Beauty has a lot of bad thoughts

Yin Ren raised his head, the corners of his eyes reddened by drunkenness were moist.

"Why did this happen? Dingbang?!" He rubbed his eyes on Xue Dingbang's shoulder, "Dingbang, you have a crush on those two little gays. I can see...why is this...I... "

Xue Dingbang stroked the hair on the back of Yin Ren's head quietly, not caring about Yin Ren's neglect of his own question, and did not give himself an answer.

"Why don't you deny it?!!!" Yin Ren's violent temper suddenly started to rush again, he jumped up from the bed, knelt on the bed, held Xue Dingbang's shoulders and shook, "Dingbang!!! You admit it gone?"

"Yin Ren, I don't hate them." Xue Dingbang lay flat on the bed, his hair was scattered on the lavender sheets, his calm, flat face, almost unchanged, "But just because you don't hate them doesn't mean you like them. That's different , Yin Ren."

Yin Ren was condescending, with his hands supporting Xue Dingbang on both sides of his head.Sweat and alcohol mixed together, making his bangs tangled up and dangling in the air.His breath gradually heated up, with a strong smell of alcohol.

"Dingbang..."

Under the hazy mist, the lake sparkled and sparkled, and circles of ripples slowly rippled.Schrödingbang seemed to be lying on the water, but also seemed to be floating in mid-air.The breeze was slightly drunk, caressing every inch of his body.

"Dingbang..." Yin Ren called out softly, Amber was covered by mist, revealing a sense of confusion, "Brother is really... very worried! Can you stop doing this, making Brother worry so much. They are all plotting against you How can you still say 'don't hate'? Do you not hate anything others do to you?"

"No." Xue Dingbang wiped his arm and smoothed the goose bumps on it, "Yin Ren, you said 'like you can't hide', then did you find out..."

"Hmm..." Yin Ren suddenly jumped up and rushed towards the toilet.

Xue Dingbang was lying on the bed, feeling a strong sense of loss, which made him stunned for several seconds.

Forget it, I still have time.Xue Dingbang comforted himself so much, he stood up and followed.

This scene was all too familiar—Yin Ren hugged the toilet and knelt on the ground to vomit, Xue Dingbang stroked his back to help him breathe.

"Dingbang, it's so hard..." Yin Ren managed to get over his breath, his voice was so weak that he seemed to die in the next second, "Brother, it's so hard..."

Is it difficult or uncomfortable?

Or both.

The lost appearance of Yin Ren was the last thing Xue Dingbang wanted to see.Especially the reason for the loss is because of myself.

Reaching out and pressing the flush button, Xue Dingbang held Yin Ren under his armpit and helped him to the washstand, and whispered softly in his ear: "Yin Ren, rinse your mouth first."

Relying on his last sobriety, Yin Ren reluctantly nodded, supporting the washbasin with both hands and shaking it.

Xue Dingbang turned around, and before he could take two steps, he was hugged from behind. "Don't go, Dingbang..." Yin Ren begged helplessly, relying on Xue Dingbang like a child, leaning on Xue Dingbang's back, "Don't leave brother alone, here..."

The weight of Yin Ren's body was almost all on Xue Dingbang's body.When he rushed over to hug Xue Dingbang, Xue Dingbang almost lost his footing.

Xue Dingbang turned his head sideways, and saw Yin Ren's messy hair and messy face from the mirror.The blush on his cheeks was a little different from Chamberlain in the bathroom.But it is no less than the temptation of Chamberlain.Instead, more, more intense.

"Dingbang, don't go..." Yin Ren's voice was filled with tears, and he began to babble, "Are you going to leave brother again, and go back alone to be happy? You are not allowed to go! I want to get rid of brother Ah, it's not that easy! Once you're here, brother, don't leave! Stay here, okay? Let's go home, shall we?"

Xue Dingbang patted his hands around his body, and rubbed them gently several times: "Don't go, don't go. I'll pour honey water for you. You go and rinse your mouth first. I won't keep you ten meters away, you can call me."

Yin Ren nodded drunkenly, rubbing his hot cheeks against Xue Dingbang's back: "Then don't run away."

"Then don't run away." Xue Dingbang couldn't help laughing, the wine he drank just now was a little bit high, making his head dizzy, "I won't let you run away again."

I came with a rope.

Thinking of the USB flash drive in the suitcase, Xue Dingbang felt relieved for a while.

When they were camping in Yosemite National Park, the senior sister said to Xue Dingbang: "Emotions are like flying a kite. Give the other party freedom, no matter how he flies around the sky, the rope, you still have to Pull your hand. When it’s time to tell him to come back, pull the rope! After all, you have to go back to your side.”

At that time, after three years of relentless pursuit, Smith finally got his senior sister to agree to be his girlfriend.But the senior sister never sticks together with Smith, and ignores Smith's life of hanging out with Yin Ren every day, throwing big parties and having a good time.

But it was this attitude that turned Smith into a real wife slave.They have been married for more than ten years, separated the two places, get together less and leave more.But as long as he talked about this wife, Smith's face was full of pride.Even if he lives as a single parent, while working hard at the office, he also worries about his two twin sons.

In the eyes of others, Mr. Smith, a young and promising kid from a rich family, is still the same as in college, he is the loyal dog licking of his wife.

Xue Dingbang thinks that senior sister is right, she seldom makes mistakes.

