star chaser

Enough is enough.

He gave everything he could give here.For them, this journey is complete.

Xu Qingxuan put his head against his head and asked him: "In the future, will we see each other again?"

Xue Hui whispered: "Yes."

Xu Qingxuan laughed, feeling very clear: "We are still very good friends, right?"

"of course."

"Don't throw away the stickers and rabbits I gave you. If you take a picture, please send me a copy. Do you have any? Do you want to leave some Polaroids for you? The toys left by Abu, the flowers we bought together, and brought back Fish, it was the sea fishing time, I packed everything up. It was that fish, it was really hard to carry, I wanted to put it in a glass jar, but I was afraid it would die. Can I hold it in the fish tank? What about the plane? Can you help me figure out a way, I really want to take it away."

He looked at Xue Hui helplessly, looked at him as if begging for help, and suddenly became calm and restrained: "No, it's okay if you find it troublesome. We don't need the fish, and the flowers we bought are easy to deal with. The toys left by Abu I keep it, do you want the photos? Would it be inconvenient? What about stickers? Don’t throw the rabbits away, we bought the rabbits in the ancient city, they are very important to us... On the snowy day..."

In the darkness, his eager tone and almost choking state, weak and strong, trembled in front of the man.

Xue Hui supported his shoulder and said, "Fish, let's release it."

"it is good."

Xu Qingxuan didn't know whether he wanted to cry or laugh, his eyes were blurred.

"rabbit……"

"I will keep the rabbit safe."

"Yes, yes...it's very important...if you don't want it, I can take it too..."

He is like a robot cat, transporting everything here to his home.But he can't take anything away, can't hold on to anything, except memories, unforgettable memories.

A heavy sadness crept between the two, depressing and frantic, for the last few hours.

Xue Hui was unusually silent, turned back to the following team and said, "Can you give us some alone time?"

The filming staff had already captured the footage and left one after another.

Xu Qingxuan didn't want him to see his loss of control, raised his face and said with a smile, "I haven't been here yet."

"It's a botanical garden."

"Brother Xue, take me shopping, I can't see."

Please, take me away.

Xue Hui held his hand, wrapping him tightly with warm and moist hands, Xu Qingxuan only had the silhouette of his back in his vision, vague and erratic, like the shadow with his back facing him in a dream.Suddenly far and near, indifferent and ruthless, always refusing to look back at him.

Xue Hui didn't introduce the plants here, but just walked him through the jungle silently, listening to the faintly suppressed and tight breathing behind him, the leaked panting that he tried to restrain but couldn't restrain was actually very obvious at night.

Xue Hui paused for a moment, then suddenly turned around and kissed him violently.

He blocked his lips and held his face, feeling the moisture on the young man's face.He kissed him ferociously, almost brutally, sucking all his strength, swallowing his breath, leaving him trembling and suffocating in his arms, helpless.

Please, crush me.

While fighting with each other, they eagerly asked for each other's temperature as if they were not close enough.My tongue hurts from sucking, and my whole body hurts like it's going to split open.Xu Qingxuan leaned his neck back and let him invade and ravage him, his body was excited amidst extreme pain and brutality, trembling electric current ran through his limbs from head to toe.Like boiling water, my mind was buzzing and blank.

Those hands slowly tightened from holding his face tightly, and strangled his throat. In the momentary dizzy suffocation, Xu Qingxuan closed his eyes, his lips trembled, and still gave him complete trust.

The man faintly exposed a fragile crack, slowly loosened, Xu Qingxuan gasped violently, and from the bottom of each other's eyes, one could see the vigorous desire.

In front was the hotel in the scenic spot, Xue Hui picked him up and took him in.

When he was put on the soft bed, Xu Qingxuan thought they were going to do it.The young man lay quietly on the bed, his eyes couldn't adapt to the bright environment, so they closed, his lips were red and swollen from the kiss.His cheeks were wet, his eyelashes trembled, he was looking forward to and frightened, his body was stiff, and he felt the man leaning over.

This time, he won't struggle again.

He is obedient, hoping that he can be gentle.

Xue Hui leaned over, and Xu Qingxuan's soft arms automatically rested on the man.

He felt ashamed, but so what?

However, his eyebrows trembled and he held his breath. At the moment when he was shy and nervous, a warm towel was applied to his face, and the man wiped him gently and meticulously.

Xu Qingxuan opened his eyes, the man smiled and said, "What are you doing?"

Xu Qingxuan quickly closed it in shame, not knowing where to put his hand.

"It's nothing."

"Thinking of something bad, huh?"

"no!"

