Thorns

"Give me a chance to explain." Si Qingyang's muffled voice came, but Gu Mengping did not move.

In Si Qingyang's eyes, his silence was a tacit consent. The man who was still a little nervous put back the disappointment in his heart. He raised his head from Gu Mengping's arms and sat beside him.

He is indeed a child of the Si family, but his family background is not important to him. He has had a smooth life since he was a child. After passing through various selections, his status has not been low. The mission is different from Gu Mengping's undercover mission in the drug den, Si Qingyang's journey is more difficult and difficult, and it is more face-to-face with blood and life and death.

He traveled to hundreds of countries in just a few years, and he was even wanted by the international police for a time. Unlike Gu Mengping's files which became classified, all Si Qingyang's files were destroyed, and there was no chance of turning back.

"Will the Si family agree with you to do such a dangerous thing?" Gu Mengping understood Si Qingyang, because they all had a similar past and were considered the same kind.

"There are not only black and white in this world, there will always be some people who exist in gray areas. This is my mission." Si Qingyang said this very solemnly.

He knew that Gu Mengping understood him.

"What's the matter with the snake?" Gu Mengping's mood has calmed down a lot. Si Qingyang didn't talk much, and even explained it in a fragmented and clumsy manner, but Gu Mengping understood it all.

"After two years of being an undercover agent, I began to enter the organization's selection process. This process was not easy. My hands were stained with countless blood, but I swear that I have never violated my heart." Si Qingyang said .

He was already well-known in the industry at that time, so the people in the organization at that time took a fancy to him and started a six-month selection process. He and Tengshe were the same batch of people who entered the selection. Tengshe was not like that before, he His heart was not as greedy and vicious as it is now, and it became more and more muddy later on. Maybe the selectors at that time took a fancy to Teng Snake.

Two years ago, he solved most of the core members of the organization and successfully got what he wanted. Then he got out of the organization, but he didn't expect the news to leak out.

"There are higher leaders above Teng Snake." Si Qingyang said.

Both he and Tengshe were chosen by that person. During the World War I two years ago, that person also disappeared. That person was a truly dangerous person. For two years, Si Qingyang was well protected.

"So the thing about your amnesia is fake?" As if grasping the point, Gu Mengping's expression became uglier than ever.

"It's not fake, my memory has indeed been lost for a long time." Si Qingyang did not hide this point.

"When you first met Simin, you already knew the inside story?" Gu Mengping asked.

Simin was good at disguising, Gu Mengping didn't pay attention at that time, but when he saw him today, Gu Mengping clearly saw how similar Si Qingyang and Simin were.

Si Qingyang was silent, he didn't know how to respond, because what Gu Mengping said was indeed true, he could feel that Gu Mengping was angry, Gu Mengping is not a person who likes to be deceived, so Si Qingyang knew that he really touched His reverse scale, but he has been unable to tell lies.

He's already lied about the same thing.

"You have lied to me long enough." Gu Mengping said with a sneer.

He felt like he was a link in the deal between the Si family and the old man, but he didn't realize it. He didn't even ask why Si Qingyang's files had been destroyed, but he still kept his only identity. material.

Si Qingyang?I'm afraid it's his truest identity under thousands of identities, an identity that has never been known to others, and after taking off a heavy burden, he has become himself again.

He also remembered the time when he was kidnapped by Teng Snake. He also asked seriously. At that time, Si Qingyang's answer was that he remembered some things piecemeal, but now after learning the truth, Gu Mengping's heart unexpectedly It was calm, he didn't even drive him out, and he could even listen to him telling those stories calmly.

As for himself, he has always been the one kept in the dark. If he hadn't seen the traces left by Si Qingyang on the computer, Gu Mengping would never have thought that Si Qingyang and Simin had such close contacts.

In other words, Si Qingyang left these clues on purpose. He knows how cautious Si Qingyang is in doing things. It is impossible to make such a low-level mistake. Gu Mengping felt like a puppet. He thought it was him Leading Si Qingyang to walk in the blank world, gradually recovering his lost identity and lost memories, but he didn't think that he was the one who was tied up with the thread, and was restrained to do those actions.

"Why me?" Gu Mengping wanted to ask too much, but he didn't want to know so urgently. His heart was contradictory.

"Because you are Uncle Gu's child." Si Qingyang said.

