does he love me that much

In the dead of night, Chi Ning crossed the glass skylight and looked at the vast and boundless sky.

He thought of Liang Xingye, and his heart felt empty.

What should I do next?If Liang Xingye keeps ignoring him.

Then, he suddenly thought of death.

He has no future.

There was a price to pay for going ashore, and he had already squandered most of the short life he bought with his life.In another six months, he will die.

Chi Ning panicked for no reason. Before going ashore, he had had enough of the dark and suffocating deep sea and the uninterrupted bullying. At that time, he felt that it was worthwhile to escape even if he only escaped for a month.

But now greedily wants a lot.

He hurriedly got out of bed to find Chi Jinxu.

The lights in the next bedroom were turned off, Chi Ning knocked on the door lightly, and whispered, "Brother, are you asleep?"

"No, I'm about to sleep." A reply came from inside.

After a while, Chi Jinxu opened the door, yawning, "What's wrong, Ningning?"

"I have something to ask you." Chi Ning dressed thinly, got into the bed and chatted with his brother, "Brother, Liang Xingye said that your parents exist in your profile, what's going on?"

Chi Jinxu also went to bed, and covered him tightly with the quilt, "It's a fake message."

"That's it," Chi Ning asked, "Then how did you become a human?"

He almost forgot if he didn't mention it, Chi Jinxu glanced at Chi Ning, and said lightly: "I don't know, I only know that you are so bold as to make a deal with the silver-tailed mermaid, and you will die soon."

Chi Ning's lips pursed into a line.

With lingering fears in his heart, Chi Jinxu scolded him: "What's the use of being afraid now? Why weren't you afraid when you made your decision?"

Chi Ning observed his expression.

Chi Jinxu was angry, "What are you looking at?"

"Brother, you lied to me. If I'm going to die, you can't keep me here." Chi Ning said, "You will definitely force me to go back to the sea and live as a mermaid."

Chi Jinxu was speechless, paused for a few seconds, and pulled his arm out, "Okay, I'll take you back right away."

Chi Ning gripped the bed sheet tightly, using all his strength, and veins appeared on the back of his hands, "I won't go back, don't pull me!"

After struggling for a long time, Chi Ning broke free from the confinement and ran to the end of the bed to stand.Barefoot, pajamas are also thin, as if the wind will fall down.

Chi Jinxu: "Come here."

Chi Ning shook his head vigilantly.Chi Jinxu frowned and threw him a blanket.

Chi Ning wrapped himself tightly, recalled his brother's series of behaviors and reactions, and guessed: "I made a video with you that day, and you scolded me for daring to make a deal with the silver-tailed mermaid, but immediately asked me if I could control the mermaid's tail." Change. The first thing you see me, you put me in the bathtub, make sure I'm in control, and never bring it up again."

Chi Ning came up with a conclusion: "Being able to successfully control the change of the fish's tail means that I have become a human being, and I can still live for a long time, right brother?"

Cleverness can be put to good use. Chi Jinxu originally wanted to cure his recklessness, but he had no choice, so he sneered angrily: "Yes, yes, you are human, you are awesome. Remember to go find the silver-tailed mermaid next time .”

Chi Ning has never seen his brother like this, his determined mind became vacillating, and he tentatively said, "Brother, just say 'yes'."

Chi Jinxu: "Yes."

Chi Ning looked suspicious, as if something was wrong.

After leaving his brother's room, Chi Ning went downstairs to pour water for a drink. When he passed the sofa, he met Duan Yi's eyes.

There are enough rooms, but he doesn't sleep, lying on the sofa and pretending to be pitiful.

Chi Ning didn't stop. After filling the cup with water, he drank and walked upstairs. He just stepped on a step and turned back to the sofa.

Holding the cup, he said to Duan Yi: "You are so annoying, delete my brother's information, he will never forgive you, and neither will I."

Duan Yi was getting annoyed by this, and scratched his hair.

"Who knew you were his younger brother, I admit my fault." Duan Yi asked, "Do you need me?"

