Give you a candied gourd

This is the first different Mid-Autumn Festival that Qin Qingze has grown up to.

She doesn't know if she will have a chance in the future, but she thinks she will always remember today.

I remember the Mid-Autumn Festival spent with Jian Yu.

The next day, when Qin Qingze woke up from the bed, he saw the fox mask beside the bed and was in a daze for a while.

This was bought at a small stall after she and Jian Yu finished eating mooncakes last night.Originally, she saw that Jian Yu liked a rabbit mask on the stall, and wanted to buy it as a gift for Jian Yu, but Jian Yu wanted to give her one anyway.

A fox mask very similar to the rabbit mask came into her hands.

She would not usually buy such impractical things.Qin Qingze sighed, got up and put the mask away in the cabinet.

Come to think of it, this kind of thing will not be used in the future.

After washing up and having breakfast, Qin Qingze started to do his homework.

The time is tight in the third year of high school, but this time there is a four-day holiday, from Thursday to Mid-Autumn Festival to Sunday, how to arrange it depends entirely on themselves.

Time always flies by when you are studying. After a day passed, Qin Qingze went out for a walk as usual after dinner.

The house she lived in was left to her by her grandmother, in an old community not far from the river.It is very good to walk along the riverside to enjoy the wind and see the scenery.

And it is this small house that carries her ten years of memories from the age of six to 16.There is happiness, there is pain, and most of it is loss.

Grandma had three children in her life, but it was a tragedy that a white-haired person gave away a black-haired person. The two uncles died early before they got married, and her mother was rebellious. After leaving home to be with her father, she never returned to raise her. The place.

Qin Qingze's memories before she was six years old told her that she was not happy, the house smelled of alcohol and tobacco, and her father would occasionally beat her.And she lived with her grandmother, and she felt like she had entered heaven.She hadn't understood why her mother didn't come home earlier. Later, when her grandmother told her about the past, she realized that maybe her mother didn't go back, and shame and guilt accounted for most of the reasons.

In fact, she also complained about her mother, but when her grandmother was dying, she took her hand and said to her with tears in her eyes: "Don't hate your mother, she spent all her courage for you. You should respect her and love her. she."

At that time, she didn't understand why grandma said that, but she remembered it deeply.

Now that these years have passed, when I think back to what the adults unanimously told her about the cause of the accident at home, I feel suspicious.

She accidentally fell into the water, developed a high fever, and her parents went out to ask for help, but unfortunately encountered an accident.

She didn't remember anything about falling into the water. Who did her parents ask for help?And... would father really beg for her?

She felt that grandma must know something, but she didn't tell her anything until she died.The truth is buried, and she doesn't know anything. Is this what grandma hopes for her to be a clean person who is not burdened by the past?

she does not know.

But she has to move on.

Saturday.

Qin Qingze went to the community below the school.

The community is the residential area of ​​the faculty and staff of Hangcheng University next door.She is going to make up lessons for a child of a university teacher.

It is also predestined, after all, who would find a high school student when looking for a tutor? At that time, the head teacher recommended her to go and took her to the children's house. The children directly took her by the hand and called her sister. Not to mention the cuteness in his heart, the part-time job was directly settled.

Now the child is in the fifth grade, from the third grade to the fifth grade. She has been doing this part-time job for two years, and she is very familiar with the family, especially the child.

It's just... She will definitely not stay here again once she graduates next year.

Get off the bus, walk to the community, and reach the destination floor, Qin Qingze looked at the time, 10 minutes earlier than agreed, she rang the doorbell twice, and soon the door opened, and a little girl in a pink skirt appeared in front of her eyes.

"Sister Qin!"

The little girl hugged Qin Qingze, "Long time no see! I miss you so much!"

Unlike the first and second year of high school, she can come every week, but in the third year of high school, she can only come once every three weeks, and because she entered the third year of high school, the summer vacation ended early, so she and the children have not seen each other for more than a month.Her childish voice warmed Qin Qingze's heart. He raised his hand and touched You Zixin's head, and said with a smile, "My sister misses you too." After a pause, he asked, "Has Zixin grown taller again?"

"Well! I've grown taller. My mother said that in the past two years, I will grow very fast, and I will be able to catch up with my sister by then!"

The child was very sure. Wang Nan, who came out of the kitchen with fruit, heard it. He greeted Qin Qingze to come in quickly, while laughing at his daughter: "I didn't say you could catch up with your sister Qin."

