night tide recedes

When Song Ran woke up, there was a slight sound from the living room.

Back then, he slept at Shen Wenfei's house, and when he woke up, there was no one around him. When he saw Shen Wenfei again, he found that the eyes of the young man who had always been refreshed had faint bruises. It was difficult to sleep together, Song Ran thought of that night, thinking that he caused Shen Wenfei to sleep badly.

Then the two rolled together, and Song Ran consciously went back to her room to sleep.

These are all things for later, Song Ran got up and put on a cotton pajamas, opened the door to prepare breakfast.

Unexpectedly, Shen Wenfei was already fully dressed, and the two of them didn't say a word last night. Seeing him like this, Song Ran said anxiously, "Wen Fei, don't you want breakfast?"

Shen Wenfei put on his suit jacket, and became more and more handsome. He squinted at Song Ran with messy hair, walked to the entrance, and said casually, "There are some things that need to be dealt with in advance, you can continue to sleep."

It's a common thing in normal times, but now the atmosphere between the two is condensed, it's hard for Song Ran not to think about it, he took two steps forward, then quickly went around to the cabinet to get a piece of meat floss bread, and handed it to Shen Wenfei, " Take it with you on the way to eat."

"no need."

Song Ran's outstretched hand slowly dropped, and his face was also stained with a little loneliness.

Seeing him like this, Shen Wenfei pursed his lips slightly, and still took the meat floss bread, and Song Ran smiled reassuringly.

Song Ran wanted to race against time to talk to Shen Wenfei, and spoke very quickly, "How about drinking yam pork rib soup at night?"

Shen Wenfei had already left the door, looked back at him, obviously heard the flattering tone in his tone, pondered for two seconds, then nodded.

With the movement of nodding, Song Ran's raised heart gradually fell to the ground.

He didn't go to bed and went back to the cage. Seeing that the weather was good today, he took out the bed cover and quilt cover in Shen Wenfei's bedroom to wash, and sorted and put away the unfolded clothes that Shen Wenfei had taken off and put them in the cloakroom. He cleaned Shen Wenfei's room spotlessly , found a USB flash drive on the bedside table, did not touch it, put it where it was.

After doing this, it's lunch time.

Song Ran casually found bread and milk to drink, thinking about the time to go out to buy groceries later, when Shen Wenfei called.

He quickly swallowed the bread in his mouth and answered the phone.

"Song Ran, I left a USB drive at home. I'll send an errand to the door later, and you can just give it to him."

Shen Wenfei explained the matter concisely. This kind of situation has happened before. Song Ran should have responded directly as usual, but for some reason, his mouth jumped out before his mind, "I can send it to you."

There was silence on the other side of the phone for two seconds, and Song Ran regretted what he said.

Shen Wenfei was dispatched to land C two years ago. Song Ran never asked about his work. Although he knew where his office building was, he had never been there, but maybe he accidentally met Shen Wenfei's colleague yesterday. He always had some longing in his heart, he wanted to see the place where Shen Wenfei worked, and also wanted to see Shen Wenfei at work.

Shen Wenfei's silence made Song Ran's heart sink suddenly. Why did he do such a meaningless thing? Just as he was trying to make amends, Shen Wenfei had already said, "Liujin Building, you register on the first floor to get the card, and go directly to the [-]th floor. Look for me upstairs."

Song Ran was stunned for a moment, and quickly said, "Okay."

After hanging up the phone, Song Ran didn't feel too happy.

He even wanted to go back on asking Shen Wenfei to run errands, but in that case, Shen Wenfei might feel that he was going back on his word.

Song Ran let out a foul breath, and before he had time to think about it, he changed his clothes and went out to take a taxi with the USB drive.

He was very nervous along the way, looking at the scenery passing through the window, his mind was in a mess and he couldn't sort out a single thought.

Ten minutes away, Song Ran got out of the car and stood in front of the towering building, feeling a sense of urgency to face the overwhelming mountain. He looked at the people coming and going, each with their heads up high and their chests high and confident. , but he drooped his shoulders slightly, like a monster who strayed into the world of elites.

Everywhere in the building was mechanically cold, Song Ran managed to suppress the panic in his heart, went to the front desk to register the visitor's name, the lady at the front desk handed him the access control card, allowing him to swipe the card through the gate.

Someone in the elevator was on the phone, probably talking about business, and laughed from time to time, coping with it freely.