Opening the suitcase, Schrödingbang took out a well-sealed jar of honey.Carried thousands of kilometers, the honey that came from across the ocean, just for this moment, to give Yin Ren water to drink.

This is the Jinghua honey specially obtained by Xue Dingbang.As a specialty of China, honey is not easy to get in the United States.Every year during the Spring Festival, Xue Dingbang always brought such a can with him when he went home for the Spring Festival.

Scoop out a spoonful of amber viscous liquid and put it in a glass.Pour clean water from the coffee pot and stir well.

Xue Dingbang did every movement with ease, with the habit of more than ten years, even if he closed his eyes, he could easily do it.The metal spoon hit the glass wall, making a crisp sound.

The sound attracted Yin Ren, and regardless of the dripping water on his face, he stumbled out, staggered out, and leaned against the door frame.

"Dingbang..." The drunken Hu Po was a little wet, but it didn't make Yin Ren more sober, "Give me a sip."

Xue Dingbang smiled, and handed the cup to Yin Ren: "It was originally for you."

Yin Ren gulped down the warm honey water.

"Still uncomfortable?" Xue Dingbang took the cup and put it on the desk, "Do you want to lie down again?"

Yin Ren nodded, ripped off his clothes indiscriminately, revealing a large chest, and lay down on the bed.

When Xue Dingbang went in with a wet towel, Yin Renzheng covered his eyes with his arm, muttering nonsense: "Why... Dingbang, why did this happen? Why..."

Yin Ren turned his face sideways, from the base of the ear to the chin, and then to the collarbone, the lines drawn were so beautiful that it was maddening.His shortness of breath, his flushed cheeks, and the thin sweat oozing from the tip of his nose, were all deceptive to death.

Even those murmurs turned into curses whispering in the ear.

"Yin Ren, let me wipe it for you." As he said this, Xue Dingbang unceremoniously untied Yin Ren's shirt. He didn't wait for Yin Ren's answer or rejection, and went straight to wipe the wine off Yin Ren's chest. stains.

"Why? Dingbang..." Yin Ren turned his head in a daze, his out-of-focus eyes didn't seem to be looking at Xue Dingbang, but looking at the distant past, "Why don't you refuse? She, them, and them……"

The temperature of the slightly cool wet towel gradually rose, and after being contaminated with Yin Ren's body temperature, it became a little hot.

Xue Dingbang's alcoholism was hooked by Yin Ren, looking at Yin Ren's lips that kept opening and closing, his eyes became deeper and deeper.

"Yin Ren, that's not something I'm good at." Xue Dingbang took the towel and stroked Yin Ren's neck and jaw all the way up, and finally stayed on his lips.Through the rough and soft towel, rub it gently, "But I don't refuse everything. Yin Ren, I won't refuse, but it doesn't mean I will accept."

"Is that so?" Yin Ren grabbed Xue Dingbang's finger in one mouthful, and gnawed it in his mouth through a towel. His eyes were terribly bright, but very fierce, reminding Xue Dingbang that they were in Yosemite National Park. "Do you think I'm obstructing you, huh?! Dingbang! Tell me, if my brother comes two days late, are you already going to have sex with them?!!!"

"No." Xue Dingbang pulled out his finger and replied calmly, "You drank too much, you should rest first."

"The way they look at you doesn't seem like nothing happened between you and them!" Yin Ren grabbed Xue Dingbang's collar and pulled it down forcefully. He pressed Xue Dingbang's forehead viciously, and every time he said They were gnashing their teeth, "Dingbang! Find out if this is the case! I should have..."

Before he finished speaking, Yin Ren lost his temper.

"I'm sorry, Dingbang." Yin Ren let go of his hand, turned around and buried his face in the pillow, "I drank too much."

"Well, I know." Xue Dingbang stretched out his hand, gently smoothing the messy hair on the back of Yin Ren's head.

"Forgive me." Yin Ren's voice came out through the pillow, very dull.

"I don't blame you." Xue Dingbang took the towel thrown aside, turned and left.

After washing his face with cold water and forcing himself to calm down, Xue Dingbang looked up at himself in the mirror.

"Don't take advantage of others." Xue Dingbang said to himself.

When he returned to Yin Ren's side, Yin Ren, who had just gotten angry and drank a lot of wine, had already passed out.The impulse of that moment not long ago was almost turning into reality.It was finally suppressed by the cold water, and now it is about to move again, resurgent.

Xue Dingbang threw himself on the bed, lay beside Yin Ren, held his head in both hands, and asked softly, "Are you still awake?"

"Hmm..." Yin Ren frowned. He really wanted to wake up, but his eyes were glued and he couldn't open them.

The muffled hum from the nasal cavity was like thunder shaking the eardrum.

Xue Dingbang turned over and pressed Yin Ren under him, holding his face tightly.

"Brother Ren, you promised me..." Xue Dingbang rubbed Yin Ren's hair indiscriminately, pinched his ears between his fingers, and traced his passing lines back and forth, "No matter what I want, you are willing, right?" ? Brother Ren, can I???"

The author has something to say:

Yin Ren: ... (Lieping Renlan X)

Chris Maeda: Attorney Yin, your integrity has been lost, and you can’t even pick it up.

Xue Dingbang: It's okay, I'll pick it up.

Yin Ren: Ah, Dingbang, don't pick it up!don't want!

Chris Maeda: ... (rolling eyes)