Back in high school, I attacked my rival

Li Zhuo fell before running 3000 meters, and fell in love with Fan Tiantian.

The first time he talked, he seemed to be in a hurry, learning scriptures everywhere, and after asking his brothers, he asked Jie Qingyang and Chen Junhe.

The latter two basically didn't show any good looks, and he also wondered, as a good friend, he finally fell in love again, so it's fine if he doesn't bless him, and he gives back the face.

Jie Qingyang did this purely because of Chen Junhe, and he also wanted to bless Hei Pi to find true love, but he couldn't say it in front of the elementary school bully, Chen Junhe could hardly hide his anger, he was very angry, and began to affect innocent people wait.

But there is no way, Chen Junhe feels that he can't talk to him properly, he is clearly prepared for everything, but when this day comes, he can't accept it anyway, seeing Li Zhuo and Fan Tiantian holding hands, eating, chatting and walking, doing everything Do not go in.

In class, I was still thinking, Li Zhuo has never been so meticulous with a girl, fetching water for her, going to the toilet with her, and studying with her...

"Primary school bully, there is no way to go on like this. You have been depressed for a few days. Tomorrow is the sports meeting. Be happy."

Due to tomorrow's sports meeting, the self-study class teacher will let everyone go back to rest in advance after arranging things tonight.

At this moment, Zhao Deyou was writing on the blackboard the person in charge of the logistics team, the broadcast script, etc., and the people below couldn't control their excitement, and they were also chattering.

Jie Qingyang saw that he had been silent, and said, "Why don't you tell him clearly?"

"What should I say, what should I say, he and I are not the same way, this day will always come, it's my own fault, I shouldn't be thinking about it." After so many days, Chen Junhe was finally willing to speak, as if already Pushed to the limit.

"It's not your fault. It's not wrong to like someone." Jie Qingyang's voice was like a mosquito humming. He didn't know how to comfort others, but seeing Chen Junhe suffering from this, he also felt sad, as if he could understand the other person's mood .

"It's my fault..." Chen Junhe lay on the table, weeping silently, he couldn't take it anymore, his heart seemed to explode.

"Ah," Jie Qingyang glanced at Li Zhuo, the boy intoxicated in love is always foolishly happy, jumping for joy to see his lover soon.

After Li Zhuo had a girlfriend, he reduced his contact with the two, and spent most of his time with Fan Tiantian. For a boy, first love is as sweet and wonderful as tasting the first bite of an apple.

"You don't have to worry about me, I'll be fine in a while." Chen Junhe showed his red eyes, and he still remembered to comfort his tablemate at this time.

It doesn’t seem like it’s going to be good for a while, it feels like it’s not going to get better for a lifetime, “Primary school bully, I feel that the black skin has changed.” I used to pester Chen Junhe and listen to him for everything, but now I’ve been shut down a few times and never came to look for him again Chen Junhe.

"He is very single-minded, with a true temperament. He is the only one who cares about one person. It's not that he has changed. It can only prove that he really likes Fan Tiantian."

"But this fell in love too quickly. The two of them fell in love within a week. Are high school students falling in love so hastily now?"

"Thinking carefully is what adults like." Chen Junhe is always denying Li Zhuo's feelings for himself and exaggerating his feelings for others.

In his eyes, Li Zhuo is now a clean break with him.

No longer the people around me.

"I really can't say no to you." Jie Qingyang's sensitivity to emotions is very low, but he is sensitive to language, so he is chewing on Chen Junhe's words, trying to comfort him with some earth-shattering words.

Same-sex love is ashamed to express and cannot be revealed. It is impossible to tie the other party by your side as a friend forever.So this is what he has to go through, it's just a little too early.

For a 17-year-old who is too precocious, it is cruel.

"I'll run with you tonight." Anyway, he left school early, stayed with Chen Junhe, or went back later, He Zhixiu probably wouldn't say anything.

"You haven't trained for several days, can you run 3000 meters the day after tomorrow?"

