Beauty has a lot of bad thoughts

A vague and soft call took most of Xue Dingbang's strength.

Xue Dingbang moved his lips, and the strength of pinching Yin Ren's shoulders also decreased a lot.The galloping blood gradually calmed down, and his reason returned, making Xue Dingbang feel ashamed from the bottom of his heart.

Yin Ren is so defenseless and trusts himself wholeheartedly, but what about himself?

Xue Dingbang was delusional, holding Yin Ren's shoulder tightly, countless possibilities flashed through his mind.

【Holy Light Technique】

After the delusion was shattered, my heart was occupied by an unspeakable sense of guilt.

Before Xue Dingbang buried his head into Yin Ren's neck, he asked softly, "Can I hug you?"

Yin Ren yawned, completely unaware that he just passed by from the edge of danger. "Hmm." He responded to Xue Dingbang with a sleepy and lazy voice, stretched out his arms actively, and hugged Xue Dingbang's trembling body, "It's so big, I still need to hug it..."

In a word, Xue Dingbang was stunned by the question.What are you thinking?Yin Renming is completely defenseless against himself, so self-willed with all his heart and soul, but what about himself?What are you thinking?

All the dirty thoughts were dispelled without a trace by this inquiry.Yin Ren is not angry, he is still like that.The magnanimous Yin Ren waited for him to come back in the hotel, just like Yin Ren had been waiting for Xue Dingbang to return to New York.

Even Schrödingbang violated the agreement they had made.

During the Spring Festival this year, Xue Dingbang did not go back to New York to see Yin Ren.How lonely should Yin Ren, who has always been afraid of loneliness, be?And Xue Dingbang only thinks about his own plan, as a matter of course, and wishful thinking "I am doing this for your own good", but ignores what Yin Ren really wants.

"...I'm sorry." Xue Dingbang sighed in a low voice, and buried his head deeper.

Yin Ren wiped his face twice, and forced himself to wake up: "Dingbang, brother is not angry with you."

So, don't apologize, okay?

Xue Dingbang understood what Yin Ren meant, and felt even more regretful for what he almost did just now.But he wasn't stupid enough to tell Yin Ren those crazy delusions, he could only say: "Tomorrow, can you accompany me to the rented house and bring back the book?"

"Hmm..." Yin Ren's eyelids started to fight again, he was still too sleepy, "Dingbang, I'm sleepy."

Xue Dingbang knew that Yin Ren was sleepy, and couldn't help being curious to know everything about Yin Ren: "What did you do when I was away?"

"Go to the gym, exercise... and punching." Yin Ren yawned again, wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and continued, "Brother is angry, but not angry at you. Those two boys who plotted evil , if I want to do something to you..." He clenched his fists and dangled in front of Xue Dingbang's eyes, "Did you see it? A fist the size of a casserole pot! I'll use this to teach them a lesson first!"

Xue Dingbang smiled: "Okay."

It was not the first time that Yin Ren fought for Xue Dingbang.Yin Ren did this when he was still in kindergarten.

At that time, Xue Dingbang was the most beautiful child in the whole kindergarten.The education Yin Ren received from his father is that heroes love beauties, so heroes will definitely marry the most beautiful people as their wives.

So whether it is on the battlefield or in the shopping mall, the father who is a soldier who is flourishing, considers himself a hero.He married Yin Ren's gorgeous mother, and gave birth to Yin Ren, a worry-free baby.

Most of the earliest idols of boys come from their fathers.

Yin Ren has always been restless, aggressive, likes to stand out, and wants to be a hero.He likes Schrödingbang because Schrödingbang is the most beautiful boy.Even if they met for the first time, they lost face in front of Xue Dingbang.

This aroused Yin Ren's determination even more - he wanted Xue Dingbang to be his daughter-in-law just like in the TV series.

Yin Ren, who was only four years old, said to Xue Dingbang: "Lizi, Lizi! Be my wife! From now on, I will go out to earn money, and you stay at home. You cook and wait for me to come home, and I will go home and eat your cooking."

Just like Yin Ren's parents, that is the perfect family structure that Yin Ren can touch and think of.

But Yin Ren's idea met with strong opposition.Their kindergarten classmate Mongolian Ge Erdan said: "Boys cannot be daughters-in-law!"

Yin Ren's sweet dream was shattered, and he pushed Ge Erdan down, yelling and complaining: "You son of a bitch! Don't want chestnuts to be my wife!"

On the spot, Ge Erdan was ridden by Yin Ren, and he was beaten until he cried for his father and mother.

Xue Dingbang couldn't bear Yin Ren's sadness, and he didn't want Yin Ren's dream to be broken.For the first half of his life, he devoted himself to realizing the awesomeness that Yin Ren bragged about when he was a child.

After Yin Ren bought a house, Xue Dingbang would go to New York for a long-term stay during the winter and summer vacations.Yin Ren went to work and Xue Dingbang cooked at home.

Yin Ren was afraid of loneliness when he was a child, and he didn't dare to sleep alone in the kindergarten. He had to hold hands with Xue Dingbang to fall asleep peacefully.He had to act like he was not afraid of anything, to show that he was a man and shouldn't be afraid of being alone.

In fact, what Yin Ren is most afraid of is loneliness.Parents are busy with business, and Yin Ren is the only child.

All the good memories of childhood and youth seem to be related to Schrödingbang.

Xue Dingbang's good memories are also related to Yin Ren.

