The heartthrob's stand-in everyday

He successively realized that when he was a child, he watched the theater and thought it was bloody. He enjoyed watching the raccoon cat for the prince in the play, but he never thought that the reality was even worse than in the play.

The young man moved into the house, and the mother went crazy.

Li Yiyi's mother's surname is Li, and she has a nice name, Li Ruyang.This name doesn't sound like a girl's name. Before his mother was born, there were already many girls in the family. This name was chosen for the only prince in the family.

But the prince is a princess, and the most advanced equipment in the hospital cannot confirm her gender. She is too smart, and she never confesses her gender in the amniotic fluid.

The princess became the original sin.

Li Ruyang is the last daughter in the family and also the last pawn.She married Lu Li, the young romantic prodigal son, with the family's expectations. They really had a good time. Lu Li knew how to make fun of the old-fashioned young lady. He took her on a tour. , gave birth to successive intentions.

Thinking back to my childhood one after another, that time was as beautiful as a dream, and now it is almost magical.He couldn't figure out that smiles and happiness could be faked. Seeing Lu Li's tangled and painful expression, he thought of the pride of that fateful mandarin duck who brought her son to live in Lu's house.

Lovely as a mandarin duck and a little white flower, it became her mission to give birth to a young version of Lu Li after a lot of hard work. She came to the door of Li Ruyang's room, knocked on the door softly, like a little daughter-in-law seeing her in-laws, and said weakly: "Sister, it's us." I am so sorry."

Make no mistake, who is your sister!

Lianyi and Duan Xu sat on the top floor in a daze. During the lunch break, the top floor was quiet and warm, without strong wind. He leaned on the railing and saw the fragmented sunlight cut by the big tree downstairs, feeling very sad and indignant.

Duan Xu didn't speak, he pursed his lips, his beautiful peach eyes were rarely wrinkled, he stepped forward to pat his friend on the shoulder, and hugged him into his arms.

Duan Xu has a scent on his body, a very clean smell, Lian Yi has never known what this smell is, he asked his friends, and the conclusion was no, Duan Xu never puts perfume on his body.But he did have a scent, clean as the morning wind blowing through the woods, full of dew and hope.

Lianyi likes to get close to his arms, and wipes all tears on his clothes, skirts, and even the neckline. In his heart of grief and indignation, he disowns all relatives, does not want to see anyone happy, and only uses the most despicable methods to get emotional resonance.

It was so sad, tears fell drop by drop, Duan Xu watched him cry for a while, and then stretched out his hand to wait, the tears pooled into a puddle of water on his palm.He looked as sad as he was, with warm thumbs rubbing the marks from the corners of his eyes.

"Don't cry, I'll take you to the amusement park."

One after another, I intend to sit on the Ferris wheel and spend the night outside for the first time.

The Ferris wheel is very tall and big. When he sits on it, he can name every splendid building in the city. He is too familiar with these buildings, and each of them is infiltrated by his family shares.

Duan Xu sat close to him, his breath enveloping his body, he had a pair of eyes that shone brightly in the dark night, so that he could never get tired of seeing Lian Yi.

He successively likes good-looking people, beautiful people make him feel happy, he likes beautiful people, no matter they are decadent or vigorous, they all fascinate him.Duan Xu is one of them.

He never knew that a man could be so beautiful, with a clean and pure air, and a transparent temperament that was incomparable to others.

Rubbing her head on his shoulder one after another, she traced his cheeks, eyes, nose and mouth as if fascinated, everything was just right.

Duan Xu doesn't speak, he usually plays the role of listener, which is also in line with Lianyi's preferences. He complains endlessly about the changes in his family, and he resents the mother and son in his heart, but he can't talk to his mother. She just went to a psychological For consultation, he was afraid of irritating his mother, so he changed the frank object to Duan Xu.

"I don't like them..." One after another sullenly said, "But my father likes them."

Duan Xu's family didn't have these things, his parents were childhood sweethearts, very loving, he lowered his head, saw the young boy cuddling up to him like a cat in his arms, his heart moved, he stretched out his hand, and gently placed it on Lianyi's back.

"Then don't like it," he said.

"Can't you keep it?"

"I can't keep it."

"But he used to love me very much..."

"Love will disappear, and if it doesn't disappear, it will transfer."

"Is that true for everyone?"

"I'm not sure," he said, "maybe most of them are, but I'm not."

Duan Xu's face hidden in the darkness was vague, unable to see his true emotions one after another, and murmured, "I can't keep it, can I just let it go..."

