Dragon soul of the fallen dragon king
Chapter 69 Regret, Retribution
"Hey! Open your eyes!" Han Yaoqiu slapped Qi Yan's face vigorously and shook his body, but he couldn't get any reaction. "Don't you want to be free?! If you die, you will get nothing!! Don't you care what happens to those followers?!"
Han Yaoqiu yelled at Qi Yan who was no longer breathing, his body gradually became cold and stiff.
it's all my fault……
Han Yaoqiu blamed himself so much.
If it wasn't for my inability to make a decision, if I hadn't been running away, Qi Yan wouldn't have died... It's all my fault... In a daze, Han Yaoqiu seemed to see the sea of flames again, using his ability for the first time At that time, because he couldn't control the "divine power" that surpassed the limits of his body, he went berserk, and as a result, everyone was killed... Now, because of the shadow in his heart, Qi Yan died, all because of... I... ...This man who has the same "divine power" as me and has the same name as "Gu Jing" (this refers to the Gu Jing that Han Yaoqiu knew when he was a child, he didn't know it was the same person), is... a monster.
Cold-blooded demon.
"Hey, let me tell you..." Han Yaoqiu covered his forehead with his hands, and said to Gu Jing in a sad voice, "You two have known each other for four years, how could... kill him so easily?"
The voice is not loud, but Han Yaoqiu knows that Gu Jing can hear, so what kind of expression is he now?Even if he killed his friend who had always trusted him and let him die with regret... would he remain indifferent?Can you still laugh?
"..." As for Han Yaoqiu's question, Gu Jing didn't answer, he looked at his hands, sure enough, did he strike too hard?If it had been lighter, he would have persisted a little longer until the end of this battle... No, if that was the case, Qi Yan might have run away.
Han Yaoqiu put Qi Yan's body on the ground, stood up slowly, swayed twice as if drunk, and then turned around, "Don't you have any feelings? You killed Qi Yan... Don't you feel any guilt?"
Sadness, anger, remorse... These negative emotions occupy Han Yaoqiu's heart, making him almost...want to destroy everything... This sad thing happened again, because of him...his friend once again Died in front of him, but he didn't get anything.
"I..." Han Yaoqiu said in a sad tone, self-deprecating: "I once burned to death the most important family members to me. I obviously didn't want to do that with my flames, but I could only stand by. I watched them die in the sea of fire...to this day, I still repent."
——No, it wasn't your fault, Yao Qiu, didn't you notice it?This world is crazy, you are not wrong!
Seeing Han Yaoqiu's appearance, Gu Jing didn't know how to speak for a while, so he could only retort silently in his heart.
"Although Qi Yan is always against me and Zhuyin, but I don't know when... Gradually, I even regarded him as a friend, but what happened?" Han Yaoqiu raised his head, looked at the sky, and smiled self-deprecatingly, "I'm always hurting people around me, I'm always hurting people who are important to me..."
Every time Han Yaoqiu said a word, he took a step in the direction of Gu Jing, flames, red flames surrounded Han Yaoqiu's body, but he walked slowly towards Gu Jing step by step as if he didn't feel the heat of the flames.
"...Yaoqiu..." Gu Jing squinted his eyes and looked at Han Yaoqiu like this. He looked like he was when he was a child, wrapped in flames, and everything he touched would burn... Gu Jing clenched his fists , What he wants to save is Han Yaoqiu, a monster who turns into flames, burns everything, and destroys everything.
But... Looking at Han Yaoqiu who was facing him with a desperate expression, Gu Jing pursed his lips bitterly. Even if he was pretending, he couldn't laugh now. How can I save you... If you extinguish your flame, will you Can be redeemed?
There is no answer to this question, because it is a question that even Han Yaoqiu himself does not know the answer to. How can he make himself feel at ease, how can he get out of this vicious circle, how can he be redeemed, all of these are...unsolvable.
"Everyone... died because of me..." Han Yaoqiu blamed himself, but he couldn't let go.
After walking in front of Gu Jing, Han Yaoqiu stopped, looked up at him, and said with some desolation: "Do you know? The only person I can rely on is Candle Yin who is not afraid of flames. Others, people who approach me, all They were burned to death, Xiaorui was killed because he was arrested by soldiers who might possess the 'power of God', Xiao Xin, and other children were burned to death by my flame...and...' Gu Jing' was also... devoured by my flames, leaving no bones left..."
