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Neither of them slept well that night.When Qiao Beixin got up to wash up early in the morning, Cheng Wang also opened his eyes when he heard the movement behind him.

He sat up and leaned against the bed in a daze.

Last night's poor sleep quality made him dizzy.

He took the phone from the bed.Before Qiao Beixin came, he reserved tickets for the previous museum on the Internet. Now he opened the map and wanted to see the road congestion at this time so that he could decide when to leave.

Last night before going to bed, the lock screen of the mobile phone somehow came across the photo album. After Cheng Wang unlocked it, photos came into view.

He doesn't like taking pictures, and he doesn't understand composition or lighting. There are very few photos in the album, and most of them are important lecture notes taken in class.

Against the background of rows of blackboards, the video interface of the two boys is extremely conspicuous.

This is a video I took during the winter vacation this year.

There was a heavy snowfall in Qinshi during the winter vacation this year. That morning, Cheng Wang clamored for milk tea again. The two stood in line for 10 minutes under the snowflakes, and finally each of them got a cup of hot milk tea.

The sanitation workers swept aside the snow on the side of the road and piled it up into small hills. Cheng Wang's face was flushed with cold, and he didn't forget to secretly pinch a handful of snow from above and try to stuff it into Qiao Beixin's neck.

He didn't succeed, but was caught by the backhand, and the snow ball in his hand was also taken away by Qiao Beixin.

"Ah!! Xiao Qiao!!!" Cheng Wang stared at the snow ball that was getting closer to his collar, and yelled in fear, "Don't come here!"

In the end, he was strangled by Qiao Beixin, and he recorded this humiliating video with his mobile phone.

In the video, Cheng Wang is wearing a bright red scarf, with a bitter face, he says to the camera with aggrieved face: "Cheng Wang is the worst villain in the world, only Xiao Qiao is the best in the world."

Qiao Beixin was still strangling his neck behind him, and said coldly, "Repeat three times."

Cheng Wang frowned, and obediently repeated it three times.

The video is very short, only a dozen seconds, and it will be played soon.

Cheng Wang was stunned. At some point, he pressed his finger on the small arrow in the middle of the screen, and the video played from the beginning again.

When his own voice came from the microphone, Cheng Wang quickly closed the video as if he had been burned.

Don't even dare to look at it for a second.

That was in February of this year, only eight months from now.

At that time, they might never have imagined that eight months later, the pain brought to them by this relationship would have already surpassed their happiness.

Who did something wrong?There may be some, but it is far from causing the current result.

The bathroom door opened, and a creaking sound reached Cheng Wang's ears.He turned his head and saw the wet top of Qiao Beixin's head.

Qiao Beixin's hair was short, and she was used to washing her hair in the morning.

But washing didn't make him more energetic. After last night, his dark circles became more obvious, and his protruding collarbone made him look skinny.

After insomnia, his voice was hoarse: "Are you awake?"

Cheng Wang was speechless, just nodded, and then got up to wash up.

The hot water supply of the express hotel was not very good. During the few seconds of waiting for the hot water to be released again, Cheng Wang suddenly remembered the scene when he first met Qiao Beixin.

At that time, the opening ceremony was held for the new freshmen of Zili Middle School. At ten o'clock, hundreds of people stood under the sun and got dizzy from the sun.

Their school has a cumbersome and strict enrollment process, and has extremely high requirements on the quality and financial resources of parents and families. Therefore, most of the students in the high school are directly promoted from the junior high school, and only a few students pass the high school entrance examination. Grades come in.

Because of this, this freshman this year is particularly eye-catching.

Standing at the end of the line, Cheng Wang lazily listened to the students around him discussing the new student, and followed the direction of their eyes.

The strange boy stands out among a group of familiar faces.He is tall and handsome, with a calm expression on his face, and he doesn't care about the people around him watching and pointing.

Cheng Wang clearly remembered that he only glanced casually at that time, and even Qiao Beixin's face and name were remembered after a long time.

But now, the scene I saw for the first time is like an oil painting that has wiped off the dust, and the picture is vivid and vivid.At that time, Qiao Bei was in high spirits, with a calmness and pride that could not be defeated by any difficulty.

Cheng Wang spat out the mouthwash. The free toothpaste in the hotel was spicy and irritating. After coughing a few times, Cheng Wang took the water and rinsed his mouth again.

After rinsing off the mint smell, Cheng Wang wiped his chin, straightened up and went back to the room.When he turned his head, he glanced at the mirror in front of him——

The person in the mirror was pale, his brows were slightly frowned, his cheeks were sunken, and he looked preoccupied and resentful.

