The heartthrob's stand-in everyday

The boy looked as old as the child he had adopted before, and it was a bit embarrassing for a child to call him brother at his own age.

Grandma Lu smiled and said, "Why are you so polite? From today on, you are a family."

As she spoke, she thought of something, turned around and walked towards the room, and when she came back, she was still holding an old box in her hand. The box was old and the bottom was already rusted.Grandma Lu didn't take it seriously, she looked at Lianyi first, and then at the young man: "This is the savings left by your parents, it's enough for you to live on, what kind of money do you want to use to find me in the future?"

The boy was silent for a while, then raised his head obediently and said, "Okay, grandma."

The young man raised his head while speaking, staring intently at his slightly curly hair, and vaguely saw a playful curly hair on the top of his head, which was as cute as a whirlpool.

One after another I feel inexplicably kind, but I don't know why.

It didn't take long for him to be dazed for a long time, the boy approached him, his collar was washed white with the smell of soap, just like the thrifty nanny in his family before, with his green and gentle cheeks, he rushed towards him. It is elegant.

Very homey taste.

Continually realizing that her heart was about to stop for a moment, she stared at the young man in front of her and said with difficulty: "What's wrong?"

"Brother," the boy's voice was deliberately lowered, and he pressed it against his ear, with a troubled expression on his face, "I'll discuss it with the teacher tomorrow. You can go to school with me."

When he said this, there were stars in his eyes with sincerity.

Until Grandma Lu fell asleep and the world returned to darkness, Lianyi still thought about the scene during the day in her mind.

In the dark night where you can't see your fingers, it is suitable for a person to transition to the past.

It’s embarrassing to say that I have lived for nearly 30 years in the past, and wasted more than ten years in school, but his memory of school is not friendly. The man who gave birth to him and raised him often hugged other women The children born rarely give him the rest of the light.

His childhood was unfortunate, and there were some tragic factors in the misfortune. The illegitimate half-son would even laugh at his mother's old age on campus. He didn't like school. It was a shrunken society. Everyone is realistic to the extreme.

His illegitimate brother is all-powerful just because his father loves him a lot, so the ridicule and attacks thrown at him also have an explanation.

He is an unfavorable young son.

Fortunately, he survived, and he won the final decisive battle, and those unbearable school days became the experience of the successful people who endured humiliation.

Let him speak, the school only taught him one thing - the jungle preys on the jungle.

But when he met those clear and bright eyes, the past was bent on the tip of his tongue, and he couldn't say anything.

How did he end the conversation in the end?

He recalled, recalled by the moonlight, the brightest star in the night sky was blinking at him, there was a burst of fragrance from the pillow, his brain was spinning rapidly, and he felt hot and nervous, he heard his soul controlling his body: "Okay .”

Then everything returned to silence, the young man showed a sincere smile, turned around briskly, found a brand new schoolbag from the study, dusted off the dust on it, and smiled extraordinarily brightly: "I guessed it a long time ago." , Today, my grandma told my brother to come back, so I went to the bookstore to buy this, and tomorrow I will talk to the teacher, the things in junior high school are actually not difficult, I will buy some materials tomorrow to help you go through the previous progress, and when the progress is over, You can transfer to our school."

Continuing to look at the serious eyes he cast, they were as bright as a light, and he remained silent, acquiescing to his actions.

But in my heart, I thought of those little kids I adopted. Counting their ages, the youngest one is probably as old as he is now.

Is it a gift from God to re-experience the youthful years of high school?

Unexpectedly, he fell into a deep sleep. It was windy and rainy at night, and the wind slammed against the window. The door was gently opened, and a tall and green figure approached, dragging the quilt up and covering it. His skin exposed to the air.

"Good night brother."

No one responded to him, silence followed silence.

He didn't often dream in succession. In the past, he was too busy, so he often could only take a short nap. Later, he raised a few children, and the days gradually became lively, and his sleep gradually improved. Children have a calming effect, and he soaked them for them The queen picked them up one by one, smelling the baby fragrance on them.

He doesn't like cribs, he likes to sleep next to this group of children, the new life is full of vitality, it is like a tranquilizer for him, and his anxiety is relieved for a moment.

He dreamed that a whale was swimming towards him, and the huge whale opened its mouth and swallowed him in one gulp.

The whale's mouth was soft and greasy, and it was shaking back and forth in it one after another. It couldn't help but dizzy and vomited all over the floor. Whale was aggrieved and asked him why he treated him like this.

The whale was still imported, and its blue eyes were fixed on him, as if it was about to cry again in the next second.

He wanted to explain one after another, but for some reason, his throat was blocked for a moment, and he couldn't open his mouth no matter what.

The waves beat past layer by layer, but the whale was still staring at him, screaming and condemning him, the grievance in its eyes seemed to turn into tears and roll out.

The waves hit him one after another, and he was submerged in the bottom of the sea, and the suffocation took away his last sanity.