"No..." Gu Jing whispered, "I'm not dead...I'm Gu Jing...Why didn't you find out?"
"Even Qi Yan is dead now..." Even though Han Yaoqiu was very close to Gu Jing, he did not hear Gu Jing's words. In other words, he has fallen into his own world, constantly blaming himself and regretting, Taking all the faults on himself, the voices from outside could not reach his ears, "I am...a monster...cursed..."
"How come, Yao Qiu is not a monster, isn't Yao Qiu kinder and stronger than anyone else? So... not a monster." Gu Jing said, as if to prove, he put his hand on Han Yaoqiu On the top of his head, he was proving that he was not afraid of Han Yaoqiu's flames, he was not panicked like that at that time, he now has enough strength to protect him.
however……
"Hey, what kind of power is this?" Han Yaoqiu didn't hide, and his body didn't tremble because of Gu Jing's touch. He just stood there, looked straight at Gu Jing, and asked, "You just use this ability? Did you kill Qi Yan?"
Gu Jing's body froze, and then withdrew his hand, but he didn't answer, because it was obvious.
"What kind of power is this?" Han Yaoqiu didn't expect to get an answer from Gu Jing, so he continued on his own, "The ability to make the 'God's Power' disappear and transform... What is this... ...more like a monster than me..."
Gu Jing frowned, he thought that Han Yaoqiu would change back, at least, he would treat him like Zhuyin, but he was wrong, his behavior made Han Yaoqiu want to destroy even more, this kind of power that does not belong to human beings, This force that killed his friend... to be destroyed.
To destroy.
Let him not exist in this world.
"Yaoqiu, wake up! Look clearly, I'm Gu Jing!!" Seeing that the flames on Han Yaoqiu's body were burning more vigorously, Gu Jing yelled inwardly, shaking his body quickly, trying to get his mind back to the In reality, it didn't work at all, no, it should be said that it had a counterproductive effect, because he was all focused on "how to make him sober" and ignored Han Yaoqiu's hands hanging on his sides.
"To destroy it..." Han Yaoqiu murmured, raised his hand, aimed at the position of Gu Jing's heart, and without the slightest hesitation, inserted the flame that turned into a sharp blade into his chest.
Gu Jing's body stopped moving all of a sudden, and he stood straight on the spot, looking at Han Yaoqiu in disbelief, the sadness on his face was not because of him, but because of him... Gu Jing pursed his lips tightly, but the blood still flowed smoothly The corners of his mouth flowed down, if he opened his mouth, he would definitely spit out a big mouthful of blood, and then, like Qi Yan, he would die from excessive blood loss, Gu Jing knew about this, it was his retribution.
However, the hands holding Han Yaoqiu's shoulders did not loosen. Gu Jing tried his best to move his body close to him, then hugged him tightly, and put all his weight on Han Yaoqiu's body, "...Yaoqiu ," Gu Jing opened his mouth, and a large amount of blood flowed out of his mouth, falling on Han Yaoqiu's body, Gu Jing grabbed his clothes to maintain his movements, so that he could stand, even if the current Like Han Yaoqiu, he was burning with flames all over his body, and the pain of being burned almost made him collapse, but even so, Gu Jing still wanted to say what he wanted to say, because there would be no chance to say it again... "I... It's 'Gu Jing', it didn't die... you, you didn't kill me... don't... blame yourself..." Speaking of this, Gu Jing paused for a moment, took a few heavy breaths, and committed a crime at that time. He will never make the mistakes he made again, he will never push Yao Qiu away again, he will guard him, protect him, and make up for all the things he can do in the past ten years of separation.
Gu Jing suddenly laughed. Although his out-of-focus eyes were looking at Han Yaoqiu, they couldn't reflect his shadow. Gu Jing seemed to remember what happened a long time ago before all this happened, and sighed. Said softly: "I really miss... the days when everyone gathered around the table... to eat..." Then he closed his eyes and hugged Han Yaoqiu's body, even in this situation, no, precisely because it was in this situation He just wanted to finish everything he wanted to say, "Yaoqiu...I...like..."
Before the last word "you" could be said, Gu Jing couldn't hold back anymore and fell to the ground. The flame was still burning, and there was no sign of it going out. However, Gu Jing couldn't feel it, he didn't even see it, Han Yaoqiu Tears streaming down his face because of his last words.
