does he love me that much

Liang Xingye was half-supporting and half-holding, walking on the ground in the snow, being held by him, he felt an indescribable sense of security.

Just like at this moment, Chi Ning stuffed his hands in his pockets, rested his chin on his shoulders, relaxed his whole body and mind, and slowly observed the heavy snow in the sky, without worrying that Liang Xingye would fall because he was too high.

"Scallops? Auntie makes them every day, and I'm tired of eating them." Chi Ning's calf swayed slightly in mid-air, shaking off the snow on the toes of his shoes, "What do you want to eat, Brother Xingye?"

His drawl is as fluffy as snow, and it tickles people's hearts.

Liang Xingye paused, looking at the snow-stained stone pier beside the steps, he was at a loss for the first time.

"Why are you ignoring me?" Chi Ning said, "You call me Ningning first."

Liang Xingye stepped up the steps, his voice was very soft and unreasonably gentle: "I didn't ignore you, I was thinking about something to eat."

They had a casual meal in the evening, and Chi Ning noticed that Liang Xingye was always looking at him, his eyes, his bulging cheeks from chewing food, and his red lips from the heat.

But when the two met their eyes, Liang Xingye would quickly avoid it.

Chi Ning asked, "What's wrong with you?"

Liang Xingye was slowly peeling the prawns in his hand, and handed it to his lips, "Open your mouth."

Wild Madagascar black tiger prawns are smooth and delicious, and you can eat one after another.

Chi Ning stopped asking, chatted with Xie Chuan's assistant while chewing shrimp, and typed.

Liang Xingye glanced at the screen, unable to see clearly, "Are you chatting with Song Xiaoyi?"

Chi Ning and Song Xiaoyi have been in touch for a long time, and they even made an appointment to watch a musical last weekend. eFromAway, Chi Ning doesn't understand English, so he did his homework a long time in advance, grinding word by word, and set off after confirming that he understands. He was tearful in the theater, but he didn't dare to drop pearls.

When Liang Xingye received him, when the car door was closed, Pearl rolled around, and said in a slightly nasal voice that he would see Song Xiaoyi next time.

"It's not her, it's Uncle Xie's assistant," Chi Ning flaunted, "Uncle Xie asked me to be the guitar accompaniment for his concert."

"so smart?"

Chi Ning was a little embarrassed, "There is only one accompaniment."

Xie Chuan was very responsible, took him by his side, and taught him without reservation. The guitar is one of the easiest instruments to play, and Chi Ning has the foundation. His talent is there, and his skills are becoming more and more perfect.

It was a surprise to have him as an accompanist.

Xie Chuan's annual concert was less than a week away, and there was no active announcement. Fans spread word of mouth in various media, and the momentum was huge like a hurricane. Tickets were sold out at the early stage of billing. Everyone in the studio was busy, except Chi rather.

The musicians who followed Xie Chuan were too old, everyone treated him like a child, teased him every day, and when they really had to work, they were afraid of tiring him, so they wouldn't let him touch anything.

When I went to the gymnasium to rehearse that day, Chi Ning sat in the first row and watched intently.

Xie Chuan has a variety of styles of music, performing classic songs in different styles, rock elements, romantic ballads, national style...Combined with the stage background and pre-shot pictures, he sincerely interprets the music history over the years.

After performing for nearly three hours, Chi Ning stared at the dazzling stage until his eyes became dry, and his heart was shocked and ready to move.

After the end, he went backstage to find Xie Chuan.As he got older, his physical fitness couldn't keep up. Xie Chuan was panting, covered in sweat, and his voice became a little hoarse. He was slumping on a chair to drink water.

People in and out of the lounge were noisy, Chi Ning squatted in front of Xie Chuan, and hadn't spoken yet. A drummer in his 30s smiled and patted him on the head, "Squatting like a little frog."

There was a lot of laughter around, and someone joked: "It's still a beautiful little hybrid frog."

Xie Chuan also laughed: "Okay, yesterday I laughed at him eating vegetables like a koala, and today he looks like a little frog, so he can't be a human being?"

Chi Ning thought guiltily, it really wasn't, he had been thinking about it for a long time, and told Xie Chuan that he wanted to help, even if he moved the musical instrument.

The field manager threw a cheese stick to him, full of the old father's kindness, "I have arranged it, you don't need to move it, you just go and play."

Drummer: "Whoever wants to move an instrument for you, Ning Ning wants to play and participate..."

Being challenged, Chi Ning lowered his head and secretly glanced at Xie Chuan.

Everyone laughed again, and the drummer laughed the most, "Mr. Xie, give the little frog a chance."

Guitarist jokes: "Am I going to be laid off?"

Chi Ning was young, everyone thought he was joking at first, until he played and sang a piece of music, without lyrics, pure melody from beginning to end, quiet and profound, easily aroused the emotional resonance of the people present.

