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……What's the meaning?

Do you wish you were a girl, or do you not wish you were a girl?

Su Qiubai was a little embarrassed by Xia Chenxing's inability to guess his emotions and intentions.

——Although, if it is really necessary, it is not impossible for him to pretend to be a girl, since this robot itself is gender-neutral.

But...

Su Qiubai asked cautiously, "What's the matter, Xia Xia?"

——But... this disguise seems a bit too embarrassing and embarrassing.

And when Xia Chenxing was talking about his feelings to him these two days, and wanted to teach him to be a man, if he pretended like this, he would inexplicably have the feeling of pretending to be a well-behaved daughter to deceive the empty-nest old man(?).

As soon as the association came out, he was even more embarrassed, but after asking the question, after he had already said "no", he carefully looked at Xia Chen who fluttered his eyelashes following his words, with a fragile and hesitant expression star.

Xia Chenxing put the hand he avoided just now in front of his body, and held it with the other hand. After dodging by conditioned reflex just now, he stood about twenty centimeters in front of Su Qiubai and stroked it gently.

When he was intertwining his hands for warmth, he thought of the feeling of touching Su Qiubai again, and said, "It's just that I never thought about this problem..."

Although I thought that Yiyi might have his own emotions, he might have his own consciousness in the future, and he might be able to really be by his side like a family member before he died... But among the possibilities about the future, there are gender or other things. The idea, but it never came up.

"I have never thought that Yiyi's possible consciousness will be a boy or a girl. I have never thought about how old Yiyi will be. I have never thought that if Yiyi is not the same as me, she will be What is it like..." Xia Chenxing recalled those icy touches in a low voice but earnestly.

"I seem to... from the moment I realized that one may have my own emotions or thoughts, I acquiesced. Like me, I never thought about other possibilities."

"Whether it's gender, or anything else..."

In the hesitant confession, after gently flapping his eyelashes for a long time, he said everything like this: "I just suddenly felt that I actually didn't think about many things, and I didn't think about it. I've studied it carefully."

When I said it, I felt a little pain in my heart.

It seemed that I had admitted that I actually took too much for granted, and too much was not serious enough, and then my eyes were sour with the guilt in my heart.

The eyelashes were fanned down to cover up the sourness.

When Xia Chenxing's eyelashes trembled and covered his eyes, he showed a little sadness, and after realizing that his bangs were no longer blocking his emotions, he smiled and quickly looked up.

"It's just that I don't think too much." After saying this, he looked at Su Qiubai, thinking that it would be good if he smiled.

Su Qiubai saw that although Xia Chenxing was smiling, his eyes looked over with wet eyes, his expression was bright, but the corners of his eyes were slightly red, and his trembling eyelashes were like dandelions blown by the wind.

Looks very fragile.

Su Qiubai rubbed him, and smiled: "It's okay^^ I haven't thought about these things~ These things shouldn't need to be thought about, and don't need to think too much?" He turned to Xia Chenxing because of that Confused thoughts and self-blame derived from gender issues, touching the hair of his subordinates, feeling a little flustered in his heart because of those thoughts, only thinking that Xia Xia who thinks like this is too serious and too cute, and the sadness that comes from this And self-blame, too much...

"Whether it's a man or a woman, whether it's old or young, isn't it all about me, isn't it all with Xia Xia? So, these questions are actually not important, and Xia Xia doesn't need to distract herself from it~"

In a panic, he pulled the person over, hugged him lightly, and let go quickly:

"It's okay. No need to think about it."

——The sadness and self-blame that come from this are too pitiful.

After Su Qiubai hugged her, she looked at Xia Chenxing with a smile.

The boy was stunned for a while at this sentence, and then his eyes brightened a little, his eyes were covered with emotion and self-blame, and in the affirmation and joy of the reaction, the hanging eyelashes fell again, and the stars in his eyes were dotted. The light fanned down, and when it fanned up again, it shone quietly and uncontrollably again.

With a nasal voice, he said, "...well."

As he said that, after being hugged for a while, he touched his hand again. When the warmth under his hand was different from the coldness in his memory, he seemed to feel the same company in his words, and his eyes slightly bent.

"Yes, it doesn't matter whether it's male or female, old or young, it's all one by one." After touching it, Xia Chenxing put down both hands, and after avoiding it just now, he fanned his eyelashes again and again, shyly He naturally pulled Su Qiubai up again.