Yoon In came to the United States.During that time Schrödingbang was obsessed with rock climbing.Yin Ren wants to show his brave and fearless masculinity, and climbs the captain's peak with Xue Dingbang.

On Yin Ren's birthday, they climbed to the captain's peak.

Xue Dingbang remembered that Yin Ren hummed softly on the high-altitude hammock, "Twinkle twinkle twinkle, the sky is full of little stars".

Xue Dingbang remembered stretching out his hand to Yin Ren and saying, "Do you want to hold my hand?"

Xue Dingbang remembered that when they climbed the captain's peak, Yin Ren vomited badly.Then, they found a clean place to lie side by side and watch the sky full of stars.

No one can stop the romance of the starry sky.

They lay together hand in hand, looking at the stars and laughing.

At that moment, Xue Dingbang was excited.In addition to excitement, there is also an inexplicable impulse.He wanted to turn over, hug Yin Ren, and kiss Yin Ren's perfect lips.

But after all, I still couldn't do it right away.

While Yin Ren was asleep, Xue Dingbang sneaked into his tent, and secretly pressed a feather-like kiss on his lips.

Xue Dingbang knew what he was afraid of and what he was doing.

Yin Ren fell asleep, but Xue Dingbang couldn't fall asleep all night.He sat on the top of Captain's Peak and gazed at the dark blue sky.Every star has witnessed his crimes, nailing his guilt on a pillar of shame.

He's obviously just a brother, but he trusts you so much, yet you want to hurt him.

If it is broken, I am afraid that none of the brothers will have to do it.

I don't want to be separated from Brother Ren, I don't want to get into trouble with Brother Nannan, and I don't want their lives to never meet again.

Xue Dingbang sat like this until the sun rose.After Yin Ren came out, in order to cover up his own little thoughts, he lied that he wanted to watch the sunrise.Yin Ren trusted him so much that he didn't suspect the shameful evil he wanted to cover up under his lies.

Since then, Captain Peak rock climbing has become a must-have program for Yin Ren's birthday every year.

Xue Dingbang's inner thoughts were ups and downs, he raised his head to look at Yin Ren.

Yin Ren closed his eyes, breathing slowly, and fell asleep.Xue Dingbang closed his eyes, thinking of his USB flash drive.

"This year, we won't be climbing." Xue Dingbang whispered, repeating the blessing he recorded for Yin Ren in the video, "...I'm sorry. I still can't..."

There seemed to be something in Yin Ren's dream that made him restless.He squeezed Xue Dingbang's hand very tightly, and his fingers were tightly intertwined, making it difficult to separate.

Yin Ren got up early the next day.While brushing his teeth, he stared and looked at the man in the mirror.He slept well last night because Xue Dingbang was by his side.

They will return to New York tomorrow, maybe Schrödingbang will not leave again in the future.

Everything is so perfect, but a nightmare he had yesterday made him feel a little uncomfortable.

In the dream, Xue Dingbang smiled and apologized, followed by a man with a blurred face.

Yin Ren begged Xue Dingbang, saying: "Lizi, my brother's birthday is coming soon, can you wait until my birthday is over before you leave?"

Xue Dingbang's eyes and tone were still the same, with infinite tenderness, but that tenderness no longer belonged to Yin Ren.

"This year, we're not climbing."

"...I'm sorry. As expected, I still can't..."

If he hadn't caught the real Xue Dingbang, Yin Ren might have jumped up on the spot.Yin Ren, who was half asleep and half awake, opened his eyelids with difficulty.

Schrödingbang is still there.

This thought supported him and let him continue to sleep deeply.

When I woke up this morning, Yin Ren was in good spirits.Xue Dingbang was beside him, sleeping soundly.

It's just that the nightmare is still lingering, and it's getting clearer and clearer.

"I'm going back tomorrow." Yin Ren took a deep breath, supported the mirror with his hands, and encouraged himself, "Lizi, we will go back."

In the room, Xue Dingbang turned over and found no one around him.The sound from the bathroom made Xue Dingbang a little confused.He seems to have returned to the days in the basement in New York - two people squeezed into one bed, Yin Ren always wakes up earlier than usual.

Xue Dingbang knew that it belonged to Yin Ren's hidden tenderness.Although Yin Ren looks fierce, sometimes he is careless, seemingly heartless.

In fact, Yin Ren's heart is gentle and sensitive.

"Yin Ren," Xue Dingbang walked up to Yin Ren with his sleepy hair, "This is the best morning I've had in more than a year."

"Me too!" Yin Ren showed a big smile, brighter than the morning sun outside the window, "Dingbang, what are you going to do today? No matter what you want to do, I will accompany you."

"Okay." Xue Dingbang replied with a smile, "No matter where I go, I want to be with you."

An hour and a half later, Xue Dingbang stood outside his rental house again.

This time, Xue Dingbang was still with Yin Ren.

Xue Dingbang took out the spare key, turned the lock, and slowly opened the door.

The wooden door was still old and dilapidated, and when Schrödingbang pushed it open, it was hard not to creak as if it could not bear the weight.

The furnishings of this small room have hardly changed from the time Xue Dingbang left last time.Even the man lying on the bed was still the same person.

Chamberlain sat up sleepily, with some surprise and astonishment.The expression on his face was simply overjoyed.He grabbed the quilt tightly with both hands, and said to Xue Dingbang: "Mr. Xue! You are back!"

The author has something to say:

Yin Ren: So, where do so many Holy Light come from? !

Chris Maeda: Dingbangsang, what are you thinking?

Xue Dingbang: Uh...it's nothing, it's just...a delusion...