After I found my sick boyfriend, I was forced to socialize with animals

"Don't worry, you saved my life, and I won't leave you alone. And I have paid the rent, so I have to live here for a while."

Qin Fengming could tell that Qiu Ning was reluctant to part with him, and he was unwilling to say anything to persuade him to stay. In fact, he liked this place very much, and there was no other place to go except here.

After the two of them finished their meal, they took out the snacks they bought in the afternoon.In the end, Qiu Ning still secretly stuffed the piece of durian into his mouth. Qin Fengming just looked at him with a frown, showing disgust, and finally shook his head with a smile.

"The doctor said that your illness is actually not very serious, and it can be eradicated if you have an operation as soon as possible." Qiu Ning filled his mouth full of snacks and muttered.

"No money."

"Emmmm... Do you have medical insurance? It should be able to reimburse part of it. I still have some financial management. If you want to use it, I can ask for it first. If it is not enough, I will have a lot of loans."

Before he knew it, Qiu Ning had put his own money into it, but he didn't realize that he didn't feel bad at all.

"Stop, my friend."

The more Qin Fengming listened, the more confused he became. What's the matter with this person? He is living with a stranger, so why does he need a loan to help him heal his illness.

"First, I still don't want to live very much, so I don't want to get medical treatment; second, I have no money to pay you back after taking your money. Third, don't you think you are a bit nosy?"

"I just think you're always coughing when you sleep at night, which disturbs me. No way."

After listening to this, Qiu Ning felt that his face was getting hotter and hotter. It was obviously for his own good, but he still had to be blamed, so he had no choice but to refute.

"Hehe, then I won't be able to hold on, let's go."

Speaking of getting up and putting on clothes, he was about to go out.Qiu Ning was startled when he told him to leave, and it wasn't until Qin Fengming opened the door that he realized that he rushed up to stop him.

"That's not what I meant." Qiu Ning suppressed the grievance in his heart, not daring to look up at him, for fear that if he raised his eyes, he couldn't help crying.

It seems that I have done something wrong again, why, why am I so stupid, so stupid, and want to make others angry.

"It's okay if I don't say it. I was wrong. Don't go. It's very cold outside now. The doctor said you should keep warm."

Qiu Ning's gaze was fixed on Qin Fengming's clothes corner, and he mechanically said the words to persuade him to stay, like an emotionless apologizing robot.

"What's wrong with you? I... I won't go."

Qin Fengming looked at the person in front of him inexplicably. He was clearly arguing with him just now, but why did he change his face so quickly, and let this aggrieved play of Qiong Yao play.

In fact, he had no intention of leaving at all, he just wanted to go out and buy something.

From Qin Fengming's point of view, this was just a quarrel, and there was no need to go online. He didn't expect Qiu Ning's reaction to be so big, which caught him off guard.

When the two returned to the sofa, Qiu Ning still looked like he had done something wrong, and his eyes were fixed on the corner of the table. At this moment, his heart was being tormented by endless guilt.

How can you meddle so much in your own business? You don't even have an identity.

No one can bear you, recognize the reality, everyone will leave you, if you don't leave today, you will leave tomorrow, you are a waste that no one cares about.

Qin Fengming took a bag of potato chips and handed it to his face, Qiu Ning just took it unconsciously, and put it into his mouth one by one, until his cheeks were puffed up, and he didn't stop.

"Qiu Ning, what's wrong with you." Realizing that Qiu Ning's condition was wrong, Qin Fengming frowned and shook him vigorously, as if this would wake him up.

"It's okay, I was sorry just now." Qiu Ning gradually recovered, shook his head, knowing that he was in a mood again, smiled self-deprecatingly, got up and began to clear the table.

"I'll help you." For some reason, seeing Qiu Ning's smile, Qin Fengming felt his heart tighten, and he felt unspeakable love for him.

The atmosphere of packing up dinner was completely different from preparing dinner. Both of them were a little afraid to meet each other face to face, and lowered their heads to do their work.

"actually……"

"I……"

The two spoke the first sentence in silence at the same time.

"Let me talk about it first. In fact, I didn't want to really leave just now. I just went out for a walk."

Qin Fengming wiped the last dish, looked at Qiu Ning sincerely, "You really don't have to worry about me leaving, I like this place and I like living with you."

In all fairness, these words did not comfort Qiu Ning at all, they were his sincere words.

Qin Fengming could feel that Qiu Ning's mental state was a bit problematic, that's why the two met by the bridge last night.

But after confirming this fact, he didn't have a trace of fear, he just felt very distressed. Compared with the dull pain in his body, it was more like the grief that seeped into his heart and penetrated into the blood.

"Well, thank you. I get out of control sometimes, and I don't know why."

Qiu Ning murmured, he seemed to be really looking for the answer, the answer that had tortured him for a long time.

"But don't worry, I won't hurt anyone."

"Well, I believe you."

The two finally looked at each other and smiled under the dim light.

At this moment, Qiu Ning felt that he was really lucky. Although he didn't dare to expect too much, someone finally knew his true self and accepted it.

The atmosphere between the two was still a bit dignified, Qin Fengming was thinking of using something to divert the topic, and suddenly remembered what he put under the pillow yesterday.