He said: "As long as it is one by one, there is no difference."

After finishing speaking, he was sure to repeat the same thing, and said cheerfully, "As long as it is one by one~"

The eyes are completely smiling, shining like a star, the redness in the corners of the eyes has not completely faded, reminding the self-blame that I almost cried just now, and then the brows and eyes are full of joy, and the corners of the mouth evoke happiness and hindsight Feeling shy, and in the shyness of reacting, continue to hold Su Qiubai tightly.

He didn't let go in his shyness, even if he didn't grasp it well, he just looked back seriously, after grasping it firmly, he continued to move forward, his face was red but he didn't let go, he didn't feel embarrassed like before.

The borrowed trolley followed slowly, piled up the previously selected products on it, and when they didn't follow the route recommended by the sales robot to the third floor, but went to the portable light source, they followed Xia Shen Xing rolled behind.

The sales robot watched them go straight one meter, two meters, three meters...

Then, before the next guest arrives, turn directly into the electrical area.

The portable body detector at the entrance of the electrical appliance area clearly indicated that only one of the two figures walking in was a human being.

The sales robot combined two doubts into one question mark: ?

Don't need women's clothing to fit right?

The one being held...is it really a robot?

After the data became disordered again for a while, it seemed to be raining outside, and new customers came to the clothing self-service area, which was rarely visited during classes and short lunch breaks.

Then the new guest knocked on it directly in the data disorder, like knocking on the door, and after waking it up, he quickly scanned his face to pay for a cup of hot drink, and then drank the drink, quickly choosing clothes and towels, and choosing clothes and towels again. Just leave when you're done.

Facing the previous judgment and the blessing recorded in the hard drive, the sales robot thought about the holding hands before and the hug he saw just now, facing the students who came directly and then left, and woke up as if being knocked on the door. Scroll back through the data.

——Why... hold hands?

——Why, still hugging?

After the rain, other people came to do some simple shopping, and the sales robot database could not find the answer. After Xia Chenxing and Su Qiubai had left, they wrote this matter in the only remaining space on the hard drive.

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"It's raining, one by one, let's go buy an umbrella." After shopping, Xia Chenxing was about to take his things back and lie down for class. It was already raining, and there were more people coming and going around.

It seemed to be because of the rain, so even though it was still the time of class, there were still people who came to buy umbrellas or get some towels when needed.

After revealing his entire face, he could clearly see the flow of people around him, and he held on to Su Qiubai tightly, then looked at the size of the raindrops outside, and then looked at the metal to confirm that it was charged, not sure if there was any detail that he might have missed Su Qiubai, who was leaking from time to time, lowered his head slightly and frowned when there were many people around him, and then stretched out and said this sentence.

Su Qiubai faced Yudian: "Well^^Then let's go in again~" He held Xia Chenxing back when Xia Chenxing grabbed him tightly, and when the person was slightly stiff and resisted to go in, Xia Chenxing Staring: "Xia Xia?"

Xia Chenxing just pursed his lips and smiled, turned to face him with his head lowered slightly, and took a step inward towards the more crowded aisle in the supermarket.

Su Qiubai followed Xia Chenxing one step silently: ^^

Then Xia Chenxing took the second step.

Su Qiubai followed.

Before the third step, someone next to him quickly ran in, bringing the rain and mud outside, and with a wave of moisture, came straight from the side, almost sticking to the person.

Xia Chenxing paused in the moisture, and couldn't help frowning, Su Qiubai still held his hand and looked at him.

The third step was taken after a brief pause.

And after another person came over and left quickly, several people came and went beside him, and he walked directly to the fourth step.

Xia Chenxing lowered his head slightly.

In the entrance and exit passages, due to a sudden shower of rain, there were suddenly more people coming and going during this time period.

Then Xia Chenxing took the fifth, sixth, and seventh steps when there were always people around after taking the fourth step, and he knew that the place selling umbrellas must be crowded.

The head is still slightly lowered, and without the bangs as a cover, it is even more uncomfortable and hates to walk into the crowd. The footsteps and figures in front of the eyes are all transmitted back through the sight, and the body is slightly avoided when there is rain and moisture brought from the outside. , his face was cold and stiff because of some resistance, his hands tightened, and after holding Su Qiubai tightly, he kept looking at Su Qiubai while slightly bowing his head backwards, and only when he was watching, his expression relaxed a little.

