The love is too deep

The train station is crowded with people.

Except that the people seeing off are basically people who catch the early train, and the fare is the same. The reason why I buy the early train is to arrive at the city I want to go to earlier.

Maybe there is someone in that city that you want to meet, maybe you are working in that city, maybe your home is in that city...

The ticket information will be reminded in the radio.

Everyone huddled together and rushed into the gate like a swarm.

It was noisy and noisy.

But Lin Zhaonan still heard two words that he didn't want to hear clearly, and he never thought that these two words could come out of Kong Huan's mouth.

He pretended not to hear.

Stepping forward, he pulled Kong Huan's sleeve carefully, and said softly, "Ah Huan, it's time to check the ticket! Let's go!"

Kong Huan didn't move.

He was still gentle: "A Huan! Let's go!"

Kong Huan shook his hand away with all his might, pretending to be cold and ruthless even though his eyes were twinkling.

"Break up!"

Lin Zhaonan still refused to believe it, "Are you kidding me!" He sniffed, "Why are you still standing there! Go after the ticket check!"

Kong Huan silently clenched his fists to hold back, and his tone became even colder: "Lin Zhaonan, break up!"

Without raising his head, he stared at a cross point on the ground, trying his best to control his body so as not to tremble.

"A Huan! Stop joking!"

"I'm not kidding!"

Lin Zhaonan couldn't help but approached Kong Huan, and asked in a low voice, "What did I do wrong! Why..."

He didn't want to talk about breaking up because he had said it in the past, and he also knew that these two words sounded so light and heavy that it was unbearable.

"No why!"

Kong Huan quickly dropped these words and turned to leave. If he didn't leave, he was afraid that he would collapse and cry in public.

Lin Zhaonan was stunned for a moment, then chased him out.

Kong Huan walked aimlessly on the street. After walking for an unknown amount of time, he turned into an alley, and Lin Zhaonan followed closely behind.

Until a wall in front of you tells Kong Huan that you have come to an end.

Unable to stop, he turned around.

Seeing Lin Zhaonan pulling the suitcase and staring at himself.

"A Huan!", the voice sounded like a wife urging her husband to go home.

"Don't call me! We've already broken up!" He swallowed back the sourness that flowed into his nasal cavity.

"I don't care!" Lin Zhaonan ran over and hugged him tightly.

The city wall that Kong Huan built with great difficulty was almost knocked down by Lin Zhaonan.

He broke free, "Get lost! Have a good time with Zhang Duoer!"

These words were like a knife, stabbing Lin Zhaonan's throat fiercely.

"What are you talking about!", Lin Zhaonan choked up and excused him: "Ah! I know, you must be jealous, right, I won't be with her..."

Kong Huan tried his best to separate the two with anger and unfeelingness: "I said, break up! Break up! Are you a fucking idiot! If you don't understand, or..."

He was determined to break up with him.

It was very cold outside in the early morning, but Lin Zhaonan's heart was even colder.

"Reason? Give me a reason!"

"I do not love you anymore!"

How could Lin Zhaonan believe it? He didn't believe that Kong Huan, who was all for himself, said that if he didn't love him, he wouldn't love him. How could it be possible!

Lin Zhaonan cried hoarsely: "Kong Huan! You were worried that I had a cold and stayed overnight, that I would be helpless to accompany you in the hospital, and that you gave up studying abroad because of me... and you said that you would live with me in the suburbs. We'll have a home...a home with a big kitchen..."

"Enough!" Kong Huan burst into tears.

"These all happened for real, not just talking nonsense! Why...why do we have to break up..." Lin Zhaonan's eyes were flooded with tears, "Don't you want to eat the rice I cooked? Next year I will buy you another Big birthday cake, don’t you want these anymore!”

"No! I don't want it!" Kong Huan growled.

It turns out that saying something against my will is so awkward and uncomfortable!

Lin Zhaonan pleaded: "Kong Huan, please don't leave me! Don't leave..."

This sentence Kong Huan had said to himself countless times, today it was his turn to say it.

Lin Zhaonan slowly leaned over, cupped Kong Huan's cold cheeks, said "A Huan" softly, and kissed them.

Mixed with tears, so bitter!

The lips of the two were trembling, Lin Zhaonan didn't believe that his heart was cold, and he wanted to warm him up.

Kong Huan greedily and frantically asked for it, but Lin Zhaonan just endured it silently and responded softly.

Kong Huan knew that this might be the last time he kissed him!

Zhao Nan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry...I really love you...Kong Huan said it countless times...

Ah Huan, don't leave, don't leave...I can't live without you...Lin Zhaonan begged again and again...

At the moment when his will was about to run out, he suddenly pushed Lin Zhaonan away.Throwing down a sentence: "Disgusting! I think you are disgusting now!"

Lin Zhaonan staggered, his legs were so weak that he almost fell to the ground.

He supported the wall firmly before he managed to prop up his body. The cramping pain in his heart made his brain dizzy, and he panted heavily. Only in this way could he avoid the feeling of suffocation from oppressing his entire chest cavity.

"Kong Huan!", he said weakly, "Say what you just said again!"

He won't!He won't say it!Lin Zhaonan expected him to hug her, he needed him.

Kong Huan turned his back to him, with a pained expression, his eyes closed tightly, frowns frowning between his brows, holding back his sobs, he paused, "I think you're disgusting!"

Kong Huan's throat tightened, and he wanted to raise his hand to wipe away his tears, but he couldn't move.

Lin Zhaonan seemed to fall into an endless hell, those tortures were used on his body without these words, so that people could never be reborn forever.

He burst into tears and tried to release all the pain, but he couldn't do it at all.

"A Huan!" He called out sadly.

He cried dizzily, he cried desperately.

He seemed to be covered in a cover, and he couldn't hear anything.

Tired of crying!

Lin Zhaonan felt that he was drained and lost his strength, his hands were also light, and he dragged the box out of the alley like a ghost.

turn...

disappeared around the corner.

Kong Huan heard the heavy sound of his shoes rubbing the floor, and only after seeing him disappear did he dare to beat his chest and cry bitterly.

It hurts, it hurts!

Zhao Nan!Have I lost you already!

Will you forget me and our four years!

After you marry Zhang Duoer, you should live a good life!I am not in you also want to be happy!

Don't blame me!do not blame me!do not forget me!

sorry!sorry!sorry……

Kong Huan cried for a long time in the gloomy alley, and he didn't go out until the sky was light.

Turn to the opposite side where Lin Zhaonan left.

disappeared around the corner.