Start a family after the death of Yin marriage

Xiyuansi's face was visibly stiff, but he regained his composure immediately, and smiled softly, "Mr. Mu Nan must have spent a lot of time investigating my past so clearly. I am very happy that you care about me so much. But I think you must have misunderstood me and the villagers in my hometown. I am willing to use the method of relics to save the village. If there are other methods that are feasible, the villagers will not let me do it, no matter what Is this the case, but in the perception of the villagers, that is the only way. They always think that I am the son of God. Although I am actually just an ordinary person, the villagers think so highly of me that it has already made me helpless. I thought it was reported. In their eyes, my death was not a real death, but a return to the place where I should go. So although it seems that they are doing evil, but because they do not have evil intentions They wanted to implement it, but they wanted to do it. Their original intention was kindness. In addition, the villager didn’t mean to cut off half of my head as you said, and the villagers sewed my body up again later. , and even enshrined me in the shrine as a god, isn’t this the proof of their goodwill towards me?”

"..." Mu Nan looked at Xiyuan Temple coldly, and suddenly laughed, "Mr. Xiyuan Temple, you are really amazing."

Xiyuan Temple saw the sarcasm from Mu Nan's laughter, and his face was not very good-looking, but he still smiled reluctantly, "Mr. Mu Nan, what do you mean?"

"Ha," Mu Nan breathed a sigh of relief, and stopped his laughter, "Mr. Xiyuan Temple, I know, because the environment in which you grew up has endowed you with many things that other people cannot understand, your sense of responsibility, your philanthropy , these are not wrong, they are worthy of praise, but many things, especially the things that look beautiful, are very fragile, especially the so-called good intentions and kindness. The villagers believe in you as the son of God and admire you, I love you, but to be honest, it's not because you are you, it's just that you happen to be in that position. If you change to another Dongyuan Temple, Nanyuan Temple, and Beiyuan Temple, you will still be respected, because they need to have such The existence of a character is called the pillar of their hearts, so that their souls can rely on it, and at the same time, they can prove their piety and purity by admiring you, and make themselves a kind existence. But this kind of kindness, but It is just the icing on the cake of a peaceful life. When there is no need to worry about food and clothing, and there are no major disasters in life, they are happy to show this kind of piety and kindness. But when they encounter any conflicts and difficulties, such as the drought, they You will feel that you should do something. At this time, they have no spare energy to display their piety and kindness. All they need is to be rescued. Even if there is only a [-]% possibility, use [-]% of your life to exchange , In their eyes, it is also worth it, because your value is nothing more than that, you can ask for anything, whether it is admiring you, torturing you or killing you, it is all based on their needs, it has nothing to do with your feelings, and it has nothing to do with their goodwill Nothing to do."

"..." Xiyuan Temple was visibly shaken, his eyes flickered, and when he met Mu Nan's firm and cold gaze, he quickly turned away, "Mr. Mu Nan, you are not me, and you are not those villagers, you have no position Judge us that way."

Mu Nan's eyes retracted a little, and he sighed, "Mr. Xiyuansi, compared with ordinary people, our life is more or less complete, or even miserable. It's just that the two of us have gone to two extremes. The resentment value is too high, my soul was suppressed for three years, my memory was erased, and I was put in the middle world after the so-called purification was completed. And now I am participating in the election again, and I want to put everyone in the middle world Release your resentment without leaving a trace, make an end, and reincarnate with no regrets. But you have no resentment at the beginning, thinking of the good of the villagers, thinking that they have no malice, and even think that they treat you It is full of kindness, but you think that all people are full of kindness. Since the world is full of kindness, there is no need for hatred. So you jumped out when I was going to participate in the election to try to change the world, and wanted to stop I, want to convince me, want to make me change my mind that I am wrong, you are right. You keep saying that this is for me, and also to prevent me from stirring up the hatred of the inhabitants of the middle world. However, the real Is that really the reason?"

"……What do you mean?"

