The heartthrob's stand-in everyday

One after another, he thought that he would not encounter robbers, but he didn't want to encounter kidnappers.

Literal kidnapping, when he woke up, the pajamas he was wearing when he went out had been replaced by a gray cashmere pajamas that he was so familiar with.This is what he often wore in the past. Feng Ji learned that the cashmere pajamas he custom-made from abroad are top-notch in keeping warm.

He was stunned for a moment, thinking that he was still dreaming, but the scenery in the dream was so familiar that he felt real.

When I opened my eyes, I saw the familiar ceiling.When the ceiling was decorated, he thought it was white and monotonous, so the decoration team painted cartoon patterns such as tigers, rabbits and squirrels. The children liked it, so he let it go.

Right now, the squirrel, the white rabbit, and the little fox are still in the sky, thinking that they have passed through one after another, subconsciously shaking their feet, but there is no movement.

He tried his best to straighten up, his back was broken, and there was not a single bone in his body for him to send.An unspeakable fear gripped his heart, he could only open his eyes and look at the ceiling, the only eyes that still belonged to him.

A pair of eyes full of surprise.

He didn't know that someone was watching him through the surveillance camera, and he didn't know that the person watching him gritted his teeth and downed a glass of wine.

Alcohol stimulated his nerves, and his eyes burst out with unspeakable pain.He was thinking, why is it so similar, the arc of the eyebrows furrowed, the habit of tightening the lower lip, and even the involuntary closing of the eyes when it hurts.

The man in the surveillance was lying straight on the bed, as silent as a dead fish, his complexion was too pale, and this was the only difference between him and the man in his memory.

Secretary Feng said that his surname was also Lu.

Lu is also considered a common surname, he is not unusual, he just thinks it is destined.That face is also similar, and the eyebrows and eyes can vaguely evoke his memories of the past, and that period of time has become his obsession day after day.

Obsessed with it for a long time, it becomes a nightmare.

Lu Qing got up and walked to the piano. The pure white piano has completely belonged to him since the accident.He put his fingers on the cold and smooth surface of the piano.Touching his cold temperature, the piano has a soul, and everything that is intentionally left behind has a soul, and what is poured into it is the incomprehensible agility of others.

"Lu Jinyi..."

But his name is also so similar, the people he used to look for can only be a three-point similar at most, and he always looks at him awkwardly, and when he sees his face, he becomes lingering and shy again.

uninteresting.

Lu Qing thought, they have defiled that face, and defiled his pure and beautiful fantasy.

The only person in the world who is qualified to have that appearance has died, and there are many people who accepted his death, and Lu Qing is one of them.It's just that he was forced, and if this continues, he will go crazy.

The lunatic loses his mind and loses the right to think about it.

He is accompanied by the piano, which is only his memory, and the songs he plays are similar day after day, but no one in the family can control him. He has chosen many names for the songs he composed, and none of them have been vetoed by him. up.

Leave the last scheme, which is also the first name.

"Continuation." He murmured softly again, biting the past and swallowing it, it was too painful, thinking about it, it hurts like a knife, this is the person who brought him out of the darkness, and also the person who reintroduced him into the pain.

Lu Qing didn't know where his pain came from, but his longing finally turned sour after waiting day after day.

In the picture, the man is so thin that his bones are so thin that he struggles on the warm bed. He rubs against the bed board to break free, his complexion is covered with a beautiful blush, and chaotic tangles appear in his eyes.Lu Qingfu raised the wine glass again, swirled the scarlet liquid, and looked at his face through the redness.

He sat at the desk and flipped through the materials that Feng Ji had collected for him, which introduced the man's life in detail. A car accident caused his miserable first half of his life. He had no father or mother in the second half of his life. The only relative in his family was only one. grandmother.

Lu Qing swallowed the wine in his mouth, and the low-concentration wine also burned his throat. The picture that Feng Ji found was a very small photo, and the child in it was grinning. Lu Qing looked at it again. The frowning man in the eye picture looked at each other twice, and nodded in a sudden realization.

It turned out that when I was young, I wanted to look like this.

