night tide recedes

I can't count how many times I found that the boy selling sweet potatoes at the school gate was secretly looking at me.

Shen Wenfei had received all kinds of eyes because of his family background and appearance since he was a child, but the young man's eyes were different from others, not open enough, too cautious, but there was a little enthusiasm in this timidity that could not be ignored.

It's like the soft tentacles of a snail, which obviously has the courage to perceive the world, but as long as it hears a little trouble, it will quickly retract into its shell.

Originally, he didn't want to pay attention to the young man, but throughout the whole semester, the young man looked at himself quietly, with some inexplicable envy and admiration.

Qin Gu said that he wanted to eat roasted sweet potatoes. It was the first time he stood in front of the boy. From such a close distance, the boy's mind was revealed more clearly in front of him. He didn't feel anything. When the boy asked him what he wanted When he didn't want to eat roasted sweet potatoes, he refused in a distant manner.

The young man is really easy to understand, after hearing his rejection, he made no secret of his disappointment.

So what?There are too many people who like Shen Wenfei, and he has received countless confessions, but none of them will have enthusiasm for him after touching his indifference.

In the first semester of high school, Shen Wenfei joined the badminton team.

But the boy was still secretly looking at him, and even closed the stall an hour later than usual in order to get another look at him.

He would know, and he didn't intend to hear from his classmates that the small owner of the sweet potato stall had been setting up the stall for a long time. He thought it was a coincidence, but when he came from the school gate and came into contact with the boy's eyes pretending to look over casually, he You can be sure that the boy is waiting for him.

I have been secretly watching him for more than a semester, do I want to continue watching him?

Qin Gu pulled him to stand in front of the sweet potato stall again. This time, he knew the boy's name—Song Ran.

An unremarkable but memorable name.

He once again rejected Song Ran who asked him if he wanted to eat sweet potatoes, but was exposed by Qin Gu on the spot.

Of course he ate it. When his teammates bought it and distributed it to the badminton team, the sweet potato was sweet and soft, very delicious.

At Qin Gu's suggestion, Song Ran began to deliver afternoon tea to the badminton team, and when she learned that she could get into A, Song Ran's always gray eyes seemed to suddenly shine into a starlight, and her whole body glowed brightly .

Qin Gu told him that Song Ran's father borrowed usury and abandoned Song Ran to run away with his blind grandmother. Since the age of 16, Song Ran has been burdened with huge debts, doing odd jobs, and posing at the school gate. Spread the day.

He couldn't help but think, how much money can such a thin body withstand the pressure of money?

Every Wednesday, he can see Song Ran hovering at the entrance of the training hall, with unspeakable joy and envy in his bright black eyes, as lively as weeds blooming in adversity, obviously blown by the wind The rain has bent over, but still retains hope for life, weak but tenacious.

He once saw Song Ran walking on the road by chance on weekends, with his head hanging down, not knowing what to think, he was accidentally bumped by someone, but subconsciously apologized first, and then continued to walk forward in a daze.

It must have taken a lot of courage for Song Ran, who kept his head down even when he was walking, to raise his head and look at him secretly.

He unconsciously began to catch Song Ran's eyes, and even guessed how long Song Ran could keep peeking at him.

It turned out that he was not the only one looking at him. When Qin Gu played badminton with others, Song Ran's eyes seemed to be glued to Qin Gu's body. Would he also admire Qin Gu, as he admired himself?

Shen Wenfei couldn't help asking him, "Does it look good?"

Song Ran dared to answer that he was good-looking.

He had a very subtle feeling in his heart, but he didn't pay much attention to it.

It's not a rule that Song Ran can only look at him alone, but at that moment, he was aroused with a desire to win that he shouldn't have.

When fighting Qin Gu, Song Ran's eyes just followed him again, and he felt a strange sense of satisfaction.

Afterwards, Shen Wenfei felt that he was ridiculous, Song Ran had nothing to do with him, why should he lose his heart because of Song Ran, they were just strangers who met by chance, maybe one day Song Ran would disappear.

His guess was verified.

After the summer vacation, Song Ran did not show up at the school gate for two full months.

He also thought that Song Ran would never come back again, and there were not many fluctuations in his heart, but when he walked out of the school gate and caught that timid gaze again, his heart was like a wild goose flying across the lake, leaving A shallow water mark.

Not enough to keep him on his mind for a long time, but it does make him care for a moment.

He saw Song Ran at the school gate again. He was taken advantage of by some sloppy students, but he didn't know how to fight back.

The last time he was hit by someone, he also apologized first without fault, Shen Wenfei didn't know why he was a little angry, probably because he couldn't understand his submissiveness, so he helped him out.

Looking at the sweet potato handed to him, he felt funny in his heart, he was already in such a state of desperation, and wanted him to eat for free, but he would not take advantage of Song Ran like others, and gave Song Ran 20 yuan However, in order to find an excuse, he told Song Ran not to take things from his friends.

Shen Wenfei knew that when he was in the training hall, Song Ran would always pick the sweetest and most glutinous sweet potatoes for him. He didn't know whether to treat him sincerely, or if he was too stupid, so let's just pretend to have them all.

