The love is too deep

"I've held back too many words in my heart, and I feel like I'm going to collapse if I don't say anything." Kong Huan smiled wryly and picked rice grains with chopsticks, "Look at me now, I hate myself. The feeling of scratching the liver, at that time I was so stubborn that I didn't want to admit that I fell in love with Lin Zhaonan, but now I have finally compromised and tasted how uncomfortable this feeling is!"

"Especially when I saw him walking with that girl, I even wondered what others would think of us if I walked on the street like him!"

torment!Really tormented!

Daqun didn't know how to comfort Kong Huan and didn't want to make Kong Huan so painful, "Huan! We both grew up together, and I've never seen you push yourself like this for anyone. If you like it, don't be afraid to tell me what you want to say." Tell him everything, if he has the heart, he will understand your affection."

Kong Huan lit a cigarette, took a puff and thought about Ling Aoqun's words.

He stared blankly ahead and couldn't find his way, "Take the first step, the second step, then how to go for the rest!"

The smoke ring that was spit out fell heavily on the table and was crushed.

"Why do you care so much!" Daqun was angry, "Are you willing to give up what you like to others?"

Not reconciled, how could I be reconciled!When he meets the one he loves and tosses him to death, how could he let it go so easily, but he is hesitant.

Daqun was even more anxious than him, "I don't regret not being together even if I say it! Even if we can't be friends, so what, it's better than holding back the disease."

His eyes no longer wandered, and he didn't want to wait any longer, "Well, I don't regret saying it!"

Pick up the phone and call Lin Zhaonan, the call is answered quickly.

"Hello? What's wrong?"

"Brother Zhao Nan!"

They seemed to be in a cafe, Kong Huan heard the crisp laughter of the girl on the other end, and the firmness that had been erected just now was pushed down again.

He began to hesitate, and asked after a while, "Are you coming back tonight?"

Choked on cigarettes and coughed.

"You didn't go to the doctor?"

At this moment he couldn't hear his concern for himself because the suffering covered all perception.

"No!" The voice was hoarse, the girl seemed to be urging, Kong Huan was a little disappointed: "I'll talk about it when I come back tomorrow!"

"Okay! Pay attention to your body!"

The phone hangs up.

Zhang Duoer saw Lin Zhaonan speaking softly and considerately to the person on the other end of the phone, "Who is it?" He seemed jealous.

"friend!"

"Male or female!" She blinked her eyes playfully, waiting for the answer she had thought in her heart.

"male!"

Duo'er acted like a baby happily, "Brother Zhaonan, I'm leaving tomorrow and promised that those who will accompany me tonight are not allowed to break their promise."

Lin Zhaonan smiled slightly, Zhang Duoer couldn't read the change on his face but was immersed in ecstasy.

"He won't come back?" Daqun asked.

"Not coming back!" His voice was low and he didn't want to say any more, he was tired, "Thank you, Daqun! Don't go to bed too late, see you tomorrow!"

"Thank you for what you say."

Kong Huan only ate a few mouthfuls, got up and walked back to the room, "Close the door for me!"

Seeing his lost appearance, Ling Aoqun felt very sad, Xu Wanwan went home with a gloomy face and asked him why he was unhappy, Daqun told the story, and defended Kong Huan in words.

"Don't tell me who is good and who is not! Just now Zhao Nan called me and said that he will cook ginger soup tomorrow, but his pot is not good enough to come to our house to make it. I asked him who made it for him and he didn't say clearly. He closed his eyes and guessed it. Kong Huan, can you say he doesn't care about Kong Huan?" Xu Wanwan spoke softly and impartially.

Daqun was right to be guessing, "But seeing Kong Huan like that makes me feel uncomfortable. I've never been like this since I was a child. You're such a good boy, what if you get mad!"

The crying expression made Xu Wanwan laugh, she leaned into his arms and said: "I see! You are the one who is stunned! Could it be that you like him too?" Jiaorou punched him.

Daqun hurriedly hugged her tightly, "I only like you."

"I also hope that the two of them can let go of these burdens and be bold!" Xu Wanwan said some comforting words.

Ling Aoqun frowned upon hearing this, grinned foolishly, hugged her and kissed her non-stop.

Pushed away by Xu Wanwan, "Have you brushed your teeth yet?"

The large group of monkeys were anxious, "It's okay, it's more interesting to have a taste!"

"Fuck you! Brush your teeth!"

After the large group obediently came back, the two caressed and kept warm until the middle of the night before falling asleep.

After finishing the work on Saturday morning and seeing off Zhang Manfu and his daughter in the afternoon, Lin Zhaonan went to the market to buy ingredients for making ginger soup and hurried to Xu Wanwan's house.

Xu Wanwan opened the door to see that his face was flushed from the cold, and the bruises from last time had also dissipated, but there was still a slight color, which could be seen if he didn't look carefully.

"Is Daqun not at home?" he asked.

"It's at Kong Huan's place!" Xu Wanwan fetched him slippers.

He hurriedly opened the bag to let her see if there was anything missing in it, "The ginger soup that you learn medicine must cure all diseases."

Xu Wanwan smiled and said: "According to what you say, your cooking skills are superb, so you can save the starving ghost!"

Looking down at the large bucket of Coke in his hand, "You still bought this!"

"Well, I heard that cola ginger soup tastes better, it's not spicy!"

The two chatted while preparing in the kitchen.

"Zhaonan, why did you close the store recently?"

The shredded ginger was chopped evenly with a knife in hand, "I'm looking for a decoration company these days and plan to renovate the store. I want to change the business model, otherwise I'm too tired to work from morning to night!"

Xu Wanwan admired that he was of the same age but very thoughtful, and managed the store well by herself, "Boss Lin, don't forget about us when he will be successful in the future!", Wanwan asked him: "You, do you have a girlfriend? gone?"

Lin Zhaonan tilted his head in surprise, "Who said that!"

She hesitated to name names and lied that she saw a man who looked similar to him being held by a girl, walking together talking and laughing.

Lin Zhaonan thought that she might have seen Zhang Duoer with him yesterday, so he explained: "That's my sister, not a girlfriend. Besides, I don't have that kind of thought yet!"

Is it not, or her mind is not on girls, "I remember last time you said that you have someone you like, and I know it must not be Xing Xiwen." Seeing that the water temperature is almost the same, Wan Wan asked him to put Jiang Si into the pot.

He asked tentatively, "Do I know you?"

Lin Zhaonan pursed his lips and took a spoon to stir in the pot, round and round, the bubbles rose from the bottom of the pot to the surface of the water and exploded, one, two... threw the pot away, and gently twisted until the water surface of the small fire gradually subsided.

She asked again, "Know? Don't know?"

Lin Zhaonan's ears turned red, "I know!"

He heard Wan Wan chuckle, a little embarrassed: "Laugh, what are you laughing at?"

"It's nothing." She said, "You won't be the one who made ginger soup!"

Lin Zhaonan acquiesced.

"Does he know that you like him?" Even though he knew who it was, he still pretended not to know and asked on purpose.

"Yeah!" He nodded firmly.

"It's not easy to meet someone you like. Once you catch it, you can't let it go, or it will become someone else's!"

Lin Zhaonan just smiled with his eyes bent.

The ginger soup has been simmering for a long time, smelling the fragrance and tasting it, but it is so spicy that tears almost flow out. The two of them just talked and forgot to put the cola.

Put it into a glass while it was still hot, and Kong Huan called just as he was about to clean up the kitchen, urging him to go back as if something was urgent.

Xu Wanwan said that she cleaned up, and she went there after cleaning up, Lin Zhaonan wrapped Jiangtang in his arms and went back.