does he love me that much

At night, Chi Ning slept on the bed. He was lying on the sofa, but Liang Xingye carried him into the bedroom.Chi Ning thought he would suffer from insomnia, but he didn't. When he woke up, the sun was already high.

There was milk and bread in the refrigerator, he ate some casually after washing, sealed the mouth, and put it back in place.

He has been packing his things all morning.He had quite a lot of clothes, but including the ones on his body, he only wore two sets, and the rest were washed and bare. Last night, when Liang Xingye came back halfway through the folds, he didn't continue to tidy them up.

He only wore one pair of shoes, and the rest of the packaging had not been unpacked. He stacked the shoe boxes neatly, moved the small stool from the balcony back to the living room, and put the remote control in a conspicuous place.

After lunch, before he said he was going to the jewelry store, Gu Xu spoke first.

"Do you want to go home or go to the company?" Apart from taking care of Chi Ning, Gu Xu has other things to do, "I can't accompany you for a stroll today, I have something urgent to deal with."

Without hesitation, Chi Ning replied, "Company."

Gu Xu thought that he wanted to see Liang Xingye, so he said, "Mr. Liang is not in the company right now. He has to go to the hospital after dinner, and he may not return until very late."

Chi Ning was a little worried: "Hospital? What happened to him?"

"He's fine, it's just a routine review." Gu Xu said, "If you go to the company, you will have to wait for a long time."

Chi Ning fastened his seat belt: "It's okay, let's go."

They ate dinner in the company cafeteria, Gu Xu went back to work after eating, Chi Ning stayed in his office and waited.

Seeing that Chi Ning was so bored wandering around the office, Gu Xu checked the time and reminded him: "Chi Ning, Mr. Liang should be back, you can go directly."

Chi Ning looked at the door, answered "OK", then got up and walked out.He walked through the long corridor and stopped in front of Liang Xingye's office.

The lights in the company are brightly lit. Hongjing Group implements the system of more pay for more work, and the benefits are good. The high salary makes many people willing to work overtime. Xu Yan just passed by. Seeing him standing there, she smiled and said: "Ning Ning, find Liang Total? He's in the small meeting room."

Chi Ning nodded: "Yes."

Xu Yan pointed back: "The third room over there, but it shouldn't end so soon, you have to wait for a while."

Chi Ning looked over there and thanked her.

"Thank you," Xu Yan smiled cheerfully, "Snacks and yogurt are available in my sister's office, you can wait at my place."

Chi Ning smiled at her and said no.

Xu Yan stepped on her high-heeled shoes and left. Chi Ning went straight to the small meeting room. The door of the small meeting room was ajar, with a crack. From that crack, Chi Ning clearly saw Liang Xingye.

Liang Xingye was wearing a suit and leather shoes, crossed his legs, leaned lazily on the back of the chair, and was talking to the person opposite him with a smile on his face.Chi Ning also saw the person opposite, a slightly fat middle-aged man, his movements were cautious, and he seemed a little trembling.

He recalled the scene he encountered in the company recently, and thought to himself, it seems that many people are afraid of Liang Xingye.He was also afraid at first, but after getting along with him, he realized that Liang Xingye was actually not fierce.

Chi Ning stared at Liang Xingye. After a while, he returned to Gu Xu's office and waited for Gu Xu to finish his work.

It was nearly ten o'clock when Gu Xu finished, and immediately drove Chi Ning to the jewelry store after finishing his work.After arriving at the jewelry store, Chi Ning asked Gu Xu to wait at the door, and went in by himself.

Chi Ning has asked Gu Xu about many things. Although the communication with people is slow, the logic is clear.Not long after, he left the jewelry store with his clothes pockets bulging.

Coming out of the jewelry store, Gu Xu sent Chi Ning back to Liang Xingye's house.After getting out of the car, Chi Ning ran to the driver's seat and knocked on the window. Gu Xu lowered the window and asked him what's wrong.

Chi Ning bent over the car window, looked into Gu Xu's eyes, and said seriously, "Thank you."

Seeing his seriousness, Gu Xu couldn't help laughing: "You're welcome, it should be."

"Give me your hand." Chi Ning said.

Gu Xu, half curious and half puzzled, stretched out his hand in front of him.Chi Ning put half a handful of pearls on it, and a small stack of cash: "It's for you."

Looking at the things in his hand, Gu Xu couldn't laugh or cry, and said politely: "Why did you give me money suddenly? You keep the flowers for yourself. I don't need pearls either..."

Chi Ning insisted that he accept it, but Gu Xu only wanted one pearl in the end.

"Is it a gift for me?" Gu Xu looked at the round white pearl in his hand and asked with a smile.

Chi Ning nodded and smiled: "Yes, you are fine."

Gu Xu's heart softened, and he suppressed the thought of rubbing his head: "See you tomorrow."

After speaking, he started the car and was about to leave. Chi Ning waved at him until the car turned the corner and disappeared.

As the elevator went up all the way, Chi Ning stared at the constantly changing numbers and was stunned for a while, only to return to his senses when he heard a "ding".

Liang Xingye's fingerprint lock also comes with a key.Chi Ning opened the door and put the money and keys bulging in his pocket on the coffee table.

In the pocket, apart from the pearls specially reserved for Gu Xu, there were also some pearls that were pinched and deformed by him. The clerk said that these were called baroque pearls and were worthless.The two kinds were mixed together, Chi Ning took them out and divided them, piled the round pearls next to the thick pile of money, and threw the baroque with a nice name but worthless into the trash can.