"Let's make a deal. If you help me set my brother's words, I'll just say that I don't mind your behavior and ask him to forgive you." Chi Ning explained the situation of the mermaid succinctly.

It's a bit difficult, Duan Yi increased it, "I want to sleep in your brother's bedroom tonight."

Chi Ning: "Deal."

When going upstairs, Chi Ning told Duan Yi caringly, "You can't be too pushy, my brother doesn't like this, it's only useful to act like a baby to him, understand?"

Duan Yi nodded thoughtfully.

Chi Ning watched him push the door and enter. After a while, he didn't know what was going on inside, and his brother yelled "Get out!".

But Duan Yi didn't come out again, and Chi Ning waited for a while. He couldn't get the result tonight, so he turned and went back to his room.

The more he thought about it, the more he felt that his guess was well-founded, so Chi Ning poured water on his legs and tried it a dozen times, but he could control it at will.

Chi Ning was a little relieved and stopped tossing.

The next morning, Chi Ning was drowsy, and took out his phone to look at it.

Duan Yi: You guessed it right.

Chi Ning couldn't help laughing, it's okay, but he still hasn't heard from Liang Xingye.

After washing up, he wiped his hands with a paper towel and looked down at the mobile phone next to the bed, "If you don't look for me again, I will be angry."

When I opened it, it was empty.

He didn't contact Liang Xingye, and Liang Xingye didn't contact him either.

Going to work was boring, Chi Ning focused on two things, learning how to operate the equipment in the control room, and was teased by the beautiful recording engineer sister, "Did you not sleep well last night?"

Chi Ning nodded lazily.

"Today is fine, but I need to cheer up to record "Blue" in a few days," the recording engineer sister ate melon seeds, "Mr. Xie told you to be on camera for the later MV."

"Blue" is the song adapted by Chi Ning. After filling in the lyrics, Xie Chuan named it.

"Okay." Chi Ninghuang went to Xie Chuan and asked about related matters.

After staying up for two or three days, Chi Ning was competing with Liang Xingye in his heart. The mobile phone was out of the bag, and the message was typed, deleted, deleted, and typed, but it was not sent.

It was difficult for him to describe his feelings, sadness, reluctance, grievance, depression... all kinds of feelings flowed in his heart.

In the evening, he ran into Xie Xin in the corridor, said hello, and was stopped.

Xie Xin handed him a cup of coffee, "You and Liang Xingye broke up?"

Liang Xingye took Chi Ning to and from get off work every day, but there was no one there recently, Xie Xin asked, Liang Xingye responded flatly, saying that he had moved out.

Xie Xin didn't know what Chi Jin was talking about. Seeing Chi Ning's head down, he thought they had broken up.

Since Chi Ning learned music from his uncle, their relationship has warmed up, and they can chat in peacetime.

"Actually, this is pretty good," Xie Xin explained, "If you want to go to the ceiling when you make music in the future, it will be troublesome to have a same-sex partner."

He is used to starting from reality, looking at things in terms of interests, and he doesn't believe in so-called love.

"Break it when you should, be rational," Xie Xin said casually, "Liang Xingye is the same, how many people look at him, the same sex is not the majority after all. Besides, Uncle Liang definitely hopes that he can get married and have children..."

The lengthy paragraph is probably talking about the combination of Chi Ning and the talented girl from the music family, and the marriage of Liang Xingye and the little princess of which group is the best choice.

Chi Ning only captured the key words "Liang Xingye", "the little princess of the group", and "marriage and childbirth".

Chi Ning couldn't listen anymore, and interrupted Xie Xin, "He doesn't like the little princess."

Xie Xin didn't take it seriously, "It doesn't matter if you like it or not. Marriage is a combination of interests between two families. Leverage each other's strengths to obtain the greatest benefits. After giving birth to an heir, it will continue. Most of the rich people are like this."

Chi Ning said "Oh", and then asked: "Have you seen Liang Xingye? What is he doing? Accompanying the little princess?"