He is probably hopeless. Over the years, he has gone through thousands of mountains and rivers, touring everywhere, mountain villages, cities, and international cities. He has walked thousands of miles of mountains and rivers. Others think he is crazy. The money he gave out from the tour is worth dozens of ordinary people. annual income.

He only spread money, but never received money.

Lu Tinghan once went with him to film in a small town in the south of the Yangtze River. It was spring and the flowers were in full bloom. They went to an ancient alley town. From a distance, there were green mountains and green waters, a beautiful scene.

Lu Tinghan was weak, he coughed constantly along the way, and was playful, the windows were kept open.They arrived at their destination in a small boat all the way, and when they got off the car, they were greeted by a group of people.

News spread quickly in the small town, and the two of them came to do free charity, and they didn't charge money for any performances. Lu Qing was already a little famous at that time, not to mention Lu Tinghan, movie posters were posted everywhere, for no reason Promote the development of local tourism.

When the two got out of the car, they received the grandest welcome, and almost everyone in the town came.

Girls and boys surrounded each other with smiles, Lu Qing felt it was tricky and didn't know what to say, but Lu Tinghan squatted down with a smile: "Let's go, brother will buy you candied haws!"

The small town has beautiful scenery in the south of the Yangtze River, and there are much more authentic snacks than some big cities. Lu Tinghan is the leader, leading Lu Qing and a group of children behind him, looking for food around the ancient town.

Snacks like candied haws that have spread among the people are everywhere.Lu Tinghan turned a corner, and at the entrance of the alley, an old man was yelling, and the straw sticks were filled with crystal clear candied haws.

It was bright red, shining in the sun.

Lu Tinghan bought a whole stick and distributed them one by one. All the children in the small town came, and the candied haws were not enough to share. When there was only the last bunch left, there were still two children who didn't get a share.

A man and a woman stood in front of him. The girl tied the little balls and pushed the boy out: "Give it to him."

Lu Qing asked: "Why?"

The girl said: "I am a sister, I should."

Lu Qing paused, his eyes lingering on the two of them, he thought for a while, then stretched out his hand to cover the girl's eyes: "Close your eyes, I will do a magic trick for you."

Lu Qing grabbed the last candied haws and divided them into two halves, and handed them to them respectively.

"The best of both worlds." He said with a smile, the depression of many years was temporarily released, and he nodded the girl's forehead: "Next time, don't give up everything."

The force was not strong, the girl looked at him ignorantly, blinking her watery eyes.

Lu Qing had already left with Lu Tinghan. On the way to the hotel, Lu Tinghan held an umbrella and sighed leisurely. He half-jokingly said, "I didn't expect you to be so good at making girls happy."

Lu Qing remained silent and raised his head. The shadow under the umbrella covered his true emotions. He saw the broken hair falling by Lu Tinghan's ear, which was as crystal clear as ice silk, with a fragile beauty. The privilege given to him, every night when Lu Tinghan falls asleep, Lu Tinghan always clings to Lianlian. sleep.

He wrapped his arms around Li Yi's neck, feeling his warm life, his breath hit his arm, and the short-term preference made him have an illusion.No child is willing to be a green leaf. Even though Lu Tinghan's terrible condition is indeed lovable, he still cannot accept it.

Later, Lianyi seemed to realize this, and took Lu Qing to the night market for a stroll.After that, every time he went there, he always bought him a lot of candied haws, all for him alone. Lu Qing didn't know if it was a preference, and even if it was a preference, he couldn't be sure if it was only for him.

But the joy is not fake, he loves to eat candied haws, and he will always remember it.

Lu Tinghan walked to the door of the hotel and asked him like a dream, "Hey, we walked around and didn't buy two skewers for ourselves."

Lu Qing said softly: "I've already come here, it doesn't matter."

Lu Tinghan looked behind him, the orange dusk and the afterglow of the setting sun all showed him the passage of time, and if he walked around that path again, the candied haws seller was gone.

Lu Tinghan nodded: "Then forget it."

Lu Qing suddenly remembered the dusty past of many years, probably it was the product of alcohol stimulation, or this time the person he was looking for was very similar to him.