Song Ran huddled in the corner, watching the elevator climb up, he was like a person who couldn't step on the floor, he felt a sense of unreliable nothingness.

After finally reaching the twelfth floor, Song Ran became more and more timid. He took a deep breath and took a step forward.

He walked to the front desk and said to the sweet front desk lady, "Hi, I'm looking for Shen Wenfei."

The lady at the front desk sized him up and said with a smile, "Do you have an appointment, sir?"

Song Ran shook his head quickly, and showed her the USB flash drive. Because he was nervous, he couldn't speak fluently, "I'll deliver this."

"Oh," the front desk lady said clearly, "You are called by Mr. Shen to run errands. Just put it down, and I will let my colleagues take it in later."

Song Ran's eyes dimmed in an instant, and the word "running errands" made him a little embarrassed. It wasn't about his occupation, but because no one could have imagined that he would have something to do with Shen Wenfei.

He didn't refute the front desk lady's words, and silently put down the USB flash drive.

Why bother to come here? Song Ran thought of the words "bringing oneself to humiliation", and almost shrunk the whole person.

He lowered his head and was about to take the elevator to leave when Shen Wenfei's voice like a spring stopped him, "Song Ran."

Song Ran hurriedly turned around to look, and saw Shen Wenfei striding towards him in a neat suit, Zhilan Yushu, dazzling, stern eyebrows full of sword-like sharpness.

He has always understood the gap between him and Shen Wenfei, but at this moment, he still has a sense of frustration that the dust must stain the porcelain.

Shen Wenfei quickly came in front of him, saw his expression, retracted his edge, and asked, "Why don't you come in and look for me?"

When the front desk lady saw him coming out, she said, "Mr. Shen, you guys know each other. I thought he was just running errands."

Shen Wenfei stared at Song Ran with eyes as dark as ink, and replied, "Well, he is my friend."

Song Ran finally raised his eyes because of his words, looked at Shen Wenfei, bit his lower lip and said, "The USB drive has been delivered."

"I know," Shen Wenfei asked in a low voice, "Would you like to visit my office?"

No matter where Shen Wenfei was, he would always be the focus. The two of them were standing at the front desk talking, and someone who had already had something to do inside secretly peeked out to see. Song Ran suddenly felt a chill on his back, as if he was standing in the badminton training hall of Middle A again. At the door, when he leaves, will Shen Wenfei's colleagues talk about him?

Song Ran didn't want Shen Wenfei to be someone else's talking point, so she shook her head, "I want to go back."

Shen Wenfei pursed his lower lip, apparently also aware of Song Ran's discomfort, so he didn't force him, but just said, "Be careful on the way back."

As soon as the two of them finished talking, Jiang Yu quickly walked out with the document, and said as he walked, "Shen Gong, there is a place here that needs to be considered further." When he saw Song Ran, he looked at it and recognized it. , "You went to the badminton court with Shen Gong yesterday, Song Ran?"

Jiang Yu also wore a suit at work. Standing beside Shen Wenfei, the two of them were dressed almost the same, as if creating a watershed for Song Ran invisibly. La."

His smile is very similar to that when he was in the badminton court, he was obviously sad, but he tried hard to hide his fragility, wrapped himself in a soft body, and only needed a light poke to break his disguise.

Shen Wenfei frowned slightly, regardless of the presence of others, quickly grabbed Song Ran's wrist, Song Ran looked up at him in shock.

"I want to eat spicy crab."

This sentence revived Song Ran, he was not useless, at least Shen Wenfei liked to eat his dishes.

Song Ran's smile was a little more real, she nodded vigorously, and entered the elevator under Shen Wenfei's watch.

The moment the elevator door was about to close, he saw Jiang Yu opening the file and discussing something with Shen Wenfei, Song Ran couldn't help the red eyes any longer.

Song Ran is a combination of low self-esteem and cowardice, all his bravery was bestowed on Shen Wenfei, but at this moment, his courage disappeared completely, and all the sensitivities hidden deep in his heart turned into sharp thorns, piercing into his flesh , leaving no scars, but raw pain.

It was right for Shen Wenfei not to let him come to the company, and he shouldn't come here either.

As time went by, the gap between him and Shen Wenfei became deeper and deeper, to the point where he couldn't touch Shen Wenfei even if he tried his best to catch up.

The author has something to say: I don’t know if everyone can understand Song Ran’s mentality, sometimes low self-esteem can really break a person.