Give you a candied gourd

Jian Yu's uneasiness comes from her bizarre experience.

She knew she shouldn't ask this kind of question, because it was so unreasonable.

But she asked anyway.

And Qin Qingze has always been very serious about her questions. Amidst her anxiety, Qin Qingze took a deep look at her:

"I don't know when that day will come, but I will try to make that day come later."

It's a promise.

"You know, if Aquarius loves someone badly, she will be the only one."

After finishing speaking, Qin Qingze patted Jian Yu's head and smiled brightly.

But it was so brilliant that Jian Yu's eyes turned red, and tears flowed down.

Perhaps because it was not the first time that he faced Jian Yu's turbulent feelings, Qin Qingze took out a tissue with great experience and coaxed him patiently.

Fortunately, there were not many people by the lake, so they hugged Jian Yu for a while, and when her mood gradually stabilized, the two found a pavilion and sat down.

The lotus in the lake is dying, but it will bloom again in the coming year.

Qin Qingze tapped Jian Yu's forehead, cheeks, and chin with her white fingertips, and after a bit of intimacy, she said:

"Xiaoyu, if you feel uneasy, so do I."

"I'm afraid I'm not good enough for your family. I told you that when you came to the hotel to find me before."

"I don't know what you're upset about, but we need to believe in ourselves more and be firmer in our feelings."

During the relationship between the two, Qin Qingze, who looked like a child when he was happy, saw their feelings more thoroughly.

"Who is your name Xiaoyu?"

Jian Yu listened to it, but held on to Qin Qingze's words.

"It doesn't matter whether it's big or small, whoever it is called Xiaoyu is called sister!"

The appearance instantly became airy, while Qin Qingze secretly heaved a sigh of relief.

"Xiaoyu, Xiaoyu, Xiaoyu."

If you don't want to bark, then you will bark. One runs and the other chases, and the heaviness just now is gradually lost in the wind of running.

Time goes forward, the final exam is over, and then the winter vacation.

As soon as the holiday was over, Qin Qingze returned to Hangzhou.

Jian Yu failed to go back with her, and had to stay at Jian's house in Beijing for a while.

Jane's house.

Sitting at the desk, one side is the text recorded since rebirth, and the other side is this year's calendar.

A circle was drawn on February 2rd, and as the day got closer, Jian Yu became more and more nervous and uneasy.

This is the day of her rebirth.

When Qin Qingze called her yesterday, he said one thing. The Li family village was about to be demolished, and the village committee sent a notice asking her to go back and sign.

She thought that she and her father went to Lijia Village because of this incident. The land expropriated for demolition included her grandfather's cemetery. The most important thing for them to do when they went back was to move the grave.

The phone on the side rang, and it was from his father, Li Chunwen.

"Hello, baby girl, Li Family Village..."

I don't remember what my father said in the previous life, but the general meaning is the same, tell her to go back and go with him.

"Which day?"

"The days are counted, on the 3rd."

Jian Yu: "..."

Despite her apprehensions, she agreed.After all, that day will come.

2 month 3 day.

Li Chunwen drove to Lijia Village in person.

Jian Yu sat in the back seat, looking out the window from time to time in a daze.

After more than two hours of journey, she gradually felt tired, so she closed her eyes and fell asleep.

……

"Ninny, wake up, we're here."

Arrived at the destination, parked the car, Li Chunwen turned around and called Jian Yu.

Jian Yu opened her eyes with a confused look on her face.

when did she fall asleep?

Still puzzled, he suddenly heard his own voice in the car.

"Ah."

Jian Yu's hair stood on end for a moment.

She didn't speak?

Then he watched himself unbuckle his seat belt, open the door and get out of the car.

There was a familiar neighborhood in front of her. Her father, Li Chunwen, rolled down the car window and called her, "Young girl, go back and rest first. I'll go to the cemetery to settle your grandfather before I come back."

"okay."

She agreed, then turned around and walked into the community.

Jian Yu was completely stunned.

Is she... going back?Back to before rebirth?

……

Time passed by and school started.

Jian Yu has also figured out what is going on with her now.

For some unknown reason, she came back again.But she can only watch from the sidelines, as if the soul residing in this body is different from the original one.

It turned out that this self didn't know her existence, but she could feel the feeling that this self was temporarily called "the original body".

Probably because of the previous rebirth, she didn't panic.I just miss Qin Qingze, and...

If, like a parallel world, the two timelines are simultaneous and she disappears, what will happen...

She doesn't feel that the previous experience is illusory, and she always has an intuition—she will go back again.

The days passed day by day, she was working full-time as a spectator, looking at her original body, she seemed to have completely forgotten about meeting Qin Qingze during the winter vacation, and she just went about her life as usual, everything was as usual.