Duan Xu stopped talking, he looked silently at the boy in his arms, his chin was itchy, it was the boy's hair blown by the wind, his ear tip was hot, it came from the boy's untimely closeness, his heart beat faster, it was the boy's hair Symptoms are present.

He looked at him like this, and with the help of the warm spring breeze, love or friendship was smashed together by him and stuffed into this charming night.

When the Ferris wheel reached the top, a burst of fireworks exploded from the sky, and the beautiful sparks were reflected in the young man's eyes. He couldn't see his deep gaze, but only the brilliant fire in his eyes.

"Continue," he finally couldn't help it, and said through the moonlight, "Firework, do you like it?

"I like it." He said successively.

This was his first visit to an amusement park, and at night they ran into the park and made a wish on the naked statue.

The bottom of the pool was full of coins, Duan Xu closed her eyes, and said with some force, "Make a wish, I can grant you."

He said it so solemnly, he paused one after another, and searched his head thinking, "Can I have three more wishes?"

Duan Xu didn't speak, the corners of his lips curled up, and an uncontrollable smile overflowed from his throat.

After another smile, he walked to the edge of the pool, blinked, and said with a smile, "I hope that the person I love will always love me."

Duan Xu said, "Forever?"

Continuing to say: "Forever." He paused and said: "Until I die."

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In the dark night, the senses are infinitely magnified.

I had a dream one after another, in which there were flowers and grass, the person I loved and the person who loved him.It was a beautiful dream, even though it began and ended equally abruptly.

Blindfolded and unable to see others, he felt a gust of cold wind blow and the door opened.

There was another person who came in with him.After getting along these days, he has already penetrated the smell of his body, people rarely speak, he came in with porridge, ready to feed him as usual.Halfway through, the phone rang.

The ringing sounded quickly, and I heard the person "tsk" one after another, put the porridge bowl beside the bed, and then went out to answer the phone.

Suffering from shortness of breath, he moved gently towards the edge of the bed. He did it very carefully, without making a sound, just rubbing against the soft quilt, with the sweat on his forehead rubbing against it. He entered this room for the first time based on his memory. The situation of the room moved to the bedside table.

The voice outside the house was deliberately lowered, and some words came from the phone one after another. One after another, I vaguely heard the man talking about brother, and the deliberately lowered words could also reveal his irritability.

He couldn't hear clearly one after another, his heart beat faster, this was his once-in-a-lifetime opportunity.

His hands and feet were weak, and his movement depended on his consciousness. The bowl of porridge became his last support.

His rotten bones have gradually regained some initiative during these days of groping. It's not flexible, but it's enough.He has reached out to touch the teacup, and the next step is to break it and use the broken pieces to cut open the rope that binds him. These are not difficult for him, as long as he can do the first step.

Just then, the door opened.

The shallow breathing, steady steps, and familiar breath came to him.

Lu Qing stopped beside the bed, the phone in his hand was still on, someone was talking on the other end of the phone, and it sounded like a man.

He didn't listen carefully one after another, his face was covered by cold palms.It was a very broad palm, and it didn't look like it had suffered.There are no calluses on the palms, covering his face and covering his mouth and nose.

After trying to suffocate, the man traced his face with his fingers, from eyes to nose, rubbing back and forth, he seemed to like his face very much, every time he came in, he would stare deeply at him, breathing intertwined, he also Never kiss him.

He is only obsessed with watching and observing, which is a gentleman's madness.

It was the same this time, the man still stared like this, unable to see his expression one after another, but guessed that he should be satisfied.

Satisfaction is reflected in his gentle touch.

This was the first time he touched himself these days, and he felt strange one after another, shivering.

The man didn't move.

After a long time, he heard a voice in his ear: "Do you want to run?"

The man's voice is pleasant, with a strange pitch and a rising end, as if he is asking a question, but it is obviously not a question that can be answered intentionally.

He stopped breathing for a moment, and the churning thoughts in his mind stimulated his brain to go numb.

The weird conversation continued, the man moved his fingers to the end of his eyes, covered by the cloth, unable to see, the man traced his eyes along the cloth, felt itchy one after another, gritted his teeth to hide, but did not dodge.

The man stopped talking, he was thinking about a problem, his fingers were tapped on his cheek, he didn't seem to regard himself as a person with independent thoughts.

This made successive senses feel decadent and angry.

