I love you like crazy

With Rong Jiu's indifferent words, Shen Yi felt that a thunderbolt from the sky struck straight at his head.

The first thought in his mind was that Rong Jiu had seen everything, would he feel that he was a monster, would he be afraid, would he feel that he was one of those monsters in the book who specialized in sucking human energy.

The second thought was how he should lie. Although he could erase Rong Jiu's memory afterwards, he had to pass the current test, and he had to figure out what happened next.

It's just that before Xu Xutu, what should he say, that Rong Jiu's eyes are dazzled?Or is it that I have a skin disease, and it will become like this when it is rainy?He dared to say these lies, but would Rongjiu believe them?

Shen Yi is flustered, confused and at a loss now, the weather outside seems to feel his mood, the rain is getting heavier, and the wind is blowing harder.

No matter what, let's get through this hurdle first, Shen Yi took a deep breath and calmed down, he looked at Rong Jiu and said: "How is it possible? You don't think I'm an evil spirit in the mountains, do you?" Having said that ,He chuckled: "If you are really afraid that I will harm others, I can take you out of the mountain in the rain now, and you will believe me when you get outside the mountain."

Rong Jiu said with a calm expression: "I don't think you are a spirit in the mountains, and I don't think you will harm me."

Hearing this, Shen Yi should be happy in his heart, but for some reason he couldn't be happy at all, he always felt that everything in front of him was the calm before the storm.

Shen Yi's heart beat a little fast, and he stared straight at Rong Jiu.

I saw this man tidying up his wrinkled clothes slowly, then raised his eyes and smiled at himself: "I just want to know what's going on, after all, you have slipped away from me twice. No, now I guess I'm planning to slip away for the third time."

If Rong Jiu said just now that his body became transparent, it was a bolt from the blue, but at this moment Shen Yi felt that his brain had been scorched by lightning, otherwise how could he hear such horrifying words.

The implied meaning of Rong Jiu's words made him panic. He knew what Rong Jiu meant?But it shouldn't be at all.

Shen Yi's mouth opened and moved, but he didn't say a word.

Seeing that his mouth was turning pale, Rong Jiu stretched out his hand and gently pressed it on his lips, and after a smear of blood came out, he said again: "Are you thinking that no one remembers, why do I still remember?"

His tone was light and gentle, just like his lover whispered in his ear, but Shen Yi shuddered when he heard these words, goose bumps all over his body.He licked the lips that had been pressed by Rong Jiu with his tongue, and hummed twice.

Rong Jiu smiled lightly: "I don't know why I remember, but fortunately, I didn't go crazy because of it."

Shen Yiyi frowned when he heard these unpleasant words: "What nonsense are you talking about?"

"Nonsense?" Rong Jiu snorted coldly: "Is this nonsense? I just established a relationship with you, and I was thinking about how to get along with you in the future, but you disappeared. What's even more frightening is that no one remembers anything about you. All of my memories have been automatically corrected. If you feel a little unsteady in your heart, do you think you are crazy?"

"Fortunately, you showed up again, and you pretended not to know anything and continued to look for me. You are not afraid that you are late, and there are other people around me?"

Rong Jiu originally didn't want to say these words to Shen Yi, because even if it was false, this person would feel uncomfortable hearing it.

But when he thought about how Shen Yi wanted to escape just now, the anger in his heart could no longer be suppressed, so these words were a bit harsh, but he still said them clearly.

Shen Yi looked at him and said viciously: "You won't."

"Do you understand me?" Rong Jiu sneered: "If I don't remember you, you are a complete stranger to me. I remember everything, you didn't say a word, and left again and again , what would I think then?"

"The first time you left was because I wasn't prepared. The second time I wanted to observe what was going on, but in the end, have you ever thought about the circumstances under which you disappeared?"

That night Shen Yi was so enthusiastic that Rong Jiu couldn't restrain himself at all.In fact, he had a faint feeling in his heart, but he was immersed in desire, holding a fluke in his heart, always thinking that things would not be so bad.

It turned out to be that bad.

But this time when he found Shen Yi, the situation was worse than he imagined.

Seeing the moment Shen Yi's body became transparent, Rong Jiu felt that he was going crazy.He was thinking, when Shen Yi's body became completely transparent, would that Shen Yi disappear completely, and would there be no such person as Shen Yi in this world from now on?

Thinking of this possibility, Rong Jiu didn't care about anything, giving him time and being magnanimous.

After everything was gone, he just wanted to break through everything, to find a solution, to let Shen Yi know his situation, and to let him linger.

Shen Yi also thought about the timing of his departure, knowing that Rong Jiu remembered everything, he naturally felt a little guilty, after all, he was the one who left, and he was the one who let Rong Jiu bear the suspicion alone.

He said that when they met again, Rong Jiu looked at him a little strangely, at the time he thought it was his own illusion, but he didn't expect that Rong Jiu hadn't forgotten it at all.

During those days, did Rong Jiu think that he would leave one day?Then what kind of mentality does he have to associate with himself as a stranger again?And now, did he find this place because of himself?

Rong Jiu looked at Shen Yi's face that changed back and forth, saw the shock and panic in his eyes, his heart softened, and he couldn't say those harsh words anymore.He held Shen Yi in his arms behind him, Shen Yi's body was a little cold, but Rong Jiu didn't care.

He whispered: "Are you curious why I came here?"

"Because I really dreamed about it."

Rong Jiu whispered about the past life in his dream, this is the place where he died, the place where Shen Yi was devastated, and also Shen Yi's final destination.Including his malice to finally devour the evil spirits and suppress the evil spirits to commit crimes.

When Shen Yi heard Rong Jiu talk about his past life, his body couldn't help shaking.

He didn't like this past, the dead were in pain, and the living were suffering.