Chen Junhe: "Even if I run to my death on the track, I will finish the run."

"Then are you going to run tonight?"

"run."

After arranging the logistics team, Zhao Deyou began to choose the cheering and helping people group, "I will arrange more cheering and helping people groups. The sports meeting is a group activity, so don't just wander around when you have nothing to do. Although we are a liberal arts class, we can't compare with the sports class, but The cards must be in place. The athletes in our class in the track race must cheer. Yan Jiajia is in charge of the cheerleading team. We must ensure that there are people on the field at all times. If I find that no one in our class is cheering, the twenty of you Shout a hundred times at the door of the classroom. Then 800 meters, 1500 meters and 3000 meters, each athlete picks two students and picks them up at the finish line. Especially for long-distance running, remember to deliver water in the middle. I must emphasize this point. Sports students may Run 1500, 3000 in one breath, no need to send water or anything, but most of our class is the first time, we must always pay attention to see if his face is pale, whether the body is about to fall, and do it at any time Prepare to be sent to the hospital, don’t run if you can’t finish the run, your life matters.”

Some people answered the call, expressing dissatisfaction, "We are not so weak, I am preparing for half a month for 1500, don't help!"

"I chose it myself, and I will finish running even on my knees."

"That's right, what's so great about the physical education class. In our class of 3000, there is a big boss in the grade, Hei Pi, who instantly kills the audience!"

Li Zhuo: "Don't talk nonsense."

Zhao Deyou said to Li Zhuo: "If you run to the top 3000 in 8, you will be included in the ranking, and I will not drive you away."

Li Zhuo's eyes lit up, "Okay, the top eight, then it's settled."

Wu Yue took the opportunity to grab the conversation, "What about me, Ban, if I enter the final of the 400m, don't drive me away."

Zhao Deyou: "You have to run into the top three."

Wu Yue spread his hands: "This is boring, the top three are basically taken by the sports class! Class, give me some motivation."

Zhao Deyou smiled and said, "That's it, enter the final."

Wu Yue was overjoyed, raised his hands, and shouted, "Long live the class! This time I gave it my all."

Zhao Deyou was extraordinarily kind tonight. No matter what kind of requests the children made, they were all negotiated, not swearing at others, not being fierce, not being serious.

"Okay, this helper will be arranged by Yan Jiajia, and each student must be assigned a person, do you hear me?"

Yan Jiajia nodded, "Okay, I will."

Zhao Deyou: "Boys help boys, girls help girls."

"it is good."

After evening self-study, Li Zhuo came to Yan Jiajia, "Yan Jiajia, you don't need to make arrangements for me, my girlfriend will pick me up."

Yan Jiajia: "No, your girlfriend is your girlfriend, and our class belongs to our class. They are two different things."

Li Zhuo didn't want to see Yan Jiajia at all, and his tone was very bad, "Assign my two classmates to Chen Junhe, and a few more people will help him."

Chen Junhe and Jie Qingyang are going to run for three thousand.

"I do not need."

Li Zhuo turned to look at Chen Junhe, and immediately his tone became better, "I'm afraid that the person will not be in place at that time, and besides, you are delicate, and you broke down, so you can't afford it."

"Whoever wants to pay, whoever will break down, you shut up!" Chen Junhe's attitude was harsh, in stark contrast.

Li Zhuo was a little bit wronged by being a donkey with good intentions, but he was basically not as fussy as he was, "Okay, brother Jie, are you going for a run?"

Jie Qingyang: "Well," "Bring me one?"

Jie Qingyang didn't believe it: "Are you sure it's one?" Didn't he study with Fan Tiantian every evening?

"Oh, take the two of us."

That's really not possible, Jie Qingyang shook his head, "We're not light bulbs. Let's go our separate ways." Before Chen Junhe got angry, he dragged him out of the classroom, just when Fan Tiantian came, and she glanced at Chen Junhe twice, and it bloomed brilliantly With a smile, he shouted to the inside: "Brother Zhuo, let's go."