Su Qiubai stood slightly behind him, holding half of the previously purchased product in one hand, and the other hand was always in his palm.

Then someone passed by, and the shoes brought the rain outside during the running, and the moisture on my body was very heavy, as if the rain had become a little heavier.

Xia Chenxing continued walking forward.

The eighth step, the ninth step, the tenth step...

When I reached the corner, it was No.20 Jiubu.And he watched Su Qiubai's 29 steps.

After Su Qiubai nodded in favor of buying an umbrella at the beginning, they quietly and slowly walked the back road together, and then at the corner, he finally asked, "Xia Xia, do you want to go to the self-service area? Or to the man-made area?"

The man who watched him all the way was slightly tense, and then stretched out when facing him, and said, "Yes. Let's go to the self-service area."

Then Xia Chenxing turned around and continued to walk back with an unnatural expression on his face. There were more people on the road than when he came out. He walked slowly in the passage that was almost a crowd for him, and walked slowly as usual. When we got to the side of the road, An Jing held Su Qiubai tightly.

The hands are clenched tightly, as if holding all the strength, and as if suppressing all resistance.

Then slowly and finally walked to the home furnishing department store area. After looking at the floor almost all the way, I raised my eyes and saw that there were a lot of people here as expected from the voices I could hear.

——The people who came here during this time period were originally exercising or training nearby, and they happened to be drenched all over.

——When they came, they probably went to the hot drink section, the clothing section, or the side where umbrellas were sold in department stores.

——So it's normal that there are many people here, and I guessed it from the very beginning.

Looking at the home furnishing department store area, where there will be a lot more people shopping than before, Xia Chenxing slapped his eyelashes a few times. While standing by the wall, he clenched Su Qiubai tightly, and after clenching, he touched Su Qiubai with his thumbs. After feeling the coldness of his hands, he calmed down and took a slow step.

After taking a step, he found that Su Qiubai did not continue to follow him like he did all the way before.

Xia Chenxing turned his head for a moment, looking at Su Qiubai nervously.

Su Qiubai said naturally: "Xia Xia, let me go buy an umbrella~ There are so many people over there, it will be troublesome to squeeze and choose. When I was shopping for vegetables, I often came to the home department store with Mr. I have picked the bells, so I know exactly where the various umbrellas are here. I don’t need to choose among the crowd and choose them slowly~ Don’t I have to go back to rest later and go to class in the afternoon? It’s not a good waste of time^ ^”

After walking around the fringes of the crowd, Su Qiubai, after Xia Chenxing always stayed away from other people except during class, facing the side like this was only crowded for him, but it was not for Xia Chenxing. Probably overcrowded for the crowd.

"Give me the light brain, Xia Xia~"

He smiled, turned his hand that was tightly held all the way upwards, and motioned for Xia Chenxing to give him something that could be paid for, and asked, "What kind of umbrella do you want to buy, Xia Xia? Choose first and take it immediately." It will be much faster~”

——Although Xia Xia has become accustomed to being out of the crowd after being rejected, but life is still so long, and she always has to slowly walk back to the crowd.It's like going from having nothing to having myself and Mr. White and Meow as friends, so that other existences besides Xia Xia are gradually added to my side.

——Whether the current Xia Xia is willing to do this or not.

——Today, Xia Xia was going back to buy an umbrella, and the crowd passing by along the way was just enough to serve as a good start for actively walking into the crowd.

——As for the remaining paragraph, it is too much for Xia Xia now, so let me take the next paragraph first.

Su Qiubai thought so when Xia Chenxing was unwilling to take the initiative to walk back to the crowd. After walking with him for the first part, he temporarily took over the rest of the journey.Knowing that Xia Chenxing would not be too comfortable in his heart and feelings, he also felt sorry for him, but he felt even more sorry for being outside the crowd and always alone.

——Don’t be alone forever.Don't make the same mistakes.

The author has something to say: Xia Chenxing: Wronged.jpg

Su Qiubai: hug

Xia Chenxing: ... (づ_ど)

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感谢在2019-11-3011：11：58～2019-12-0110：27：23期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦～

Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 2 bottles of foam water;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!