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Xue Hui talked to the other side very patiently and gently. Xu Qingxuan didn't feel anything at first, but it sounded like a needle prick.Sitting up with pain in his heart, he opened the door and window, and stood on the balcony.The balcony was pitch black, with only silvery reflections.The wind was bitingly cold, and snow fell from the sky profusely.The end of the darkness is still darkness, he was blown by the cold wind, and his mind cleared up a little.

He stayed on the balcony for a while, afraid that Xue Hui would be worried, so he went in again.Xue Hui was still on the phone in the bathroom, but he didn't care about who he called and what he said.

He suddenly felt very tired, his head was tired and heavy.Originally, he wanted to wait for Xue to return, but he lay on the sofa and fell asleep after a while.

When Xue Hui came out after making the phone call, what he saw was a small group of young people huddled on the sofa, frowning, and the blanket covered his hair all the way, covering his face.

This is an extremely insecure position.Xue went back, trying to hug him to the bed.As a result, as soon as his hand touched Xu Qingxuan, he woke up.

"Brother Xue?"

"Sorry, did I wake you up?"

"No."

Xu Qingxuan's nose was buzzing, his head hurt and heavy, and he felt a little bit of a fever.

"Are you going to sleep?"

"You go to bed."

He was really tired, so he didn't bother with Xue Hui any more, and wrapped himself in a blanket, he climbed onto the bed and got under the quilt.

He lay on the bed and felt Xue Hui was looking at him.

"Are you sleeping on the sofa..."

"Well, I'm right here. Be good, go to sleep."

He closed his eyes and hugged the quilt, feeling so sad that he couldn't help but want to act like a baby.

"Brother Xue..."

"I'm here."

He felt that Xue Hui was on the sofa a few meters away. He looked at him and guarded him, making him feel a little bit of warmth in the time before the doomsday.

But that warmth is also panic, it is restless, but it is better than nothing.

He was suddenly vulnerable.

"Come on, this bed is big..."

He closed his eyes and said something, feeling extremely nervous.

There was silence in the room for a while, and then he felt the sound of something rubbing against each other. It was Xue Hui who tidied up the room.The cotton socks were stepped on the floor, the sundries were put back in their original places, and the phone was turned off and put away.The cool fragrance from the man's body overwhelmed him, and it was Xue Hui who went to bed.He didn't even change his clothes, and lay on the side of the big bed, pushing the mattress down.

The man's breath is now an arm's length away, they're doing nothing but they seem closer than ever.I could smell each other's body while I was breathing. This was the first time they lay on the same bed since recording the variety show for more than half a month.

This feeling is too subtle, too ambiguous, sweet and painful.Xu Qingxuan couldn't fall asleep at all, his mind was both excited and sleepy.So he rubbed the quilt to make a little noise.

"Can't sleep?"

Xue Hui who was on the side of the bed asked him.

"Um……"

He snapped back.

The two were a bit like echoes, talking back and forth.

"Go to bed early, there are many things to do tomorrow."

"Brother Xue, tell me a story."

"tell a story?"

The man's magnetic voice came closer, as if he had turned around.His heart was beating thumpingly, and he responded again: "En."

"...I have a telescope at home, and I can see the Nebula of Orion and the dark mare."

"Ah."

"Huahua was only over one year old when she came to the house. She was a stray cat. She met me when I was filming. She was afraid of everyone in the village, but she was not afraid of me. Every time I rested, she would crawl over and lie at my feet. Probably The stray cat is afraid of being abandoned. She likes to cling to me. Later, I was too busy to take care of her, so I felt a little sorry for her...

The muscovy ducks in the yard were also given by others. Strawberries, milk, Xixiu, oh, two chipmunks and a tortoise, all of which have been adopted one after another over the years. "

As he spoke lightly, Xu Qingxuan seemed to be able to feel the loneliness in his life.Living alone, filming alone, watching the nebula of the universe alone, running back and forth between the crew and home alone, with only the same lonely little pet as companion.That huge sense of loneliness seemed to have substance, submerging him in the past as well.

But he didn't interrupt him, and he just lay there beside him, listening patiently.

Xue Hui also seemed to be talking to himself, he had never said so much, and he wanted to tell him everything.

