Yu Tian said that on purpose, and guessed that Yuan Shu couldn't answer.

How should I answer?It's impossible to like it, if you don't like it and want to go back to the past with Yu Tian, ​​then the only reason is not getting used to it, Yuan Shu will not accept this reason.

Yu Tian laughed at himself, at least he knew what he wanted for those eight years, Yuan Shu was in a daze, neither could see the reason for her departure, nor could he find a reason to let him go Now he is hesitant and awkward while being entangled.

funny.

Yu Tian used two words to judge in her heart. She felt very boring after standing for a long time, so she turned and walked back to the dormitory.

Yuan Shu didn't stop her this time, it wasn't until Yu Tian left for a long time that she seemed to recover, and stood there for another half an hour before returning.

Her college entrance examination results have won her a lot of bonuses, which are enough for her to start a business and rent a place outside. For the convenience of going out, she applied to the school for accommodation outside the school shortly after the start of school, and was quickly approved. Now the school dormitory is only for her when there are long classes. A place of temporary rest.

The off-campus house is well-decorated, but it adopts a minimalist and cold style. Yuan Shu felt deserted from the first day she lived there. At that time, she thought that this place was just an initial foothold, and she would move out soon. , I can barely bear this desertedness.

And after she returned from the lawn downstairs of the dormitory, when she opened the door, she felt the desertedness almost engulfing her.

Not far from the entrance is a small shoe cabinet with a pair of indoor slippers placed alone on it, and a few hooks are pasted on the wall above to hang keys or clothes.

Empty, missing a painting, Yuan Shu stared at the wall thinking.

But what painting do you need?what colour?What to draw?

With his back against the door, Yuan Shu slowly slid to sit on the ground, his eyes still fixed on the extremely pale painted wall.

At that time, Yuan Shu didn't remember what painting was hung at the entrance of the house. He only knew that Yu Tian would change according to time and season. Spring and winter paintings were always different, but they never looked abrupt.

Several colors flashed in Yuan Shu's mind. The white background should be a good match, but she couldn't find a color that could end the deserted feeling.

After a long period of irregular meals and no dinner tonight, Yuan Shu began to feel a little pain in her stomach. She curled up into a ball, her brows were tightly knit together, and her forehead rested on her arm after she folded her arms.

I don't know how long it took, the pain gradually disappeared. Yuan Shu Yinyin heard the sound of playfulness coming from the stairs. Yuan Shu raised his head, only to realize that his door was still open.

She stood up on her hands, and before she could stand still, her head felt dizzy for a while. Yuan Shu staggered forward a few steps, and barely stabilized her body by holding on to the shoe cabinet.

The people who came were a couple who lived in the opposite room. When Yuan Shu turned around and was about to close the door, he happened to meet them face to face. The girl was holding a bouquet of flowers in her hand, and there was still a smile on her face. She looked at Yuan Shu. His eyes were a little worried: "Are you okay?"

Yuan Shu guessed that her face must be ugly now, she shook her head and closed the door, the last sight in her eyes was the flower in the girl's hand.

There used to be flowers at home, and Yu Tian bought them too.

Yuan Shu dragged himself into the living room, wondering if it would be more lively to put a few bouquets of flowers on the table.

Yu Tian knows a lot of flowers, and she buys all the flowers at home. Sometimes the two of them are too busy working overtime, and after the nanny cleans up the withered flowers, the table at home will be empty for a while, but as long as Yu Tian can make time , and soon there will be new bouquets.

There are too many types of flowers, Yu Tian can remember, but Yuan Shu can't. She exhaustedly recalled what the last bouquet of flowers was at home, and vaguely remembered it was a bunch of baby's breath.

During that time, both of them were very busy, and they couldn't see each other for several days. After a few days, the flowers withered a little. When the nanny was tidying up, Yuan Shu happened to go home. Flowers stay.

At that time, Yuan Shuxin thought, wait for new flowers to come, and then exchange this bouquet.

……

It should be spent, Yuan Shu casually picked up a small notebook from the table, and wrote a bunch of baby's breath into it.

After all, I was used to it before.

When these words came to mind, Yuan Shu's eyes widened slightly.

Is it really a habit?So her inability to adapt to the life without Yu Tian is just because of habit?

But why Yu Tian has been away from her for more than a year, and she hasn't overcome this "habit" yet?

The uncomfortable feeling in the stomach came out again, Yuan Shu nestled on the sofa, closed his eyes and recalled what Yu Tian had said during this period.

Yu Tian said that he was not used to it, and that he couldn't accept her proposal to end it.

Yuan Shu ruled them out one by one in her heart. These were not the real reasons, but she couldn't tell what the real reason was.

In a blur of consciousness, she couldn't tell whether she was recalling or dreaming, and the scene that she promised Yu Tian to try many years ago appeared before her eyes.

At that time, it was the second semester of the freshman year, and the brothers and sisters in Jiangcheng organized a party in the school, and the main invitees were the freshmen.

Those with good intentions knew Yu Tian's thoughts on Yuan Shu, so they specially invited both of them that day.

That was Yuan Shu's close contact with Yu Tian again after rejecting Yu Tian in the second year of high school. The people who watched the excitement purposely put the two of them very close together. That day Yu Tian drank a little wine, and Yuan Shu sat next to her , as if even the heat on her face could be felt.