"He's busy with work, so he doesn't have time," Xie Xin said. "By the way, we have an appointment for dinner at Masyale. If you want to go, we can go together."

After speaking, I came back to my senses, "Sorry, I forgot about your situation."

Chi Ning: "I don't want to go."

He watched Xie Xin leave and thought, "How many of us" are there?

Masyale is the western restaurant on the top floor of the central building, almost counting as half of Chi Ning's family, and Liang Xingye often takes him there to eat St. Jacques scallops.

When it was time to get off work, Chi Ning refused his brother to pick him up on the pretext of working overtime, and ran to Masyale.

Liang Xingye and the others had already taken their seats. There were three men and one woman, and Chi Ning knew them all. The woman sitting next to Liang Xingye was bright and charming, very seductive. Liang Xingye had introduced him to him before, and she was also a child.

Chi Ning vaguely remembered her identity, the only daughter of a real estate tycoon, which met the conditions Xie Xin said.

He sneaked in the corner and watched Liang Xing take care of the woman as a gentleman during the picnic.He knows table manners, but why did Liang Xingye make so many mistakes, and even brought her to eat his favorite scallops.

Liang Xingye seemed to be aware of his gaze, and suddenly turned his head. Chi Ning quickly hid, and ran away when he was safe.

There were people coming and going on the street, Chi Ning bought a rice ball and ate it while walking aimlessly.

What if Liang Xingye wants to get married?The little princess of the group sounds beautiful and majestic.

Liang Xingye won't get married, Chi Ning thought, he has a sweetheart, and it's me.

But now he is taking others to eat scallops.

Chi Ning was sour in his heart, there are so many delicious things in the world, why should he eat scallops.

The next day, Chi Ning put his mind on work.

When he entered the recording studio, the sound engineer helped him adjust the distance of the microphone.The main recording is over, and the sound engineer made the approximate effect later.

Chi Ning listened to it again, modified the unsatisfactory parts, and repeated it many times until the best effect was presented.

The recording time is long, and post-processing is required after saving the dry sound.

Excessive use of the voice, the throat was a little congested, Chi Ning swallowed unconsciously, and held a glass of water to moisten his throat as soon as he left the recording studio.

When taking off the shoe covers, the planner said that the location for shooting the MV has been confirmed, the city next door, and if it goes well, I will go back and forth in a day.

Chi Ning Yinghao raised his head and saw Liang Xingye at the door.

Chi Ning was stunned for a moment before retracting his gaze, lowering his eyes, and passing him by.

Why don't you eat scallops today?Do you have diarrhea?

Walking along the corridor to the end, Chi Ning found Liang Xingye following him.At this time, it was time to get off work. According to the past situation, his brother would come to pick him up, but he and Duan Yi had something to go out in the afternoon.Chi Ning didn't take the driver's license test, the car in the garage was covered with dust, and the driver he applied for would not start until tomorrow.Let him take a taxi back.

After going downstairs, Chi Ning called up the taxi app, Liang Xingye covered his phone, "Ning Ning."

Chi Ning: "What's the matter?"

"I'll walk you home."

"That's too much trouble for you," Chi Ning said lightly, "I'll take a taxi myself."

A dark gray Maybach drove past the intersection and stopped firmly in front of Chi Ning.Liang Xingye half hugged and half carried him, and put him into the back seat.

Liang Xingye gave an address, and the driver turned around and joined the traffic.

There was silence in the car, and Chi Ning leaned close to the door, as if trying to draw a line with Liang Xingye.

He is wearing a camel knitted hat today, outlining a superior head shape, with a sideways face, thick eyelashes, like butterfly wings when he blinks.

Liang Xingye stared at him for a long time, Chi Ning closed his eyes and pretended to be sleeping.

When we got to the lakeside villa area, Chi Ning got off the car, looked at Liang Xingye, and politely thanked him, "Thank you for taking me home."

He turned around and entered the yard, and was grabbed by the wrist by Liang Xingye.