If he saw it, would he smile in relief...?
Han Yaoqiu yelled at Qi Yan who was no longer breathing, his body gradually became cold and stiff.
it's all my fault……
Han Yaoqiu blamed himself so much.
If it wasn't for my inability to make a decision, if I hadn't been running away, Qi Yan wouldn't have died... It's all my fault... In a daze, Han Yaoqiu seemed to see the sea of flames again, using his ability for the first time At that time, because he couldn't control the "divine power" that surpassed the limits of his body, he went berserk, and as a result, everyone was killed... Now, because of the shadow in his heart, Qi Yan died, all because of... I... ...This man who has the same "divine power" as me and has the same name as "Gu Jing" (this refers to the Gu Jing that Han Yaoqiu knew when he was a child, he didn't know it was the same person), is... a monster.
Cold-blooded demon.
"Hey, let me tell you..." Han Yaoqiu covered his forehead with his hands, and said to Gu Jing in a sad voice, "You two have known each other for four years, how could... kill him so easily?"
The voice is not loud, but Han Yaoqiu knows that Gu Jing can hear, so what kind of expression is he now?Even if he killed his friend who had always trusted him and let him die with regret... would he remain indifferent?Can you still laugh?
"..." As for Han Yaoqiu's question, Gu Jing didn't answer, he looked at his hands, sure enough, did he strike too hard?If it had been lighter, he would have persisted a little longer until the end of this battle... No, if that was the case, Qi Yan might have run away.
Han Yaoqiu put Qi Yan's body on the ground, stood up slowly, swayed twice as if drunk, and then turned around, "Don't you have any feelings? You killed Qi Yan... Don't you feel any guilt?"
Sadness, anger, remorse... These negative emotions occupy Han Yaoqiu's heart, making him almost...want to destroy everything... This sad thing happened again, because of him...his friend once again Died in front of him, but he didn't get anything.
"I..." Han Yaoqiu said in a sad tone, self-deprecating: "I once burned to death the most important family members to me. I obviously didn't want to do that with my flames, but I could only stand by. I watched them die in the sea of fire...to this day, I still repent."
——No, it wasn't your fault, Yao Qiu, didn't you notice it?This world is crazy, you are not wrong!
Seeing Han Yaoqiu's appearance, Gu Jing didn't know how to speak for a while, so he could only retort silently in his heart.
"Although Qi Yan is always against me and Zhuyin, but I don't know when... Gradually, I even regarded him as a friend, but what happened?" Han Yaoqiu raised his head, looked at the sky, and smiled self-deprecatingly, "I'm always hurting people around me, I'm always hurting people who are important to me..."
Every time Han Yaoqiu said a word, he took a step in the direction of Gu Jing, flames, red flames surrounded Han Yaoqiu's body, but he walked slowly towards Gu Jing step by step as if he didn't feel the heat of the flames.
"...Yaoqiu..." Gu Jing squinted his eyes and looked at Han Yaoqiu like this. He looked like he was when he was a child, wrapped in flames, and everything he touched would burn... Gu Jing clenched his fists , What he wants to save is Han Yaoqiu, a monster who turns into flames, burns everything, and destroys everything.
But... Looking at Han Yaoqiu who was facing him with a desperate expression, Gu Jing pursed his lips bitterly. Even if he was pretending, he couldn't laugh now. How can I save you... If you extinguish your flame, will you Can be redeemed?
There is no answer to this question, because it is a question that even Han Yaoqiu himself does not know the answer to. How can he make himself feel at ease, how can he get out of this vicious circle, how can he be redeemed, all of these are...unsolvable.
"Everyone... died because of me..." Han Yaoqiu blamed himself, but he couldn't let go.
After walking in front of Gu Jing, Han Yaoqiu stopped, looked up at him, and said with some desolation: "Do you know? The only person I can rely on is Candle Yin who is not afraid of flames. Others, people who approach me, all They were burned to death, Xiaorui was killed because he was arrested by soldiers who might possess the 'power of God', Xiao Xin, and other children were burned to death by my flame...and...' Gu Jing' was also... devoured by my flames, leaving no bones left..."
"No..." Gu Jing whispered, "I'm not dead...I'm Gu Jing...Why didn't you find out?"