But this kind of anger didn't last long. In the next second, the man's breath hit his eyes, and his eyes, which hadn't seen the sun for a long time, were covered by warm lips.

It was a reserved kiss.Lu Qing's first kiss is still there, and he has a fledgling plot that others cannot understand.But his kisses and love had been killed, and it was his passion to kiss him through a cloth belt.

He hasn't been as excited as he is now for a long time, it's love and hate, the two are intertwined and lingering, resulting in a paranoid monster.

The monster smiled and said, "Then I'll let you go free, okay?"

His tone was flattering, well-behaved, and mean.Deliberately put yourself at the lowest point, is it because you want people to sympathize with him?Whether or not he knew it one after another, he spent these days in extreme fear, and the last protective belt under his heart was torn off.

He smashed the jar and said, "Okay."

-

A man walks the talk.

-

He was arrested one after another inexplicably, and was released again inexplicably. He didn't know what the mystery was, he just felt weird.

He was forced to wear a black belt, and was pushed away in a wheelchair. A group of people carried him on the car. Unlike the rudeness when he came, their movements appeared gentle.

After a long time without moving his shoulders and back, he softened into a puddle of mud, and the soft flesh without bones returned to the original place.

The home was not much different from when he left. He was carried back to the bed, and the eye straps were taken off.

The eyes that had not been exposed to light for a long time were stimulated with physiological saline, but no one cared about him. They came and went in a hurry, and they didn't pay attention to him at all.

Lie on the bed to recover his strength one after another, and he felt a little drowsy after thinking about it. He fell asleep with a steady and light breath.

In the dream, Duan Xu was smiling at him, Mr. Pianpian was walking towards him step by step with the most beautiful girl on his arm, their footsteps made no sound, everything in the dream became silent, he heard Duan Xu smiling, asking him to give Blessing.

He came in a panic and didn't bring any presents. After thinking about it, he took out a ring from his pocket, which he planned to give to his fiancée. He bought everything, and it's no big deal to give it away as a favor.

He handed the ring to Duan Xu, and raised the most embarrassing smile in his life: "I wish you a happy marriage for a hundred years."

The girl didn't speak, she looked at him quietly, she didn't wear high heels or a skirt today, she was dressed very neutral, her red lips were tightly pursed, she seemed very angry, something flashed in her eyes, it could be called fierce He had to throw away his gift, and the ring he bought with a lot of money rolled a few times, fell into the edge of the cruise ship, swished, and fell into the bottom of the sea.

He didn't raise his head in succession, he maintained this posture, he didn't know the reason for the girl's anger, he really liked her so much, and now he could easily forgive her betrayal.

He loves her, the deep friendship is the only light when he was young, leading him out of the dark shadow, he loves her so deeply, even if he turns into a well-behaved puppy and snuggles by her side, he is happy and at ease.

He poured so much love into her, he compared love to a sprouting seed, watering it day and night, hoping to grow a towering tree, but this tree does not belong to him.He is so humble, he is willing to be a walk-on in love, and he doesn't dare to get angry at her at all.

So he raised his head, the watery light in his eyes faced Duan Xu, he looked at his tightly pressed lips, he still had his favorite clean smell, but this kind of warmth didn't belong to him after all.

He has experienced double betrayal, love and friendship, who can rescue him from the swamp?

"Happy newlyweds," he casually took a glass of wine and swallowed it, bitterness welling up, "I wish you happiness."

The crowd watched this bloody drama, the media reporters chased after him, and most of them were watching him. He actually smiled in pain. He drank a glass of wine, his eyelids were stained red, and he raised another glass of wine. The wine was sprinkled on the ground, satisfying the conjectures of the flies.

Across the crowd, he looked at the only first love in his life, the only moonlight, the Snow White in the fairy tale, the bride in his dream, and murmured, "I will never marry for the rest of my life."

He said firmly again, "I will never marry in my life."

-

One after another, he caressed the wet pillow after waking up, and thought about what happened to him in the past few days. His face turned pale again, and misfortunes never come singly. He hasn't had a dream in so many years, why is it more turbulent recently.

This is the reality he escaped from before, and thinking about it now makes him extremely sad.

After the engagement banquet, he cut off contact with the two of them. For the sake of his mental health, he cut off the only way for them to contact him, blocked the phone, and completely blocked himself in this three-acre land.

The time he spent with his children was the happiest time of his life, free from grief, pain and betrayal, they were only themselves, and those days healed his grief.

