After I found my sick boyfriend, I was forced to socialize with animals

Tonight is the deadline!

In the dark corridor, the flickering flames still flickered, the sharp accusations inside the door gradually weakened, Qiu Ning took a sharp puff of cigarette, was choked, his red eyes seemed to flow tears.

Pushing the door open, Wang Ning was still cursing, but the dishes on the table had been cleaned up, it seemed that today's meal was finally finished.

"Why is there such a strong smell of smoke!" Wang Ning rushed out of the kitchen, pointed at Qiu Ning's face and scolded, "You are really capable, you can smoke now, why don't you go with your smoker father Die! Your Qiu family is a group of white-eyed wolves who came to suck my blood..."

Qiu Ning hurriedly rushed to the inner room to get his clothes and ran out the door, his last task was considered completed.

After walking out of the corridor, Qiu Ning was at a loss again, it was still early, where could he go.

Although I thought about ending my life tonight, I didn't want to go so early.

In the late autumn night, the visibility was less than five meters in the foggy air.Qiu Ning likes this kind of weather very much, as long as it is different from normal sunny days, he likes it very much.

Walking mechanically, Qiu Ning has lived in this community for 25 years, and he can find his way even with his eyes closed.

In the past 25 years, there were no happy things here, but there was a memory that she didn't want to remember the most, that was the day when she moved, Wang Ning's shouts resounded throughout the community, she couldn't understand why her son left her.

Qiu Ning also couldn't understand why his mother forced him to death.

Every word, every look is hinting to yourself that you are a waste.

Riding the electric donkey and walking aimlessly through the streets, Qiu Ning felt as if he was free again.

After passing the intersection in front, we arrived at the biggest gay bar in the city. Qiu Ning felt that he had become more courageous today. It was the first time he smoked a cigarette, and it was also the first time he entered a gay bar.

He had never been attracted to a woman in his life, and he always thought it was a woman's problem.It wasn't until he had different thoughts about his buddies when he was a child that he realized that it was his own problem.

At first I thought I was a pervert and trash, but now I have fully accepted it.You can even peep at the good-looking brother in the subway with peace of mind.

Putting the e-donkey away, and straightening her wind-blown hairstyle, Qiu Ning thought that even if she couldn't do it once tonight, it would be okay to kiss someone, otherwise it would be a shame to die like this without sending her first kiss.

With the dim light and the corrupt music, everyone had the aura that Qiu Ning yearned for but didn't dare to approach. He suddenly found that he didn't have the courage to approach them. He had already put heavy shackles on his body, and now the shackles are also gone. It has grown in his heart.

His soul is no longer free.

There seemed to be a sudden silence around him, and he suddenly wanted to die now, because this was the last thing he could hold on to.

It took only 10 minutes from entering to exiting, but no one noticed this ashen-faced man.

Running all the way, the joy in Qiu Ning's heart was greater than the fear of dying, and he ran to the bridge of the moat in one breath, there was no one there, and the street lights were dimly flickering.

"Huh...it can finally be over."

As soon as these words were uttered, Qiu Ning's tears finally burst, but the corners of his mouth couldn't stop rising. The death penalty he imposed on himself has been recalled countless times in his mind.

Is real life really unbearable?Qiu Ning gave himself reasons to live countless times, but realized time and time again that he was not needed for these reasons. In the end, he was completely redundant.

Well, life ended on a Friday night, and it was just too bad.

Qiu Ning took out his earphones, thinking about listening to his favorite song, jumping off from here, everything will be over.

Faint footsteps sounded from behind the mist, and a figure stopped vaguely nearby. Qiu Ning looked at the blurred shadow, put on his earphones, and thought that it would be fine to wait for the person to leave before dancing, and listen to a few more songs .