Hold on, we can win

"I am back!"

On the side of the road outside the shopping mall, Qin Huai waited for Shen Lue who hadn't returned for a long time.

"Ah."

Qin Huai pretended to be casual, obviously caring about death.

"How long have you been waiting?"

Shen Huan had long legs, and the bracelet on his wrist was shining.

"Fortunately."

He couldn't remember how long he waited, he just felt numb in his legs and coughed a little from the cold wind.

"Your sister..."

Just as Qin Huai was about to say something, Shen Huan hugged him.

"It's so cold, why don't you just stand outside and wait for me?" Shen Lie said softly in Qin Huai's ear.

"Wait, it won't be cold."

Qin Huai felt the warmth in his arms.

"What if we can't wait?"

"Wait."

"Then shall we be together?"

Just as Qin Huai was about to answer, he found that Shen Lue had disappeared.

The lights in the nearby mall went out, and the traffic on the road disappeared without a trace.

wake up...

The sun shines through the curtains, illuminating the dimly lit room.

Qin Huai opened his eyes, realizing that it was just a dream, so he quickly took out his phone and opened WeChat.

However, Shen Lie still did not reply.

Qin Huai sat on the bedside and scratched his hair, picked up a bottle of mineral water by the bedside and drank it.

He didn't reply to the message all night, and he was already mentally prepared.

Qin Huai knew it when he realized that he was different from ordinary boys.

This life is destined to face more things than ordinary people.

He understood that sister Shen Lue would hinder her.

I also understand that Shen Lue failed to come back.

But my heart will be really sad.

……

nine in the morning.

Qin Huai came to the cemetery with a bouquet of flowers.

When he reached a certain tombstone, Qin Huai stopped.

Put the flowers under the tombstone and kneel on the ground.

Looking at the black and white photos and inscriptions on the tombstone, Qin Huai wept silently.

Tears flowed out "swish" and couldn't be stopped at all.

He has always been strong and never showed his vulnerable side in front of others.

But when he arrived at his mother's cemetery, he let go of his defenses and self-protection mechanisms, and all the grievances and vulnerabilities poured out at this moment.

Qin Huai didn't cry, but couldn't stop crying.

The feeling of longing and what happened last night made him break his defense.

After crying silently for a while, Qin Huai spoke out.

"Mom, I met that person, the one who gave me courage and strength that I never had before."

"He treats people very well. I can feel his heart. Although he is a bit of a jerk at ordinary times, he will stand by my side without hesitation every time he encounters a problem."

"He gave me my birthday some time ago. Since you left, he is the first person to celebrate my birthday. He also made up for all the gifts from the previous 17 years."

"I like him so much! I like him so much."

"But his family doesn't seem to agree, it's over before we even started."

Sitting in front of the tombstone, Qin Huai talked to himself, his tone ranged from excitement to disappointment, and narrated what happened in the past year.

He would come here every year to sit in front of the tomb and talk about what was in his heart.

Two hours later, Qin Huai got up.

After saying goodbye to his mother, he left the cemetery.

Where are you going...

Qin Huai didn't know where to go for a while.

He originally came back with Shen Lue, but he planned to go to Shen Lue after seeing his mother.

Let's go around Nanjing together, and then go back to Los Angeles together.

But now he didn't know where to go.

He has no home and nowhere else to go but a hotel.

If it is impossible to buy a ticket and go back to Los Angeles first, Qin Huai made up his mind.

He knew that Shen Lian would not let him go, let alone leave him alone in Nanjing.

There has been no contact until now, which can only show that his current situation is not very good.

Walking out of the cemetery park, standing on the sidewalk on both sides of the road, Qin Huai took a taxi and returned to the hotel.

As soon as he entered the hotel lobby, a familiar figure walked straight up.

That man came over and blocked Qin Huai's way.

As soon as Qin Huai looked up, he saw a familiar but uncomfortable face.

"Long time no see, brother!"