Chi Jinxuan said that this villa has a fence on the outside wall and a high floor. Liang Xingye carried Chi Ning up, raised his head slightly, and stroked his cheek.

"Don't touch me, I don't want to fall in love with you," Chi Ning said, "because you ignored me for four and a half days."

Liang Xingye said, "I also think it's been a long time."

Chi Ning casually said: "I was sick yesterday."

"sick?"

"Yes, it's serious. My throat still hurts." Chi Ning coughed a few times.

"But Ningning." Liang Xingye frowned slightly, seemingly puzzled, but his eyes were full of smiles, "I don't remember you being sick."

"You haven't looked for me, how would you know?"

"When you went shopping with your brother, Duan Yi and I followed behind. You work in the studio, and I bought the mango daifuku you ate. When you were recording songs, I watched you in the control room. You stole in the restaurant. When you look at me..."

Chi Ning: "I didn't peek at you!"

"You ran away when I got up," Liang Xingye asked, "Since you miss me, why didn't you take the initiative to find me?"

With sweaty palms and sticky railings, Chi Ning changed his position, "I'm angry."

"Why are you angry? I don't contact you, I want you to respond?" Liang Xingye looked into Chi Ning's eyes, "Or do you think I'm too bad-tempered to get along with?"

Chi Ning seemed to be scalded.

"My temper sometimes does..."

Chi Ning answered: "You are not bad-tempered, you have no shortcomings."

Liang Xingye laughed, and slipped into Chi Ning's fingers along the back of Chi Ning's hand, interlocking his fingers, "It's not that I'm without flaws, it's because you love my imperfections and favor me too much."

"I used to think that you simply depended on me, but when you think about it carefully, it's not the case. Dependence is inward, focusing on yourself, and you can get a sense of security and shelter. Love is outward, focusing on the other person, and I hope the other person is okay. "

"You love me and care about all my emotions. Even when my mother slapped you and your brother lifted the vase, you subconsciously blocked me," Liang Xingye said, "I used to box in elementary school. Have you ever fought? You actually wanted to protect me."

"I am a steel ball, but you treat me like a glass bead, afraid that I will break. Ningning, this is love."

"Dependence is different from love. Dependence can be transferred, but love can't. Your brother is back, you can get away from me and start a new life, but you can't." Liang Xingye drew closer, and the tip of their noses touched , "Are you Ningning?"

The hot air in the breath was entangled, Chi Ning pursed his lips, and unconsciously held his breath, "Yeah."

He was afraid that Liang Xingye would break and wanted to protect him.

Liang Xingye looked at Chi Ning, he could see to the bottom of his mind at a glance, he understood most of it, but he still didn't understand.

A cat jumped into the bushes and made a rustling sound. Chi Ning looked over Liang Xingye's shoulder and saw Chi Jinxu at the intersection. He folded his arms and looked expressionless.

Chi Ning pulled down the knitted hat to cover his eyes.The coarse wool has large gaps, and a few strands of hair are exposed.

Liang Xingye was about to die of laughter, he took off his hat, "What are you doing?"

Chi Ning leaned against the fence, with his palms pressed against the fence, like a frightened gecko, "My brother, behind you."

He violently pushed Liang Xingye away, ran into the yard, and went upstairs.

The balcony of the bedroom was facing the door, and the curtains were parted. Chi Ning hid by the wall, watching Liang Xingye secretly.Watch him give the knitted hat to his brother, talk to his brother, watch him get into the car and disappear from view.

In the evening, Chi Ning took a shower early, got into the quilt, and watched the collection of same-sex kissing scenes collected last night like a thief.

Most of them are collections of Thai dramas, with beautiful filters, online acting skills of the main characters, and a full sense of atmosphere.

Maybe Chi Ning was so stuffy in the quilt, Chi Ning's heartbeat gradually accelerated.

After turning off the phone, he stared blankly at the skylight, thinking, what's it like to kiss Liang Xingye?

Chi Ning pouted.