You Zixin pouted, and said solemnly: "Father is 1.8 meters, mother is 1.6 meters, sister Qin is 1.6 meters five, I can definitely surpass sister Qin, if I can't, then mom is holding you back."

Wang Nan: "..." This girl!

Qin Qingze laughed from the sidelines, patted her on the shoulder, and said affirmatively: "Then Zixin will be able to protect my sister then."

You Zixin nodded quickly: "Yes!"

"Okay, okay, you should be at least 1.7 meters. Take the fruit plate and go to do your homework."

"Okay!" You Zixin jumped up from the sofa, holding the fruit plate with one hand, and pulling Qin Qingze up with the other.

Looking at the two, one big and one small, Wang Nan felt more and more that it was the right way to let Qin Qingze stay at the beginning.

You Zixin is so lively now, but You Zixin three years ago was so taciturn. At that time, she was busy working on a project, and Zixin's father was sent abroad to take charge of the project. At that time, her daughter didn't make trouble with her, she thought it was sensible , Later, after finishing the project, I realized that something was wrong with my daughter.

The doctor also saw it, and told them to communicate with the children more, and let the children play more with their peers, but the daughter was always like a log, not talking to people at all, and most of the time she just sat in a corner in a daze.It wasn't until later that she said to find a tutor, and Qin Qingze was recommended by Teacher Xu, that her daughter regained her vigor little by little.

Doing homework in the study, You Zixin is very obedient, she always finishes the homework of a subject, and then asks Qin Qingze to explain the questions she doesn't know.What can children who are still in primary school do to make up for it, that is, language and mathematics.For Qin Qingze, there was almost no difficulty.

The whole morning passed quickly, Wang Nan knocked on the door and asked the two little ones to eat.

You Zixin's father is busy with construction, and he doesn't have time during the holidays.She made three dishes and one soup, all of which were favorites of the children.

The dinner table.

Qin Qingze ate quietly, listening to Wang Nan and You Zixin most of the time, only chatting occasionally.

"Qingze will graduate next year, have you decided where to take the exam? Have you considered Hangzhou University?"

While chatting, the topic turned to her.Wang Nan asked, but it was mostly a joke.After all, she knows Qin Qingze's grades, as long as she keeps up until the college entrance examination, she can choose any university in China.

But I still have a little selfishness and hope, otherwise, if the child leaves, You Zixin will probably make a fuss about asking for Sister Qin.

Qin Qingze knew that this question would come sooner or later, looking at You Zixin's expectant eyes, she was silent for a moment, and said truthfully, "I want to take the Beijing University exam."

Wang Nan wasn't very surprised, Beijing University is within the range of Qin Qingze's results.

On the contrary, You Zixin's cute big eyes opened again: "Beijing University! I know! Sister Qin is indeed the most powerful!"

There was no trace of sadness in the words.

"I'm also going to be admitted to Peking University in the future!"

She swears so firmly, Wang Nan is shocked.

But Qin Qingze thought of something after hearing this, and said to Wang Nan: "Aunt Nan, I found that Zi Xin is very talented in mathematics. Maybe in the future, he can inherit Uncle You's mantle and become a great engineer."

"No. I'm going to be a scientist in the future."

Wang Nan couldn't help laughing at You Zixin's crisp rebuttal. Unexpectedly, her daughter also had a dream of becoming a scientist.

"Then what do you want to study?"

When she asked a question, she thought her daughter would not be able to answer it.Unexpectedly, You Zixin answered seriously with a straight face:

"physics."

"I read an article about Einstein in a magazine two days ago. I think he is amazing. I want to study what he researched."

Wang Nan is a social science teacher who teaches political science. Hearing what his daughter said at first, he still felt a little shocked.

"I think you can do it, Zixin."

Qin Qingze responded very cooperatively, with a look of confidence on his face, as if what You Zixin had to do was an easy task.

"Well, I can!"

Wang Nan looked at the two speechlessly for a while, and a little absurdity rose in his heart: Is Beijing University so easy to take the exam?Is research that easy to do?

Qin Qingze buried his head in his meal.

The mood is still a little agitated.She didn't know why, but just after hearing what You Zixin said, she had an idea that she would definitely be able to realize it.

But regardless of this mysterious feeling, based on You Zixin's intelligence, she has a hunch that the future will definitely be like what she said today.