night tide recedes

Song Ran sat on the sofa in a daze for a long time, his mind was in a mess of twine, and he remembered that he was stewing meat when he heard the sound of the kitchen rumbling, and hurriedly got up to see, there was already soup overflowing from the pot, and he hurriedly cleaned it up , with sticky soup on his hand, he accidentally touched the back of his hand directly to the body of the pot, causing him to gasp in pain, and the back of his hand turned red instantly.

He hurried to flush the cold water again, looking at the mess in the kitchen, he almost collapsed.

In many cases, one pile after another is piled up, like building blocks, and it will always reach a critical point before the high-rise building collapses to the ground.

The back of the hand was terribly red, and it was throbbing and painful. Song Ran suppressed the sour gas coming out of his eyes, and did not deal with the wound immediately, and numbly cleaned the kitchen.

When he was about to clean up, he finally heard a movement from the door. He suddenly felt like a lone bird that had found its nest. With a sense of security that he could rely on, he walked out without hesitation, wanting to meet the last person who could bring him comfort. returnees.

Shen Wenfei stood at the entrance, changing his shoes silently. Song Ran noticed that he was holding a large poster in his hand, but at this moment he had no intention of exploring what it was. He was just eager to ask Shen Wenfei for help, and said with difficulty, " Wen Fei, I have something to tell you."

The only person he can rely on now is Shen Wenfei, and he hopes that Shen Wenfei can give him comfort and advice on Song Wei's matter. What's more, Song Wei's words also involve Shen Wenfei. Compared with Song Wei finding him, he is more worried that Song Wei will provoke Shen Wenfei .

Shen Wenfei changed his shoes and walked slowly to the living room. The bright light shone on his face, allowing his expression to be completely displayed in front of Song Ran. His voice was very cold, like porcelain without temperature, "I I also want to ask you something."

Only then did Song Ran realize that something was wrong with Shen Wenfei, and an inexplicable uneasiness welled up in his heart.

Shen Wenfei handed the poster in his hand to Song Ran, but Song Ran became timid and did not dare to reach out to pick it up. Seeing Shen Wenfei's frosty and snowy expression, his heart sank suddenly.

Shen Wenfei forcefully stuffed the poster into Song Ran's hands, his brows were stern, "Open it and have a look."

The flimsy poster was like a heavy pendant in his hand. Song Ran had already guessed what the picture of the poster was, but under Shen Wenfei's strong pressure, he slowly opened a corner of the poster, and he saw his and Yan Ming's faces appearing on the photo At that moment, the pupils of the eyes suddenly shrank, like a frightened cat, the hairs on end stood on end.

He threw the poster on the sofa like he was still opening some hot potato, and was so anxious, "Wen Fei, I..." Shen Wenfei walked over and spread the poster again, as if admiring the picture In the photo, his face was as cold as hail. He had seen enough, and raised his eyes to ask the nervous Song Ran, "It's a good shot, find a place to hang it up."

Song Ran had never seen Shen Wenfei like this before. He clearly knew that he was angry, but he didn't show any signs of it. He just hit people's nerves with an extremely calm attitude. He stepped forward in twos and threes, incoherent in a hurry "I didn't hide it from you on purpose, I, you don't like Xiaoyan, I just don't want you..." "Yeah, you know I don't like him, but you still go out with him without telling me." Shen Wenfei said The poster was rubbed in the palm of his hand, his eyes flashed coldly, and he asked Song Ran, "Aside from this, how much else do I not know?"

"No more," Song Ran's face turned pale, biting his lips to endure Shen Wenfei's cold fire, and choked up, "That's all."

He was a little scared, the current Shen Wenfei was like a sleeping volcano, he didn't know when it would erupt into scorching flames.

After a while, Shen Wenfei pondered, "Why?"

Song Ran had already been scolded by Shen Wenfei long ago and lost his courage, feeling like a stick in his throat, "I just want to go out to work, and I don't want to stay at home all the time. You are the only one at home..." "I'm the only one at home?" Shen Wenfei asked back, as if still He laughed lightly, "So, you are tired of me and want to go out and see other people?"

Song Ran said anxiously, "No."

Shen Wenfei looked at him incredulously, "Did you forget that you already have a job, as promised at the beginning, seven and a half years, even if you feel tired, you must keep your promise."

This was the first time in so many years that Shen Wenfei brought out the IOU to suppress Song Ran. Song Ran was stunned for a moment, and his heart began to throb in a very subtle way. It turned out that Shen Wenfei had always remembered this matter.

It was Shen Wenfei who treated his grandma, and it was Shen Wenfei who paid off the family's usury for him, and he suddenly lost the confidence to talk to Shen Wenfei confidently.

Song Ran's eyes dimmed a little bit, and he shook his head, "I haven't forgotten, I will definitely pay back what I owe you."

Shen Wenfei clenched the hand holding the poster suddenly, his voice was cold and hard, "What about after paying off?"

At that time, it will have nothing to do with Shen Wenfei, not employers and employees, probably they are not even friends.

Song Ran endured the pain in his heart, a layer of water vapor appeared in his eyes, and he forced a smile and said, "Don't worry, I won't pester you."