Of course, she doesn't care.

until……

Soon after returning to school, Yuanshen went to Peking University to watch a debate match.

On campus, Qin Qingze and Mo Yingzhi walked side by side talking and laughing, very eye-catching.

Her heart skipped a beat when she saw it.

But she, who was originally a soul, only took one look and then withdrew her gaze.

Doesn't seem to care at all.

But whether it was the clenched fist quietly or the anger in his heart, Jian Yu knew that the original self did not let go of the matter with Qin Qingze so easily on the surface.

Jian Yu added another melancholy to her previous indifference: Without her changes, Qin Qingze and Mo Yingzhi would really be together.

Although this Qin Qingze was not that Qin Qingze, she was still a little sad.

However, the two did not contact.

Yuanshen had no intention of looking for Qin Qingze again.

With the idea that the heart is quiet when she can't see it, she is a little glad that she can't see Qin Qingze.

And the time continued to move forward, one or two years, the life of the original body can be said to be very comfortable.

But the situation is changing, and entering 2020, everything has changed.

An unknown virus broke out from Hangzhou. Jian Yu's father was fighting on the front line. He was infected due to improper protection, and his body was damaged due to overwork. After persisting for a while, he passed away.

Although the government responded in a timely manner, it still caused a lot of damage.

However, Huaguo was united as one, and the action was strong, and the epidemic was quickly brought under control.But unfortunately, because of the low death rate and strong concealment of this virus, other countries have not paid much attention to epidemic prevention, which has caused the epidemic to get out of control frequently and repeatedly, making the world affected by the epidemic for a long time.

On one side is the battle to protect human health, researchers continue to study viruses, develop and manufacture corresponding vaccines, and on the other hand, the continuous evolution of viruses creates new troubles.

In the long-term epidemic, some countries are trying to solve their own problems and do their best to help other countries, while some countries are jumping up and down without solving their own problems and jumping around.

In the end, after three years, the virus was finally eradicated.Huaguo has done its best and made great contributions to the end of the epidemic, the world and mankind.Among them, the role of a big country and the demeanor of a big country are fully displayed.The international structure and international relations have also undergone further changes.

This is at the national level, not much to say.

For Jian Yu, from the moment her father Li Chunwen contracted the virus, she was in panic.

She remembered the dream she had about her father not long after she was reborn.

She suddenly understood that what she saw now might be what she experienced, but for some reason, she couldn't remember it.

But watching everything on the sidelines, she only felt powerless in her chest.And she also knew that even if she really faced all this, she might be the same as the original body, unable to play much role.

Affected by the epidemic, the second uncle's industrial losses were unfathomable and developed to the point where he filed for bankruptcy.

During the political purge during the epidemic, several officials who had a close relationship with Mr. Jane were sacked, and the Jane family is no longer what it used to be.

The successive blows, especially the third uncle who was imprisoned due to political disputes, and the old man Jian was so angry that his heart was like a mountain, Jian Yu was anxious, but what she didn't expect was that the original body had the idea of ​​committing suicide.

And she did.

The wind was cool that night and the water was cold.

The moment she jumped into the river and was submerged by the river, Jian Yu felt the long-lost feeling of suffocation.

As in childhood, struggling and powerless.

Yuanshen wanted to die to relieve her worries—she felt it before jumping into the river.

But after jumping into the river, she felt regret again—Yuanchen didn't want to die anymore.

Poor and hateful, she fell into the water and cast a shadow when she was young, and she never learned to swim again.

But maybe his life should not die, the original body survived and was saved.

And by such a coincidence, the person who saved her was Qin Qingze.

She didn't faint like the original body, she watched Qin Qingze take her to the hospital, watched her for a long time, and then left a note to leave.

Yuanshen woke up the next day and saw the note crying.

Jian's family didn't know about her suicide, so Qin Qingze kept it a secret for her.

But from this, the two gradually became friends.

Yuanshen asked Qin Qingze why he helped her.

Qin Qingze took out a business card and said, "Your second uncle helped me, let me repay the favor."

Jian Yu immediately thought of the one that Qin Qingze said Grandpa Xu gave her.

Yuanshen asked her what her second uncle had helped her with, and Qin Qingze told her that his second uncle had invested in her business in the early days.

Jian Yu was shocked.It turned out that what she thought was useless, after all, Qin Qingze was involved with the Jian family.

But in the subsequent getting along, she felt that the original body gradually had a good impression of Qin Qingze—a good impression of love.

It's just that the original body didn't say it, and didn't show it.

