After the young master died of leukemia, Mr. Lu went crazy

After the two of them left the hospital, it was snowing heavily again. The white snow was covered on the ground, and the wind was biting.

Lin Xi tightened her clothes and looked back at the hospital behind her.

Why is it so cold?

Lin Xi felt in a daze that he should go, stomped his cold feet, stopped a taxi, and opened the door to signal Jiang Le to go in.

"Let's go together, it's not easy to take a taxi in this winter."

Lin Xi shook her head and said, "We're not on the way, so let's go."

Jiang Le showed embarrassment, hesitated for a while, and said awkwardly: "But I don't have any money, can you give it?"

Lin Xi: "I'll give it." When the driver honked the horn for the third time, he pushed the person who wanted to say something into the car.

Jiang Le leaned on the car window and watched him waving, and didn't put his hand down until the corner disappeared.

On the window of the hospital, one hand lifted the heavy curtains. Lu Ming looked at the scene downstairs and squeezed the curtains tightly, feeling an uncontrollable violence in his heart.

Surrounded by a vast expanse of whiteness, desolate and cold, he was not taking a taxi, but walked forward silently, like a speck of insignificant dust, merging into the vast sea of ​​people.

I walked with my head down and I didn't know how to get there. The place where I used to go to college has not changed. The old man at the door knew him and let him in.

Lin Xi came to the place where she confessed to him for the first time, her lover Po.

He saw it in a daze. Seven years ago, he was still full of vigor, holding a bunch of sunflowers and a cart of sunflowers behind him to confess to the man. The man said that I liked you a long time ago, and I have been waiting for you to confess first.

You were the one who said you liked me first?Why did it change?

Sitting on the slope, Lin Xi looked so lonely from the back.

He has no friends since he was a child. When he was a child, he felt that people without parents were freaks, and they couldn't play together like a virus.

When he was young, he also longed to play with them. He would form a small group since elementary school. He still remembered that the classmate who was a better student in the class suddenly came to him and asked if he could help him go to the warehouse to get something. Wanting to accommodate them he agreed.

But the person who waited was locked in by them, and the person hiding in other places came out and laughed: "I didn't expect you to trick him here?"

"Hey, how did he agree?"

The man who lied to him said with a smirk: "I said that if you help me move things, I will be friends with you. Who knows that he really believed it."

"Only you are very bad, but do you really want to be friends with him?"

"How is it possible! I just lied to him, who told Zhang Yu to like that guy!"

He reached out and knocked on the door: "I just want to teach you a lesson, don't get too close to Zhang Yu, you know!"

"Will nothing happen if you lock him in?"

The man waved his hand and said indifferently: "Whatever happens, just let him out tomorrow, let's go."

Seeing what he said, the others thought it was the same reason, and they followed suit.

Lin Xi listened to their conversation in the room, her heart became cold.

So can a person really go too far?

He just wanted to be friends with them, why did he come to lie to him?

Since then, he never took the initiative to find them to be friends, because it would be deceiving.

There are still students in the school, they don't go home because they live far away, and there are some lovers, holding hands.

Seeing them, he couldn't help thinking of himself and Lu Ming. It seemed that they hadn't held hands for a long time, and they went shopping together in school.

Since when?

Oh... that's when he found out he was a stand-in.

Ever since he saw that the photo on the screen saver of Lu Ming's phone was Li Qingyi, this person was still in school when he was in college, but he was not familiar with him.

Lu Ming once called this name when he fell asleep, he heard it, and kept his eyes open until dawn.

Feeling depressed, he drank the wine at home and began to recall how they were together when Lu Ming said to him at that time, "I will always be with you." Together.

At that time, he couldn't understand the meaning of the words, and thought that this person was talking to him, and he was happy for a long time.

He was so stupid at that time, he changed all his preferences for that person, the only friend he made in college was deleted as soon as he graduated.

It's rare for you to give your sincerity.

He thought he could bear it, he could warm him up, and make him forget that person, but in the end he found that it was all wishful thinking.

No matter how hard you try, you can't match a word from the person in his heart.

At the end of the drink, he vomited, tears and snot running down his face.

Sometimes he also wondered why it was so unfair, he just fell in love with someone, why did it end up in such a scene!

Later, Lin Xi asked herself in countless nights, why do you love so much?

After thinking about it countless times, the answer is always the same.

Because Lu Ming made ripples in his life without waves.

For the first time in his body, he felt what it was like to be missed and cared about.

It was as if he had been abandoned by everyone in the darkness. When he was sinking and drowning, he was like a ray of light shining in, dispelling the darkness.

He used to think that he would be his salvation, but found that it was just another abyss.

How can a person not be afraid when he is sick, but he is just pretending to be strong. After going to the hospital for an infusion, he would feel nauseous and want to vomit before leaving the department.

Seeing today's scene in the hospital, Li Qingyi came back, so it's time for him to leave.

The light in the room suddenly turned on, and it also illuminated someone sitting on the sofa.

Lu Ming's deep voice sounded: "Why did you come back so late today?"

Lin Xi didn't expect him to be here. It had been a few days since the last time we met. After the shock, she was calm. She changed into slippers at the entrance and came in.

"There's something wrong, have you eaten yet?" He said, picked up two eggs, and prepared to eat a bowl of noodles.

Lu Ming stared at him for a while, and said, "I've eaten it, you can eat it yourself."

Just when Lin Xi thought he was about to say something, he closed his mouth. Lin Xi shrugged, turned and went to the kitchen, saying nothing.

After the noodles were cooked, the person who thought he had already left was still sitting there without moving his buttocks. Now he was a little surprised.

Hearing the movement, Lu Ming turned his head and stared at him eating. Lin Xi didn't feel any pressure, and just ate a bowl of noodles.

When he finished washing the dishes and was about to go to sleep, the man was still here.

Can't help but ask suspiciously: "Why don't you leave?"

"Are you driving me away?"

"Didn't you never stay here overnight?" Except for finishing that job, you wouldn't come here at other times, but he didn't ask him to do it today, so why are you still here?

Lu Ming: "Do you have anything else to tell me?"

Lin Xi was puzzled, thought for a while, no.

"Okay, then why did you go to the hospital today?"

Oh... so I was waiting for him here, Lin Xi cleared his throat and said, "My friend is sick, so I went with him."

Lu Ming was silent again this time. He could clearly feel that the relationship between the two of them was very good, but when did Lin Xi make friends?

His eyes dimmed, and it seemed that he had to investigate that person.

He felt a little uncomfortable. Lin Xi, who used to tell him everything, was unwilling to say anything now.

"Don't make any friends, you don't know if you are cheated."

Hearing this, Lin Xi felt an unknown fire in his heart. He was the one who lied to him the most!

Suppressing the anger in his heart, he said in a calm tone as much as possible: "I know, he won't lie to me. You don't have to worry about it."

Lu Ming was choked by these words, looked at him quietly, and ignored the inexplicable emotion.

In the end, both ended in silence.

Lin Xi went back to the bedroom and took out what Jiang Le gave him today, which was wrapped in red cloth and opened with a jade clasp.

Playing with the jade buckle, he had been carrying it with the Lin family until he was eight years old. Jade of this quality is generally not cheap.

That Jiang Le even cheated him for his meal money, but he was able to take out such an expensive jade. I am afraid that he has already emptied his family, and he would not have accepted it if he had known.