Cheng Wang stared blankly at the mirror, and the person in the mirror looked back at him with the same expression.

The short video that was still playing a few minutes ago made Cheng Wang wonder if this was a dream he had.

how so?Cheng Wang couldn't figure it out, they were in love with each other, there was no misunderstanding or hindrance, but why did they lose their initial happiness?

He walked out of the bathroom in a daze, his heart beating terribly fast.He groped for the low-legged cabinet all the way, and staggered and sat on the bed.

Qiao Beixin, who heard the movement, turned to look at him.

Cheng Wang didn't care to wipe off the dripping water from his cheeks, and turned over and lay down on the bed again.With his back to Qiao Beixin, his eyes were tightly closed, his lips trembling.

A few seconds later, he whispered, "Little Qiao, I can't hold on any longer..."

He said: "Otherwise, let's separate... Let's break up."

That night, Qiao Beixin also thought a lot.

Cheng Wang was right. Ever since his mother's accident, he seemed to attribute the cause and effect of everything to himself.

He often suffers from insomnia, often thinking about whether the result would be better now if it was like this or that.

His form is too bad, his mood is too bad.

The communication with Cheng Wang last night made him extremely anxious, especially Cheng Wang said at the end that it was his own mentality that made him even more exhausted.

... This is exactly what Qiao Beixin doesn't want to see.

He wanted to tell Cheng Wang that he might need some time and he needed to adjust.

But I never thought about it, I heard Cheng Wang said that he wanted to separate.

Qiao Beixin sat at the end of the bed with an empty mind.

The first thing that flashed through his mind was an emotion of "ah, that's true", and then, sadness, sadness and pain invaded slowly and forcefully.

A few seconds later, the soft mattress beneath him trembled slightly.

Qiao Beixin's hands and feet were stiff, she moved a few steps on the mattress with her knees, and reached out to caress Cheng Wang's face.

Not surprisingly, it was slippery to the touch.

He is so miserable.Unhappy when we are together, and sad to want to be apart.

Qiao Beixin used the back of his hand to help Cheng Wang dry the tears on his face, and finally slid his thumb across the corner of his mouth.

He said: "...OK."

The long-planned and long-awaited November holiday ended early.Their relationship also ended prematurely.

Qiao Beixin went to see the museum alone, visiting one by one according to the list Cheng Wang had made before.

The museum is very good, although it is a holiday, there is not much traffic.Later, Qiao Beixin followed the instructions and scanned the QR code of the audio commentary to listen, pretending that he was not alone.

The museum closes at 5pm.Qiao Beixin dragged her luggage and embarked on the journey back to school.

After returning to school, the dormitory was empty.

Great holiday, everyone still wants to go out and play.

Qiao Beixin put away her luggage in silence, and when she wanted to do the laundry, she couldn't find her pajamas no matter what.

It was the black pajamas of the same style as Cheng Wang's that I bought during the summer vacation after the third year of high school.

He sat on the chair in a daze for a long time, and he didn't start shaking until the lights were turned off.

There was dissatisfaction from other dormitory students in the corridor - the lights were not turned off during the holidays.

Probably the staff made a mistake, and within a minute, the lights came on again.

Qiao Beixin rubbed her face and got up to do the laundry.

He didn't have much to wash, and when he returned to the dormitory to get the hanger with his wet clothes, his wet hands slipped, he didn't hold the hanger, and it fell to the ground with a thud.

Qiao Beixin sighed silently, bent down to pick it up——this time he still couldn't catch it, and dropped it again.

The plastic hanger was not strong enough, and after being dropped on the ground twice in a row, it broke in two.Qiao Beixin picked up the broken end and wanted to throw it into the trash can.

After picking it up, the broken hanger was overwhelmed and finally broke in half, completely rotten.

Qiao Beixin seemed to have finally lost his strength, squatting on the ground with the wet clothes in his arms.

His face was buried in his clothes, and his nose smelled of Cheng Wang's favorite laundry detergent.

After a while, he stood up, his chin and front were covered with wet clothes, and there was a faint hint of water.

During the summer vacation of that year, on a quiet summer night, the boy said: "It's good to have you here, it seems that with you, I can feel a little bit more at ease, and don't have to worry about anything."

The boy he had liked for so long finally gave him the love he wanted, and great joy exploded in his heart.

The same love has been given out a long time ago. In order to express his cherishment, he thought about it and clumsily gave the boy a promise.

"I will never leave you, but if you want to end, I will never pester you."