There was a very steady senior sister at the scene, and everyone ate, drank and played as fast as they could, and they didn't play too crazy. Yuan Shu wasn't sure if Yu Tian was really drunk.

Yu Tian seemed to be having a good time eating, and she smiled when she spoke to her occasionally. She had been waiting for Yu Tian to speak, and then she would talk about the recent class, the teachers at school, and the memories of high school, all kinds of things are fine chat.

But Yu Tian didn't take the initiative to say a word to her that day. During the meeting, someone asked Yu Tian: "Has little junior sister ever been in love?"

Yu Tian's voice was crisp, without hesitation: "No."

"Oh? Is there anyone you like?"

At that moment, Yuan Shu could feel that many people at the table were looking at her, either directly or with some cover-up, she lowered her head and pretended to drink, she couldn't explain the emotion in her heart, but it was not uncomfortable at all.

Yu Tian answered without hesitation: "Yes."

"Wow—" the person who asked the question immediately booed exaggeratedly.

Those gazes seemed to be more direct and enthusiastic. Yuan Shu had been drinking for a long time without looking up.

The wine is fruit wine, with a bit of sweetness, and Yuan Shu also sensed the feeling in his heart, like mixing various fruit juices together with a little wine, the taste is a bit strange, not enough to be intoxicating, but it is dizzy everywhere Almost sweet.

After the end, the senior brother and senior sister called a car to take the freshman home. Yu Tian and Yuan Shu were indeed arranged in the same car. In fact, it was completely possible to change the car at that time, but Yu Tian couldn't propose to change it. Shu didn't speak either.

While waiting for the car, Yuan Shu went to wash his hands, and Yu Tian followed behind her. It was not until Yuan Shu finished washing his hands and left, and was about to walk back into the crowd, that Yu Tian stopped her.

Yu Tian was still in a daze at the time, and his voice was very low. Yuan Shu stopped immediately when his name was called.

Yu Tian walked two steps closer to her, raising his eyebrows slightly, with a smile in his eyes, Yuan Shu could almost feel the warmth in his breath, the air smelled of alcohol slightly, Yuan Shu realized that Yu Tian had spoken: "I really like you."

Yuan Shu could feel how stiff her body was at that time, the spring wind ruffled her hair, and the wind seemed to be mixed with alcohol and love.

She saw Yu Tian's eyes, those eyes were bright, Yuan Shu could see herself reflected in the pupils, as if she was the only one in Yu Tian's eyes.

Yuan Shu opened his mouth to say something, but before he could say anything, he realized that he couldn't refuse directly like he did in his sophomore year of high school.

In other words, in her sophomore year of high school, she didn't just pass it off, but said vaguely that she "didn't hear it". As for how Yu Tian's liking ended or how it continued, she was not responsible.

At this moment, Yu Tian in front of him was still talking, opening and closing his mouth: "You like me too, okay? I dare not talk to you tonight. I didn't want to come to dinner. They said you were here, so I came here anyway." .”

"We..." Yuan Shu's voice was a little hoarse. She remembered Yu Tian's flushed face during the meal, and Yu Tian's saying at the dinner table that he had never been in a relationship and had someone he liked. She looked into Yu Tian's eyes. The words on the lips became: "I can try it with you."

Yu Tian's eyes widened. She was quiet for a long time, and Yuan Shu felt a little awkward standing there. Then she heard her say: "Really?"

Yuan Shu hadn't spoken yet, but in the next second he realized that his hand placed by his side had been grabbed. Yu Tian only gently held her fingers, shook them, and asked again: "Really?"

After holding hands and asking, Yuan Shu nodded reservedly.

When they came out, because the two of them were delayed for too long, the others left in a car first, and they took a car by themselves.

In the car, Yu Tian was sticking to Yuan Shu's side all the time, thinking to her in a daze of alcohol, "I will be a very good girlfriend, I know a lot of things, and the desserts I make are delicious , I will give you a sweet love..."

The driver in front looked at the rearview mirror suspiciously, Yuan Shu raised his hand and patted Yu Tian's head lightly.

Later, Yu Tian did it. She would deliver desserts, prepare three meals, and arrange flowers, plants, calligraphy and paintings at home.

……

When Yuan Shu woke up on the sofa, it was already dark, and her stomach began to ache again, but compared to this, the pain in her head was more intense.

Yuan Shu curled up and pressed his hands on his temples, tightly closed his eyes, almost unable to bear the unbearable pain.

Yu Tian in the dormitory is drawing a picture. There is an international competition in the second semester of freshman year, and he needs to submit his works now. In his previous life, Yu Tian won the international award for the first time in this competition.

In her previous life, the final blueprint she submitted was a pair of rings, with her and Yuan Shu's unique imprints secretly engraved on them.

That night, Yu Tian thought for a long time before taking out the board to draw, and decided to abandon the design of the ring and change it to a necklace.

She believes in her own strength, and it doesn't matter if she changes it to anything, but it is something that is easy to cause her to recall the past, and is more likely to affect her performance.

Her heart was very quiet tonight, Zhao Yiye was watching the debate with headphones, and the other two roommates were learning their own professional stuff.

Yu Tian rested his feet on the horizontal bar under the table, leaned back on the chair, tilted his head slightly, held the board in his left hand, and slid the brush with his right hand.

Autumn has gradually become stronger, and it seems that there has been a rain at night. Although it is not heavy, the weather is obviously not as warm as before.

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