Perfect face, perfect voice, if Li Zhuo doesn't talk about it, it's a good match, no one will be confused after hearing this, no wonder the child fell in love so quickly.

Li Zhuo was wronged and sad at the moment, and he didn't show much joy when he heard his lover's call. Instead, he was extremely depressed, and walked towards Fan Tiantian in a low mood, "Run with me for 3000 meters today."

"Okay." Fan Tiantian wrapped his arms around him, intimately.

In the huge playground, many people gathered tonight to watch the track, and cheers erupted from time to time, specifying which athlete was showing off his skills in a high-profile manner.

"Primary school bully, warm up first, and do stretching exercises," Jie Qingyang suggested.

"Yeah." Chen Junhe mechanically warmed up.

During the period, Li Zhuo also came along with Fan Tiantian under envious eyes.

"Brother Jie, my girlfriend said that she wants to meet you," Li Zhuo boldly led Fan Tiantian over.

Jie Qingyang thought, you really know how to court death.

"Tiantian, this is my brother, Jie Qingyang, he is very nice, just call him Brother Jie." Li Zhuo pointed to Jie Qingyang.

"Hello Brother Jie." Fan Tiantian smiled sweetly and held out his hand.

"...Okay," Jie Qingyang hesitated for a moment, but quickly touched the opponent's palm symbolically.

Li Zhuo pointed at Chen Junhe who didn't care about their existence at all, and was doing warm-up exercises on his own, "Chen Junhe!"

Chen Junhe turned to look at them.

"This is my best friend. We have played together since childhood. We have a good relationship."

If it weren't for the fact that there were only a few of them around here, Fan Tiantian thought he had made a mistake, because Chen Junhe's face was full of unfamiliarity with us, and he didn't even show a perfunctory smile for a second.

Jie Qingyang: The elementary school bully doesn't even bother to pretend.

"Hello, Chen Junhe." Fan Tiantian stretched out his hand in embarrassment.

Chen Junhe turned his head, not intending to shake hands.

"Chen," Li Zhuo was very angry, and said through gritted teeth.

"Okay, okay, Heipi, the elementary school bully is not in a good mood recently, understand, and introduce your girlfriend after he gets better. Let's run away first, goodbye," Jie Qingyang caught up with Chen Junhe's back .

"The two best friends you mentioned don't seem to like me very much." Fan Tiantian looked at their figures running away, and said lonely.

"No, I made them angry just now, but," he didn't know how he made them angry, as if he couldn't bring them closer.

"However, I know these two friends of yours, one is a science god of Nangao, and the other is a master of arts and sciences. They are both very famous. I sometimes envy you and can be friends with them. Now I think it should be quite troublesome."

"I don't know what's going on lately, don't care, the two of them are together, I'm with you, it's just right." Li Zhuo comforted himself fiercely.

"Yes, you have me to accompany you, I will accompany you for two laps first."

"No need, you just watch from the sidelines, you don't need to move." Li Zhuo put the things in his hand to Fan Tiantian for safekeeping, and got on the runway by himself.

"Then come on!"

In the dimly lit playground, there is a vigorous youthful atmosphere everywhere. There are twice as many people as usual, and the playground dominated by young couples is the home of the athletes tonight.

On the third lap, Chen Junhe and Chen Junhe obviously slowed down.

"Did I be bad just now?" Chen Junhe said out of breath after being silent for a long time, "As a best friend, he found a girl he likes, I should bless him."

"It's not bad, it's an instinct," Jie Qingyang was exhausted, his brain lacked oxygen, but he was still trying to find a place to think, "You didn't make a sound just now, that's the best blessing."

Chen Junhe thought about what Jie Qingyang said, and smiled for a moment.

Seeing him smile, Jie Qingyang was relieved, as if he had done something remarkable.

"It's meaningless for me to be like this. I'd better apologize to him later."

"Apologize?" Jie Qingyang didn't think in that direction.