The best music does not necessarily have superb skills or top-notch singing, but it must be able to move people's hearts.

According to Xie Chuan's words, Chi Ning is full of aura, and he was born to eat this bowl of rice. The only flaw is in understanding words, and he suffers from being uneducated.

Xie Chuan smiled and led Chi Ning to the stage.

The gymnasium can accommodate ten thousand people, and the lifting stage is flowing with purple light, spreading like an electric current, and it is dazzling.

Only the stage was lit, and the seats below the stage were empty, and it was dark in the back, like the sea under the night, boundless.Chi Ning stood in the center of the stage, as if standing on a rock.

Small and lonely.

But Xie Chuan will not be alone. Soon, this place will become full of people, just like all his previous concerts, it will be so high that it will almost explode.

Chi Ning looked at the idle Xie Chuan, "Uncle Xie, are you nervous?"

"I got used to it," Xie Chuan recalled through the empty seats. "The first concert was very nervous. My palms were sweaty and my legs were shaking. I was afraid of making mistakes, but in the end I forgot the lyrics."

He smiled and asked, "Ningning, do you want to experience it?"

"Think." Chi Ning fantasized about the highly anticipated scene, his eyes full of longing, "I want to be liked by many people, and I want to sing for my brother."

This is his dream opportunity.

Xie Chuan smiled gently, he could see how clingy Chi Ning was to Liang Xingye.On weekdays, Liang Xingye never left Liang Xingye for three sentences. As soon as Liang Xingye appeared, his eyes were locked, but Liang Xingye was too nice to Chi Ning, and it was inevitable that they had a deep relationship.

In the end, Xie Chuan not only let Chi Ning participate in the accompaniment, but also agreed to let him play and sing during the intermission.

To be on stage, rehearsal is indispensable.Whenever Liang Xingye came to the studio to pick up people, Chi Ning was practicing.

It's the same today, Liang Xingye didn't bother, watching through the glass window, Xie Chuan bent over and strummed, seeing that his posture was teaching skills, Xie Xin was also there, standing against the wall like a pine tree, staring at Chi Ning slightly.

He took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Xie Xin. When Xie Xin came out, he asked, "Are you busy recently? I see you here all the time."

"It's okay, Nuonuo clamored to come, so I brought her here." Xie Xin pointed to Xie Nuo who was squatting in the corner of the rest area and playing with potted plants, "Playing there."

Xie Nuo couldn't stay at home, and ran here every three days. After the accident last time, Xie Xin followed closely, but it was too boring to guard the child, so he couldn't resist watching his uncle teach Chi Ning.

He has deep musical attainments, and after watching it once, he realized that the talent his uncle said was worthy of the name.Then I used to order the bodyguards to take Xie Nuo to rest and play, and enter the work area by himself.

Chi Ning is very good-looking, and it may be that people who work hard naturally have filters. Many times when he looked at Chi Ning, he had to admit that Liang Xingye still had a bit of vision.

Liang Xingye was chatting with him when Xie Chuan came out to pour water, and greeted Liang Xingye with a smile, "Xingye is so early today?"

"I came early because I had less work." Liang Xingye took the cup and turned on the water dispenser to fill him with water, "Uncle, isn't there a concert in a few days? If you are busy, don't worry about Chi Ning."

"I don't care, he told me in the rehearsal last time that he wanted to sing for you on stage. I asked him to play during the intermission. It's only a few minutes. It's okay..."

Liang Xingye was stunned for a moment.

Xie Chuan patted him on the shoulder, "Remember to come when the time comes, don't let him down."

On the way home, Liang Xingye walked away several times.

It gets dark early in winter, the streets are bustling with traffic, horns are honking one after another, and lights come in dimly.Chi Ning consumed too much energy, yawned, and fell asleep leaning on Liang Xingye's shoulder.The head slid down slowly, Liang Xingye pushed it up, let go, and slid down again.

Liang Xingye called out in a low voice, "Ning Ning."

"Huh?" Chi Ning mumbled, "It's so cold."

Liang Xingye asked the driver to turn up the temperature, rubbed his hands between his fingers for a while, and then asked Chi Ning if he wanted to hug him to sleep.

Chi Ning replied in a daze, rubbed off his shoes and socks, bent his legs, and nestled into his arms very naturally.

Liang Xingye took off his coat and put it on him, hugged him by the waist, and looked at the lights in the distance.

It was dim and warm.

Chi Ning was still sleeping when he got home, the driver turned off the engine, Liang Xingye lowered his voice, "Go down first."

The driver restarted the car, turned on the heater, and gently opened the door to get out of the car.The car was so quiet that there was only the sound of breathing, Liang Xingye looked down at Chi Ning.