One after another, he gradually regained the initiative of his body in his thoughts. The effect of the medicine should have passed. He got up and looked out the window. He woke up from a sleep until the next morning. Clear what month and date it is now.

After thinking about it, he decided to go to the coffee shop and apologize to everyone.I don't know if he can keep this job. If he can, he still hopes to continue working.

-

Qin Li leaned on the sofa and chatted with her brother.

These few days coincided with college entrance exams, and no one patronized her, so she was happy and at ease. Originally, she came out to start her own business because of a job in the family, otherwise the two old antiques in the family would force her to go on a blind date.

She didn't like blind dates, and she told her mother a hundred and eighty times that she already had a boyfriend, but her mother still didn't believe her, so she insisted on introducing one to her.

Qin Li knew that her mother was frightened out of her wits.

Ever since her brother and family came out, her mom hasn't been quite right.Nagging all day long, she went abroad to buy a lot of things to ward off evil spirits and hang them at home. After a while, she said that she would call her brother home for a blind date. After being rejected, she looked for life and death. After a long time, her mother finally set her sights on on her.

Qin Li couldn't tell, God knows how straight she is, except handsome T can take a second look, other women are sisters in her eyes, okay?But her mother didn't believe it. Her mother's hope of passing on the family line in this life was pinned on her, and she probably could only rely on her in this life.

Qin Li looked at the blind date her mother sent her with a sad face, who was not half as good-looking as her lover, except for being a little rich.At this time, she was a little envious of her elder brother. He studied abroad and started a business. He didn't go home for a few years and no one urged him. He lived a really carefree life.

However, his unrestrained freedom may only stop here. Today, he is going back to China.

The news of his coming out that day spread, not to mention classmates, even classmates who were a few buildings away ran to her and asked her about her brother.

Qin Li doesn't remember very well, but only remembers that the person who asked the question was the most famous campus idol in the school at that time.

Qin Li was already very beautiful at that time, and she had countless suitors, but she didn't like any of them. At that time, she only wanted to study hard, get admitted to a better university, and then follow her brother to go abroad to be cool.

The stupid goose has snow-white hair, a pink and tender face, and his face looks young, but he is two heads taller than her. He waved in from the window and asked her: "Is your brother really out of the closet?" La?"

Qin Li didn't want to go back to him. She was so dizzy these days because of the family affairs. She glanced at the dumb goose, "You still ask me? Aren't you two good friends?"

The stupid goose is called Lu Tinghan, and he chases her all day long, saying that he wants to discuss with her how to become a school idol.

Please, although she is really good-looking, people always call her the school beauty, and she looks a lot like a famous actress, how can you tell that she has the talent to be a star?Besides, not everyone wants to be a star.

Lu Tinghan ignored him, he automatically ignored the sarcasm in Qin Li's mouth, and asked instead: "Then aren't you brother and sister? How can I be so familiar?"

"You stick together all day long. My brother hasn't been home for a long time. He runs to your house every day. Are you asking me now?"

Qin Li was mad with anger. She and his brother grew up together. Every day they looked up and looked down. They didn't even see a shadow these days. They just knew to run away, and it was fine if they ran away. When they came back, they brought back a heavy weight The news brought together all the family members, old and young, and said they were going to come out.

Good guy, isn't this heartless?Her father's eyes turned red and he broke a half-meter-long stick, but he couldn't pry his mouth open. Her brother blushed and clenched his teeth tightly.

She doesn't know who her brother likes, but she also knows the impact of coming out. She just feels uncomfortable. They grew up together as a brother and sister. Her brother is the best brother in the world. She can't see him being beaten after being stubborn. She also couldn't bear the accusations made against him by outsiders, so she pointed out a clear way for her parents.

Her brother left the country just like that.

Walking on the way to the airport, she saw her brother smiled at her, reached out and touched his forehead, "You have to be good and take good care of your parents."

When he spoke, he didn't look regretful at all. Qin Li had a sore nose, hugged him and cried, asked him if he regretted it, and when he would come back.

Her brother didn't speak, just looked at her, covering her with gentle eyes.

Qin Li waited for many years, and it finally arrived.

Her brother will be back in the next few days, and her parents have let go of the knots they have had over the years, focusing all their attention on her, and even started joking about finding a son-in-law for her brother.

Qin Li waited and waited, the sofa was warmed by her, at dusk, Susu went out to take out the trash and came back, startled and said: "A Li, there is a car accident outside!"

She followed her gaze and saw the clerk who disappeared a few days ago lying in front of a Bentley with a pale face.