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Xue Hui stared at him for a long time, Xu Qingxuan blushed, cute and innocent.

Xue Hui smiled slightly: "This is just a job."

"Eh?"

Xu Qingxuan's smile hung on his face, and slowly stiffened.

"Qingxuan, it's over, let the past go."

Xu Qingxuan fell to the ground from the floating clouds, he was stunned for a moment, and opened his mouth to ask: "No, it's not, you obviously..."

"Do you really understand who I am? Maybe I'm not the bad guy you think I am. Maybe I'm evil, or nasty, or boring. You're not going to be happy when you really get along. The good things are Let it stay in the past forever, okay?"

"But, are they all fake? That day in the ancient city, in that small hotel...we...were all fake?"

Xu Qingxuan eagerly searched for the traces of the two to prove himself.impossible!Even if last night was fake, the ancient city is not fake, even if the ancient city is fake, the small hotel is not.That day, that day...

Xue Hui said: "Of course not. Have you ever jumped a jumping pole? Or taken a roller coaster. People will have a suspension bridge effect in extreme environments, thinking that they are in love with someone else. In fact, it is just adrenaline rising, heartbeat under fear It's just speeding up. We have to get used to filming, don't we?"

Xue Hui smiled, and even refused to speak so nicely.He seemed to have changed in an instant, he was still so gentle, but so cold, so cold, as distant as a god.

Xu Qingxuan's mind was buzzing: "I don't understand those reasons. I just want to ask you, have you ever liked me?"

Xue Hui looked at him with a wry smile like an outsider who stayed out of the matter.

Xu Qingxuan still didn't give up, his voice was trembling: "Is it all my illusion this month?"

On the bustling pier, a wave of people got on and off the cruise ship, surrounded by turbulent voices and rushing vehicles.Xu Qingxuan never waited for the man's words. His feverish head finally calmed down, and his whole body was like ice: "I see. Sorry to bother you."

Xu Qingxuan turned around and ran back, crying wildly while running, his eyes were blurred, and he couldn't find the car.

Xue Hui shouted from behind: "Qingxuan!"

The faster he ran, he crashed into a tourist group.Being carried forward by the crowd, he bumped into many people.Rubbing shoulders and heels, stumbling.The zebra crossing is gone, cars are honking, the world is tilted, and there is chaos around.He fumbled into the car in a panic, took the key, and couldn't start it with trembling hands.It was dark for a while, I stepped on the accelerator, and I couldn't see any cars on the opposite side. The car grazed the wall next to it and hit the seaside guardrail, making a harsh sound.

Almost there, the car flipped into the sea!

In a thrilling moment, Xue Hui rushed over and yelled at him: "Are you going to die?"

Xu Qingxuan burst into tears, trembling all over, and stayed on the spot in shock.The shock between life and death is uncertain.

With tears and runny nose on the young man's pale face, he cried as hard as he could and looked at him.

Xue Hui's heart was about to break, being held tightly by him, he was so frightened that his heart almost stopped.

He finally peeled off a trace of camouflage, and persuaded him softly: "Xuanxuan, come down."

Xu Qingxuan's legs were weak, and the people around him helped drag the car, and Xue Hui slowly carried him off the car.The driver immediately went over and reversed the car. Fortunately, no one was injured. Fortunately, he was still safe.

It was too painful to part.

Heart-piercing sadness.

Xue Hui's back was drenched in cold sweat, and the hands that wiped his tears were trembling: "After a while, if you still insist, come to me again, okay?"

Xu Qingxuan's face was full of tears: "That's not an illusion."

"Okay, no."

"I just want to tell you, I love you, I'm in love with you."

Xue Hui wished he could hold his tears in his palm.

"I know."

"Okay, that's enough. I'm fine."

He struggled out of Xue Hui's arms, his emotions collapsed out of control for a while, and he didn't even feel that he was crying.He tried his best to calm himself down, regained his smile, and smiled at Xue Hui.

"Thank you senior, I'll go first."

"Xuanxuan, I'll see you off."

"No, I'll be fine this time. I'm fine."