He wanted to laugh, but he couldn't laugh. He went crazy with alcohol, and he didn't dare to take the man home. He was afraid that the treasure would be spied on, and he was afraid that he wouldn't be able to keep him.

He brought the man to his private house, which was very close to the school. Lu Yao bought it for him when he was admitted to university. It was a very cozy two-bedroom apartment. Lu Qing lived alone, and it seemed deserted.

But now, there are two people living there.

Lu Qing planned to buy some daily necessities, such as toothbrushes and towels, and the bed sheet cover should also be changed, just like the ones Li Yiyi used before.

He thought, this time he must not let him out again.

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Lie on the bed one after another, his eyes became sore after staring for a long time, a few tears squeezed out from the corners of his eyes, and trickled down to his ears.

He couldn't move up and down, the windows were closed tightly, and the curtains blocked most of the light outside. This was a completely enclosed space, silent, and the only sound of his shallow breathing could be heard in the whole room.He rolled his eyes and thought about his enemy, but it was basically a matter of his previous life, and had nothing to do with him in this life. He couldn't figure out who he had offended, and he didn't know who was going to kidnap him.

He could only faintly see the ceiling, he was confined in this small world, forced to recall the past days.

Soft into a puddle of flesh, with no feeling in his legs and hands, he has experienced it before, but at that time he was taken care of by his side, and his mother was still conscious at that time, and her identity was still the honorable wife of the Lu family.

One after another, when I was a child, I was fond of playing. Once I fell down the stairs and broke a bone. I was hospitalized for three months.

There was nothing interesting in the hospital, and I was looking forward to being discharged from the hospital day and night. None of the doctors and nurses who came and went could talk to him, and they were all taciturn.Continuing to feel bored, I counted the days with the calendar.

He couldn't stand the difficult time even for just a second. He called his mother and told him that he couldn't take it anymore and would be discharged from the hospital immediately. He also said coquettishly that his legs hurt and his head hurt. crazy.

He said so, but he didn't really care about it. Like every child who acted like a baby and acted like a fool, he only wanted to be comforted after complaining, and didn't care about the ending.

On the second day, I saw my mother walking into the ward with a little boy.

The hospital is private, and Yi successively lives in the VIP ward on the top floor. Except for a few nurses who change dressings, few people come to see him.Successively, she put her curious eyes on the boy behind her mother, and compared the height difference between the two in her heart. After thinking about it, she felt that she should be taller than him when standing up.

But before he had time to ask, he heard his mother say, "This is your Auntie Duan's child, Duan Xu."

She smiled and said, "How many years older are you than him? You're an older brother."

When he said his name, the boy poked his head out from behind, blinked his eyes, and smiled brightly, "Hello!"

The voice is also nice, crisp and pleasant, and one after another subconsciously said: "Hello!"

He wanted to get out of bed, but he couldn't help moving his feet, and he regained his senses due to the pain.

He clutched his painful calf, with tears in his eyes: "You, you sit."

The boy ran to the edge of the bed and said: "Don't move now. My mother told me that the fracture should be rested. The more you move, the slower you will be. Follow me and take a deep breath. Yes, it will be better when you have a cramp." Lah! When I was at home, my legs were numb from squatting, so it's easy to be like this..."

He held his breath one after another, followed him to take a few deep breaths, and he was indeed better than before. He was a little embarrassed, he needed a younger brother to take care of him at such an age, so he said shyly, "Thank you."

The boy smiled and said, "It's okay." He paused and said, "Do you want an apple?"

He pointed to the flowers and fruits beside the bed, not hungry one after another, and didn't want to disappoint his kindness, said: "Okay."

The boy took out an apple from the basket, and took out a small knife from his pocket. With a few slippery strokes, the apple peel fell down in a row. Li Yi was dumbfounded, and the boy handed the apple to his mouth, proudly saying: "I am amazing!" Go! If you want to learn, I can teach you!"

The boy has a pair of standard peach blossoms, with a half-smile, which makes people feel ashamed.

After another, I couldn't understand why my face felt hot when I saw his smile, my heart was pounding, my mind went blank, and only one sentence echoed.

He is so good looking.

