star chaser

At night, in the hotel, Xu Qingxuan's feet were swollen, and Xue Hui carried them all the way back.After finally finding this hotel, the wind and snow stopped, and the night sky was clear again in an instant.Xue Hui put him on the bed first, climbed the mountain twice in a row, and fell from the terrace again. His feet were so swollen that he couldn't see anymore.

I didn't feel it before, but now that I rested, I felt a pinprick-like pain spreading from my leg.

He hissed in pain, Xue Hui looked at him, regretfully and nervously asked him: "Where does it hurt, can you tell me?"

He couldn't tell where it hurt, because his whole body hurt, his feet hurt, his brain hurt, and his heart hurt too.

Xue Hui didn't dare to use hot water for him, so he soaked the towel in warm water, wrung it dry and wrapped his feet in his arms.Use your own hands to rub and care.

Let it warm up a little bit, and come alive a little bit in your arms.

Xu Qingxuan looked at the way Xue Hui warmed his feet, and rubbed his hands with the hot air, taking good care of every place.I put it in my arms against his warm skin, covering it with my own body temperature.

Xu Qingxuan's eyes were filled with water vapor, full of pain and regret.

In the most desperate time, I still met this person.

Xue replied: "Xuanxuan, why did you come here?"

His voice was soft and pitiful, with unconscious tension.

Xu Qingxuan said: "It's nothing, I just want to do some unfinished business, and I want to travel alone."

"So come to see the stars and sing?"

Xu Qingxuan looked at him: "Yes."

Xue replied: "Are you angry with me, blaming me?"

"No."

"Didn't we agree, did you go back and think about it?"

Xu Qingxuan said: "To be honest, I don't know, and I can't think of a result."

He doesn't know how to face him at all, love is love, but the length of love, the variables of existence, the uncertainty of the future, and the face of his past, he doesn't know what to do for a while.He couldn't figure it out.

"Do you believe in miracles?"

Xue replied: "I believe it exists.

"You lied to me, you said you would see the stars, but I still can't see anything when I come here."

"You believe me, there are stars in your world, and I will let you see them."

"But I climbed the mountain twice, and it was raining and snowing, so I couldn't see the stars at all."

Xue Hui was exhausted, so he hugged him anxiously: "Let's go to the balcony to watch the stars."

"No."

"Yes, there will definitely be tonight."

Xue Hui carried him to the sofa by the window, covered him with a blanket, and held him in his arms.The two of them lay by the window and waited for the stars like children.Actually, Xu Qingxuan still couldn't see it, but only saw a pitch-black sky.He tried to open his eyes wide, wanting to wait for that miracle.

Xue Hui said, "Let's wait slowly, don't worry."

Xu Qingxuan leaned in his arms: "Brother Xue, it doesn't matter even if there are no stars."

"Yes, Xuanxuan, there will definitely be."

They waited until midnight, and Xu Qingxuan's eyes were sore.The night sky of the snow-capped mountains in summer smells like snow, clean and cool.The distant sky had a blurred halo, and even the stars meant nothing to him.They waited from night to early morning, Xu Qingxuan was desperate, buried in his arms and didn't want to look any more.

However, Xue Hui kept looking at the night sky.He seemed sure that there must be stars that night, and then there were stars.

In the middle of the night, at an unknown time, a meteor suddenly burned like a flame, piercing the sky, leaving behind a long and narrow flight feather.

Xue Hui blinked, but couldn't see clearly, thinking it was fake.Then countless flames burned together, across the sky, and the stars of the universe flew past overhead.

Xue Hui said in surprise: "Xuanxuan, look up and look at the stars."

Xu Qingxuan was originally buried in Xue Hui's arms, but when he heard this sentence, he suddenly raised his head.There seemed to be a little bit of faint light in the sky, a very small, very small starlight, dancing and flickering in his originally pitch-black field of vision.

He finally saw the stars!

He really saw the stars!

In Xue Hui's side, the vast starry sky like rain was just a little bit of beating starlight in Xu Qingxuan's eyes, but he also saw stars!

"There really is a miracle, Brother Xue, there really is!"

The two looked at the starry sky together in shock.

Xue Hui hugged him tightly, also inexplicably excited.

"Xuanxuan, tell me, why are you sad?"

Xu Qingxuan's eyes were moist: "You said you wouldn't love me..."

Xue Hui smiled bitterly: "I never said I wouldn't love you, I said I fell in love with you."

"You said, temporarily..."

"Are you not confident in yourself, or in me?"

"I do not know."

Xu Qingxuan could feel the man carrying him from the mountain just now.He could feel the temperature of his back, the strength of his arms, the gentle tone, and the look of love.But all of this doesn't seem to belong to him.

He lay on Xue Hui's body in the wind and snow, and followed him forward, really wanting to go on like this forever.

Xue Hui slowly felt Xu Qingxuan lying on his body, and slowly felt his shoulders getting wet.

Suddenly startled, his heart ached and he clenched tightly.

Xue Hui let him go, hugged him on the sofa, wiped away his tears, and kissed his forehead.

"Silly Xuanxuan, I mean I seldom had anything I loved before, but I didn't just fall in love with someone casually, I know what love is."

"What is it?"

"Yes..." Xue replied: "The feeling of fear after you disappeared. There were two times, one was when the beach rejected you, and the other was in the past few days."