Then he went into the bathroom, and when he came out, Chi Ning sat on the sofa, ready to say goodbye to Liang Xingye when he came back.

His eyes were sore and sore, dry like dehydrated dead wood, he closed his eyes and rubbed lightly around his eyes for a while.

He didn't know how long he had waited, but he yawned, thinking that Liang Xingye might not be coming back tonight, and he was afraid that if he fell asleep, Liang Xingye would throw him back into the sea when he woke up tomorrow.

Chi Ning rubbed his cheeks and stood up.He checked whether the lights were turned off properly, walked to the entrance, changed his shoes, and took a last look here in the blurred light and shadow.

When the doorknob was put on, the door opened from the outside without any force, and then Liang Xingye's voice came: "Why don't you turn on the light?"

Chi Ning took a few steps back, turned on the light, turned to look at Liang Xingye, and said, "Liang Xingye, I...I'm leaving."

Liang Xingye didn't see Chi Ning's attire clearly just now, but when the light came on, he found the water plant bag with a small hole cut hanging from his waist.Where is this going at night?

Chi Ning walked to the aisle and pressed the elevator, then took a step forward, shortened the distance between the two, thanked Liang Xingye, and even bowed.

He was wearing the suit that Liang Xingye bought for him on the first day, a pure white T-shirt, blue jeans, his eyes were the same as usual, as if they were hiding puddles of water.

"Where are you going?" Liang Xingye asked.

Chi Ning didn't speak.

"I won't let you follow me, so you're leaving?" Liang Xingye leaned against the door and laughed, "You're pretty tempered."

Chi Ning pursed his lips, but still didn't speak.

Liang Xingye saw that his eyes were red, like those of a rabbit, and said, "Don't stand there stupidly, go in and sleep quickly, and I'll take you home tomorrow."

Chi Ning shook his head, the elevator just arrived, before he entered the elevator, he said thank you to Liang Xingye.Liang Xingye didn't respond. He saw the elevator going down and turned around to enter the door.

The house is neat and clean, as if it has just been cleaned, everything is in order, no different from before Chi Ning appeared.

Passing the living room, Liang Xingye caught a glimpse of pearls and money piled on the coffee table.There was a piece of paper pressed under the pearl, and the picture was drawn with immature lines, much like a child's graffiti. Liang Xingye couldn't tell what Chi Ning wanted to express.

Holding the note in his hand, he inexplicably remembered that when he came back, he met a group of rich second-generation racing cars. The location was not far from the community, and Chi Ning was likely to meet them.

Liang Xingye walked towards the door, took a few steps, and stopped suddenly. It was easy to take Chi Ning in for a night or two, but Chi Ning wanted to follow him all the time.

Liang Xingye thought that all the meager love had been spent on Chi Ning over the years, and it was impossible to spend a lifetime, so he turned around and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

Liang Xingye lived in a very large community with a lot of green plants, Chi Ning walked for a long time before going out.He had no destination, just found an intersection and walked forward.

When encountering a zebra crossing, he avoided it as much as he could. After so many days ashore, he still had an instinctive fear of crossing the road.

He turned to another path, and as he walked, he suddenly realized that there was an asphalt road in front of him. There were not many cars on the road, and a few pedestrians wandered on the curb.

Chi Ning stepped on his own shadow, walking slowly step by step.

The road was empty, and occasionally a few cars passed by, and the sound of air waves roared.Tired from walking, Chi Ning sat on the side of the road, propped his face with his hands, and looked up at the moon like he did many nights in the sea.

The moon here seems to be no different from that in the sea.

The moonlight shines through the branches among the trees and sprinkles on Chi Ning's face scatteredly. The cornflower blue pearl earring is like a painted star, twinkling and shimmering.

Chi Ning stared at a slightly swaying half-yellow leaf, let go of his thoughts, and stared blankly for a long time.

There were many voices in his mind, and his brother said: "Ningning, I can't come back to see you often, you have to be good. If you are afraid in the sea, go to the reef to see the moon."

Ah Qing said: "Chi Ning, are you crazy? Just be afraid of the sea and endure it. Why do you have to go to the shore?"

The silver-tailed mermaid said: "I don't know if you will regret it, but there is no turning back when you start your bow."

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There was a wind at night, and there was a chill, stroking the exposed skin, bringing the coolness like sea water.Chi Ning rubbed his sore neck, pressed his face against his knees, and looked at the shadow of the street lamp in the distance.

He thought of Liang Xingye.I want Liang Xingye to take him home from the hospital, order soup, rice and dessert for him; I want Liang Xingye to teach him to brush his teeth and carry him out of the fitting room; I want Liang Xingye not to be angry with him and let him tell Gu Xu what he wants to eat.

Liang Xingye is a very good person. Chi Ning looked at the fog-like light under the street lamp and thought, what is Liang Xingye doing now?See the money he left on the coffee table?

After a while, I thought again, Mr. Ji Xuan said that Liang Xingye was going to die, and he didn't know if the two blood feedings were of any use.If I knew I was going to leave so soon, I secretly fed a little more that day.

At the fork at the end of the road, there is a car lying in the shade of the trees, and the street lights are dimly shadowed, and diffuse in through the front window of the car.Liang Xingye was wearing gray pajamas, leaning his head on the seat, looking at Chi Ning sitting on the curb.

He washed his hair and didn't have time to dry it. His hair was wet and stuck to the seat, sticky and uncomfortable.

The car was quiet, with soft music playing, Liang Xingye glanced at his watch, and started the car when Chi Ning got up.