The Pastoral Life Started with the Villain [Transmigration Book]

But the busy beep sounded and no one answered.After Ye Lanzhou hung up, he called several times, but no one answered, and he couldn't reach Gu Xilou.

Thinking that Gu Xilou left with Lawyer Song, Ye Lanzhou called Lawyer Song again, but there was still no answer, and there was no reply to the message - this must be Gu Xilou's order.

Where will those two go? City B, or Village J?

Ye Lanzhou felt that City B was more likely, so he decided to go to the villa there to confirm, and return to Village J if he was not there.Because apart from these two places, he didn't know where to find someone.

It takes less than one hour to take the high-speed rail from city S to city B, and at least one and a half hours by car.Ye Lanzhou made an appointment with the team in charge of him: After he returns to City S from City B, they will set off for Village J together.

After arranging this matter, Ye Lanzhou took Secretary Qiao's car to the train station and bought a ticket for the nearest train.By the time he arrived at City B, it was already past noon.

After unlocking with fingerprints and entering the villa, the moment the door opened, Ye Lanzhou smelled the sluggish and turbid air, and Ye Lanzhou immediately understood: Gu Xilou is not here.

Could it be that he went straight back to Village J?

No, it might still be in S City.But city S is so big and there are so many people, it is impossible to find someone.Even if the two of them are conspicuous in their Maybach, Ye Lanzhou doesn't have eyes like twin satellites that can track the location of the car.

Sitting on the high-speed train back to City S, Ye Lanzhou tried to call the two of them again, but no one answered, and no reply was received to the message she sent.He sighed deeply, it's fine to waste this day on the road, where did Gu Xilou go?

The sun was shining brightly outside the car window, but Ye Lanzhou's heart was covered with a layer of gloom.

Downstairs in Orange Live's office in District X, Ye Lanzhou suddenly felt a little confused about what he was doing and what he was supposed to do as he watched the staff move all kinds of equipment into the car.

Why did he start doing live broadcasts?Gu Xilou should only be one of the reasons.

But after losing contact with Gu Xilou, thinking that maybe he would never see him again, and he would completely disappear from his own world—Ye Lanzhou felt that he should feel relieved.

Because he is familiar with the plot of the original book, he has always regarded Gu Xilou as a heavy burden tied to his current identity, and a potential threat that will explode at an unknown time.

In the beginning, it was impossible to be tied to Gu Xilou.The cohabitation relationship between the two, the star status of the original owner, Gu Xilou's accidental amnesia... suddenly happened to him, and the complicated reality made Ye Lanzhou subconsciously choose to escape.

He became the namesake in the book.Standing in the position of the original owner, if he doesn't want to become a lunatic in the eyes of the public, he can only act like the original owner.Gu Xilou is the hidden lover of the original owner who lived together for five years. He was injured and hospitalized, and Ye Lanzhou is his only guardian.

Even if Ye Lanzhou wanted to ignore everything from the beginning and just live his own life - he couldn't do it.The original owner's career and love are the thorns that bind his legs.Ye Lanzhou had to cut off these thorns if he wanted to live the pastoral life he longed for.

Relying on his former manager Cheng Chao, Ye Lanzhou completely got rid of his identity as an actor through a press conference.After taking care of Gu Xilou's discharge and recovery, he could have cut off contact with Gu Xilou by breaking up.

But he didn't do it.Because he didn't want to be a selfish and indifferent person whom he hated.He wants to do what he can, so that even if the final outcome is unsatisfactory, he can have an account of himself and live with a clear heart.

It was an accident that Gu Xilou refused to break up and became his announced lover.The relationship between the two has become seemingly ambiguous.

After Gu Xilou left, Ye Lanzhou couldn't contact him, and he couldn't find anyone even though he tried his best.If Gu Xilou disappeared from his world, Ye Lanzhou should have been relieved, but he didn't.

When she realized that she might never see Gu Xilou again, the first emotion that came to Ye Lanzhou's heart was... Lost.My heart hurts as if being clenched by an invisible big hand, and it feels empty, like a complete jigsaw puzzle suddenly missing a piece.

Ye Lanzhou always thought that she was very rational.

He knew that in the plot of the original book, Gu Xilou would do crazy things because he fell in love with the protagonist Shou.This shows that Gu Xilou is chaotic and disorderly, someone he cannot control.And he only wanted to live an ordinary life, and he shouldn't have had the idea of ​​falling in love with such a dangerous person from the very beginning.

Ye Lanzhou also thinks that love at first sight is hypocritical, because being attracted by appearance has a good impression on a person, and then falls in love with the other person - it is a very superficial behavior.For the roses that grow wildly with spikes, if you want to pick them, your skin will sting and bleed, so he only needs to admire them from a distance.

However, Ye Lanzhou, who has no experience in love, does not know that human feelings and hearts are never driven and controlled by reason.

Ye Lanzhou clenched his palms tightly and then let go.

It turned out that he was just a superficial ordinary person, and his heart was not as firm as he imagined.

It turned out that he had fallen in love with Gu Xilou uncontrollably long ago.

That's why they feel lost because they may never see each other again, and even feel sad like they can't breathe.

He could continue to use his reason to deceive himself that he didn't care, but his body's reaction couldn't deceive him.

Does falling in love with someone start with feeling uncontrollable negative emotions?