He always thought that he could just remember this past, but he didn't expect Rong Jiu to remember it too.

Shen Yi firmly grasped the clothes on Rong Jiu's back, the wooden house in front of him began to dissipate, together with the rainy weather outside.

The rain was his illusion, he just didn't want Rong Jiu to come and leave, he wanted to spend more time with this person.

Now that everything is said and done, there is no need to continue.

Rong Jiu didn't comment on everything in front of him, but he had already felt it.The rain was so timely that it gave people the illusion that the rain was only falling to keep him.

He thought it was okay, if Shen Yi wanted to keep him, then he would stay.

After the hug, Rong Jiu backed away slightly, raised Shen Yi's head, and looked into the depths of this man's eyes: "Now can you tell me everything?"

Shen Yi's long eyelashes moved, this man had dreamed everything he wanted to hide, and there was nothing else to hide.

Shen Yi said: "You are not afraid of me."

Because it wasn't a rhetorical question, Rong Jiu didn't get angry with him over this trivial matter.He's scared of shit, if he was really scared, he wouldn't be here.

Shen Yi sighed, he raised his arms, only to see that his hands began to become transparent again.

He has been suppressing ghosts and devouring evil thoughts for so many years, and his human nature has gradually been worn away.If nothing else, after several decades, his nature will completely dissipate, becoming emotionless, only fair.

But an accident happened, and this accident was Rong Jiu.

Rong Jiu died here, and there are countless corpses by the river.There are friends and enemies, and souls bite each other. Many people lose their souls before entering the underworld.

When Shen Yihun returned to the underworld, the first thing he did was to find Rong Jiu's soul.

But all he got was a half-disabled soul, already in reincarnation, and the fate between the two was broken.

For so many years, Shen Yi has been playing the role of suppressing evil spirits, and gradually forgot his attachments as a human being.

Ke Rongjiu's appearance reminded him of everything, the past, and why he chose to devour evil thoughts to suppress evil spirits.

He is neither human nor demon, but he still wants to get close to Rong Jiu.

But after all, he has to be affected, and Rong Jiu will see some unknown phenomena under his influence.

The evil thoughts he suppressed and swallowed were close to Rong Jiu, and after a long time, it would only accelerate the dissipation of his nature.

In fact, it wasn't that Shen Yi wanted to leave, it was just that sometimes he couldn't control it at all, he couldn't hold on to his human form at all, so he could only come back to recuperate for a while.

During this period of time, he knew that he was still devouring evil thoughts, suppressing evil spirits, and even catching evil spirits that fled to the ground, but his emotions and desires became weaker and weaker.

He devoured too many evil thoughts and suppressed many ghosts, and the last thing such an existence needed was feelings.Shen Yi knew that it would not be long before the feelings in him would completely dissipate, and he would become a very just existence, just like a rule.

Rewards and punishments are clear, neither happy nor sad.

Even though his feelings are getting weaker and weaker, he still wants to see Rong Jiu.

Even if you want to get to know each other again after meeting, you have to start from scratch.

Shen Yi thought, that's okay, if one day his feelings disappear, Rong Jiu won't remember either.

All Rong Jiu's memories of him are blank, he will not remember that there was a person who approached his life as a stranger again and again, and he will not remember himself.

Knowing the result, Shen Yi still wanted to see Rong Jiu one more time.

Rong Jiu listened to Shen Yi's words, and he laughed: "You are quite great."

Knowing that he was mocking him, Shen Yi didn't dare to speak.

Looking at his increasingly transparent hands, Rong Jiu couldn't keep the ugly smile on his face anymore, he said in a heavy tone, "How long can it last?"

Shen Yi pursed his lips: "I don't know, maybe it's a day, maybe it's a few hours."

Rong Jiu looked at him fixedly: "Is there no other way?"

The two of them have just spoken, is it possible that they will face life and death?

Shen Yi shook his head, just like the four seasons have reincarnation, the moon has its waxing and waning, who can control it?

He devours evil thoughts to suppress Li Gui, and he must maintain fairness. He chose to stand in this position just to wait for Rongjiu, but he didn't expect that one day his feelings would be deprived.

"There will always be a way." Rong Jiu said in a low voice.

Shen Yi did not quarrel with him on this matter, and it is meaningless to quarrel at this point in time.

Shen took a look at his hands, and said, "I've rested long enough, maybe I'll wake up again. So, can you stay with me during this time?"

Rong Jiu turned to look at him with an inexplicable expression, and he said softly, "But who knows if we will have another millennium."

In a word, Shen Yi felt that his heart was completely sore. He had waited for Rong Jiu for so long, and it only took so little time for the two of them to get along together.He was really not reconciled, he broke through the boundaries of time and space, and found someone he liked.

He wanted to be with this person, but time didn't allow it.

He may have countless millennia in the future, but there may not necessarily be Rong Jiu in these countless millennia.

He will forget this person, and Rong Jiu will also forget him.

Thinking of this, Shen Yi felt a sore throat.

Persistence is the biggest demon in his heart, otherwise he wouldn't have stood by the riverside waiting for Rongjiu after his death, waiting for countless years.Finally entered the underworld, but still embarked on an endless road because of persistence.

The fate was broken, and he came out with the formalities again.

Unexpectedly, the fate of the continuation would be so short.

Rong Jiu's mind was spinning fast, he always thought there was a way, but he couldn't think of it for a while.

Rong Jiuxin said, calm down, calm down, you can always think of a way.

He unconsciously recalled the scene of meeting Shen Yi, he didn't want to have only memories to accompany him in the future, he wanted the real Shen Yi to accompany him.

For a moment, Rong Jiu suddenly thought, maybe there is really a way to keep Shen Yi by his side.