The winter in the second year of high school was very cold, and Song Ran's hands hidden in his sleeves were red and swollen. He was a little strange, and he didn't know why he didn't eat minced meat until he saw Song Ran who was washing dishes with a cat lying on his body at the entrance of the restaurant.

Song Ran and him are people from two worlds. When he grew up with no worries about food and clothing, Song Ran dropped out of school early and shouldered a mountain of debt.

Help, Shen Wenfei told himself, for the sake of their being friends.

Through Qin Gu, he gave the ointment to Song Ran. Seeing Song Ran's surprised and happy expression, Shen Wenfei felt that his decision was right.

Because they are friends, I asked Song Ran to watch him play badminton.

In the noisy crowd, he saw the small figure in the auditorium at a glance, but he could still feel the heat in Song Ran's eyes from such a distance, like a small spark falling into his world covered in ice inside.

It's just why Song Ran still didn't dare to approach him, and even gave Qin Gu water instead of ignoring himself.

Perhaps for Song Ran, he is no different from Qin Gu.

He didn't like to eat ginger candy, but in Song Ran's expectant eyes, he still lowered his head and ate it by accident.

Forget it, there is nothing to worry about, he reminded himself again, there is no law, Song Ran can only look at him.

The badminton team began to be picky and tired of eating sweet potatoes. In fact, each semester is more than 1000 things. For Song Ran, it may be life-saving money. With his hands and eyes, he decided to help people to the end and take the money, but he didn't want Song Ran to know, because even he couldn't find a reason for him to do so.

When sympathy quietly changes in quality, you have to re-examine your starting point.

Before Shen Wenfei had time to think about it, Song Ran no longer set up a stall at the school gate. He was standing in the training hall with a sad expression on his face, but he still managed to find a step for himself.

He watched Qin Gu chase after him, remained silent for a long time, and when he left the training hall, he saw Qin Gu and Song Ran sticking close together, talking intimately. Qin Gu is the same weight.

He will never let Song Ran know that he invited the badminton team to eat sweet potatoes.

But from that day on, he could no longer see familiar eyes at the school gate.

Therefore, Shen Wenfei did something that he didn't even think of. He hit someone with a badminton racket.

If he didn't contact Song Ran, Song Ran would never come to him again. After waiting for many days, it was true.

Why is he more concerned?The more you care, the more you will lose.

But he still couldn't restrain himself, and tried every means to hand over the mobile phone to Song Ran, so as to establish an opportunity for contact.

He received the first call from Song Ran, but it was an unfamiliar voice.

When carrying Song Ran back home, the soft body behind him relied on him, pressed his hot face to his neck, and called his name in a low voice, "Wen Fei, Shen Wenfei. ...." He seemed to be infected by this enthusiasm.

Shen Wenfei thought that he must also be seriously ill. Looking at Song Ran who was sleeping, he couldn't help but lowered his head to touch those red lips.

At this moment, through physical contact, he finally vaguely touched his heart, where a young man named Song Ran lived in at some point.

The night before the college entrance examination, Song Ran called him.

He told Song Ran that he would go to University B, but Song Ran said that he would stay where he was.

Once he left, they would never meet again, like two parallel lines leading to different lives.

Shen Wenfei told himself not to care, everyone is a passer-by in life, he and Song Ran had a brief contact, and one day they would be separated.

He didn't want to embarrass himself too much, and only planned to see him one last time, but he learned that Song Ran left without saying goodbye, and even sold himself to raise money for grandma's eye treatment.

That's not selling, so what is it?In black and white, it is simply a deed of prostitution.

You idiot Song Ran, you might as well sell it to yourself.

He knew that this was the best time for him to hold the idiot in his palm. There was no need for the so-called illusory love that might disappear at any time. Money can also build a strong relationship between two people.

It's just why Song Ran still looks at others?

Looking at Song Ran who was half-embraced by Lin Rui, Shen Wenfei suddenly felt a sense of panic that he had carefully nurtured and would leave him one day.

It's obviously his, but why have you looked at other people since you've been watching him secretly for so many years?

Without him, Song Ran would be fooled by Lin Rui again, just like being tricked into signing a contract of sale by a loan shark.

Then don't go there, just stay by his side, he won't lie to Song Ran.

In the bustling crowd, he covered Song Ran's ears, and then let go.

"Song Ran, can you do anything for me?"

He saw Song Ran and nodded.

Shen Wenfei will not let Song Ran know what the real four characters are.

Those four words were not for Song Ran either.

"Repeat the same mistakes."

But knowing that he was repeating the same mistakes, he also followed his mother's old path, trying to catch someone in the net.

But it doesn't matter, he will keep Song Ran in his one-acre three-point land.

Just look at me, just love me, I love you in my own way too.

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Broken thoughts.

Thank you for liking "The Night Tide Ebbs", Xiaoshen Xiaosong and this story.

I have read every comment, and there are occasional disputes, but I still want to say that Xiao Shen and Xiao Song are the best match, no one loves each other more than them, it’s just that one doesn’t know how to love, and the other is too inferior. As a result, they dare not say the simple but heavy I love you.

I really like our Xiao Shen and Xiao Song, and I am also very reluctant to part with them, but the story will eventually end, and they will live happily in a place we can't see.

I can't hold back any more words, and I really appreciate everyone's company for nearly two months.

We are destined to meet in the next story.

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