"Well, I changed my mind. If I share the happiest things with Li Zhuo, I can't accept Li Zhuo treating me like this. I can't be a lover in this life, but friendship is right. When Chen Junhe said this, his face showed unprecedented indifference, not because he had figured it out, let alone relieved, it was because he had no choice but to do something that would hurt Li Zhuo, absolutely impossible.

Her hair was half soaked, and it was hard to tell whether it was tears or sweat left on her face, and she was extremely embarrassed.Chen Junhe's chest was filled with great sadness, and he suddenly couldn't breathe, his lips were whiter than his face under the orange light.

Jie Qingyang realized that his body and spirit had been tortured to the limit, and hugged him tightly, "Let's stop running and go to rest."

"I want to run, let me run," Chen Junhe moaned in pain.

How crazy is this? In his heart, Chen Junhe can do everything with ease, hide his emotions infinitely well, like a little adult, he can arrange himself properly without the need for his parents to worry, even a 30-year-old himself Ashamed.But tonight, it seemed like he was out of control, and negative emotions gathered in a swarm, like an insurmountable mountain that completely crushed him.

Show such a groggy expression in front of outsiders.

This love is incomparable, and he can't empathize with it. The love hidden in his heart starts from babbling, takes root and sprouts bit by bit, and grows wantonly. How can a young man know what can't be done, what can't be done, when he understands, It's already too late, it has become a towering tree, and it can no longer accommodate other people.

"Chen Junhe, are you okay?" Jie Qingyang carried him to the infirmary, where many people lay there.

Chen Junhe heard it, but he didn't want to respond, he didn't have the energy.

If you are physically tired, you will not be in the mood to think about other things. This is all a lie.

"If you want to see Hei Pi, I'll call him." Jie Qingyang patted his hand.

"I don't want to see you." He moved his lips.

"But you just said you wanted to apologize."

Chen Junhe burst into tears when he heard this sentence, regardless of the presence of others.

"Why should I apologize to him, he should apologize to me."

"...Okay." Jie Qingyang couldn't figure out whether he should bark or not, and he had to tie the bell to untie the bell. Chen Junhe still wanted to see him in his heart, "I'll call him here, and you scold him. Why? You can make our young master angry. Damn Li Zhuo, he knows you are unhappy and needs to be coaxed, but he still ignores you."

As soon as Jie Qingyang let go, Chen Junhe held back again, "No, Jie Qingyang, sit down."

He wiped away tears, his chest heaving.

Jie Qingyang sat down and looked at the grief-stricken elementary school bully, feeling uncomfortable.

"Primary school bully, I don't know how to comfort you, but I can feel your sadness." It's also a fallen person who has passed the world.

"You don't need to say words of comfort. If you don't listen, you can only figure it out yourself." He sobbed softly, not wanting to disturb others, "I thought about it yesterday, but today I can't. I don't know what's wrong with me, anyway. I can't control it. I just saw him scolding me carefully for another girl. I couldn't hold back anymore. I couldn't accept that there were people around him, men and women. I felt sick, very sick, I'm afraid I'll hurt him by doing this."

Jie Qingyang moved closer and wiped Chen Junhe's tears, "No, you are very kind. Every time Hei Pi talks about you, he is very proud. Your hurt is also sweet."

"He has been like this since he was a child. He is slow in learning everything, but I am amazing. I have learned it, and he is happy accordingly. Whenever he meets people, he says, 'If Xiao Hehe knows it, it means I know it. We are one body'. When I was a child, my child He is also very protective of things, but as soon as I come to his house, he takes out all the good things. I don’t like playing with toys. He is like a follower. The model does not make a sound, is quiet, and will not disturb me. He is such a fussy child, with me, he is suppressing his own nature," Chen Junhe couldn't stop crying, like a broken thread Pearl, roll off.