Until one day, Yuanshen asked Qin Qingze to have dinner at home, opened the wine, and both of them got a little drunk. Qin Qingze wondered how she was going to go back, and Yuanshen said sourly, "Then ask your boyfriend to pick you up." ——At that time, Yuanshen was the same as her, always thinking that Mo Yingzhi was Qin Qingze's boyfriend.

Qin Qingze laughed and said that he didn't have a boyfriend.

The original body didn't believe it, Qin Qingze looked at her drunkenly, looking at her, the atmosphere changed, and gradually there was a tendency to become more ambiguous.

The two got closer and closer, and closer and closer.

It seemed to be about to kiss, but Qin Qingze fell headfirst into Yuanshen's arms and fell asleep.

Only the original body was left with a heartbeat like thunder.

It's just that after that night, Qin Qingze woke up in the morning and couldn't remember anything.

Yuan himself pretended that he didn't remember anything.

Jian Yu didn't understand, why didn't the original body reveal it?Qin Qingze's behavior that night clearly had an unusual meaning no matter how you looked at it.

And once this confusion arose, it lasted for many years.

For many years, Yuan Shen and Qin Qingze have been single, but the two have never crossed the line of being friends.

In other words, more than friendship, hidden love.

As for Mo Yingzhi, he held a wedding in the second year after the epidemic ended.

Qin Qingze and Yuanshen went to the wedding together.At that time, Qin Qingze told the original body that Mo Yingzhi had confessed his love to her, but she refused. The two of them are only suitable to be friends.

So Jian Yu didn't understand even more. The two of them should have a sense of each other's intentions, and there was no misunderstanding or resistance, but I don't know why the two of them didn't open the skylight to speak out.

And the consequence of love always hidden in the heart is that when an accident comes one day, those unspoken words will become endless regrets for the rest of life.

On the day of Qin Qingze's 30th birthday, Qin Qingze's original identity was He Sheng, and there was a problem with the company's R&D department on the way. Qin Qingze had no choice but to rush back. He clearly promised to wait for her to come back, but in front of the original body, Qin Qingze drove out. A certain distance away, a truck rushed out at an extraordinary speed, knocking Qin Qingze's car into shape in an instant, and then pushed and bumped into the two cars in front again. Because one of them carried an oil tank privately, it caught fire and exploded instantly.

The owner of the truck, Qin Qingze, and the occupants of the first two trucks all died on the spot.

The original body who witnessed the whole process fainted directly, and after waking up, he did not believe it and was unwilling to accept such a fact.

Qin Qingze's accident brought a huge shock to the flourishing company that she founded and developed by herself. The original suspects that someone deliberately murdered it, but the police's investigation turned out that it was just an accident.

Yuanshen didn't believe it, but everyone knew that Qin Qingze had no relatives. Even if she died, her inheritance would still belong to the country.

As for this accident, such as a forged will, it didn't happen. Instead, a notarized will brought the original body to the forefront - Qin Qingze donated part of the property under his name to a public welfare organization, and part to the original body.

No one knows why Qin Qingze made a will early on.

But as for why Qin Qingze donated property to Yuanshen, some people expressed that they could understand, after all, they had such a good relationship.

During that time, the redness and swelling of Yuan Chen's eyes never disappeared.

And all the sorrow, pain, regret, and regret reached their peak when the original body was packing up Qin Qingze's belongings.

It was at Qin Qingze's house. Yuanshen found a ring box in a drawer and a diary next to the ring box. It turned out that Qin Qingze planned to confess to her on her birthday.

And the diary also records Qin Qingze's mental journey, her liking, love, restraint, lack of confidence, and courage for the original body.

Qin Qingze's misfortune in the past caused her to be very cautious emotionally, and she didn't feel that she had the ability to love.

Very BE.

The original body cried until he was deprived of oxygen and passed out.

Jian Yu also regarded herself as a tearful person.

At this point, Jian Yu finally got the puzzled answer.But the matter or entanglement did not stop there.

It can even be said that the latter thing even exceeded her imagination.

After accepting Qin Qingze's bequest, Yuanshen took over the company. After some twists and turns, the company has become bigger and stronger.

At the same time, the original body spent countless financial resources to invest in the research and development of a machine that tried to go back to the past.

But several years have passed, and there is no shadow of the machine.

At this time, a physicist named You Zixin told her another method.

Jian Yu couldn't understand what they were saying at all. During these years, her consciousness was always awake and asleep at times. In short, when she woke up again, the original body had already boarded the spaceship, and the scientist named You Zixin Sail to a coordinate in the universe.

After countless pulls, Jian Yu felt that the consciousness of the original body was disappearing, and she also lost consciousness again.

But she suddenly understood.

It turned out that this was the reason for her rebirth.

It turned out that she and Qin Qingze also liked each other in previous lives.

It turned out that as long as she said it, she and Qin Qingze would have been together long ago.