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Xu Qingxuan woke up thirsty in the middle of the night, and his throat was uncomfortable from the cold. He felt that he might catch a cold.It was still raining outside, so he went downstairs in his pajamas and turned on all the lights first.With the sound of crackling rain outside the window, Abu groaned while lying on his bed.He brought Abu in and let him hide on the balcony for one night.It was raining heavily, and he was afraid of getting colder, so he drank some hot water and took two pills.

When I came back, there was still some light in the lounge.The door was not closed tightly, and the sound of the movie overflowed from inside. Xu Qingxuan never went to the movie theater, and couldn't bear the dark atmosphere inside.He stayed outside the door for a while. It was still that Russian movie, Xue Hui was still watching it?

He glanced inside, and his heart was clamoring again.He wanted to see him again, maybe just to say hello, maybe just to talk.

He hesitated at the door, bold and hesitant.Now all the staff are retired and they don't wear mics.The camera was working silently, and the lounge was so dark it was impossible to get a picture.He felt his heart heat up and beat vigorously, and the moment he was about to blurt out, the people inside seemed to see his shadow.

The sound of the movie was turned off, and the people in the room called him: "Qingxuan?"

Xu Qingxuan walked into that darkness quietly, he calmed himself down, and the thick black around him drowned him.He wanted to retch for a moment and held back.

He couldn't see anything, and in the thick darkness, a man's voice asked him, "Did it bother you?"

Xu Qingxuan said: "No."

He still couldn't see anything, and he didn't dare to go any further.

"Why haven't you slept yet?"

The man's voice asked him from the back of the room.Leaving the camera, Xue Hui's voice has a different texture.I don't know whether it is calmer or more indifferent.There was a faint light on the screen, and he groped along the light source, terrified to death, but still determined.

"Can't sleep..."

"Come and watch together." Xue replied.

"Ah."

It took Xu Qingxuan a long time to get used to the darkness inside.He saw a figure sitting there, but he couldn't see clearly.In the hazy and viscous world, only the light on the screen is bright.

He groped for himself to sit down, on the rug in front of the sofa.So slow that it almost alarmed the man.

"what happened to you?"

He buzzed his nose: "I have a little cold."

The man pondered for a long time, then took a piece of clothing and put it on him.Xu Qingxuan heard that it was Xue Hui's own coat, did he give him his own clothes?

"I went out to find you this afternoon."

"what?"

The man put a hand on his arm, pulled him up, and sat on the sofa.

"Don't sit on the ground, it's cold on the ground."

"You said you came to see me this afternoon?"

Xu Qingxuan grasped the key point, and sat down with him without caring, leaning very close, staring at his face.

Xue replied: "Yes, I saw you and Bai Wei playing."

Xu Qingxuan said without thinking: "I have nothing to do with her."

Xue Hui looked at his approaching face with his big eyes open."I know," he said.

Xu Qingxuan tried hard to recognize his face just now, but it turned out to be too close, the man's breath almost fell on the tip of his nose.

He didn't know why the topic turned to the day's affairs again.Feeling ashamed, he turned his head away from him.

At this time, the man's sense of existence becomes more and more intense.He was sitting right next to him, his voice, his breath, so close at hand.

And his clothes, he was wrapped in his scent.

Xu Qingxuan's face was on fire.

Xue Hui said, "Try to avoid Lu Jiasheng and the others in the future."

The movie is still playing.

"Ah."

"I'm not saying you can't see Bai Wei..."

"I know."

"You are very smart."

He was praised by Xue Hui, just like an adult would praise a child.His heart was beating wildly again, and he felt hotter than a fever.Xue Hui continued to teach him: "It's not a bad thing for Lu Jiasheng to have a quarrel with you. He's taking the initiative to have sex with you. Be careful, those who don't get in touch with you and ignore you."

Xu Qingxuan thought in a mess, Lu Jiasheng embarrassed him face to face, although it was bad, it was still obvious.And there is nothing to worry about.Bai Wei took the initiative to make friends with him, Shi Man was generous and kind, and treated everyone very well.Only Ji Heng, who never spoke a word to him or had any contact with him from the beginning.