Shen Wenfei understood, Song Ran wanted to settle with him.

Without that IOU, they are nothing.

He gritted his teeth, "Okay, then please do your job well in the last few months."

Song Ran's voice trembled, "I will."

As he said, he wanted to get the poster in Shen Wenfei's hand, but just as he stretched out his hand, Shen Wenfei grabbed his wrist.

"What's the matter with the hand?" Shen Wenfei's tone finally revealed some emotions.

But Song Ran didn't dare to think any more, he wanted to take back his hand, but Shen Wenfei didn't give him this chance, so he had to force himself to smile, "I accidentally burned it, it's fine."

This time, the back of his hand is not only red, but also swollen, and a fire bubble will appear soon.

When Song Ran first learned how to cook for Shen Wenfei, she often accidentally burned herself. After all these years of busy work in the kitchen, practice makes perfect, and it has been a long time since she was injured.

In the past, Shen Wenfei helped him apply the medicine for his burns. Thinking of this, a needle quickly pierced Song Ran's heart. The pain was so intense that he could barely breathe. He added, "I'll just apply the medicine later." .” Paused, eyes fell on the poster, “Wen Fei, give it to me.”

This was the only time in these years that he was not paid by Shen Wenfei, so he had to take a serious look at it no matter what.

After he finished speaking, Shen Wenfei let go of his wrist, left him the poster, and walked towards the bedroom without turning his head, leaving him with a straight and indifferent back.

Song Ran's hand holding the poster was shaking all the time. He returned to the room in a daze, turned around and locked the door, as if all his strength was taken away in an instant, he slowly sat down along the door, holding the crumpled The poster, as if holding one's own heart, can't be flattened no matter what.

The liquid in the eyes kept wanting to run out. Song Ran is a person who doesn't like to cry very much. He knew from a very young age that tears would only bring him more troubles. Other than that, they couldn't help him in any way. , but now, looking at himself smiling in the poster, thinking about the conversation he had with Shen Wenfei just now, he couldn't stop crying no matter what.

If Shen Wenfei didn't mention the IOU, there would still be the last bit of decency between them, but once he mentioned it, it would pierce the last window paper of their sick relationship. No matter how much tenderness they had, in the end, In the end, it is necessary to return to the most essential relationship. What qualifications do employees have to refute the instructions given by the employer?

Song Ran stroked the folds of the poster slowly and vigorously, the laughter and laughter during the shooting that day were still vivid in his memory, and in a blink of an eye, it became a knife stabbed at him by Shen Wenfei, which pierced his heart.

There has never been an equality between them, and Song Ran was finally enlightened.

Button - two knocks on the door interrupted Song Ran's distress, and he quickly covered his mouth, for fear that people outside the door would hear his cowardly crying.

"Come out and apply the medicine."

The four words made Song Ran sobbing. He swallowed the soreness in his throat and tried his best to make his voice sound calm, "I'll go out later."

Song Ran waited for a while, but Shen Wenfei stopped talking. He got up from the floor, rolled up the poster and put it in the closet, went to the bathroom and washed his face with cold water before tidying himself up and having the courage to open the door.

A jar of ointment lay on the floor outside the door.

Song Ran picked it up, and saw that Shen Wenfei, who had just arrived home not long ago, came out of the study fully dressed.

He remembered what Shen Wenfei told him to do his job well, sniffed and said, "It's time for dinner soon."

"You don't need to keep my share." Shen Wenfei glanced at him, walked straight to the entrance, and added an explanation, "The company works overtime temporarily."

Song Ran didn't explore whether this sentence was true or not.

After changing the shoes, Shen Wenfei's cell phone rang. The moment the door closed, Song Ran heard Shen Wenfei say, "Jiang Yu, I'm already out..." He took two steps forward inexplicably, and the door was completely closed up.

It was the same when he went to Shen Wenfei's company that day, he could only stand in place, watching Shen Wenfei glow and glow, and he couldn't catch up even with all his strength.

What are you expecting?Song Ran.

He laughed at himself, looked at the ointment in his hand, dug a large piece and spread it on the back of his hand, the cold ointment relieved the burning sensation, and he remembered when Qin Gu gave Shen Wenfei's ointment to him when he was 19 years old. Their relationship is still very pure, and he never thought that he and Shen Wenfei would come to this day.

Times have changed, and things have changed.

Song Ran applied the ointment, put all the prepared meals on the table, and ate a little in silence, but she couldn't swallow it.

Even Shen Wenfei didn't eat the food he cooked.

He took a deep breath, found out his mobile phone, released the number he had blocked, hesitated for a long time, and pressed the dial button.

Song Wei's voice with a hippie smile came into his ears, "Dad has always known that you have been good since you were a child, and you will never ignore Dad."

"I'll give you what you want, don't trouble Shen Wenfei."

"Of course, as long as my son takes care of me, I can't find someone else."

Song Ran raised his head, dizzy, and felt a deep sense of powerlessness. He went round and round, but he still couldn't escape the vicious circle of family in the end.

But he really didn't want to owe Shen Wenfei any more.

The author has something to say: Song's head is wrong and Shenzui is right.