Xu Qingxuan pushed him away, and wiped his face with a towel, feeling very embarrassed.

Xue replied: "It's quiet here, maybe you can still see the stars."

Xu Qingxuan saw that there was a telescope on the balcony, so he walked over. Xue Hui hugged him from behind and taught him how to use it and how to look at it.

Xu Qingxuan fiddled with the binoculars and said to him, "It's so quiet here."

No other sound could be heard, only the chirping of insects in the jungle and the quiet night sky.

Xue Hui kissed him on the lips: "Do you like it?"

"like."

"Would you like to watch the sunrise here?"

"it is good."

The two kissed again, Xue Hui put his arms around his waist, and Xu Qingxuan leaned in his arms.They depend on each other for life and are lingering.Under Xue Hui's guidance, Xu Qingxuan finally saw the floating moon sea and the silver moon land.So mysterious, wonderful, and completely different from what I thought.It is alive and alive.

Under the magnificence of the universe, their feelings seem so insignificant.

"Are we just waiting for the sunrise?"

"Yes, do you feel good?"

"it is good."

The two were chatting and feeling the passage of time, cuddling tightly together.Chatting all over the world, from music movies to filming stories, daily trivialities, those emotions that no one knows, and every corner and corner feeling, I want to tell him.As the night flowed, Xu Qingxuan was reluctant to blink his eyes, and refused to sleep, so he planned to keep vigil like this until sunrise.

The two kissed for a while from time to time, and stopped for a while, talking until their lips were dry, and their lips were swollen from kissing.But still can't catch the time.

It seems to be an instant from the thick night to the white sky, which makes people's scalp tingle and really feels the urgency of time.

Xu Qingxuan suddenly hated the sunrise so much, he didn't want to see the sunrise at all.

"Brother Xue, when did you come here?"

"When I came, the program team hadn't come yet."

"so early?"

He was obviously very tired, worried, anxious, afraid, anxious...all kinds of emotions, physically and mentally exhausted, but he still couldn't help wanting to talk to him more and spend more time with him.

"Then you knew me earlier?"

"Yes."

"How did you know me?"

"you guess?"

"I can not guess it."

"Then how do you know me?"

"You... don't know anyone?"

The two laughed lowly, seeing the fog in the jungle. At three or four in the morning, the sky changed from thick darkness to a little bit of indigo, and there were a few stars hanging in the large dark night, at the hazy border, There is a trace of cyan halo, passing through the thick night, getting lighter and higher, revealing a ray of light.

"Let's go to the mountains and see."

Xu Qingxuan said suddenly.

Xue Hui had no objection.The two walked along the path and up the mountain.In the darkness, the shadows of the trees could be vaguely seen.Xu Qingxuan got tired halfway, so Xue Hui carried him on his back.They travel alone in the mountains.Xu Qingxuan lay on the man's body and put his arms around his neck: "Except for my father, no one has ever carried me on his back."

"I'll carry you back later."

"Brother Xue..."

The man slowly sweated, and Xu Qingxuan wiped it off for him.

The two climbed to the top of the mountain, and there was not much light on the mountain.They cling to each other, surrounded by only the lonely wind, the lonely hillside, the jungle.

Xu Qingxuan said: "Can you go first later, don't let me see it."

"I don't want to know..."

Xue Hui's cell phone rang suddenly, Xue Hui glanced at it and hung up.However, the other party seemed reluctant to give up, and called again.

"You take it."

Xue Hui looked at him apologetically, and answered the phone from the sidelines.The receiver was half covered by the man. He didn't know who the other party was. He only listened to Xue Hui's gentle and patient voice, answered a few words, and finally said to call the other party after getting off the plane.

Xu Qingxuan's scalp was numb, and his whole body felt like being pricked by needles.

Xue Hui hurriedly said a few words and hung up.

"I don't want to say goodbye to you, so don't look back when you go, and don't let me see it, okay?"

"Okay, I promise you."

The two hugged each other tightly, quietly waiting for the end to come.

Xue returned to the phone and sent another message.

Xu Qingxuan stood up abruptly and left, Xue Hui grabbed his hand and said, "Qingxuan, it's the director's message!"

Xu Qingxuan trembled, he couldn't take it anymore, really couldn't take it anymore.

The illusion was shattered bit by bit, and reality invaded.A mirage is a mirage after all, one cannot enter his world, cannot participate in his life.There was nothing he could do, nothing left.

Xu Qingxuan couldn't remember how he survived in the end, he just remembered that he couldn't hold on anymore, his stomach hurt badly, and he didn't know when Xue Hui left.

Xue Hui did as he said, did not say goodbye to him, did not let him see, and left first.