After a long time, she touched his cheek and picked him up to get out of the car.

Being put on the soft bed, Chi Ning was half asleep and half awake, his eyelids raised a line, and he stared at Liang Xingye slowly, feeling a little depressed, "I'm having a nightmare."

Dreamed of the sea again, deep and black, falling endlessly from the cliffs of the sea.

Every time Chi Ning had a nightmare, he would sleep with him. Liang Xingye held Chi Ning's back with one hand and his calf with the other, and carried Chi Ning back to his bedroom.

In the bedroom, only a milky yellow wall lamp was turned on.The heating was brewing, and the surroundings were getting cold. Chi Ning climbed into Liang Xingye's body, adjusted to the most comfortable position, and chatted with him.

"When we were eating at noon, why were you and your mother arguing?" Chi Ning sank half of his face into the pillow and said sullenly, "It's because you helped me compress my ankle, right?"

A new restaurant opened near the studio, Liang Xingye took him to try it at noon.As the concert was approaching, there were a lot of chores. He replied to the drummer's message while walking, and accidentally knocked his foot against the wall at the corner, tearing tears from the pain.

His ankles were fair, and the bruises seemed to be getting worse. Liang Xingye asked someone to bring a hot towel over, and squatted down to give him a hot compress.

The dining table is semi-enclosed, Chi Ning's position can look around most of the environment of the restaurant, just in line with Zhou Yun who is on the aisle.

Zhou Jun has been well-dressed, with short hair and neat, wearing a set of emerald jewelry that is so green that it can drip water, like a star-studded moon, surrounded by a group of women, all of them are glamorous, chatting with each other with smiles.

Soon, their eyes focused on Liang Xingye, and the smiles on their faces disappeared like a frozen sculpture.

Chi Ning looked at them, then at Liang Xingye, and told him that his mother was here, and she was outside.

Liang Xingye turned his head to glance, and continued to press the towel to cover his ankles until Zhou Yun came in furiously and called Liang Xingye to the next room.

Chi Ning accepted those women's scrutiny on the spot, and he ignored someone who talked to him, and went to the door of the box to wait for Liang Xingye.

The solid wood door has good sound insulation, so you can't hear the content clearly, but the tone is clear.Liang Xingye was extremely cold and forceful, Zhou Yun's voice suddenly became higher, as if arguing about something.

"Squatting down and covering your feet in public, are you crazy?" Zhou Yun was full of impatience, with jade earrings dangling around his ears, "What is your identity? How many people are watching you?"

Zhou Yun came back from a trip abroad last month and brought a gift to Liang Xingye.When they met, the atmosphere was rarely harmonious, and when it came to Chi Ning, there was a bit of tension.

Liang Xingye was too protective to say a word.Zhou Yun could accept Chi Ning's existence, but in his heart, he still hoped that Liang Xingye would find someone with the right family, but he retorted coldly, and finally the two broke up unhappy.

She didn't expect to meet this kind of scene when she went out to have a meal with her friends. It's okay for Liang Xingye to pamper her in private, but if she puts it on the surface, she will lose her reputation.

"As for those people just now, Mrs. He's mouth is the worst. She adds fuel and vinegar to her nonsense, and the city will be full of trouble tomorrow. Everyone knows that you, Liang Xingye, knelt and covered your feet in the restaurant."

"Ji's family, the youngest daughter of the Ji's family has just returned to China, and she is in the same family as you. Mrs. Ji just asked you to have a meal, and immediately ran into this scene..."

"What is my identity? So what if so many people look at me?" Liang Xingye felt ironic. Xu Jin was known as a jerk, so she didn't have the face to face others?

He didn't bother to mention it, he just said: "Mom, no one can comment on my private life, including you."

"I can't beak, who can? Chi Ning?"

"Yes."

Zhou Yun was stunned with anger.

Liang Xingye said again: "You have to get used to it. What is covering your feet? This is probably the lowest level of embarrassment you can see."

"The lowest level? What else have you done? You just listen to him?"

"Yes."

"He told you to die, do you also go?"

Liang Xingye confronted each other: "Go? Why don't you go?"

Knowing that Liang Xingye's temper was deliberately angry with her, Zhou Yun still couldn't accept him bowing his knees in front of others, and his anger went straight to the sky, and he raised his hand and slapped her.

Chi Ning was waiting outside, only to hear a "pop", crisp and loud, his heart skipped a beat, and he broke into the door.

Seeing Liang Xingye tilting his head, with a palm print on his left cheek, Zhou Yun shook his voice, "Say it again!"

Liang Xingye laughed, "Go, why not go."

Zhou Yun raised his hand again, Chi Ning hurried over, covered Liang Xingye's face tightly, and glared at her: "What are you doing?!"

