After the young master died of leukemia, Mr. Lu went crazy

On the balcony are the succulents raised by Wang Anmu, there are several pots, the chubby ones are very cute.

Wang Anmu looked at Lin Xi watering the succulents, the protruding bones on the back of his hands were as thin as if the kettle could be broken, his nose was sore.

Wang Anmu sorted out his emotions, walked over with the washed strawberries, picked up one and handed it to his mouth.

Lin Xi opened her mouth and took a bite without being pretentious. Her mouth was full of sweet and sour taste.

Seeing him finish eating a whole strawberry, he picked up another strawberry and fed him one by one. A plate of strawberries was half finished like this. In the end, he couldn't eat any more, and the rest went into Wang Anmu's stomach.

Wang Anmu's former college roommate made a girlfriend and saved her food and money, but was dumped by the woman in the end. They accompanied him in the dormitory to comfort him for several days. He watched the boy change from high-spirited to ashamed.

At that time, he didn't understand, can a person really love someone so much?

He even laughed at that boy, turning himself into a ghost for love.

Now he understands that only when he has experienced it can he understand that feeling.

Wang Anmu picked him up, he became much lighter, his hands were full of raised bones, Lin Xi nestled in his arms.

Put the person on the bed.

Although he came back from the hospital, he still went to the hospital for chemotherapy every day.

He didn't go until the doctor said that chemotherapy was of little use.

Lin Xi quietly waited for the passage of time, quietly waiting for the arrival of the end.

Lu Ming handed over all the work to Chen's assistant, Wang Anmu, who guarded him inside, while he stood outside all day, looking at the window of Lin Xi's room and guarding him.

Since Lin Xi was not in chemotherapy, his body became weak very quickly. He was in pain all over his body, and he couldn't sleep all night, and he always vomited out what he ate.

Although his body is riddled with holes, he still lives every day with a smile.

There is always a car parked outside the small courtyard, in the dead of night, quietly parked in the dark, watching the small courtyard, the light in the room is still on, the reflection on the window, the shadows of two people, they are close to each other So tight that the shadows seemed to be kissing.

Lu Ming pinched the steering wheel, and the veins on the back of his hand bulged.

In the evening, Wang Anmu blindfolded him suddenly, took him by the hand and led him to the living room. There was an ugly cake on the table, which said Happy Birthday to you.

Wang Anmu blushed with embarrassment, touched his nose, and said in embarrassment: "This... is the first time I make a cake. The appearance is a bit bad, but the taste is still good."

Lin Xi smiled: "But today isn't my birthday?"

"Let's pass it early." Wang Anmu pushed the man on the chair, put on a birthday hat for him, and lit candles: "Close your eyes and make a wish."

He had seen Lin Xi's ID card. His birthday was in April, which was a bad number. He might not live to that time, so he simply passed it earlier.

Lin Xi made three wishes and blew out the candles.

The first wish, he hoped that Wang Anmu would find someone who he likes and likes him.

The second wish is that he hopes that his parents and brother can be safe and sound.

The third wish is that Jiang Le's illness can be cured.

In previous years, he celebrated his birthday by himself, and sometimes he still couldn't remember his own birthday. This year, someone remembered it for him and celebrated it for him. He was really touched.

Wang Anmu took out a gift from behind and nervously handed it to him.

Opening the box, there was a small porcelain figurine in the shape of Lin Xi, holding glutinous rice balls in his arms.

Lin Xi couldn't put it down and placed it on the window of the room: "I like this gift very much, thank you."

"As long as you like it, let's cut the cake."

Lin Xi divided the cake, took a small piece and tasted it, it was very sweet and greasy.

He was not in good health and couldn't eat more of these. He took a sip and stopped eating. He sat there and watched Wang Anmu eat.

After eating, Lin Xi suddenly said that he wanted to visit Erhai Lake. Wang Anmu put on a thick coat for him, and held his hand, while Lin Xi strolled over with glutinous rice balls in his arms.

The stars in the sky are very bright today. Erhai Lake is not as beautiful as it is during the day when viewed at night, and it is colder than during the day.

Lin Xi didn't know what was going on, and insisted on walking to the Erhai Lake, and refused to listen to what was said.

He suddenly remembered a word, back to the light.

Wang Anmu suppressed the fear in his heart, his voice trembling slightly: "Lin Xi, let's go back and come back tomorrow."

His voice was weak and weak: "No, we must go now."

Lin Xi pulled Wang Anmu to sit on the ground, looking at the lake quietly: "I will leave in the future, you have to promise me, forget me and live your life well, don't miss me."

What he said was heartless, but he could see clearly that he couldn't let a living person be trapped in the past for a lifetime, he was just a passer-by in his life.

Wang Anmu looked at his thin back, with sharp pain in his eyes, he said not to miss him, it is easy for others, but it is difficult for him, first love is unforgettable, forgetting is not easy.

Lin Xi turned her head and saw the pain in his eyes clearly, and took his hand distressedly. Although he is sad now, he knows that time is the best medicine to heal a person, he will come out, no one will leave No one can live without it.

The cold wind made him shiver. He didn't know whether it was really cold in his body or in his heart. Lin Xi just looked at him like that and didn't speak.

There was a white fog in front of his eyes, his eyes hurt like sand, he opened and closed his mouth several times, but he couldn't speak.

Lin Xi just looked at it, and the wind blew in gusts, messing up his hair.

The atmosphere between the two was filled with sadness.

Lu Ming, who was sleeping in the car, suddenly became flustered, and looked up at the door. The door was open and unlocked, and an inexplicable panic suddenly surged in his heart.

Thinking that the two of them should be nearby, they got out of the car and looked for them.

"Okay, I promise you."

He couldn't refuse him, even if this promise made him feel miserable.

Lin Xi got this promise, and she leaned on his shoulder, looking at the lake quietly, as if she was discouraged.

There was a sound of chaotic footsteps from behind, Wang Anmu looked back, and Lu Ming, panting, stopped not far from them, looking at them.

At this time, Lin Xi, who had been leaning on him, straightened up: "Let him come over, I have something to say."

Wang Anmu signaled him to come over, but Lu Ming still couldn't believe it, until Wang Anmu left, and then he carefully sat next to him.

Lu Ming looked at him moved, staring at him intently.

He couldn't believe that Lin Xi was willing to let him approach him, and his heart was full of happiness, even though this kind of happiness made him feel quite uneasy.

Lin Xi didn't look at him, the evening wind was blowing on his face, he thought he still wanted to take a look at this man at the last moment.

"Actually, I hate you. I wasted years of youth on you, and my love was trampled on the soles of my feet by you. In the end, my love defeated hate. Love and hate are so worthless in the face of death." mention it, but I won't forgive you either."

Lin Xi's words turned into sharp knives and pierced his heart one by one, and Lu Ming's face gradually turned pale.

Lu Ming carefully hugged him in his arms, he didn't struggle and let him hold him: "Lin Xi is sorry."

"I promised my next life to Wang Anmu, our fate stops here, don't come to me in my next life." His voice became weaker and weaker.

Lu Ming finally came to his senses, what happened to his previous panic, he hugged him in his arms and ran back, Lin Xi was still talking intermittently: "Lu Ming, I smell the smell of gardenias, it's just Gardenias in the university."

Lin Xi whispered softly: "It's too late for you to turn around, this time I'm leaving first."