"Mr. Xiyuan Temple, human beings are not individual animals, but living in groups. However, living in groups does not mean living together, but that they cannot be independent spiritually. As long as a person's consciousness is still there, he will long for others. Respect and recognition, hope that you are needed by others. This is probably the most obvious in you, because the villagers call you the Son of God, and they need spiritual comfort and strength from you, so you act as the Son of God , Gentle, open-minded, kind, they need to sacrifice you to survive the crisis, even if they don’t know if it’s feasible, they just want to give it a try, but you still have no hesitation, because you feel that you are needed. You die for them Enshrining you, you make yourself think that the villagers still miss you, worship you, and need you. So, you have to forgive, because you make you think that you are the son of God in the hearts of the villagers. You distort the facts in your heart to help yourself Weaved a painful fairy tale. The son of God sacrificed himself to save the villagers from the drought, and the kind villagers worshiped and prayed devoutly in honor of the son of God. You hypnotized yourself and made yourself think this is the case. You made yourself think that the villagers are kind It's not evil, because only in this way can you have the support to live, because if you break the fairy tale and recognize the truth, your life will become a joke. You don't want that, you want to deceive yourself. But I appeared , my appearance threatens you, so you want to stop me, convince me, let me fall under your helmet, be your believer, prove you are right, one more person who trusts you, you can believe more You yourself. To put it bluntly, this is nothing more than your cowardly self-defense in advance."

"You talk nonsense!" Xiyuan Temple was completely shaken, and the gentle smile collapsed completely, "You don't know anything at all, don't talk nonsense!"

"I'm talking nonsense?" Mu Nan stood up and approached Xiyuan Temple, looking directly at him with both eyes, Xiyuan Temple couldn't help shrinking back a bit with his threatening aura, but Mu Nan didn't show any mercy or retreat, and moved forward a little , and said in a low voice, "Hey, Mr. Xiyuan Temple, in fact, you also want revenge, don't you?"

"...you...what are you talking about? I don't have any resentment in my heart at all...how can I talk about revenge..." Xiyuan Temple turned his eyes away, and his voice became smaller and smaller.

"Hmph," Mu Nan sneered, moved his body back, and leaned against the back of the chair, like a wild beast looking at its prey that has been bitten by itself, "Although you and I both died miserably, the categories are still different. Yes, my enemy is very clear, it is those scumbags, it is easy for me to take revenge, but Mr. Xiyuanji is different, you were killed by the whole village, ah, no, you were forced to commit suicide Yes, in fact, you can resist if you don’t want to die, but you agreed for the sake of your so-called Son of God status and your open-minded and fraternal image. On this basis, if you want to take revenge, it will be embarrassing. First of all, you don’t know Who should I take revenge on? Is it the first person who rumored that it would rain as soon as you die? The first person who suggested that you commit suicide with the relic of your body? The first person who shoveled the earth and dug a hole? The one who took half the head off your corpse? Or the one who opened the lid to see if you were dead and was around with a weapon ready to attack you? Or everyone? Everyone who wanted you dead? All those who are selfish and only care about themselves and ignore your life and death? You can't determine the specific target. If you really slaughter the entire village like many stories say, I'm afraid you will be punished extremely severely and end up with The reputation of being an evil spirit is not worth the loss. So you feel aggrieved, you want to take revenge, but you don’t know who to take revenge on, how to take revenge, but if you don’t take revenge, you feel unwilling. So you can only use The so-called forgiveness remarks come from deceiving people. After finally calming down, I came out again. You are jealous of me. Jealous of me can say that I want revenge. Jealous of me can really take revenge. I said right?"

"..." Xiyuan Temple's eyes were completely dull. Although he shook his head, his eyes had completely lost the fighting spirit to argue with Mu Nan, "That's not the case, I didn't..."

"Speaking of jealousy, you came to stop me because you were afraid that there would be more people who would make you jealous, right? If my proposition is practiced, then everyone will complete their end and go to reincarnation without regret. At that time, I am afraid that Mr. Xiyuansi will be the only one in the whole world who is hesitating in unwillingness." Mu Nan leaned forward, his voice sank, and became much gentler, "Mr. Xiyuansi, you have done enough Well, there is no need to force yourself like this, sometimes you should do something according to your own heart. Those villagers are selfish, violent and cruel. They are evil, a concentrated outbreak of evil in human nature. Forgiving them is not yours Mission, you can resent or take revenge. No one has the right to accuse you or punish you, because that is what you should have. Those who are innocent and hurt have the right to fight back and take revenge, and so do you. That will not prevent you from becoming a respectable person at all, so please stop restraining yourself and deceiving yourself, you can also become the person you envy." After speaking, Mu Nan stretched out his hand to Xiyuan Temple, "Trust me and I'll help you."

Xiyuan Temple hesitated again and again, and stretched out his hand tremblingly, but at the moment when his hand was about to touch Mu Nan's, he suddenly withdrew his hand, "I won't be deceived by you!"