He is better-looking than the younger siblings in the kindergarten he has seen, and they speak nicely. He thinks that he must make friends with him.

Later, they really became very good friends, sticking together wherever they went, running all over the playground, and even having to read the names of the self-criticisms they wrote together.They became the best friends and the closest childhood friends.

One after another, they thought that the two would continue like this forever, but they didn't expect that the accident that happened later ended their friendship that lasted for more than ten years.

Afterwards, Yi lived in the hospital several times, and Duan Xu was still by his side.

Every time when I was lying on the hospital bed, unable to move, I could always see Duan Xu's helpless expression, slapping him on the back of the head, sighing "fool", and then telling him stories about the school. Say it, repeat it back and forth, until you feel sleepy and want to sleep one after another.

Duan Xu's hands are not small, but rather big ones, able to wrap the back of Lianyi's head, Lianyi wanted to tease him, and fell asleep on his hands, his warm palms were pressed under his head, and he waited for the person to laugh and scold him , pushing his head away.

But no, he slept like this until the next morning.As the first ray of sunlight fell in the morning, Duan Xu raised her head one after another to see Duan Xu's closed eyes, her eyelashes trembling like butterfly wings.He really likes his eyes, both girl and boy, androgynous, beautiful lips, bright red tomatoes.

There are so many girls in the class who like him, a love letter is stuffed in his desk, much more than Lianyi received, they are all good-looking, but everyone still likes Duan Xu more, Lianyi is not sad, just thinks Curious, I went to ask the group of girls, only to learn that my image looks too fierce, and everyone is afraid of him when I stare.

The girls said that no one could survive a second under his glaring gaze, and they thought they were exaggerating one after another, thinking of their little girl, and proudly said: "Then I still have Duan Xu!"

Duan Xu was never afraid of him, he was gentle to the point of exaggeration, no matter how bullied, he would only show a helpless smile.Lie on the hospital bed one after another, I always see Duan Xu touching his head with one hand and pinching his face with the other, pretending to say: "Idiot."

He didn't know whether he was stupid or not, but he liked such an intimate address, as if his mother had unreservedly favored him when she was still there.

He thought that if he had such a friend in his life, he would have no regrets in his life.Even in his darkest hours, this friend never forsook him.

After a long period of daze, they were still in a daze when the door opened and did not react.

The cold wind rushed in through the crack of the door, and before he could turn his eyes in time, something like black gauze covered his eyes.

It is a piece of cloth.

Lu Qing put her arms around the man's head with no expression on her face, and circled around his head until there was still some cloth left on the back of his head, so he tied a knot again.

One after another, the only movable part of the whole body also stopped functioning.

Lu Qing caressed the man's beating heart, his warm and fresh life was different from his life like death, he had his own temperature.

He put his hands on his neck again, and approached back and forth with the palms and backs of his hands. The warmth covered his palms, his eyes were covered one after another, and even his breathing became difficult. An unspeakable darkness enveloped him. body of.

"Let go... let me go."

He said this in a hoarse voice, his breathing accelerated, and the breath from his mouth and nose hit Lu Qing's wrist, forming a layer of water mist.

Lu Qing saw his lips that kept opening and closing, dry and pale. He took the water from the bedside that he used to water the flowers in the past. The kettle was exquisite and small. He poured water along those dry lips with a expressionless face.

The water surged in, and I was choked and coughed again and again, so the water just poured out again, and my lips and nose were full.

Lu Qing suddenly sighed, and pressed his chin, making him unable to close his mouth: "So delicate..."

The water overflowing from the corner of his lips soaked his pants, leaving a puddle of water stains.

Lu Qing caressed his slightly opened and closed lips with her fingers, and then reached in to find the hard teeth. The structure of the inner wall of the mouth is very different from that of others.

Lu Qing found it interesting. It was the first time he observed the structure of others up close, and he didn't reject it.For a moment, he couldn't tell whether it was the man's struggle that pleased him, or the powerlessness after the struggle.

But in any case, men cannot escape.

He wants to raise a pet that suits his heart, the pet must be good-looking, beautiful, and his eyes must be full of him.

Most importantly, the pet should be like him.