The heartthrob's stand-in everyday

Susu's younger brother, whose full name is Su An, has not yet graduated from college. He is 1.8 meters tall, but his mind is still as willful as a child's.

After listening to Susu whispering in his ear, Su An glanced forward. Su An sat back at the window again. This time he no longer sat upright in a daze. The curtains were opened.Today's weather is very good, the long-lost sunshine is shining, the sun is scattered all over the place, falling on the stools on the table, and the entangled hands of the lovers at the next table.

After listening to the absurd things that Su Su told him about Su An, for example, he has been in love with him since kindergarten, and he wants to go home with her when he likes a little girl, or he folds the test paper into a paper airplane and flies it all over the classroom during the exam. , and finally sighed and said that someone like him could still be admitted to college.

He kept silent one after another, he was a devout listener, the sun shone in and fell on his face, and the fine hairs on his face were clearly reflected, Su Sujiu couldn't wait for a response, so he patted his back weirdly Back: "Jinyi, what's the matter with you?"

He blinked intentionally one after another, and the stiff eyeballs remained frozen for a long time, which made him feel sore.

The butterfly effect caused by sourness is trance, and he was so tranced that he remembered the "Lu Qing" that Su An said just now.

He was wondering if the Lu Qing that the young man was talking about was the Lu Qing he knew, such intense thinking, the continuous mind couldn't bear it, and with his current physical condition, it was already the limit to not fall down.But I still think that human thoughts are uncontrollable, and it is human instinct to think all the time.

Lu Qing, he said silently in his heart, his mixed feelings disrupted his rationality.

His birthday was in spring, and I remembered clearly that he adopted him in a season of warm spring and blooming flowers.At that time, Lu Qing was not called Lu Qing. He had a happy family and had a loving name given to him by his parents who loved him.

They called him Lin Huaijin.

The first time I saw him in Lianyi was also in a spring, and spring is a season that can create miracles.Their encounter is full of fairy tale meaning.

Lin Huaijin was already very smart when she was five years old, and her prominent parents loved each other, becoming a rare family model in the circle.Smart and obedient, cute-looking and inherited all the advantages of his parents, it is no exaggeration to say that everyone loves him.

Lianyi was in his teens at the time, and his mother's mental state was on the verge of collapse. No one in the family cared about him, and his mother was locked in the attic, screaming day and night, and Lianyi often shuttled through large and small banquets at home to get medicine.

He shuttled among the crowd. After the banquet started, the crowd started to flow, and the surging crowd made him panic. He was so embarrassed at that time that he stumbled and knocked down a lot of red wine, which stained his pure white shirt.

It's not surprising to bump into something in such a panic.He bumped into a child, a child in expensive clothes, looking at him so quietly, his eyes were like a bright light in a world where the lights were wandering.

The child is very cute, even with a stern face, he is cute and chubby. He tried to help the child up one after another, and wanted to apologize, but he couldn't hold back the tears.The most humble moment in his life is now, life is different from him joking, and the moment of extreme pain reminds him that this is life.

The child got up from the ground by himself. He dusted his butt, thought for a while, and stretched out his hand. The hand was too small, but it was clean and tidy. There was no trace of dirt between the nails. They were white and tender. This is the real pampering. child.

Gritting his teeth one after another, he put his hands together, discarding all his dignity and pain, and said, "Thank you."

The tone of forbearance was full of tears. The child looked at him and grabbed the corner of his clothes. The sweet smell of strawberry cake overflowed from his lips and teeth, and he heard him say one after another: "Brother, don't be sad."

He dug out his own marbles from his pocket, which were as beautiful as glass, and said clumsily, "If you don't feel sad, I'll give this to you."

The child's words were sticky, and the words were inlaid. He squatted down one after another, and patted his butt like him. In fact, the ground is not dirty, but people still have to pat the dirt off the ground habitually.Just like him now, too many things have fallen into the quagmire, and he is still desperately trying to find out people who still have good intentions for him in the world.

Sadness comes and goes suddenly.

He gritted his teeth and wiped the tears overflowing from the corners of his eyes one after another, and the sadness and sadness disappeared. He hugged the child and smelled the milky fragrance from him, "Thank you."

Lianyi didn't leave his name, the people present at the banquet held by his father were always either rich or noble, they all knew him, just like the successful people always have compassion and hypocrisy to care about the weak.

The mouse hid in the gutter, but was also brought out and raised in captivity. It said with a smile: "Everything in the world is equal."

How hypocritical.

The child watched and fled in despair one after another. The glass beads were still in his hand, but he did not take them away. The transparent and round beads reflected the brilliance of the banquet lights. The child closed one eye to observe, but there was nothing inside. His warmth gradually dissipated, and the anxious yells of his parents came from not far away. Lin Huaijin put the beads in her arms, the place closest to her heart, thinking that she must give this away next time they meet.

I didn't know this one after another, but when the two met again, the status was completely different. Lin Huaijin's parents handed him over to him, and a month later, two unnamed floating corpses appeared in the local newspapers.

Lin Huaijin's life of thousands of responses was completely over, and when he was delivered to Lianyi, he hadn't had a good night's sleep for a long time.

He lowered his head and wiped away his tears in sorrow. Not far away were his parents, staring silently across the road.Their silence smacked of sadness, but they still smiled, with the corners of their lips curled up reluctantly. Lin Huaijin watched them gradually walk away, and finally blurred into a small dot.

Tears blurred his vision, so the little dot also disappeared. He was still young, unable to control the turbulent emotions, and the sadness that could not be suppressed even after biting his lips hit his soul.Trembling, he hugged the last person who took him in.

His experience is too shallow, he does not understand that parting is a farewell, he does not understand the sad request of his parents, and they will be completely absent on the road of life.All he could do was cry, and crying was the best medicine for sorrow, and any unbearable pain was a disease.

Carrying him back to the car successively, he looked at him with eyes red and swollen from crying, "Can you hug me to sleep, brother?"

Lianyi then hugged him tightly, untied his coat and wrapped the child's cold body, his sadness was transmitted along the wet chest, tears soaked his clothes, he curled up in his arms, unable to move anymore.

"Go to sleep," Li Liyi patted his back lightly, "everything will be fine."

Later, the days did get better, and the proportion of bad days in life is always very small.After the haze dissipated, the sun was hot and warm, just like life is called ups and downs.

Lin Huaijin changed his name, and successively searched the Chinese dictionary to pick out a name for him. He didn’t dare to give him a random name. His previous name was too nice to hear. It's hard to find a chime character.