cute and cool

Qiao Beixin only went out for less than 10 minutes, and when he came back, he saw Cheng Wang lying on the table.

Cheng Wang has long hands and legs, and a good posture. He is handsome and conspicuous when he does exercises during the big break every day.

But when he writes... the habit is really bad.In addition to correcting the wrong pen-holding posture that was barely corrected after several months, the writing distance is too close, almost sticking to the desktop.

Qiao Beixin thought endlessly, this big orange writes on the table every day, but he is not nearsighted; he obviously pays attention to eye hygiene, but he can't see things clearly...

God is too unfair.

He didn't know whether Cheng Wang's nightmare was sporadic, and because he was pushing the electric fan in his hand, he acted carefully.Just when he was hesitating whether to wake up Cheng Wang, Cheng Wang's left earphone fell off and fell to the ground with a thud.

The white earphone rolled around on the ground a few times, with the earphone cable attached, and took off the earphone that was originally on the right ear.

Crack——It was another light and crisp sound.

Qiao Beixin didn't know what frightened Cheng Wang. The person who was sleeping on the table was shaking like chaff in the next second.

He kicked the fan aside, took two quick steps and helped Cheng Wang up from the table.

Ke Chengwang's reaction was far more serious than last time.But in just a few seconds, his eyelids were red from crying.

Qiao Beixin still held Cheng Wang in his arms to comfort him like last time, but simple touch and words could not wake up the person trapped by the nightmare.

Soon, Cheng Wang began to stutter and talk in his sleep that he couldn't understand.

Such a tall and beautiful boy nestled in his arms, feeling wronged like an abandoned puppy.

Tears quickly passed through the clothes on his shoulders, wet Qiao Beixin's skin, and disturbed his heart.He patted Cheng Wang's back anxiously, calling his name over and over again.

"Cheng Wang, Cheng Wang!"

A few seconds later, Qiao Beixin finally heard Cheng Wang's muttering to himself.

"……pain……"

Qiao Beixin frowned angrily, thinking that he was too hasty and hard to slap Cheng Wang, but the next second, Cheng Wang's words made him feel cold all over.

Cheng Wang screamed, "It really hurts, Mom!"

When he finally escaped from the nightmare, Cheng Wang's first action was to touch his ears.

There seemed to be still the sting of being pierced by the steel nail.

He rubbed and rubbed nervously, and soon the thin earlobes became red and swollen.

Qiao Beixin pulled his hand down, but Cheng Wang didn't know if he was competing with him for strength. After a few seconds of stalemate, the blue veins on the inside of Qiao Beixin's arm appeared, and then he pressed his hand firmly on his leg .

"Xiao Wang, be good, don't rub it." Qiao Beixin pressed his hand, and Cheng Wang under the palm was still struggling with him, "Be obedient, Xiao Wang is the best, isn't he?"

Qiao Beixin stepped back, leaving a distance between himself and Cheng Wang suitable for talking.

Cheng Wang dodged his gaze and glanced at him.The eyelids were swollen, the eye sockets were red, and then the eyes drooped immediately.

Before opening his mouth to speak, Cheng Wang closed his eyes tightly.

Two more tears rolled down.

Tears slid down his cheeks to his chin, before disappearing in the shadows of his neck.

After an unknown period of silence, Cheng Wang called him, "Xiao Qiao."

Apart from his thick nasal voice, Cheng Wang's emotions could no longer be heard.

Qiao Beixin stretched his arms, went to the table and took some tissues and handed them to him.

Unexpectedly, Cheng Wang took the tissue and wiped his ears first.

This was a completely subconscious action, and even Cheng Wang himself was stunned.

Qiao Beixin deliberately wanted to ease the atmosphere, he moved Cheng Wang's hand away, and rescued the ravaged man.He touched the red earlobe, and said in a more relaxed tone: "You may not be able to see it yourself, do you not know that there is a mole behind the earlobe?"

