Ancestor, you know how to be honest, what are you doing here?" He pinched my hands and made me sit down.

I ignored him, then rummaged through his pockets and finally found the cigarettes. When they saw me taking the cigarettes, they all came up to grab me. As soon as I hid, I knocked Luo Qing next to me to the ground. Luo Qing With a groan, he got up from the ground.

"Why are you pushing me? I didn't rob you." She said and pushed me back to my original position.

"I can't do it, go back quickly and see what's going on." Sister Qin Ran wanted to pull me but was stopped by Shang Yang.

"Don't, let her go back like this, Su Yan will kill me, let her sober up here before leaving." Shang Yang sat down next to me again, picked up water and put it to my mouth.

I pushed Shangyang away, took the lighter on the table, lit a cigarette, and leaned against the seat to smoke. I was quite quiet at the moment, smoking honestly without crying or fussing. , The people walking up and down in front of me can't see clearly, I know it's the effect of alcohol, because I know very well that I have stopped crying.

"Knowing that Su Yan won't forgive you, you still dare to let her drink like this, you just let her mess around." Sister Qin Ran gave Shang Yang a look and sat back.

"Su Yan and Meng Qi are used to her. She always says the same thing, but no one can stop her stubborn temper." Shang Yang looked at Sister Qin Ran with an aggrieved expression, like a little daughter-in-law. of.

I laughed seeing him like this, it turned out that he was really afraid of Sister Qin Ran.After being dizzy for a while, I felt the pain in my stomach. I wanted to get up, but I couldn't even stand up right now.

"I want to vomit." I covered my mouth and said reluctantly.

Sister Qin Ran dragged me to the bathroom without saying a word, and I felt like I was riding a roller coaster in a daze.I dare not drink anymore after throwing up this time. I guess I will have stomach bleeding if I drink again. I can’t tell whether my head is dizzy or numb even if I shake my head. Maybe I really drank too much this time.Sister Qin Ran went out to help me get water. I washed my face and went out. When I was walking back, I bumped into someone who didn't stand still. When I looked up, I didn't even see the man and woman clearly, so I said sorry and stepped aside. Just as I was about to leave, I was stopped by someone. I looked back, who is this person? Where is Sister Qin Ran?

"Who are you?" I looked at this gloomy face, but couldn't remember who it was.

"You don't know me anymore? Let's go..." The man pulled me to get out of the dance floor.

"Who are you?" I asked again, but they ignored me.

I don't know him, this man must be sick, what are you dragging around, I simply squatted on the ground and refused to follow him, and the man also squatted down to see me when he saw that I refused to follow him.

"Don't you remember me? So I made you a stranger so quickly that you forgot." He cupped my face and let me look at him.

I looked at the man in front of me, a little confused, does he know me?I thought to myself how drunk I am, how come I don’t even know anyone, who is this person, I looked at him again, it seemed... so it was him, isn’t this person Wang Hongyi? It was like falling into icy water from head to toe, I... I, I met him again, everyone recognized him, and quickly pushed him, Wang Hongyi squatted on the spot like a stone, but I sat unsteadily on the ground.

"Cheng Le..." He took two steps forward and helped me up from the ground.

"Don't touch me." I took a step back and wanted to find Sister Qin Ran.

"Cheng Le, stand still." He took another step forward.

"You... why are you here?" I shook off his hand, unwilling to let him touch me.

"I said that as long as you come here, you will see me. I haven't missed my appointment. I've been here every day for more than two years. How are you? Why are you so drunk?"

"Okay, what's wrong, I have to go, my friend should be worried." I didn't miss the ball, and I didn't make an appointment with you. I turned around and wanted to walk out of the dance floor, but there were too many people, and I couldn't stand still. , has been shaking there.

Wang Hongyi shook his head and pulled me towards our seat, hehe, it turned out that this guy had seen me a long time ago.When I got back to my original position, I saw Sister Qin Ran looking around. Shang Yang was not there, so she probably went looking for me. Sister Qin Ran quickly picked me up when she saw me.

"Where did you go? Why didn't you find it in a while." Sister Qin Ran put her arms around me and called Shang Yang back.

"Wang Hongyi? Why are you here?" Shang Yang walked over to see Wang Hongyi.

"What happened to her?" Wang Hongyi asked Shang Yang.

"I want to go home." I wobbled and wanted to go out, but Sister Qin Ran quickly helped me up.

"Are you alright, otherwise you'd better live with Sister Qin Ran." Shang Yang looked at me worriedly, not knowing whether he was worried about me or Su Yan taking care of him.

"It's okay, just go home, there's a little sister here, Sister Luo Qing, let's go home." I picked up Luo Qing, the kid didn't drink much alcohol, he was quite drunk, he was about to fall asleep up.

"Go home? Have you finished drinking?" She followed me and stood up, and Shang Yang went to help her go first.

"Cheng Le..." Wang Hongyi grabbed my arm.

"You let go, I'm with you, it's impossible." I shook him off and fell into Sister Qinran's arms.

"I'm married." Wang Hongyi pulled him up again.

"Hehe, that's right, that's great, congratulations." After I finished speaking, I shook off him again.

"Cheng Le...you're really good...haha." After Luo Qing stuttered and said these things, she laughed and pulled Shang Yang and walked out, making me wonder if she was sober or not.

I turned around and didn't want to see Wang Hongyi anymore. Sister Qin Ran helped me put on my clothes. I chased after Luo Qing who was in front of me. It was always funny to see her swaying every step. After thinking about it, I was not much better than her now. Quickly stop laughing.When I got out of the bar, the cold air hit my face, and I was so cold that I hurriedly hugged my shoulders and walked towards the car.

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