When he opened his eyes one after another, the sun had already shone on his eyelids. He reached out and touched the hot eyelids, and stood up from the bed. His calves were still a little stiff, and the sequelae of lying for several years still could not be cured for a day or two. Well, he leaned against the bed, his eyes drifting out of the window.

It seems to have rained last night.

A few drops of rain still condense on the glass.

After being in a daze one after another, the door creaked open, and the aroma of fried dough sticks and soy milk came in through the crack of the door.

His stomach rumbled just in time.

"Brother, you're awake." A clean-dressed high school student walked in. He was in a youthful and passionate era, and ran to him with brisk steps. He was carrying breakfast in his hand and placed it on the bedside table.

One after another, he tried to reach out to pick it up, but his fingertips were burned when he touched it. He didn't give up and wanted to try again, but the boy unwrapped the packaging bag for him first, "Come on brother, grandma just went out. You can come to me if you need anything."

Successively wishing to be taken care of by him like a disabled person, on the one hand feel ashamed, on the other hand feel that in this situation, he really can only be taken care of by others.

He had no choice but to blush and nod, lowering his head and eating deep-fried dough sticks as if venting his anger.

After eating too fast, he choked again, and a cup of soy milk was handed over at the right time.

From the corner of my eye, I saw the young man's slender hands, which looked extraordinarily dazzling under the sunlight, so white that they seemed to glow.

Continuingly lowered his head and stared at his dead pale complexion and sighed.

The boy didn't notice his sudden sinking emotions, moved a small stool and sat beside him, lowered his head and pinched his legs.

He couldn't eat anymore, so his hands pressed on his calves, kneading him up and down, the movements were light and heavy, and he was just about to pass the soy milk into his mouth, when there was a sudden soreness, he I couldn't control it and sprayed it out.

The boy stared at him for a long time, opened it for a long time, and finally recovered after a while, blushing and apologized: "I'm sorry, brother, I didn't mean to..."

Lianyi was so depressed that he wanted to die, and he still said that it was all right, and after a while, he saw a piece of paper handed to his mouth, so he reached out to take it, wiped off the soy milk stained on his mouth, and then lifted it up again. beginning.

"Xiao Yi," Li Yi felt that he had to talk to him carefully, "You don't have to take care of me like this, I'm also learning how to live, you still have studies, unlike me, your most urgent task now is to study..."

Lu Yi stood in front of him with his head bowed, but his smile dimmed for a moment. With his back to the light, he looked like a sluggish bastard.

After talking halfway, he paused when he saw his appearance. He hated children losing their temper the most. The children he had raised before were always jealous, and the youngest one was the most twisted. Yes, crying till he relented.

As far as he is concerned, the most difficult thing is the wronged child.This makes him do not know how to untangle.

He closed his mouth one after another, and was thinking about how to put it another way to make him understand his good intentions, but the next second, the young man said desolately: "Brother, don't you want me to take care of you?"

"no……"

I searched my head one after another, but I don't know how to explain it. I am no longer the original Lu Jinyi, and now I am just an old cucumber with green paint - pretending to be tender.

I am nearly 30 years old, and I can't take care of him, a high school student.

But these words cannot be said, his life has been bound to Lu Jinyi, and he will never be free in this life.

So he changed the way of saying, a way that is more acceptable to them: "Xiao Yi, brother can't rely on you for the rest of his life."

"Everyone has their own life. I will be the first to call you when I am in trouble, but this does not mean that you will be by my side all the time."

He stretched out his hand intentionally to hold his cold hand one after another, and said earnestly, "Xiao Yi, brother needs you, but he doesn't need you all the time."

The young man lowered his head, thinking or feeling wronged, but when he raised his head again, he said in a slightly hoarse voice: "I understand, brother."

One after another, he felt happy that he had successfully solved a child. He didn't notice the complex emotions in the boy's eyes. He patted the boy on the shoulder like an elder: "Isn't today Sunday? Have you finished your homework?" ?”

"I finished writing, but..."

Before he could finish speaking, the next second he heard a violent knock on the door, fast and intense.

Lianyi was about to ask who it was, but he saw the young man's face turned pale, and the trace of blood disappeared. He pinched his calf with both hands, and the soreness came suddenly. Lianyi lost his voice for a moment, and missed the best time. Ask about timing.

He saw the young man who was smiling shyly just now straightened up. After the smile faded away, he was frozen indifferent. He walked slowly towards the gate, stepping on his heartbeat step by step. He hadn't felt this kind of uneasiness for a long time. Panic gripped his heart for an instant.

"Lu Yi, what the hell are you pretending, if you don't open the door again, I will burn your place down, believe it or not?"

The iron door was rattled by the hammer, and one after another accidentally saw Lu Yi walking towards the door step by step, and leaning against the iron door, said in a low voice, "Lu You, don't push yourself too hard."