"Even Qi Yan is dead now..." Even though Han Yaoqiu was very close to Gu Jing, he did not hear Gu Jing's words. In other words, he has fallen into his own world, constantly blaming himself and regretting, Taking all the faults on himself, the voices from outside could not reach his ears, "I am...a monster...cursed..."
"How come, Yao Qiu is not a monster, isn't Yao Qiu kinder and stronger than anyone else? So... not a monster." Gu Jing said, as if to prove, he put his hand on Han Yaoqiu On the top of his head, he was proving that he was not afraid of Han Yaoqiu's flames, he was not panicked like that at that time, he now has enough strength to protect him.
however……
"Hey, what kind of power is this?" Han Yaoqiu didn't hide, and his body didn't tremble because of Gu Jing's touch. He just stood there, looked straight at Gu Jing, and asked, "You just use this ability? Did you kill Qi Yan?"
Gu Jing's body froze, and then withdrew his hand, but he didn't answer, because it was obvious.
"What kind of power is this?" Han Yaoqiu didn't expect to get an answer from Gu Jing, so he continued on his own, "The ability to make the 'God's Power' disappear and transform... What is this... ...more like a monster than me..."
Gu Jing frowned, he thought that Han Yaoqiu would change back, at least, he would treat him like Zhuyin, but he was wrong, his behavior made Han Yaoqiu want to destroy even more, this kind of power that does not belong to human beings, This force that killed his friend... to be destroyed.
To destroy.
Let him not exist in this world.
"Yaoqiu, wake up! Look clearly, I'm Gu Jing!!" Seeing that the flames on Han Yaoqiu's body were burning more vigorously, Gu Jing yelled inwardly, shaking his body quickly, trying to get his mind back to the In reality, it didn't work at all, no, it should be said that it had a counterproductive effect, because he was all focused on "how to make him sober" and ignored Han Yaoqiu's hands hanging on his sides.
"To destroy it..." Han Yaoqiu murmured, raised his hand, aimed at the position of Gu Jing's heart, and without the slightest hesitation, inserted the flame that turned into a sharp blade into his chest.
Gu Jing's body stopped moving all of a sudden, and he stood straight on the spot, looking at Han Yaoqiu in disbelief, the sadness on his face was not because of him, but because of him... Gu Jing pursed his lips tightly, but the blood still flowed smoothly The corners of his mouth flowed down, if he opened his mouth, he would definitely spit out a big mouthful of blood, and then, like Qi Yan, he would die from excessive blood loss, Gu Jing knew about this, it was his retribution.
However, the hands holding Han Yaoqiu's shoulders did not loosen. Gu Jing tried his best to move his body close to him, then hugged him tightly, and put all his weight on Han Yaoqiu's body, "...Yaoqiu ," Gu Jing opened his mouth, and a large amount of blood flowed out of his mouth, falling on Han Yaoqiu's body, Gu Jing grabbed his clothes to maintain his movements, so that he could stand, even if the current Like Han Yaoqiu, he was burning with flames all over his body, and the pain of being burned almost made him collapse, but even so, Gu Jing still wanted to say what he wanted to say, because there would be no chance to say it again... "I... It's 'Gu Jing', it didn't die... you, you didn't kill me... don't... blame yourself..." Speaking of this, Gu Jing paused for a moment, took a few heavy breaths, and committed a crime at that time. He will never make the mistakes he made again, he will never push Yao Qiu away again, he will guard him, protect him, and make up for all the things he can do in the past ten years of separation.
Gu Jing suddenly laughed. Although his out-of-focus eyes were looking at Han Yaoqiu, they couldn't reflect his shadow. Gu Jing seemed to remember what happened a long time ago before all this happened, and sighed. Said softly: "I really miss... the days when everyone gathered around the table... to eat..." Then he closed his eyes and hugged Han Yaoqiu's body, even in this situation, no, precisely because it was in this situation He just wanted to finish everything he wanted to say, "Yaoqiu...I...like..."
Before the last word "you" could be said, Gu Jing couldn't hold back anymore and fell to the ground. The flame was still burning, and there was no sign of it going out. However, Gu Jing couldn't feel it, he didn't even see it, Han Yaoqiu Tears streaming down his face because of his last words.
If he saw it, would he smile in relief...?
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