Xue Hui didn't know that his world was still gloomy at that moment, and he couldn't see anything clearly.

Xue Hui let him go slowly, watched him get into the car, took a deep breath in the car, and drove away slowly.They both knew that this was the end and that they would never see each other again.

Xu Qingxuan drove on the road around the island, and his vision slowly recovered. The surrounding scenery remained the same, but he had undergone earth-shaking changes.In the short ten minutes, how happy I was when I came, how sad when I went back.It's like they died once, so they shouldn't ask, don't ask, don't tell the truth, they may still be friends.After this time, they will never see each other again.

This will be forever.

The scenery in the rearview mirror was getting farther and farther away, Xu Qingxuan seemed to be dead, and after returning, he couldn't bear to stay for another second.One more second, and he will be drowned by the huge memories here.

He quickly packed his things, went to the airport first, transferred from a certain city, and went straight to Shanghai.Call Jiang Kun when he gets off the plane, and Jiang Kun is waiting for him at the airport.

As soon as he saw Xu Qingxuan's face, Jiang Kun gave Xue Hui a hard time.It is late spring in China, and in just one month, times have changed and things have changed.Xu Qingxuan was so thin that he lost his human appearance, looking at the night scene outside the window.

Shanghai has become warmer, but it is still different from the hot summer on the island.After returning from the romantic island, he saw the busy traffic and the brightly lit metropolis in an instant. Everything seemed like a dream, which made people question everything on the island. Has he really been to the island?actually met that person?Do you really love him?Maybe, he's right.

Jiang Kun interrupted his thoughts: "I brought back the house in Jingyuan for you. What's the cheap kid doing? It's worth 10 yuan anyway."

"it is good."

"I read a few books for you. Although it is not as good as before, it is different now. Let's not choose."

The sycamore leaves leaked a little light, and they passed through the shadows and smelled the familiar fragrance of magnolia flowers.

"Brother Kun, I want to go back to acting in musicals."

"what?"

"It's hard to interview like me. Even if I pass the interview, the review will cause trouble for others. Why bother? Besides, I don't want to act in these dramas anymore. This is not what I want."

"When I signed the company, I booked two dramas a year. If it dares to give it to us, you don't have to worry about it. I will figure out a way."

"At the beginning, I signed the company because of excellence. Now, I want to go my own way."

"You really decided?"

"Decided."

"Okay, then I'll accompany you."

"Brother Kun..."

"Hey, don't say anything, who let the two of us get along since childhood. Besides, I didn't discuss with you beforehand. It's my fault, I have no ability."

"Forget it, let's move on."

"Yes, forget about the past."

Everyone told him it was an illusion, just forget it, and he told himself that, and move on.In the following six months, he first rehearsed and performed with the troupe everywhere, and hurried to the next stop.Sometimes he can’t drink a sip of water or eat a meal for a day, and the highly intensive performances occupy his time and thoughts. He often doesn’t know which city he is in. He only knows how to release and enjoy himself on the stage, slowly Gathered an audience and followed him on tour.

The number one male actor is his brother, who told him that Mr. Yan wanted to make a play "Romeo and Juliet" in the second half of the year, and told him to try it if he had the chance.

At that time, the two were wolfing down box lunch in the backstage corner, when he heard this sentence, his eyes lit up: "Really?"

"Don't blame senior brother for not reminding you. Teacher Yan is a dramatist, and her eyes are poisonous. She didn't have a good time."

"Try it."

"Yes, don't let our little troupe bury you."

He smiled faintly: "Brother, you also made fun of me. When I come back this time, I almost started from scratch."

The senior brother patted him on the shoulder: "I understand, come on."

Everyone understands that this time he is desperate, he can choose to go his own way, and no one knows the price he paid.It was also a hard time, the house in Shanghai was retired, Xiao Yu and the others were also disbanded, and only Jiang Kun was left to support him.He toured one stop after another, all by himself, sometimes he just lay down on the sofa when he came home at night, and fell asleep without knowing it.