Xue Hui told him about the adventures along the way in the past few days, the regret every time he missed it, sometimes it was a small step behind him, but he missed it, and he was exhausted physically and mentally.

The man's stubbled cheeks were not taken care of, his hair and clothes were dirty: "I'll get you something."

Xu Qingxuan didn't expect that he was following behind him.

While still in shock, Xue Hui picked him up from the sofa and let him hang on him like a bear.Shamed and hot, the man held his butt with both hands, let him put his arms around his neck, and went to take the photo from the backpack.

However, the photo and the contents inside also fell out. Xu Qingxuan helped him pick up a wallet, and there was a dried flower hidden inside the wallet.Xu Qingxuan didn't recognize it at first, but later he became more and more familiar, and suddenly raised his head. It was the tea plum he picked for him in the rose garden. It had already froze to death and withered, but it was made into dried flowers and stored in the man's wallet. inside of the

Xue Hui suddenly looked embarrassed and shy, snatched the wallet and stuffed it into his backpack.

It was an old photo, a group photo of three people standing in front of Victoria Harbor with the sea breeze blowing.

"This is Ren Qing."

"Why did you bring a photo?"

Xue replied: "I knew I didn't make it clear, so you ran away."

"I don't." Xu Qingxuan blushed and turned to look at the photo.

At that time, Ren Qing was still very young, and Xue Hui was even younger. Ren Qing stood in the middle, with one arm around a person, with Xue Hui on the left and Shi Man on the right.Shi Man was a bright girl at that time, and Xue Hui looked like a Hong Kong niche student.Ren Qing was older than them, very beautiful, like their older sister.

"At that time, Shi Man and I had just filmed the first movie, and we were able to play together. We didn't know what love was, so we got together ignorantly. At that time, we thought that love was like playing together. Ren Qing was Our teacher, she is a very good drama actress, and later became a producer. My relationship with Shi Man was photographed by Hong Kong paparazzi, and the situation became very bad. We often quarreled about it. I went to see any girl, Regardless of whether it is related or not, it will be used for hype. The reporter presses us every day if the relationship between the two of us will be tense and when we will have a banquet. I don’t want to get married. I don’t know whether I love her or not. I am very troubled. Shi Man, etc. For two years, we broke up because of no results and too much pressure from public attention. During that period, Ren Qing helped me block many things, and she also suppressed me and reporters in the street. .Did you read the gossip that the reporter wrote indiscriminately?"

Xu Qingxuan was speechless: "I..."

"They wrote it indiscriminately. I have nothing with her. I just respect her very much. She was my first teacher on the road of life. At that time, I was ignorant and rebellious. I didn't want to be bound by the rules of this industry. A lot of misfortunes. If she hadn't helped me during the period, maybe I would have been blocked in Hong Kong."

Maybe he also had a good impression of Ren Qing, respect and appreciation, more serious and cautious, hidden in the bottom of his heart, nothing happened to them after all.

"She fell in love with a director, but that person must have concealed his family. At that time, the director and actors who went to Hong Kong to film were in chaos, and it was difficult to survive. I lost her news later. She ran to Hong Kong alone. Ning Nan was born abroad, and they found me at the end of the road, and we took Ning Nan to see a doctor and find a school. We were very happy, but when we came back, we encountered a car accident."

Xue Hui closed his eyes, as if thinking of that day, when Ren Qing was driving in front of the car under the gust of wind and rain, they overturned together on the highway.

"Afterwards, Ningnan is my child. She also has a grandmother in Qingdao. I have always wanted to adopt her by my side, but the procedure is very difficult."

Xu Qingxuan put his arms around the man's shoulders and leaned on the man.

"Xuanxuan, I seldom really fall in love with someone, but if I fall in love, it's true. I can't guarantee that we will separate in the future, but if I wait for a year, the person who will still lose control , and only you."

"After I came back from the island, I couldn't wait. I was in a hurry to contact Bi Fang. I wanted to go to you as soon as the filming was over. I wanted to bring my work to you... If you still don't believe me..."

Xu Qingxuan hugged the people around him tightly.

"What else do you want to know about the past, I can tell you."

"Is it the clothes you asked Gao Lu to borrow for me?"

Xue couldn't think of him asking this, and was taken aback for a moment: "Yes."

"Did you secretly watch my musical?"

Xue Hui said unnaturally: "I went there secretly..."

Xu Qingxuan said: "Isn't it the last match?"

"It's the first game."

Hey, he came to watch the first scene. Xu Qingxuan was not the main character at that time, but just a supporting actor on the stage.I don't know what Romeo, what Xue Hui felt when he saw it.Xu Qingxuan's cheeks were hot, it was all because he didn't make it clear that day, but he didn't regret coming out.

This is his own journey, and sooner or later he has to complete it.Now I have Xue Hui to accompany me and finish it with him.

"Brother Xue, I want to know all about your past, can you tell me slowly?"

"it is good."

Xu Qingxuan didn't tell him that he fell in love with Xue Hui when he was in high school.He cut out the inside pages of the magazine, collected many interview photos of him, and weaved his past.Now he is in front of him, listening to his past in person.

That night, Xue Hui chatted with him a lot, about his home near the film studio, about the first movie he came into contact with, about his strange thoughts, and the time he spent alone.Xu Qingxuan seemed to accompany him through those important moments to him.

The two committed to each other this night, until finally both fell asleep from exhaustion.