Cheng Wang stared at him and forced out a smile that was sadder than crying.

He said, "...not a mole."

Qiao Beixin had never looked at Cheng Wang so closely before, and he frowned when he heard this.

Only then did he discover that there was a small flesh-colored scar at the same position in front of Cheng Wang's earlobe.The scar is so small that it looks more like a birthmark at first glance.

Qiao Beixin had a bad guess in his heart, and his fingers trembled as he turned Cheng Wang's earlobe——

That black dot is too confusing, only when you reach out and touch it, you will find that the flesh there is not complete.

It was a scar.

"Do you remember what my elder brother looks like?" Cheng Wang said slowly, "When I was in junior high school, the teacher often asked jokingly why the two of us don't look alike at all."

"Because only half of our blood is the same...we are of the same father, my mother..." Cheng Wang let go of his strength, put his forehead on Qiao Beixin's shoulder, and said with difficulty, "my mother is, is the mistress .”

"After she gave birth to me, my dad refused to recognize me, didn't recognize me as his child, and didn't give us money.

"My mother didn't have any skills. I didn't know what she was doing every day. I only knew that she always came back very late, sometimes with injuries, and sometimes someone yelled at the door of the house.

"We moved a lot of places, and then moved to a tube building, and we barely settled down. But I don't have a registered permanent residence, I can't go to school, and I envy those peers who carry schoolbags. Later, my mother would occasionally bring back some Let me read the book..."

Every time Cheng Wang said a word, he had to muster great courage. After just a few words, he actually felt dizzy like lack of oxygen.

He swallowed hard, the tears in his eyes had dried up, only the eye sockets were still red.

"She was beaten again that time," Cheng Wang said with a wry smile, "I don't know what's wrong... I never knew what she did every day, I only knew that sometimes she had a bad temper when she came home, so she always The next time I come back, I have to observe first, how is she feeling today..."

Cheng Wang touched his ears again.His skin is fair, and it usually takes a long time to touch it. His ear has just been touched for so long by himself, and it has already turned red, painful and numb.

But Cheng Wang didn't even feel the pain.

He asked Qiao Beixin in a low voice: "Have you ever seen that kind of machine for piercing earrings? This one is pierced with disposable steel nails..."

Cheng Wang put his chin on Qiao Beixin's shoulder, tilted his face to one side, avoiding Qiao Beixin's sight, his eyes didn't know where to focus.

Except for the occasional nightmare, he has long forced himself to forget what happened in the tube building.

Because every time I think about it, it's like those pains are falling on him again.

"She came back at noon that time, and I was taking a nap on a low table. I don't know who provoked her... I just remember that her face was scratched that day, and her hair was messed up."

That day Wang Yan kicked the low table over.

The low table was not strong at all, and it fell apart under her furious kick.

Cheng Wang fell from the table to the ground and woke up in a daze.He rubbed his eyes, still sleepy.

"Mother?"

Wang Yan grabbed him by the collar, dragged him up from the ground, and asked indifferently, "Cheng Wang, is the table for you to sleep on your stomach?"

The young child vigilantly felt the mother's unhappiness and irritability, and wanted to quickly escape from the mother so as not to annoy the angry woman.

The boy was getting older, and it was difficult for the thin Wang Yan to hold him easily.

But this time, Cheng Wang's avoidance undoubtedly angered her further.She wrung her thin eyebrows and approached Cheng Wang, pushing him to the ground.

"Little bastard, the book is what you want to read, and the writing desk is what you are arguing for," Wang Yan stood in front of Cheng Wang against the light, his face was shrouded in shadow, but Cheng Wang could clearly see it. Her eyes were red, "It's broad daylight now, you fucking sleep on the table?"

The more Wang Yan talked, the angrier she became.She rummaged through the room with her hands in her hands, and returned to Cheng Wang not long after.

Cheng Wang had never seen such a terrifying appearance of a woman, and he collapsed on the ground in fright and could only cry.