Loss, anxiety, sadness—three negative emotions stirred in Ye Lanzhou's heart, disturbing the once calm lake, making him unable to deceive himself and ignore his true thoughts: he wanted to see Gu Xilou.He didn't want it to end there.

"If Gu Xilou comes here, please let me know..." Ye Lanzhou asked Tan Wen without hope.

Tan Wen looked suddenly: "Have you had a fight?" What happened in the lobby in the morning seems to have spread throughout the building.

Seeing that Ye Lanzhou was depressed, Tan Wen comforted him: "Couples are the same, there is no one who never quarrels. It will be fine when the anger passes. You have been together for so many years and have a deep relationship, so don't worry too much. Of course, if he comes I will definitely contact you!"

Ye Lanzhou forced a smile: "Thank you. Then let's go first."

While they were talking, the team members had already loaded the equipment into the car and got ready.After Ye Lanzhou bid farewell to Tan Wen, the company's van drove a few people towards J Village.

The van left in the afternoon, and it was nearly midnight when it approached Village J.The night was dark, and everyone else was resting with their eyes closed due to the continuous long drive. There was silence in the car, only the humming sound from the engine.

The screen of the mobile phone illuminated Ye Lanzhou's face. He opened the social software again and found that only the noisy Pei Yuzhou was prompted for a new message.The message he sent to Gu Xilou was unread, while the message to Lawyer Song was unread.

When Ye Lanzhou was anxiously waiting for a reply, Pei Yuyu kept sending him messages, causing his phone to vibrate constantly, and he didn't know why he was so idle.Ye Lanzhou opened it with hope every time, but was disappointed every time, and finally simply set Pei Yuyu's message as "no more reminders".

The phone no longer vibrated due to receiving new messages, and became completely quiet, which made Ye Lanzhou feel panicked.His fingers kept refreshing the message interface uncontrollably, but he never received the message he expected.

Ye Lanzhou pressed his forehead against the cold window glass, the coldness slightly relieved his anxiety.

It shouldn't be like this.This kind of waiting made him feel very miserable, just like a puppy who was abandoned by his master and was still looking forward to and waiting for his master to appear again.

Ye Lanzhou closed her eyes and slowed down her breathing.

He remembered a report he had read: The beginning of love is just the nervous pleasure brought by the hormone dopamine.And the long-term perfect love is like the love triangle theory proposed by a certain psychologist. It consists of three basic components, namely passion, intimacy and commitment, all of which are indispensable.

Between him and Gu Xilou, there was no passion involving sexual desire, the most was a kiss.He doesn't know what Gu Xilou thinks, but Ye Lanzhou knows that he is very traditional in this regard, and he will not casually have sex with people before confirming the relationship.

Between two people, the intimacy that can cause a warm experience is rare, and the commitment that can maintain a long-term relationship is never involved.

Therefore, this is just my first love because I am used to loneliness, because of the momentary distraction and the influence of the hormone dopamine.

Negative emotions like loss are only temporary.Even if Gu Xilou never appeared again, after the influence of dopamine gradually disappeared, his heart would calm down again.

Falling in love with Gu Xilou is out of his control, but after staying away from Gu Xilou, he will handle this feeling well.When the passion fades, just seal up the memory of this first love.His heart will not be disturbed by one person all the time.

After examining her heart in this way and thinking everything through clearly, although Ye Lanzhou was still troubled by negative emotions, she was no longer confused.

The van stopped at the gate, Ye Lanzhou got out and opened the door, and welcomed the staff inside.The few people who were resting in the carriage along the way were already used to nightlife, and after stretching their bodies, they became busy mentally.

Ye Lanzhou turned on the lights in the courtyard and the house, and it turned out that Gu Xilou was not there.He was a little lost and relieved.

So be it.Ye Lanzhou said to herself: Don't be confused about things you have already made up your mind about.

He will not be a poor waiter.After Gu Xilou's uncontrollable accident disappeared, he just happened to be able to live the life he longed for, couldn't he?

He had tried his best to find and contact Gu Xilou, but the other party was determined to avoid him.So, stop feeling guilty and get back to normal life.He's used to being alone.After sorting out this relationship, maybe he can look forward to better things next time.

The staff installed all the equipment, and after Ye Lanzhou tried it out, they debugged it.Finally, after everything was confirmed to be perfect, there was light on the horizon, and the sunrise was about to begin.

They had other plans, bid farewell to Ye Lanzhou after finishing their work, and drove the van to leave at dawn.

On the winding road, there was only the shadow of the van fading away. Ye Lanzhou closed the heavy gate, looked back at the empty and spacious courtyard, and his eyes fell on the rattan chair in the courtyard.

The day before he went to S City, Gu Xilou was still sitting on that chair and reading documents.

Ye Lanzhou moved his feet and sat down where Gu Xilou used to sit, looking up at the sky without a single star.The wind blowing from the mountain carried the mat in the morning, passing through the courtyard and the clothes of Ye Lanzhou sitting on the wicker chair.

Ye Lanzhou exhaled: "It's going to cool down..."

The author has something to say: Don't worry, Lan Zhou's sadness is only temporary =3=

I like that both parties pay equally in a relationship, so I won’t write about one party’s humble and unrequited love~

It's a bit late to finish work tonight, will I try to do more tomorrow?