The love is too deep

In the mirror, Lin Zhaonan saw Kong Huan wrapping himself with his body. His back was wide and warm. He looked more like a baby sleeping on a pacifier in swaddling clothes. He could feel his dependence, and he stroked his hands and patted him gently. Pat him on the back.

Suddenly, I felt a slight stinging pain in the neck fossa, and even a slight itching even if it didn't hurt.

Kong Huan raised his head and smirked, Lin Zhaonan felt sticky when he touched it.

"Make a mark for you!", holding his shoulder with one hand and pulling his collar with the other, Lin Zhaonan saw in the mirror that the red strawberry print was branded on his fair skin like a tattoo.

"You..." He tilted his neck and leaned in front of the mirror, stretching the neckline to make him see clearly.

Kong Huan didn't seem to be reconciled, and presented him with a circle of tooth marks in the position just now.

"Kong Huan!", he wanted to move but was clamped tightly by him.

"Add lace!" He proudly asked, "Does it look good?"

Lin Zhaonan couldn't tell whether he was angry or ashamed, and hurriedly cursed: "Damn it!"

Does this mean you still want it?

Hugging him tightly from behind, Lin Zhaonan felt something strange and panicked for a moment, Kong Huan leaned close to Mimi and said, "I think..."

He immediately turned around, "What are you thinking about!", and wanted to slip away.

Kong Huan persisted, like a chicken pecking at rice without stopping.

"What are you doing!" Both of them didn't pay attention to Zhang Duo'er's appearance.

At first he was at a loss and panicked as if he had been hit, "No, it's nothing!" Lin Zhaonan's ears were hot and red.

"Here, the hair dryer is used up!" She lost her usual sweetness in her tone, but stared at Kong Huan with jealous eyes, and turned back to close the door.

After washing, the anxiety in the two of them lying on the bed had not yet subsided, Lin Zhaonan deliberately erected the quilt in the middle to set up a barrier to avoid physical contact.

Kong Huan looked at the ceiling to suppress the panic and restlessness in his heart, and turned his head to look at Lin Zhaonan, his eyes were shining with bits and pieces of light.

nice!

"Zhao Nan..." He called him, but he didn't answer, "Zhao Nan?"

"What are you doing!" The voice was extremely shallow for fear of being heard through the door.

"Are you afraid?"

"What's there to be afraid of!" He still refused to admit it in a low voice.

The corner of Kong Huan's mouth curled into a smile and his hand passed through the soft barrier, groping forward very lightly, as if a hunting leopard had grabbed it, Lin Zhaonan was terrified, and Kong Huan didn't give him a chance to withdraw his hand.

hold on.

"Zhaonan, stay with me!" Kong Huan thought of what Lin Zhaonan said that day, "I want to be with you for a long time".

"Aren't we together now!" He said deliberately sloppy knowing what he meant.

"I want..." He bit his lip, "I want our relationship to go further!"

"I want to fall in love with you!"

He also said: "You don't think that after you made it clear that day, our relationship now is a couple! Real love is not like this!"

Kong Huan thought Lin Zhaonan was innocent, so he explained it very seriously.

He couldn't help laughing and said, "Did you always think of me as a fool!"

Kong Huan scolded softly: "Don't laugh! Do you fucking agree or not!", feeling that it is really suffocating to speak like this.

Lin Zhaonan didn't answer.

"You can't go back on your word, you said you wanted to fall in love with me!" He was anxious.

"When did I say I wanted to fall in love with you!"

"Don't recognize people when you pull up your pants? Think about what you said on New Year's Eve!"

As he recalled, he muttered in a low voice, "On New Year's Eve, I called out that I want to fall in love, and..."

He stopped as if to say but... Isn't Kong Huan sleeping!Could it be...he...he pretended!

Lin Zhaonan wanted to withdraw his hand if he didn't want to admit it.

Kong Huan squeezed him tightly so he couldn't escape, leaned over and pressed the quilt flat against him and said, "Do you keep your word?"

"Ask you! What do you mean?"

"I...I..." He dodged his words.

Without hesitation, Kong Huan rolled over and pressed him under him, looking into his eyes through the darkness, "Zhao Nan, I know you're afraid! Don't be afraid if I'm here, let's go forward together, okay?"

These words didn't make Lin Zhaonan happy but made his sadness worse, "But you're not here anymore?"

Kong Huan also felt uncomfortable, "Then are you willing to wait for me? Wait for me to come back, are you willing?"

Lin Zhaonan still didn't answer, he thought a lot.

"Zhao Nan, I know that we all have our own concerns. You are afraid that I will leave and that we will have no future. I am no less afraid than you. If we don't face them, these things will always be between you and me, and it will be like this Are you willing to miss you?"

How can you be willing!

What he said was what Lin Zhaonan had always wanted to say, and they each had the same hidden thoughts.

"Let's talk about it today, do you want to be with me? If you don't want to, I won't force you, and we will be ordinary friends in the future!"

"Ordinary friends? Maybe you can't even be friends!"

Kong Huan's words pushed him to the edge of a cliff and he had to make a choice, "I'm really afraid, I'm afraid that you will leave and my parents will object..."

He said half and left half.

He didn't want him to study abroad, and knew that Kong Huan would definitely stay for him as long as he said it, but he couldn't. Studying abroad was Kong Huan's dream.

"Kong Huan, I can wait, but I don't know how long I can wait!"

"Then don't know! It doesn't matter how long you can wait, and it doesn't matter if you like someone else. I have never liked anyone since I grew up. You are the first one. I am willing to wait for you forever."

Lin Zhaonan's eyes were wet when he heard this.

Kong Huan asked again: "Would you like to be with me?"

"Yes! I am willing!" Lin Zhaonan thought that even if he was wrong, he would take a gamble.

He said yes!He said yes!

Excited to kiss each other deeply, desperate to entangle, all the lingering is deliberately suppressed, afraid that others will hear the chaos in this room, the more this is the more exciting, the two of them are fascinated, and the flower buds in their hearts are intoxicated. It bloomed like this.

After tossing until midnight, the two of them had sweat on their foreheads and their chests heaved up and down, and their lingering gasps were intertwined.

Kong Huan actually smiled, grinning and showing his big white teeth. He saw and felt the beautiful scenery he had been looking forward to for a long time.

"Aren't you..." The latter words were too embarrassing to say and just hummed.

"Yes!" Lin Zhaonan also smirked.

"What did you mean when you said I... last time!"

He thought about the scene at that time and said, "I deliberately teased you!"

"I thought you'd seen someone better than me...!" pinched his chin and asked, "Give you another chance, is mine still...?"

Lin Zhaonan's lips were pinched to the point where he could not hear what he said in a low voice, Kong Huan let go.

"Well... it is now, it was not just now!"

"Huh? Didn't hear you clearly?"

Lin Zhaonan lay down next to his ear and only said one word.

"Okay! Let your mouth be stiff", turned over and pressed him under him, and tossed again.