The heartthrob's stand-in everyday

The psychiatrist told Lu Tinghan to learn to confide and try to seek comfort from others. He said, "There will be mental problems if you hold it in."

His expression looked unbearable, Lu Tinghan shook his head: "I don't like it."

He really doesn't like to get too close to others, and he can't get close to others.He thought he was a clean freak, both physically and mentally, and he couldn't bear to be touched, especially the eyes, and analyzed his emotions almost like an anatomy, so he came to the psychological room.

Lu Tinghan has lived to the present age, and has completely shed his childish appearance. He is exceptionally good-looking. He has inherited his mother's standard pair of almond-shaped eyes, and his whole body reveals a decadent beauty. sleeping night.

Nightmares are mass-produced, and just when he thinks things are bad enough, he can always find worse ones.

In order to seek peace, even for a moment, he can only come to the psychological consultation room and spend money to buy peace.

Thankfully, this actually worked.

Lu Tinghan didn't understand the cause of his nightmares every night. He had dreams and woke up quickly. He couldn't remember the dreams that made him cry. In the dark room, he was the only one staring at the sky above his head. ceiling.

Lu Tinghan told the doctor these things, and the feedback he got was that the doctor stared deeply: "Mr. Lu, may I ask, do you have any worries?"

Lu Tinghan recalled that his head turned a little slowly, and he was the most forgetful among his brothers since he was a child. He moved his upper and lower lips and said hesitantly, "Probably not."

Indeed there is none, most of what he wants has already been held in his hands.The curse of death that he received since he was born made him feel pity from too many people. People said that he would not live to be ten years old, but he survived. Not only was he alive, but his body became stronger day by day.He started chasing his dream in the entertainment industry when he was a teenager, and this is what he dreamed of. He always knew what he wanted. He found his parents who abandoned him before, and saw the child born again after his parents left. younger brother.

He was so small that he couldn't walk yet. His mother smiled at him with a sense of pity, "Xiaobao spoke for the first time a few days ago, and he called him brother."

He shouldn't, he has always been in a daze on his own.He has a pair of eyes that are so shallow that they are powdery, beautiful, but also cruel. He looked at his healthy and lively younger brother with cruel eyes, and muttered to himself: "So I have become an older brother too."

Lu Tinghan has a younger brother, so his visit is over.He gave his parents a lot of money, which he earned from making movies and commercials. He really has a serious cleanliness fetish, so severe that his biological parents can easily cut off contact.

His nightmare started from that day.

It still haunts him to this day.

Taking medicine and seeing a doctor could not relieve his pain. His insomnia was caused by a heart disease, but the heart disease could never be cured. He went to the most expensive doctor to prescribe the most expensive medicine, and the conclusion he came to was as light as a blank sheet of paper: "Mr. , you are not sick."

Insomnia is not a disease, but a loss of soul is.

Lu Tinghan found a psychiatrist and began his long healing process.

A psychiatrist would always prescribe strange medicines to him, which was strange to him, and he had never seen anyone hand him fruit jelly as medicine.He looked down at the medicine, then at the psychiatrist.

The doctor also looked at him. This authoritative psychiatrist was nearly forty years old and had an amiable face. He insisted, "Take it, this is medicine."

Lu Tinghan rolled the medicine on the tip of his tongue, and the sweet taste spread in his mouth like numbness. He was a little sad and his nose was sore, but his reason tied his consciousness, and he said, "It's so sweet."

Sugar is sweet, bitter is not called sugar, it is medicine.

Lu Tinghan couldn't control the sore tip of his nose, he choked up a little, but he forced himself to hold it back.

The doctor smiled and said: "This is the amount for the first course of treatment. Next time you come, I will give you the second course of treatment."

Lu Tinghan walked out of the clinic and returned to the wide sidewalk. The driver was standing aside wearing sunglasses. He bent down and opened the car door for him. The heat was ironing his body.

Lu Tinghan fell asleep in the car and had a long-lost dream.In the dream, one after another intentionally gave him a candy.

Does the mysterious alien world that has been uploaded on the Internet exist? If so, are his dead acquaintances still alive there?

Lu Tinghan would occasionally have such doubts. His wild and unconstrained mind was full of messy fantasies, and the assistant beside him was working on his makeup, sweating profusely.

Lu Tinghan has become a celebrity as he wished, and there are countless people around him, but they don't dare to get close to him, just like when he bought a few big bags of milk tea and gave them away, he only got a reserved and cautious "thank you" .This is the cheapest kindness, as much milk tea as he sent out, he got as much "thank you".

Lu Tinghan felt depressed, this was not similar to what Lianyi taught him, the original words of Lianyiyi were like this——

"Ting Han, helping each other is a traditional virtue among people."

He helped, and he helped, and the unequal emotional transaction between the two made him deeply doubt himself.

He wondered if he didn't do well, or that he didn't do better.

He is doubly nice to others, and the assistant who follows him is a fresh graduate who always makes mistakes when he is in a hurry, but he never blames him.

"Love is equal." Lianyi once said it, and later Lu Tinghan took it as an imperial decree.

There are too many imperial decrees, Lu Tinghan is like a little father-in-law, talking about 24 filial piety at home.

But these successive meanings are not known.He had disappeared at that time, and the body could not speak, otherwise he must ask himself when he will see him again in the next life.

It's a long way to go.

Luckily, Lu Tinghan thought, luckily he didn't know popular online novels such as Rebirth through Another World, otherwise, with his second-year middle school level at that time, it would be very likely for him to end the game in order to pursue his desired destination.

He discovered it too late, and by the time he realized it, time had already cast a veil over the meaning, blurring his outline.

Lu Tinghan insisted on going for psychological counseling, but all he got was a postponement of the death sentence.

The newly graduated assistant wears a round black frame and looks very handsome. While helping him to touch up his makeup, he chanted the recent lace news of the entertainment industry. Lu Tinghan started to be in a daze when he heard it. It made him lose his mind for a moment, he curled his lower lip in front of himself in the mirror, the assistant took a deep breath, and praised his decadent beauty.

The movie Lu Tinghan was going to shoot was called "Ups and Downs". He was recommended to him by his previous director when he was bored. The movie was short of funds, and he was known to be taken advantage of in the industry.People who are free are bored, so he nodded in response.

In the first scene of "Ups and Downs", he didn't have much use for him. He only showed one side. This scene is labeled as a heroine, focusing on describing the heroine's tangled emotional experience. A vase that is pleasing to the eye is enough.

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The author has something to say:

Finally passed the exam...

After v, there will be more updates, and it won’t be short all the time. If there is no accident, there is still a week orz

Very well written, thank you all for your perseverance