He didn't know where he made her angry again, so he could only apologize loudly, wiping away his tears.

"Mom, I'm sorry! I was wrong!!"

Noon, the time of day when the sun is at its brightest and most dazzling.

Sunlight came in from the window, reflecting off Wang Yan's earrings.

Wang Yan raised her head, wondering what she was thinking, and after a while she squatted down.body, very rarely revealing a motherly smile.It's just that this smile against her broken mouth and bruised forehead, not only does not appear gentle, but makes her look even more terrifying.

Cheng Wang ducked back, banging the back of his head against the wall.

Regardless of the pain, he grabbed Wang Yan's arm and cried, "Mom, I don't dare!"

During the dispute just now, Cheng Wang's fingernails slipped across the cement floor and cut a hole. Now they were grabbing Wang Yan's arm, leaving a faint white mark.

The cement floor can never be swept clean, there will always be dust, even though Cheng Wangyuan is more obedient and clean than boys of the same age, his fingers still inevitably smear a few gray marks on Wang Yan's body.

Wang Yan looked down, raised one corner of her mouth, and smiled.

In the next second, she embraced Cheng Wang, and in the most gentle tone, said vicious words that Cheng Wang would never forget for the rest of his life.

"Cheng Wang, I think you don't want to live—"

"Stop talking..." Qiao Beixin pressed the back of Cheng Wang's head, and pressed it even tighter into his arms, "Stop talking, Xiao Wang."

He couldn't hide his shock, even his tone trembled.

But the person held in his arms couldn't hear much emotion, and even when he just told about the childhood experience that still made him have nightmares, Cheng Wang's tone was indifferent.

Qiao Beixin let go of him, wanting to look at the scar on his ear again, raised his hand halfway, then stiffly fell back to his leg.

The fragile earlobe will swell after being rubbed a few times, how painful is it to be pierced without preparation?

Qiao Beixin couldn't imagine it.He could only ask in the calmest tone possible: "How else did she beat you? Are there any other injuries?"

He didn't know how nervous he was, and naturally he didn't know how hard he was holding Cheng Wang's hands.

Cheng Wang broke free slightly, leaving a series of fingerprints on his wrist.

The big boy who has always been cheerful and laughing was quiet for a long time, and finally said: "Nothing... She has been in poor health since then."

Excessive indulgence.Lust and alcohol finally destroyed Wang Yan's body. When Cheng Wang was eight years old, I don't know if Cheng Wanyu had a guilty conscience, or he and Wang Yan finally reached an agreement. During that time, Wang Yan spent less time fooling around. , and even bought some new clothes for Cheng Wang.

Wang Yan's moodiness left a deep imprint on Cheng Wang's heart, so that the moment he saw the new clothes, he panicked and thought he was about to be beaten again.

Wang Yan said impatiently: "I'm really convinced, Cheng Wang, can you look like a boy? I get angry when I see your useless face."

The more she spoke, the angrier she became, and seeing that she was about to strike again, she endured and endured, and then gave him another look, "Can I learn something from your old lady? Embroidered pillows."

The woman didn't know that she was worthless except for that outstanding appearance, but felt that her well-behaved son was not "manly" enough.But seeing that he was about to be sent away, she didn't bother to say any more nonsense.

Early the next morning, Wang Yan took Cheng Wang out of the house in a rare way.

She didn't put on some bright red lipstick as usual, but only lightly painted her eyebrows.The woman with a plain face has a clear and beautiful face, much purer than usual with heavy makeup.

The child she was holding was also beautiful, and the mother and child attracted the attention of passers-by.

Wang Yan saw it, and frivolously winked at a potbellied man on the side of the road. After the man fled in fright, he cursed loudly: "Look at that, I've never seen a beautiful woman before!"

Later, she hired a taxi, spent more than 30 yuan, and took a taxi to a wealthy area in the suburbs.

After getting out of the car, she said to Cheng Wang, "I'm going to buy some breakfast, just stay here and wait for me."

