Scumbag ex, your white moonlight is staring at me

"Feeling better recently?"

A doctor in a white coat stood at the desk in the psychological consultation room, looking at Yu Zeqing with a smile on his face.

Yu Zeqing had a polite and gentle smile on his face.

"Still don't feel anything."

The doctor didn't speak, leaned back and sat on the office chair. He looked at Yu Zeqing with a probing look.

Yu Zeqing just smiled and looked at the doctor.

The doctor sighed: "But judging from your expression, there is nothing unusual."

Yu Zeqing said, "Well, it won't affect normal life."

The doctor didn't speak.

Yu Zeqing in front of him was wearing a refreshing casual sportswear. Behind the baggy clothes, his slender figure was looming, making this young master even more frail. There was a beautiful color between his brows, frail and with a hint of allure.

This young master's smile is too sweet, no one knows that he has no emotions, no matter whether it is malice or kindness, happiness or sorrow, he doesn't have any big feelings.

Typical affective personality disorder.

But this young master is much better than his elder brother. His elder brother already has a domineering indifference. Although he is gentle and polite, his eyes are like knives when he looks at people, which makes people shudder.

This young master, as long as he doesn't tell, no one seems to know that he has such a disease.

He respects his parents, respects his elders, and has many good friends. No matter where he goes, he always has a faint smile on his face.

Sometimes they will take the initiative to help some passers-by in need.

The doctor saw the young master buying food for beggars on the balcony of the consulting room more than once, and his attitude was quite friendly.

He knows he should be nice to those around him, but he doesn't mean it.

So, his emotionally deficient personality disorder seems to have only abused himself.

"When did this feeling start, do you still have any memory?"

"Not too much. When I was young, I really hoped that my brother would accompany me more. Later, my brother moved out of the house. When my parents were happy, they would kiss and hug me. When they were unhappy, they would not go home for half a month. The servants around me The person is changed again and again, and I still feel uncomfortable at first, but then I don’t feel anything at all.”

"This is because your inner self-protection mechanism has played a role. You have been unable to establish a long-term and stable emotional connection around you. In order to prevent your insecurity from affecting your heart, your brain automatically blocks your feelings."

"Is there a way to cure it?" the young master said, "I'm very troubled. I went to the movies with my mother, and she cried so hard that I didn't feel anything at all. I was always scolded for being cold-blooded."

Yu Zeqing was very speechless about his princess sick mother.

Especially recently, something happened to the Yu family. Yu Guangze's business was in a downturn and he lost a lot of money. Shen Wei became nervous and always felt ashamed, so she quarreled with Yu Guangze every day.

After arguing and arguing, Yu Guangze would not go home.

In fact, Yu Guangze didn't like going home very much before, but this time, let alone going home, he didn't even answer the phone.

Shen Wei spent a long time finding her husband, but found that Yu Guangze had someone outside, even a child!

Although she is a girl and will not threaten Yu Zeqing's status, Yu Guangze loves this girl so much that it breaks people down.

Shen Wei went crazy.

But she didn't dare to get a divorce, so Yu Guangze stopped her credit card after a few quarrels, and she cried and begged for mercy to no avail, so she just lay on the bed every day looking hopeless.

It's really... the chicken is flying like a dog jumping.

"If only I could make my mother happy." Yu Zeqing was helpless.

"I thought you wanted to be cured for yourself?" The doctor smiled, "It turned out to be to watch a movie with your mother?"

"It's for myself, she is annoying sometimes." Yu Zeqing said, "If it was for myself, I might not be treated, after all, it will not have any impact on my life."

"How is it possible, although you can't feel sad and sad, but also, you can't feel many happy and joyful things, so what's the point of living like this?"

Yu Zeqing stopped talking.

He thought of his brother.

Originally, he thought that his brother and himself were the same kind of people, they were both indifferent and good at acting, so he didn't care about Yu Zetong's indifference and alienation towards him.

Until a boy appeared beside Yu Zetong.

Only then did he realize that his brother was not the same as him.

The emotions in my brother's heart are stronger and hotter than anyone else's, but the people around him don't deserve it.

He only gives to those he feels are worth it.

Yu Zeqing thought, it turns out that such a person is only himself.

Maybe it should be a little sad.

he thought silently.

So, is there any joy in this world?If there is a relatively close relationship?

Just like your brother and Tong Yang, you can feel happy, right?

It's really annoying, if I can feel the trouble, I should have a headache now.

But it doesn't feel right now.

……

In the crew, Tong Yang is like a mascot. He is very friendly and cute, unlike Yu Zeqing, who seems to be very gentle and polite. In fact, it is just a shell, and no one can see what is inside.

Yu Zeqing is used to this way of getting along with the world.

He watched Tong Yang being liked by everyone, and when he felt tired, he would lazily go to the rest area to sleep. He watched the little girls and boys around him secretly like Tong Yang.

He found it really interesting.

How do humans develop a liking for another human being?

Yu Zeqing didn't know.

At this time, he met Yuan Tian, ​​the big boy who was at a loss when he saw Tong Yang, and specially ordered a bouquet of flowers to express his love to Tong Yang.

Of course, without success.

Because Yu Zetong's sense of smell is too sensitive, he strangled all this in the cradle.

Yuan Tian looked at Yu Zetong who was showing possessiveness, and wanted to throw the flower away helplessly.

By accident, Yu Zeqing walked up and said with a smile, "Give me this flower."

It's a pity to lose such a vital thing.

Yu Zeqing thought, since he and Tong Yang look alike, then Yuantian might also like him.

Thinking of this, he went to Tong Yang to find Yuantian's contact information, and successfully added WeChat.

During this period, there was an episode.

When he and Tong Yang made an appointment to go to the flower market, they rescued a person. It happened that there was a person in the same ward who injured his internal organs in a car accident. Some misunderstanding happened. Yu Zetong thought it was Tong Yang who had a car accident and needed a kidney transplant.

That elder brother who has always been calm and self-sufficient is going to donate a kidney before he has figured out anything?

Even if it's really Tong Yang, let's go in and have a look.

Yu Zeqing was confused, what made his brother stupid?

Think again, is it love that makes people stupid?

If he is interested in Yuantian, shouldn't he do some tricks to make Yuantian believe that he likes him.

He thought for a long time, and the first WeChat message he sent to Yuan Tian was: Hello, do you accept the unspoken rules of the entertainment industry?

Yuan Tian: Which brother will play with me?Stop it!

Yu Zeqing frowned, this reaction was wrong.

He thought about it, and sent another one: How about the price?

Yuan Tian: ...

For one night, Yuan Tian ignored Yu Zeqing again.

Yu Zeqing was very strange.

Could it be that Yuantian didn't feel that he had become a fool because of love?

unscientific...

He still wanted to continue talking to Yuantian, but found himself blocked by Yuantian.

Yu Zeqing: ...