With too much force, Liang Xingye's cheeks were squeezed out of shape, looking a little funny, he patted the back of Chi Ning's hand, "Ningning, you go out first."

"No," Chi Ning blocked Liang Xingye, "she will beat you."

"She won't hit me, okay Ningning, it's okay, can you go out first?"

Chi Ning walked away hesitantly, turning his head three times a step at a time.

Chi Ning felt uneasy, and leaned against the door to eavesdrop. Intermittently, he heard his name, and also heard that Liang Xingye gradually gained the upper hand.

"...Why should I follow you?...Stop kidnapping with family affection."

"...So far, don't meddle in my life..."

Zhou Yun: "Your dad and I..."

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The clearest thing is Liang Xingye's sentence "I repeat, I don't want Chi Ning to receive any negative emotions from you."

Chi Ning heard that Liang Xingye was threatening his mother.

Zhou Yun left with a clouded face, Liang Xingye's expression was not good, he wanted to ask, but Liang Xingye's company had to rush back, and it was night in a flash.

The bed was full of the smell of Liang Xingye, which was indescribably calm and clean. Chi Ning turned sideways, "Brother Xingye, what does negative emotion include?"

Chi Ning's pajamas are fluffy and off-white, with a cartoon little whale spraying water painted on the front, with marks on his cheeks from sleeping, and he looks very obedient.

"Did you hear that?" Liang Xingye lowered his head slightly, the outlines were perfectly outlined by the light, "including all the bad things."

A few clips flashed through Chi Ning's mind, and he realized something later, "Did you stop your mother from trying to kill me before?"

"All her dissatisfaction with you comes from me, and you don't have to bear it." Liang Xingye said concisely.

"Your mother has a bad temper."

Liang Xingye: "I also have a bad temper."

He didn't find a good way to get along with his parents.In fact, they know what they want to hear and what they want him to become, but they resist to do that, so they say what they say, which evolves into a never-ending vicious circle, and finally converges into turbulent waves under the undercurrent.

"Not bad," Chi Ning pulled the quilt, and said seriously, "You see, you've never been angry with me, which means it's your parents' problem. If they were like me, you wouldn't be angry with them."

Liang Xingye was amused by his crooked comfort, "It makes sense."

Chi Ning said softly, "You are not bad-tempered at all, and you have no shortcomings."

Chi Ning really thinks so, just looking at the scope of friendship, Liang Xingye's friends have different personalities, Xie Xin is arrogant, Ji Xuan is cheerful, and the owner of the boxing ring hides a knife in his smile...

Everyone made friends with him from the bottom of their hearts. If Liang Xingye's parents were a little more patient with him and showed more kindness, their relationship would never be bad.

Liang Xingye was actually very soft-hearted.

Chi Ning stared into Liang Xingye's eyes, suddenly sad. He began to think about Liang Xingye when he was a child, was he often hated and scolded?

That's why I hide my emotions in my heart and never show them.

"I'm serious, Brother Xingye, your temper is not bad at all." Chi Ning emphasized, "You have no shortcomings."

Seeing Liang Xingye smiled, Chi Ning was content to go to bed, and found that the red marks on his cheeks had faded and became conspicuous, "Why is your face still a little red, does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt."

"You're lying again," Chi Ning asked intentionally, "Then are you asleep?"

Liang Xingye just laughed and said cooperatively, "Fell asleep."

Chi Ning followed suit with a smile, then leaned up, covered the red marks on Liang Xingye's cheeks, spit out the tip of his tongue to moisten, and kissed gently little by little, "It will be fine soon."

After waiting for a while, Chi Ning realized something was wrong, no matter how deep the traces were, they should have recovered. Why did Liang Xingye become more and more popular?

He wanted to talk, but Liang Xingye pressed him into his arms, "Okay, sleep."

"Oh." Chi Ning arched his head, drooped his eyelids, and soon fell asleep.

Liang Xingye looked at Chi Ning in a daze.

He slept soundly, the curly hair on his forehead was drooping, his eyelashes were thick and long, and his cheeks were hot with stuffiness.

Liang Xingye slowly tightened his arms, feeling Chi Ning's breathing and the temperature of his body, and felt for the first time that something was owned by him.

Whole and unreserved is his possession.

His thoughts drifted aimlessly, starting from Chi Ning falling into his bathtub, going back frame by frame.

Chi Ning relies on him, trusts him, cares about him, he thinks, and loves him.

He got out of bed and turned on the computer, counting the assets under his name.

Looking at the dazzling list on the screen, Liang Xingye was convinced that he could give Chi Ning the best life.

Chi Ning didn't know anything about it. When he went to Liang Xingye's office to sign a bunch of documents, the secretary hesitated to speak.

But Chi Ning only felt sore hands, muttering in his heart why he hadn't finished writing for more than half an hour.

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It won't hurt, trust me.