Xu Qingxuan didn't know why he fell asleep, and he didn't know how he held Xue Hui's hand when he fell asleep.From under the quilt, he gently pulled Xue Hui, just pulling him like that.

They were all drunk and asleep.

Xue Hui closed that hand, what really belongs to him?

Maybe, right now, right now.

Can't go any further.

The next day, the weather was fine, and the snow did not know when it stopped.Although the temperature has not risen much, the sun is brighter than ever.I went to bed late for two days, and kept a stiff and awkward posture.Xu Qingxuan was still holding his hand, feeling sore from exhaustion.

Xue Hui called the director, confirmed the flight, and started to pack up and leave.Xu Qingxuan took one last look at the warm fireplace and cozy room.It was freezing and snowy outside, and the two had nothing to say, so they hailed a car and headed to the train station.

On the way to the destination, passing the stone bridge, the rose garden on the hillside was covered with a layer of snow.The red roof is like a fantasy in a fairy tale kingdom. He knows that the magic of the pumpkin cart will disappear when it is midnight.

The car that climbed the hillside stopped outside the rose garden, and there was a roadblock ahead, Xu Qingxuan suddenly called to get off the car.

Xue replied: "It will be there in a while."

Xu Qingxuan said: "I want to take another look."

Xue Hui looked at his watch, there was still a little time.

He and Xu Qingxuan got off the car, and the train station was only a few hundred meters away from them.There is a remote chapel on the hillside of the rose garden.The dome and glazed windows reflect the light of the snow, which looks like some kind of divine revelation in the sun.

Xu Qingxuan walked up the mountain road involuntarily, Xue Hui followed behind.

The two approached the church, but they didn't expect that it was a big, tall sculpture, with two flower windows under each arched door, rows of seats, and no one inside.

Xue Hui didn't believe this and waited outside the door.

Xu Qingxuan said: "Have you seen If You Are the One?"

"what?"

"The protagonist stops suddenly in Japan and confesses to a church."

"It seems that there is such a bridge."

"Brother Xue, I want to go in and have a look."

"Qing Xuan!"

Xu Qingxuan didn't listen to him, and stepped in.

Xue Hui didn't know what he said in it, or nothing at all.After a long time, Xu Qingxuan came out, smiled and said to him: "Let's go!"

Xue Hui looked at him suspiciously. The two passed the rose garden and found a small flower pressed among the flower branches.Lingshuang's petals were condensed in the snow, and they were about to freeze to death, but they showed a fresh and tender color.

"It's Chamei."

Xue replied.

Xu Qingxuan carefully peeled off the half-dead buds, some turbulent emotions collided in his heart, and they were about to break through the ground.It has been on my mind for a long time, and I have been hesitating and tangled.If you don't say anything, it will be too late. If you don't say anything, they will leave and leave this illusion.

And then did he still have the courage to say it?

They all looked at the bud, Xu Qingxuan raised his eyes to look at Xue Hui, the camera started recording just now.With this little instrument, you can strengthen your burden.

"Brother Xue, thank you for sending me on this trip. I am very happy."

Xue Hui's heart was pounding, his lips were dry: "You thanked me before."

Xu Qingxuan took a breath and said, "I'm afraid I will fall in love with you."

The fragrance of ice and snow all over the garden is dizzying.

"Every time I fall in love, it's not easy. When I was young, I liked the girl in the next class and gave her yogurt every day, but she treated me as a best friend; when I was in middle school, I liked the physical education teacher. I felt that I was also a pervert. I hid my secrets and dared not confess. ; Later, when I met Excellence, I was going to spend my whole life, but I didn’t know whether it was my problem or his problem, and finally failed.”

"But every time I try to treat my feelings with sincerity. I am sincere."

"If I had to choose who to make the contract with in the end, I would definitely choose you."

In the quiet garden, these earth-shattering words ended at the last moment of the illusion.

After Xu Qingxuan finished speaking, it was over, Xue Hui just watched him finish those words, gave him the tea plum bud, picked up the bag and walked down the mountain.

They went to the train station and met with the program group in the next city. Xue Hui was overwhelmed with shock, and then flew to an altitude of several thousand meters and returned to the island.

The moment Xue Hui landed on the ground, Xue Hui's heart was still beating violently. He was tugged at the heartstrings by a young man who was more than ten years younger than him.