cute and cool

The junior year passed quickly, and in the second semester, students basically had no courses.

Cheng Wang is studying CPA step by step and preparing for the postgraduate entrance examination review - with his grades, it is no problem to guarantee the graduate students of the school, but for the sake of caution, he still has a back-up preparation.

The rest of the time continues to practice at the firm.

He also didn't go home very much this year, Cheng Jing didn't bother to talk about him now, and came to see him when he was free.But Cheng Jing wasn't always free this year.

Because, his house was finally delivered.

For Cheng Jing, this is considered the first house, the purchase conditions are easy, and the location of the house is also good.So this year, after Cheng Jing's busy work, most of his time was devoted to decoration.

He reckoned that it would take a year to renovate, and another year to disperse the formaldehyde, and it would be ready to move in when Cheng Wang came back.

When talking to Cheng Wang on the phone, Cheng Wang just happened to have good news to tell him.

The number of places for insurance research has basically been confirmed, and Cheng Wang received the notice to enter the summer camp this morning.

Cheng Jing: "Okay, go, congratulations, you are one step closer to financial migrant workers."

Cheng Wang laughed foolishly.

Soon, the junior year is also over.

The junior year is probably a watershed, and the students start to get nervous and busy.

As Cheng Wang, who entered the semi-working stage earlier than most of his peers, he matured faster than others.

He changed his WeChat avatar and replaced it with a passport photo with a blue background. He also changed his childish nickname and honestly changed it to cheng.wang.

Even his personal profile has become three fists, he is a decent person who has stepped into the society with half a foot.

The only bad thing is that you will be laughed at by your classmates, which is the style of the elderly.

This summer vacation is a bit special. Most of the students did not go home, or chose to review at school to prepare for the public entrance examination, or chose to go out for internships to seek employment.

Cheng Wang, who also didn't go home, finally no longer looked strange.

One evening, when Cheng Wang returned to the dormitory after get off work and was about to study for a while as usual, the notification sounded for new WeChat messages.

After Cheng Wang opened it, his breathing became stagnant——

It's Qiao Beixin.

Four simple words, "Happy Birthday".

A few seconds later, another two words were sent, "tomorrow".

Cheng Wang looked at his watch, only to notice that today is July 7, the day before his birthday.

This is also the first time the two of them have spoken since they separated.

Cheng Wang didn't know how to reply for a while.He exited the chat window, and couldn't help but click on it again after a few seconds.

Qiao Beixin's profile picture is still the same as before. There is a little orange at the bottom of the pure white pattern. You have to click on it to see it is a small orange.

But the corresponding big orange has been replaced.

Cheng Wang was so upset that he clicked on the screen many times, and finally sent out two simple words: "Thank you."

A reminder that the other party was typing quickly appeared at the top of the screen, and he held his breath and waited.

Qiao Beixin replied: "It's almost senior year, what are your plans?"

Cheng Wang: "Baoyan."

After sending it out, I felt that these two words were too indifferent, so I added another sentence: "I'm waiting for the final result. What about you?"

Qiao Beixin's reply was a photo.

There are dense grids, and Qiao Beixin's beautiful fonts are framed in each grid.

Cheng Wang zoomed in on the photo and glanced at it briefly.

When returning to the chat interface, Qiao Beixin had already sent a new message: "Preparing for the civil service exam."

Cheng Wang remembered that although the Public Security University could be assigned, he could not choose where to go.It was okay in the past, but now that Aunt Liang is not in good health, Xiao Qiao definitely doesn't want to go too far away.If he could go back to Qinshi for the exam, he would definitely go back.

He didn't ask this question any more, but only asked about Liang Yilan's physical condition: "How is Aunt Liang recently?"

Qiao Beixin: "Regular checkups, the body is still stable now."

Cheng Wang: "That's good."

Qiao Beixin: "There is no problem with the postgraduate study, you are so smart and hardworking."

Cheng Wang pursed his lips and smiled, typed out the words "Thank you, Xiao Qiao", and felt wrong after sending them out, so he quickly withdrew them.

When re-editing, he deleted the word "Little Joe".

He withdrew quickly, almost as soon as he sent it out, but he was still worried that Qiao Beixin would see it.

After waiting in fear for a few minutes, Qiao Beixin didn't reply.

Cheng Wang felt a little relieved, but regretted that this conversation ended so hastily.

After staring blankly for a while, Cheng Wang shook his head and smiled self-deprecatingly.

In September of this year, the official list of insurance research institutes was announced, and Cheng Wang was indeed under Mr. Liang's school, and his major was a three-year master's degree in finance.