Is he ostracizing him?Silent rejection may be more terrifying than face-to-face embarrassment.

"But I don't think everyone has bad intentions. Just get used to it slowly."

Xu Qingxuan turned to look at Xue Hui, and complained in a low voice: "You ignore me..."

Xue replied, "Do I have any?"

"Yes, I have."

He magnified his senses in the dark, and no one saw him. He blurted out many words that he dared not say during the day.After he finished speaking, he regretted again and looked at Xue Hui nervously.

Xue Hui smiled lightly and said, "It's my fault."

"Hmm..." He blushed.

"Then can you forgive me?"

His heart was beating so hard that it was about to fly out of his chest, full of sweetness.

"Ah."

Nothing needs to be said, he forgives him!

Xue turned his head, and the two continued to watch the movie, but Xu Qingxuan couldn't watch anything.His mind is racing, the world is noisy, he wants to scream, laugh, and hug someone.He just lifted his legs up and rested them on his lap.Under Xue Hui's clothes, he smiled sweetly.

He doesn't care about anything.

The darkness was no longer darkness, the warmth of light embraced him.Safe, sweet, enveloping him from behind.He was only an arm's length away from Xue Hui, but there was no need to say anything.

At the end of the movie, when the curtain was about to end, Xue Hui said, "This is a movie I watched when I was a student."

Xu Qingxuan looked at the characters on the screen, he was no stranger, this is a must-see movie for every film school student.

Xue Hui said, "In "Infernal Affairs", do you like playing Andy Lau or Tony Leung?"

"what?"

Xu Qingxuan didn't expect him to escape his thoughts: "It's all very difficult."

"But you are suitable to play Andy Lau."

"is it?"

Xue Hui laughed: "You all think so."

Xu Qingxuan knew that when Xue Hui first became popular, he always played the male protagonist, a positive role, which matched his temperament very well.Later, for some reason, he started to play some supporting roles, all kinds of weird characters or villains.How ugly and rebellious I am.But he was also very successful in playing the villain, leaving behind many classic roles.Later, Xue Hui stopped acting...

"Actually, I would rather play Andy Lau in the second part."

Xu Qingxuan didn't understand what he meant.Tonight's Xue Hui is a bit foggy.

After a long time, the movie started playing again.

Xu Qingxuan devoted himself to the scene of watching the movie.This movie is the first movie that many filmmakers came into contact with. The ideal, naivety, and enthusiasm for dedicating themselves to the theater industry still seem to flow in their hearts.

Xu Qingxuan hadn't watched this movie for a long time.It seems that since graduation, many things have changed.

"What do you think of me as a director?"

Xue Hui asked suddenly.

Xu Qingxuan looked at him in shock: "Director?"

Xue replied, "Yes."

Xu Qingxuan was not only shocked by the fact that Xue Hui wanted to be a director, but also that Xue Hui told him such a thing.

So what he was thinking today was——

Xu Qingxuan said: "I think it's great, you will definitely succeed. In previous movies and dramas, no matter what the role was, even a boxer in the supporting role, you took it seriously and played it very successfully. You can do anything Well, I have watched "Spring in a Small Town" many times, the one in Guangzhou, when you met Xinyue for the last time, I cried. It shocked me a lot, I always wanted to be like you..."

Xue Hui looked at Xu Qingxuan in the dark, Xu Qingxuan stopped talking, he talked too much.

There was so much silence in the room for a moment that he hardly dared to look up at him.I just feel that the ambiguity in this room is endless, and the time flows too slowly, making the air hot and dry.

As time went by, the confession-like words became more and more embarrassing, because there was no camera to capture them, and they lay naked between them.

In the dark, the room was sticky and stuffy, Xue Hui suddenly leaned over, and Xu Qingxuan nervously grabbed the sofa on his back.

"So, don't be angry, eh?"

Xu Qingxuan's eyes widened.

He knows, he knows everything!

He was determined not to speak.

Xue Hui put one hand on the sofa, trapping him in the corner of the sofa.

The man said in a hoarse voice: "My fox can tell the truth, right?"