"I'm cold-tempered, I don't like to socialize, I like to entertain myself. When I first entered junior high school, I was always bullied. Some tall boys took advantage of me and asked me to do homework and copy homework. I would never agree, so I was often bullied. People were dragged into the toilet and beaten, and they became more wanton when they knew that I would not report to the teacher. My parents were busy with work, and only the nanny took care of my daily life, and I was even less willing to communicate with people two generations away from me. I would rather endure violence than I won’t take the initiative to agree to do homework for them, and I don’t know why, obviously as long as I let go, I won’t be able to hit anything, and I might become friends with them and let them become an umbrella, but I just don’t.”

"Our class is on the third floor, and Li Zhuo's class is on the fifth floor. There was an exercise between classes, and I was dragged into the bathroom on the third floor and beaten as usual. That day, Li Zhuo was discussing with the seniors in the bathroom to teach someone a lesson. It was like the arrogance of beating me. One of them even ran over to Li Zhuo and the others and said, "Here is someone who deserves a beating." People, do you want to practice your hands?" Li Zhuo's group asked who it was, and brought them over to have a look."

"It was really funny and ironic at that time, but I was taken over to have a look. When Li Zhuo saw it was me, he was stunned for a while, didn't say anything, raised his foot and beat those people to the ground, if no one stopped , they will definitely be beaten to death. I stared blankly and didn't say stop, Li Zhuo kept fighting. At that time, he was not as tall as he is now, and his fights were not as famous as now, but after that time, he became famous Noisy, became a feared figure in the junior high school, saying that the boy in the second year of junior high school beat people to death, was sent to the hospital, and survived after a long time of rescue, and the boy has not been punished, and he is still doing well in school On the contrary, those few people never saw each other at school again.”

"Since then, there are more people around me. Li Zhuo follows me all the time and transfers to my class. I ignore him, and he doesn't care."

"Obviously the personality is very different, and I have been playing for more than ten years without knowing it. I never admit that I am good friends with him, but he is willing to introduce me to others. I thought I would die if he left, but in the end it was me You can't leave him by yourself."

Chen Junhe broke down in tears, lying on Jie Qingyang's shoulder, talking intermittently.

"When did I like him? It should be that day. He got a bicycle from nowhere. He ran downstairs to me in the morning and said that he didn't need to take a taxi. He took me to school. The first time I rode Bike, I was so scared that I gave up a few times, he grabbed my wristband and put it around his waist, and asked me to hug him tightly. My face was pressed against his back, and the heat was all over my body. If I don’t understand, it’s a heartbeat. If I knew it earlier, I would have left him earlier. Otherwise, I wouldn’t let this strange feeling for unknown reasons ferment into what it is now.”

"The first time I knew Rainbow was when my parents took me to a friend's wedding in the first year of high school. I suddenly had a urgency and wanted to go to the toilet. When I opened the door, there were two intertwined flesh/bodies inside. Embrace, kiss as drunk as before, completely unaware of my existence."

"At that time, I was thinking that TV dramas and books have always only written about men and women loving each other until death. How can boys do this. The enthusiasm is no less than that of any couple. It seems that some earth-shattering secret has been discovered. My heart was beating wildly, all the little details, the hidden love opened up a new world like a Pandora's box. I stood there motionless until those two noticed and asked me why I was not afraid. I also said why should I be afraid. They It is unacceptable for a normal person to scream when they see two men kissing. But I am not a normal person, how can a normal person have a strong and inexplicable possessive desire for Li Zhuo. I am not normal, I like him. I have liked him for many years. "

From the beginning to the end, Jie Qingyang did not make a sound, and the devout listeners silently felt Chen Junhe's unspeakable love.

"I thought about accepting him to marry a wife and have children in the future, and thinking about not having him with me in the future, I would be so uncomfortable that I couldn't breathe. Am I sick? How could I treat him like this?" He closed his eyes, tears welling up.

Jie Qingyang's voice was dry and hoarse, he didn't know what to say, so he repeated, "I'm not sick, you're not sick." At the end, he also shed tears.

The author has something to say: the sub-cp emotional line will end soon, and the main cp will start, but the main cp is generally sweet (????)? ?