Cheng Wang had never been to such a good place, and he was fascinated by the patchwork of high-rise buildings around him for a while, and could only nod his head hastily when he heard Wang Yan's words.

Soon, Wang Yan came back with two cups of soy milk.

She handed one of the cups to Cheng Wang, and stood aside, taking out her mobile phone to make a call.

No one answered the phone at first.

Wang Yan quickly showed an anxious expression. She put her hands on her hips and impatiently called over and over again.

The fifth time the call was made, the call was finally picked up.

Wang Yan breathed a sigh of relief.

Finally, when he answered the phone, the woman didn't know what to say.After being silent for nearly a minute, she opened her thin lips and said two words: "Here we come."

Afterwards, she hung up the phone, lowered her head and touched the top of Cheng Wang's head, and said to her son in the most gentle tone of her life, "It's too hot, I'll go buy a bowl of shaved ice."

Cheng Wang reluctantly looked away from the entrance of the high-end shopping mall in the distance, turned his head and grabbed the corner of his mother's clothes, and said obediently, "Mom, I'll go with you."

Wang Yan snorted, "Forget about it, you come with me? I still have to take care of you."

She pulled out her clothes, frowned her beautiful eyebrows, stared at Cheng Wang for a while, and left.

Cheng Wang didn't know why she was angry again.Fortunately, soon a father and daughter came out from a nearby community, attracting Cheng Wang's attention.

The father was very young. He held his daughter in his arms and held a bubble machine near his daughter's mouth.

The soap bubbles greeted the colorful colors under the reflection of the sun, which made the little girl giggle.

Cheng Wang's eyes widened, bit his lower lip, and secretly looked at the father and daughter.

Wang Yan stopped not far away, and finally looked back at her son.

She was so good-looking, even though her face was expressionless, her lips were pursed slightly upwards. It was obviously the most vulgar sentence, but it made people feel that she said it with a smile.

She saw Cheng Wang staring at the girl who was playing with envy, and thought disdainfully, Cheng Wang is really worthless, and such a broken toy can be liked so much.

She stood still and stomped her feet, then turned and left again.

This time, she never looked back.

Cheng Wang stood where he was and waited for Wang Yan to come back.But he waited from morning to noon, but he couldn't wait for his mother.

The soy milk in his hand was cold, and after the aroma of the blended soy milk powder faded away, only the strong aroma remained.Cheng Wang was so thirsty that he couldn't hold back and took two sips.

When the sun was high above his head, an incredible thought flashed through Cheng Wang's head.

He felt that Wang Yan might not want him anymore.

Cheng Wang fell into an unprecedented panic, which was far more terrifying than seeing someone break into the house and drag Wang Yan's hair from the bed to the corridor.

He couldn't figure out what he'd done to piss people off enough to abandon him.

The boy stood outside for too long, and he was uneasy because he was full of fear of being abandoned.

On the tree behind him, a small bird landed, bringing with it a few leaves that fell on the branch.

These few leaves fluttered to Cheng Wang's feet, becoming the last straw that overwhelmed him.

He was wearing brand-new clothes, but he was still poor and out of place in this rich area; passers-by were all looking at this silent but trembling boy, but no one thought of coming up to ask him what was wrong .

The paper cup holding the soy milk in his hand was deformed by him, and a few drops flowed from the straw onto his hand.

Cheng Wang suddenly took a deep breath, thinking wildly that if his mother came back and saw that he didn't finish the soy milk, he might be angry again.

As if he had grasped a life-saving straw, he bit the straw and gulped down the glass of soybean milk.

The soymilk made from inferior soymilk powder has a very bland taste, and because too much essence is added, it is only sweet and greasy, and the fragrance of soybeans cannot be tasted at all.Even because it has been left for too long, the bottom has formed lumps.

Cheng Wang gripped the straw, raised his head and swallowed the big lump of pimple powder.

But he still didn't wait for anyone.