The interview for the musical "Romeo and Juliet" was scheduled for an afternoon in June. Mr. Yan used to be a dramatist, but recently got the official authorization and wanted to put the classic play "Romeo and Juliet" on stage.The original stage design is followed, and the chief choreography is also performed by the original creative team.The selection of Romeo has already lasted for more than a month.The four sets of Romeo and Juliet are a very precious opportunity for Xu Qingxuan.

When Xu Qingxuan went that day, he only wore a white T-shirt and blue jeans.His hair has grown, so it naturally curls.His face was so thin that it was sunken in, and he had the temperament of a melancholy youth.The first time Yan Cong saw him when he entered the door, his eyes lit up.

The interviewees are all the teachers of the production team, and they are ready for the interview.Xu Qingxuan couldn't help being a little nervous. He had been away from his profession for too long, and there were divisions and exclusions between circles.He nervously answered the teachers' questions, answered truthfully, and sang a few classic arias.Yan Cong asked him to go back and wait, and would tell him if he passed.

After that, there was a long wait. In July, Yan Cong asked him to go to rehearse.Seeing the results of the rehearsal to decide his role, Xu Qingxuan was very happy!He pushed off all other work to concentrate on rehearsals.

In the height of summer, his life becomes simpler.In addition to rehearsals are rehearsals, time is urgent, and he has a heavy task.I rehearse until late every day before going home.

After that, I went to Beijing with the troupe to try on clothes, see the venue, and put on makeup for overall arrangement.He changed his makeup more than a dozen times. After the whole rehearsal, the overdraft of physical strength and spirit was very great.

He had no time to think about anything else.

And so until the show was actually put on stage, on the day of the premiere in Beijing, his mid-length curly hair, deep and deep face, charming eyes, and high nose bridge were like oil paintings revived.Wearing a long blue trench coat, he was tall, handsome, and unrestrained.

That night, his wonderful aria, dexterous dance, passionate and full of emotion, and charming figure perfectly interpreted a rebellious, cynical, indulging in luxury, and unrestrained European aristocrat.Just like a blue rose blooming in the night, she truly released herself, performed to her heart's content, let herself go, and sang and danced.

When it came to the curtain call, there was thunderous applause, the whole theater was boiling, and the audience refused to leave for a long time.

For many years, Xu Qingxuan had never tasted this kind of excitement and catharsis.The role played can resonate with the audience. At that moment, he stepped on the world under his feet and was the real king of the stage!

He loves music, and he loves the stage!

He loves the feel of the show!

Until he returned home, he was still immersed in great excitement and celebration. The producer held a celebration banquet for them. Afterwards, Jiang Kun congratulated him again. After drinking a lot of wine, he was so drunk that he was unconscious and was sent back by Jiang Kun. Home.

The other house he rented was small, but cozy.Jiang Kun moved him to the bed and turned on the light for him. The straight man * didn't know how to care about Fa Xiao, so he left him at home and left.

Xu Qingxuan slept in a sleepless night until midnight, and his dream was oppressive and painful. He dreamed that Xue was back, and he was watching a drama he acted in the audience.He knew he was in the audience, so he acted desperately and was anxious to end.Finally, the performance ended and the curtain call came to an end, but he couldn't find Xue Hui, who suddenly disappeared.Suddenly, it turned to the day of parting. On a rainy day, the wind on the island whipped up waves. Xue Hui told him gently and cruelly, let the past go, let it go... He suddenly woke up, covered in sweat.I found that my face was still wearing makeup and my clothes had not been changed. Fortunately, the light in the room was on.

He was in a daze in a dimly lit room, from the excitement to the loneliness of being alone, that feeling was extremely uncomfortable.The bedside lamp was dim, the curtains were drawn, and the room was filled with a thick night.He took a deep breath, but he still felt oppressed in his chest, so oppressed that he didn't know how old he was, as if he was still in the dream at sea.

Rain, windmills, a dog, and a man in a trench coat with his back turned.

He stumbled down, poured a glass of water, poured it in, suddenly looked up, and saw the doll fox squatting on the bedside table.In the darkness, she stared at him without blinking.

He knew that those deep emotions were just suppressed by him at the bottom of the lake.He never forgot him.