The life of a graduate student is much more hectic than that of an undergraduate.

Now Cheng Wang's internship is basically full-time, but he no longer needs to work overtime at night.After returning from get off work, he will continue to write papers and review.

He is really smart and hard-working. He applied for five courses of the CPA exam last semester, leaving only financial cost management with many formulas and heavy calculations. He plans to concentrate on preparing for this one next year.

When the next year's grades were announced, Lu Yi immediately came to ask him how he did in the exam. This guy was still Cheng Wang's roommate when he was studying in graduate school. They were fellow villagers, and they lived together for another four years. Switched dormitories, now sharing a double room - then, not surprisingly, humiliated by grades.

Lu Yi: "You bastards, get lost."

Cheng Wang said modestly: "It's okay, it's okay, I heard that two years ago, there was a doctorate brother who passed six courses at once."

Lu Yi was quiet for a while, and sent a photo a few minutes later.

It was Cheng Wang's previous avatar, the familiar anthropomorphic orange touching the back of his head and smiling.

Lu Yi made some modifications, drew a fruit knife next to the orange, and painted a wretched smiling face on the surface of the knife.

"Cut you!"

Cheng Wang sent a series of haha ​​in the past.

Zhou Na also found out that Cheng Wang's personal information had changed drastically.

Zhou Na returned home after graduation.She studied information security, found a job as a programmer after graduation, and struggled with code all day long.

When it was almost ten o'clock that night, she suddenly called Cheng Wang.

"Hey, the big oranges are too ripe, have they been picked?"

She still has the ability to choke Cheng Wang to death with just one mouth, and Cheng Wang said speechlessly, "Nana, you're making fun of me again."

The girl's sensitivity was immediately revealed at this moment, Zhou Na asked: "Xiao Cheng Wang, there is something wrong with you, why do you sound weak."

Cheng Wang prevaricated: "The internship is too tiring."

It’s okay to say this to others, and complaining to programmers about being tired is definitely not a clear choice.

Zhou Na's voice was raised: "You are not right, Xiaocheng Wang. You young people are the sun in the morning, you have to cheer up! You are tired when you are tired. What's the point of being tired when you are young... Our company was a while ago In the statistics, do you need to cancel the big and small weeks? Hey! Let me tell you! One-third of the employees disagree, because this will reduce wages... Our company is like this, look at me, did I complain? I Talking is still the same young and energetic."

Cheng Wang couldn't help laughing: "Well, well, you are young and energetic."

Zhou Na hesitated for a long time, and asked tentatively: "I don't know if it's appropriate to ask this...Is it Qiao Beixin...?"

Cheng Wang: "."

Zhou Na: "Really? I didn't do it on purpose, I was just curious... How could it be? I used to think you wouldn't be separated."

Cheng Wang is concerned about another thing at the moment: "How do you know?"

Zhou Na said: "My God! I really can't help but know, he doesn't know how to restrain himself too much, it's too obvious."

After that, she finally put away her teasing tone, and said very seriously: "Xiao Chengwang, the world will not revolve around us, no matter how good or powerful you are. Even if you cry in your heart today, tomorrow There will only be a nasty big sun. But fortunately, the sky won’t fall—if it falls, everyone will die together. There is nothing we can’t make it through.”

Cheng Wang smiled and sighed, and said, "But I'm fine."

Zhou Na: "You better be fine. Oh, love, it's no big deal!"

Later, Zhou Na muttered a few more words, "What, why should I comfort my former crush", and hung up the phone.

After entering the second year of graduate school, Cheng Wang had another job: to be the teaching assistant of Mr. Liang.

He is not a few years older than the students in the class. In order to make himself look more majestic, he no longer wears those sweaters of messy colors. All kinds of white shirts and trousers have gradually become the most clothing styles in the wardrobe.

He is also stable, and even his smile has become clear and light.

As time went by, more and more freshmen were interested in this young lecturer, and even bold enough to post a candid photo on the school forum, asking, is this desolate and beautiful teacher married?Do I still have a chance?

This matter was passed around, and it even reached Mr. Liang's ears.One day in class, Teacher Liang said: "Mr. Beauty is not married but it's not your turn, ah, save yourself."

It caused a burst of laughter from the audience.

Everything was getting better, Cheng Wang didn't have to worry about finding a job, he handed in the first draft of his thesis, and he passed all kinds of exams.

If I have to say that there are any regrets, probably there is only love that ends without a disease.

Since that contact, he and Qiao Beixin have occasionally sent WeChat messages, but the topic was limited to the boring and unnutritious opening remarks of "how are you doing?"

how are things?