Gu Mengping was stunned for a moment, he knew that Si Qingyang was referring to his father, the man who was admired and had countless meritorious deeds.He has regarded his father as a role model since he was a child. Of course, he knows what kind of person his father is. There are countless remaining scars on his body. Even if those wounds are healing day by day, the dense scars left behind have never disappeared. Pass.

He is a person worthy of admiration, but what Si Qingyang said clearly told him that he also knew about it.

"You are the chosen one. I need to regain my identity and get out of the darkness. You have successfully done it. I need your help." Si Qingyang said.

It is not easy to come out from the darkness, and it is not easy to get rid of the identity that you have disguised. Gu Mengping has never revealed his identity as an undercover agent, but there is no wall that is not leaky, even if it is He's been out of that world for so long and there are still people who try to kill him every now and then.

He left the Gu family and his most respected position. Every choice was very difficult. For a while, he didn't even dare to go out. Even though he was protected by layers of protection, he couldn't get out of it.

But he knew that he changed from the one protecting to the one being protected, he began to stand in the sun, and began to learn to experience those unknown dangers alone.

"Is there anything else I need to do?" Gu Mengping asked.

He knows that things are more than that simple, and there are many things he doesn't know.

"What we have to do is to find the most dangerous one among the vast crowd." Si Qingyang said seriously.

J, an organization that has been active abroad for several years, is now slowly infiltrating into the country. Although this organization that discounts the banner of justice has not been advertised, its influence has far exceeded expectations. They specialize in targeting criminals , and then began to use their hands to carry out some illegal cross-border transactions, if the other party has no use value, it will be kicked away.

Just like Wu Zhen, just like Li Zian.

This organization is not like Fu Jiu, which exists invisible, but contrary to what he said, it is an organization with a hierarchical system. The tip he received back then was that organized Chinese medicine members had entered the domestic market. In the past two years, more and more cases have confirmed this fact, or there may be more hidden cases. As a special existence, Gu Mengping's identity will not be so sensitive, and Si Qingyang will not be exposed prematurely, and he can even collect More clues.

This is the reason why Gu Mengping was selected by the higher authorities. He is within the rules and outside the rules.

"Okay, I get it." Gu Mengping is not a person who doesn't know the seriousness. He naturally understands the seriousness of this matter, but understanding is understanding. It is up to him whether he rejects it or not.

Si Qingyang saw the change in Gu Mengping's attitude, but he didn't want this kind of result.

What Si Qingyang said was that he agreed to reconcile on business matters, but on private matters, he did not intend to forgive Si Qingyang for deceiving him.

He took the initiative to move over and touched Gu Mengping's face. This action of begging for forgiveness was something Si Qingyang had never done before. He was dull and dull. Before meeting Gu Mengping, few people were willing to approach him. Even people like Tengshe kept him at a respectful distance, but it was Gu Mengping who broke his principles time and time again.

At first he endured it for the sake of the overall situation, but later this kind of tolerance gradually deteriorated, and he also clearly felt the change in his heart.

It was no longer forced to accept, but voluntary acceptance. He accepted everything that Gu Mengping had done to him, heartless provocation, no emotional provocation, his heart gradually became alive, and he was not even satisfied with the status quo.

The relationship between the two people was gradually broken, which was what he was afraid of at the beginning, but at that moment, Si Qingyang didn't back down anymore, he felt it was worth it, so he started to take the initiative, he never knew that there was a person who was so suitable and suitable for him He even didn't hesitate to drag him who escaped from the darkness into this muddy world again.

He will not let go, absolutely not, and he is confident that Gu Mengping can bear all this with him, maybe he is selfish, but he still does it.

Probably because Si Qingyang did not expect such a movement, the person who was originally thinking was stunned for a moment, and there was a blank for a few seconds.

He was angry, but the anger in his heart gradually dissipated, and he sighed in his heart, Si Qingyang is an arrogant person, he shouldn't be so humble.

Being humble made him feel distressed, some things were not something they could choose, and he also understood that Si Qingyang's concealment was for his own benefit, knowing too much was not a good thing for him.

"Get up and cook, it's getting dark." He said, his voice was a little hoarse, and he was willing to be the one who took a step back.

Because he knew that his heart had softened, Si Qingyang retreated more than he did.

He loves him, he understands.

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Gu Mengping taught Si Qingyang how to love... hey...