The love is too deep

Lin Zhaonan closed the door of the ward.

Seeing Kong Huan standing by the window on the phone, he tried his best to lower the voice of the quarrel, but he couldn't help but yelled a few words.

Lin Zhaonan could clearly see the anger and pain in Kong Huan's body, and knew that Meng Jing and Kong Fangshuai were on the other end of the phone.

"Okay! Then stop!"

When the phone was hung up, Kong Huan held it tightly in his hand as if he could crush it with a little force. He gritted his teeth and touched his head helplessly. The next second he saw Kong Huan's shoulder twitch, and he stretched out his hand to cover the side of his face intentionally. Dodge the approaching crowd.

Lin Zhaonan knew that he was crying.

Walked over and grabbed his hand and shook it lightly a few times, silently comforting.

Kong Huanhong looked at herself, "Zhao Nan!"

"A Huan, don't be sad!" He didn't know what to say to Kong Huan.

Kong Huan wiped away his tears, held his hand and looked out the window at the sporadic snow covering the flower beds of the hospital, in stark contrast to the filthy whiteness that had been trampled on the road.

"Uncle, what's the matter?"

"It's okay! Ai Yang is with me!"

Kong Huan nodded.

This year's birthday is unforgettable, and I hurried back during the day just to see him, but I didn't eat the dishes he cooked, nor did I make a wish and blow out the candles together.

"Zhao Nan, when we have time, let's make up the birthday and do it again! I miss your cooking! I haven't eaten in a month!" He laughed while talking.

"Okay!" Lin Zhaonan agreed.

Lin Zhaonan asked him to go back to rest, but Kong Huan refused to leave.

"Zhao Nan, let me stay!"

Kong Huan had nothing to fear when things were like this, but he didn't know why he felt that he had become swayed by gains and losses, afraid that Lin Zhaonan would leave and Lin Zhaonan would disappear, he had to look at him to feel at ease.

Lin Jiang was discharged from the hospital in only three days, and the father and son were talking and laughing as usual and never mentioned anything about Lin Zhaonan as if it had never happened.

After returning home, Ai Yang pestered Lin Jiang to tell some funny jokes every day to make Lin Jiang happy, and the whole family enjoyed themselves at the dinner table.

The only thing is that Lin Jiang doesn't allow Lin Zhaonan to go out to the store alone. If he wants to go out, he will follow his son every step of the way, and he takes Lin Zhaonan seriously.

If Lin Zhaonan made any excessive moves, Lin Jiang would cover his heart and threaten to show him.

Lin Zhaonan knew that this was to cut off his thoughts about Kong Huan.

Kong Huan misses Lin Zhaonan very much if he doesn't see Lin Zhaonan, and the feeling of not being able to touch the person next to him who he misses day and night is too tormenting.

He started to lose sleep and frantically called Lin Zhaonan, but Lin Zhaonan didn't dare to pick up. The two could only contact each other through text messages, and looked at each other silently when they started the video.

This oppressive atmosphere lasted until the day before Ai Yang left.

That afternoon, a few people were watching TV at home. Lin Zhaonan had no intention of watching TV. He was just responsible for fulfilling the obligations that a son should do, and accompanying Lin Jiang to make his father happy.

"Ai Yang!"

"Huh? What's the matter, Dad!" Ai Yang couldn't take his eyes off the TV.

"Go and pack Zhaonan's things later." Lin Jiang took a sip of tea.

Ai Yang looked back at Lin Zhaonan, she frowned and didn't know what to say.

Lin Zhaonan answered, "Dad, I'll go by myself!"

Lin Jiang said in a more serious tone: "No!", then softened, "Ai Yang, go!"

Lin Zhaonan looked at Ai Yang begging for help, Ai Yang lowered his shoulders and thought about what to say.

She rolled her eyes, "Dad! You are eccentric, Zhao Nan has so many things that I have to clean up by myself, you want to exhaust me to death! Why don't you let him go with me, the two of you can clean up quickly!"

Pretending to be mysterious, he leaned down next to Lin Jiang's ear and whispered, "I'll watch him for you!"

Lin Jiang was coaxed by Ai Yang to say what, and he told him: "Then go and come back quickly! I'll wait for you two at home!"

The two quickly put on their clothes and went to Kong Huan's house.

After knocking on the door for a long time, Kong Huan opened.

Lin Zhaonan saw that he was wearing pajamas, his beard was unshaven, his eyes were black and blue, and he felt a little distressed knowing that he had a bad life these days.

Seeing Lin Zhaonan, Kong Huan hugged him and buried his head in his neck, "Zhaonan, you are finally back! I miss you!"

Lin Zhaonan smelled the strong smell of cigarettes on his body, "Quit smoking!"

Kong Huan sniffed, looking like he was addicted to drugs, "You come back, I can quit when you come back!"

Lin Zhaonan didn't want to come back, but he couldn't, so he took one step after Lin Jiang's. He was afraid that his father would be hospitalized again, so he was careful every day.

When Ai Yang entered the room, he saw a moldy cake crushed by the door, and when he walked in, he saw the coffee table piled up with cigarette butts and a bouquet of sluggish roses whose leaves were so shriveled that they would crumble when crushed.

The smell in the house was not pleasant, the takeaway boxes that had just been eaten were spread out, and the dishes in the kitchen were all moldy, and Kong Huan didn't know how to clean them up.

Ai Yang couldn't imagine how Kong Huan lived these past few days, thinking of the situation of himself and Xia He back then, he couldn't help feeling sorry for the couple.

The dilapidated house made Lin Zhaonan's eyes blush, "Ah Huan!"

When he called "A Huan", his voice was familiar and nice.

Kong Huan likes him to call himself "A Huan". Whether it is in bed or at work, Kong Huan's heart trembles when he says these two words, and he can't help but want him to call him a few more times.

Lin Zhaonan was so uncomfortable that he couldn't open his mouth.

There is still a small cake that I prepared for him on the table. The original good-looking shape is covered with dark green mold. The most difficult thing to look at is the names of the two people on the cake. It is densely packed with green balls, which makes people feel uncomfortable. Get goosebumps all over your body.

"I'll clean up!"

Lin Zhaonan calmed down, rolled up his sleeves and started cleaning the room. He didn't want to see Kong Huan become decadent and sloppy because of himself.

Lin Zhaonan was so tired that he was sweating profusely. Fortunately, Ai Yang helped the two of them throw away all the useless things, and they cleaned up quickly.

Kong Huan just sat on the sofa and watched Lin Zhaonan's busy appearance. He wanted to remember everything in his heart and never forget it.

The house was as clean and tidy as before for an hour. During this period, Lin Jiang called Ai Yang to ask why the two hadn't come back. Ai Yang excused that Lin Zhaonan had a lot of stuff and it would take a while, so that he could rest assured that he would not dare to do anything while watching the two.

Kong Huan hugged him and refused to let go, desperately refusing to let Lin Zhaonan move.

He dragged Lin Zhaonan into the bedroom like crazy and locked the door behind him. Ai Yang didn't see or hear anything and sat outside waiting.

After closing the door, Kong Huan kissed Lin Zhaonan domineeringly.

He has waited for a long time and endured it for a long time. The person he loves is right in front of him. He doesn't want to let his longing have nowhere to release.

To his surprise, Lin Zhaonan avoided it.

It's not because he dislikes or doesn't love, but because Lin Zhaonan feels that it's really inappropriate for the two of them to do these things now. He is very tired, not only physically but also mentally. He has consumed too much.

Kong Huan begged, "Zhao Nan, don't reject me!"

He felt like a beggar who lost his dignity just to beg for his last morsel.