How else can it be, it's not like that.

Qiao Beixin is also going well.In his senior year of senior year, his performance in the public examination was quite good. Among the three interviewees, his written examination scores were far higher than the other two.

The end result is of course nothing to worry about.

But Cheng Wang held back and didn't ask Qiao Beixin which bureau or position he applied for.

Over the past few years, Cheng Wang wanted to understand something.

He undoubtedly regretted being separated from Qiao Beixin.

At that time, I did have an impulse to break up, but I really felt that there was no way to continue.Continuing to procrastinate will only consume feelings and make each other more exhausted.

But at that time, his mind was indeed in a mess, his thoughts were like balls of wool, and he couldn't figure it out.

He felt that Qiao Beixin was digging into a dead end, but in fact, why wasn't he himself?

He always thought that such a beautiful relationship made them so tired and embarrassed.He wondered over and over whether it was right for them to be together.

They have been trapped for too long by negativity, negativity, carried along by their emotions, and lost the ability to think for themselves.Jumping out and thinking about it now, it is true that the depressing things during that time followed one after another, even now it still gives him a headache, but maybe now, they can have a better solution.

Do you still like Qiao Beixin?

like.

That person accompanied him through the most youthful and wanton years, and helped him heal the wounds of the past bit by bit.

Now, the wounds that had repeatedly bled and inflamed had finally healed, and the people who had been with him through them were gone.

But Cheng Wang couldn't go back to find Qiao Beixin.

He was the one who broke up, and he was the one who couldn't let go.What's more, Qiao Beixin's situation at that time was much more difficult than his.

He mustered up the courage to accept a love, but in the end he gave it up with his own hands.

Before Cheng Wang graduated, Little Boluo visited him once when he went back to school.

She still likes Cheng Wang and can't forget Cheng Wang.

She said: "Cheng Wang, have you ever thought that you still like that person and you can't forget that person? Together, because of regret."

Cheng Wang sat on the seat opposite her, holding a cup of chocolate in his hand.He lowered his head and thought for a long time, and replied amidst the sweet aroma of chocolate: "No, it's not what you said, I just like him."

The graduation ceremony of graduate students is far less grand than that of undergraduate students, and the atmosphere of the break-up meal after the end is not very sad.When Cheng Wang returned to the dormitory, Lu Yi did not come back, and he was the only one in the dormitory.

He had already booked his flight home, and he just had to wait quietly for his student career to come to an end.

There is a lot of luggage. After all, I have studied in Xiangshi for seven years. Many of the clothes I don’t wear and the daily necessities I don’t use are all thrown away by Cheng Wang, but it still costs almost 1000 yuan to send the luggage back after packing.

Now looking at the empty dormitory, Cheng Wang finally feels sad.

A time schedule was pasted on the side of the desk, and the last item written on it was the defense.Now that the defense is over, he forgot to mark the completion of this schedule.

Cheng Wang sat down, and wanted to take out a pen from the drawer, and use this mark as the end of the seven years of student life.

But the pen was nowhere to be found.

On his birthday that year, the mint green pen that Qiao Beixin gave him as a birthday present was gone.

At that moment, Cheng Wang felt that the blood in his whole body was frozen, and the coldness in his heart went from head to toe.

He stood up awkwardly, rummaging in all the places he could think of.

Obviously used it yesterday!He also filled the pen with ink, and the ink bottle was still on the corner of the table!

Cheng Wang searched in his own space for a long time, and then went to Lu Yi to look for it.

He began to think about where he put it after using it yesterday, but that memory seemed to have disappeared, and he couldn't remember it anyway.

Finally, Cheng Wang's eyes fell on the trash can at the corner of the table.He always puts things casually, especially likes to put them in the corners; although the clip on the pen cap can play a certain cushioning effect, a cylindrical object like a pen may still roll down...

The more he thought about it, the more he felt that his pen must have fallen off the table and into the trash can.

However, when Lu Yi went out this morning, he seemed to help him take away the garbage in the trash can.

Cheng Wang looked at the trash can with a clean bag on it, blinked his eyes, and rolled down a tear.

Unwilling to give up, he took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Lu Yi, asking him, did you take out the trash for me this morning?

Lu Yi said, "That's right! Don't let garbage stay overnight in summer."

The phone slammed and fell to the ground.

Cheng Wang arched his body, buried his face in his hands, and his shoulders shook uncomfortably.

After breaking up with Qiao Beixin, the busy life and deliberate ignorance made him temporarily forget his sadness.Now, the tears that have been suppressed for more than five years finally burst out with the disappearance of the pen.