The heartthrob's stand-in everyday

When the crew was about to disband, Lu Tinghan was given a piece of cake.

The person who gave him the cake didn't show up, put the cake down and walked away without saying anything.

Lu Tinghan's birthday was two days away, he couldn't think of who would give him a cake.

But this is not a bad thing, he has a deep understanding of cakes, only those who care about him can remember this day.

He did not disclose his birthday to the media, and he expected that if that day really happened, countless blessings would be sent to him.

He doesn't want too many blessings, too many blessings will look cheap, maybe passers-by will see them in the future, and say happy birthday by the way.

Lu Tinghan didn't want to be like this. On his birthday, he wanted the most important person in his life to give him care and love.

Lu Tinghan still can't understand what kind of emotion he has for him.

Whether it's love, or not, his feelings for Li Yi are contradictory, mixed with nostalgia and pain, and he rarely recalls this childhood experience alone.

The influence of successive intentions on him was too deep, and he couldn't get rid of it.

Li put the cake in front of him and said: "Boss, don't eat this cake, let's order a higher-end one. I heard that there is a illegitimate meal in the news that puts needles in it." , boss, boss...?"

Li Yi called his name, but Lu Tinghan didn't care.His thoughts drifted quickly.

To the point where he couldn't help it, he thought of the wonderful birthday he had spent with Li Yi.

He opened the cake box and saw the cute and icy snow doll inside.

It's so cute, with a blush on its face, and its nose is a small carrot standing on it, which doesn't look like it will melt at all.

Lu Tinghan thought, apart from Lianyi, probably no one else could give him such a cute doll.

His nostalgic past, his vague yearning, have been silent for many years following successive deaths, and now, he has finally regained some joy in beating his heart.

He dug a spoonful with a spoon, and the little snowman's stomach was hollowed out by him. He used his dry lips to make intimate contact with the snowman, and kissed its belly. The snowman had a vanilla cream flavor, so sweet, and he liked to eat this kind of food the most. Dessert.

Li Yi drove him home, but there was no one at home.

He thought about it, he obviously sent them a message, but no one came back, his birthday was so deserted.

He took out the cake, and the loneliness in his heart dissipated in an instant.

Lu Tinghan thought, there are still people who remember their birthday.

He ate the whole cake on such a lonely night, and the next day he had diarrhea, Li Yi stood at the toilet door with a sad face: "Boss, I'm just waiting for you!"

Lu Tinghan said, "Right away, right away."

He cries in the toilet.

The sound of water masked his pain.

But he didn't know where the pain came from.

Lu Tinghan knew that there would still be people who would love him from now on, many, many people.Maybe it's because of his talent, maybe it's because of his appearance, but no one will love his broken body and fragile heart.

Why didn't the person who gave him the cake show up.

Are you afraid that he will be sad or sad?

Why dare not show up to receive this kindness.

Lu Tinghan thought he was dreaming, but the dream was real.The cake is sweet and alive, but that person, the person in memory is alive, so why don't you come to him.

He waited day after day, waiting so long, it was a blessing from God that he grew up to be in his twenties, and he should have died in his teens.He survived, using expensive drugs and medical technology that were sent to him one after another.

But they died one after another, and Lu Tinghan once thought that he had taken his life.

If a steady stream of life can be given to continuous life, why not?

But no.

Lu Tinghan couldn't die, and couldn't die.

He ruined his body like crazy, getting the pleasure of the soul and destroying the body.

The first play he acted in, I have forgotten the name.

In the first scene, he was caught in a heavy rain, and he cried very sadly through that rain.

But no one saw his tears, he tore his heart to the couple who abandoned him in the play: "Why did you abandon me?"

His subtext is, why, why did you abandon me, why didn't you take me to death?

He added: "I will never forgive you!"

I forgive, only you can still appear.

He didn't get what he wanted.

Lu Tinghan disappeared for a while after filming, and returned to the stage for the premiere.He and Ji Huan stood together to receive the admiring gazes from the audience.

Lu Tinghan was dazzled by the flashlight, and tears flowed down his face. He saw two people sitting in the far corner of the auditorium.

One is tall and the other is short, and the short one is so emaciated.

He felt familiar and kept staring at him.

At the beginning of the movie, he was sitting in the first row, but his peripheral vision kept moving backwards.

His eyeballs are light-colored, like pearls, and he sees a person through the crystal clear pearls, the person he misses day and night.

He usually called him Dad, and occasionally called him a trafficker, and that was just a joke.

Lu Tinghan saw his face, which coincided with his dream.Is there such a similar face in the world?

he does not know.He collapsed in despair.

Slumped on the seat, it became a pool of mud.

No, not him.He didn't want to make himself so sad, if he was alive, he would be the first to come to him.

He loves him so much.

Not him, never could be him.

Li Yi asked Lu Tinghan what that smile meant just now, the movie was in the rebirth scene, the male protagonist in the screen was crying in agony at his lover with a similar face, Lu Tinghan raised the corners of his lips, and smiled innocently and innocently.

"It's a new life for him, isn't it?"