The big guys think I'm a male fox

When Yu Feng was young, he was very curious. He didn't understand why his mother looked different from others.

He had asked his mother why her hair was the color of the sun and her eyes the color of honey?With a high nose and thin lips, he was very different from any grown-ups he had ever seen.

Yu Feng learned to speak very early and was a child with many problems.

He asked his mother why his name was Xiaofeng and not Xiaoyu?

He asked his mother why the eldest sister who was always seen at home didn't come anymore, was it because she didn't like Xiaofeng?

He asked his mother, why do you cry every time you see your father?

Mother often couldn't answer his questions.Partly because of her half-baked Chinese proficiency, and partly because children's questions are often unexpectedly directed at people's hearts. Even if she can understand, she can't bear to destroy the stars in the children's eyes with realistic answers.

Most of the time, she just hugged her young son, kissed his soft cheeks, hummed softly, let him step on her feet, and danced with him.

One lap, two laps, three laps, the young Yu Feng was held by his mother, and at a very young age, he learned how to dance with ladies.

The father felt that a boy should not be like a baby who cannot live without his mother all day long—although Yu Feng was indeed a baby at the time.

When my father was at home, Yu Feng would memorize many articles, learn foreign languages ​​from a serious-looking teacher, and exercise in the scorching heat or cold wind.

His father and mother have completely different spiritual worlds, they rarely meet, and occasionally meet in the house without speaking.The young Yu Feng didn't find it strange, he thought it was like this in other families.

He didn't know that his romantic mother had traveled half the world to marry his father, and he thought he was married to love.

I don't know what kind of calculations my father had in mind when he married a foreign wife on impulse and his career was affected.

The young Yu Feng has not yet shown his extraordinary intelligence. He is ignorant and innocent, and he grows up calmly with a full of curiosity about the world.

Until one day, the mother who always looked a little sad suddenly happily put on the newly bought clothes for him, rummaged through the luggage, and said that the family would go on a trip together.

At that time, Yu Feng didn't even understand the meaning of traveling, but his mother was happy and so was he.

He remembered very clearly that his mother wore a light blue floral dress that day, let off her golden curls that were always coiled up, put on high heels, put on lipstick and other things that could not be called out by the wind on her face. She looks as beautiful as someone in a pictorial.

Mom said to Feng: "Dad still loves Mom, he said he wants to change."

Mother's Chinese is always a little meaningless, but Yu Feng can understand it.

He still doesn't understand what love means, but looking at his mother's eyes shining with tenderness, he seems to understand a little bit.

On that day, their father drove them to a distant place. They ate a lot of delicious food together, took a group photo happily like other people, and visited many places together.

The young Yu Feng was quickly defeated, and when he sat down to rest, he leaned against his mother's arms, so tired that he couldn't open his eyes at all.

Dad picked him up from his mother's arms and carried him all the way back to the hotel.

Before this time, Yu Feng had never been so close to his father, and after this time, he had never been so close.

Yu Feng, who was still a child, was exhausted from the rush of the journey and the rare excitement. When he returned to the hotel, he was stuffed into the bed by his mother and fell asleep unconsciously. He didn't even eat dinner.

When he woke up, the lights were not turned on in the room, and he heard his parents whispering on the balcony.

Fear of the dark was born in his young heart, he jumped off the big bed, and walked out quickly, wanting to find his parents.

His parents were indeed on the huge viewing balcony, embracing each other, as if they were still in love.

Yu Feng had never seen them like this before, his heart was shocked, and he didn't dare to go forward to disturb this beautiful picture.

When the mother saw him, she raised her finger and made a "shh" gesture at him, as if hoping that this moment would last for a while.Her face was full of happiness, like a girl in love.

But the next moment, she was suddenly picked up by the man who was holding her. Before she could realize what was going on, she was thrown out of the huge viewing window.

The hem of the blue skirt was blown up by the wind, and she was blown down mercilessly by the gust of wind like a panicked flower after the rain.

Yu Feng still remembers the look of his mother desperately looking at him for the last time before falling.

Is it despair, is it reluctance, or is it waiting for Yu Feng to avenge her?

As an adult, Yu Feng often dreamed of his mother's eyes at that time, but he still couldn't understand her heart.

Yu Feng's father soon found out that he was an inappropriate young witness.After all, a man preserved half of his humanity, and he didn't have the heart to hurt his own flesh and blood.

Later Yu Feng heard that all the closed windows were installed in that hotel. He also heard that no family members from her motherland attended her mother’s funeral. He heard that her father had a new wife, a bigger house and a hat. There are other children.

It's all heard.Because after that he was sent to a distant boarding school, where he learned to live and grow up alone under a strict system.

Only then did he know that his father had changed his name to Yu Shixiong, which sounded a bit like an uncle's name.

He asked his father why he changed his name.

His father just looked at him coldly, telling him not to ask about these things.

Although the name was changed, Yu Feng didn't recognize it.Neither the teacher nor the classmates understood why this kid named Yu Shixiong always wrote the word Yu Feng on the books.

Writing persistently like this made Yu Feng grow up.He didn't stay at boarding school for a few years, and the teacher soon noticed the boy's outstanding talents and persuaded his father to send him to a better school.

He went to several well-known schools, lived in the teacher's house, lived in the host family, and lived in the student dormitory.

When he became an adult, he immediately found the man he once called Dad and proposed to dissolve the father-son relationship.

As if waiting for a long time, the other party quickly agreed.

"You've become a lot like your mother." The old man said suddenly when parting, "especially the eyes."

Yu Feng didn't expect that he could still mention his mother, and suddenly felt his stomach churning, and he almost vomited.

"Since that night, when I looked into your eyes, I knew that the fate between you and me as a father and son was over."

The man looked at the adult Yu Feng calmly, "I don't ask for your forgiveness, nor do I expect you to understand. But Feng'er, even if this relationship is terminated, I will still be your father. You can come to me."

The man in front of him spoke warm words, but Yu Feng's thoughts had drifted far away. He suddenly wanted to understand his own problems when he was young.

Why is his name Yu Feng, not Xiao Yu?

The mother traveled across the ocean and was trapped here by love. She was so deeply in love that she couldn't extricate herself, and finally died in the hands of the person she loved the most.In this way, she wrote all her wishes into her son's name.

Yu Feng, Yu Feng, I hope you are as free as the wind, go wherever you want, don't be wronged by love, and don't be caught by anyone.