Beauty has a lot of bad thoughts

The atmosphere of silence makes people feel depressed.

Chris Maeda propped his elbows on the table, slumped down to Xue Dingbang's face, and breathed softly at him: "Dingbangsang, you are so frightening! We have to go back to the house and wait for Yin Is the lawyer back?"

arrive home"?

That man was full of other men's breath of life, and he told himself brightly - there was a new owner there.Can that "home" be considered Xue Dingbang's "home"?

Shoes, clothes, cigarettes, food, toiletries... everything has traces of another person.

Now that there is another master, he ruthlessly squeezes his place.Then why do you still keep your own things?

What are those books?

What are those clothes?

What are the traces of life left by oneself?

Xue Dingbang covered his forehead and did not speak for a long time.

"Dingbangsang, don't be sad." Holding Xue Dingbang's wrists with both hands, Chris Maeda acted like a kitten, shaking gently, "If you don't want to go back, we will go back! Do you want to go to the hotel? Wait for Yin When the lawyer comes back, shall we look for him again?"

Xue Dingbang waved his hand, took out a sticky note from his pocket, and wrote on it.

[Yin Ren, I saw the clothes and shoes at home. 】

[I don't want to question your private life, but I want to know what's going on. 】

【The Las Vegas thing, I'm sorry. 】

[I want to meet with you again and have a good face-to-face talk. 】

"Dingbangsang's handwriting is so beautiful." When Xue Dingbang was writing, Chris Maeda stretched his neck, his eyes never blinked, and his face was full of admiration, "But this may not be able to win Lawyer Yin's heart."

"You know again?" Xue Dingbang solemnly pasted the note on Yin Ren's computer monitor, "Aren't you hungry? Let's go to the restaurant you want to go to."

"Dingbangsang, Lawyer Yin seems to like mountain climbing very much!" Chris Maeda twisted his waist nimbly, turned around and came to the side of the photo wall, "There are so many photos of you climbing mountains together! Where is this place? The scenery is beautiful Beautiful!"

Xue Dingbang looked up, only to find the photo wall that he had neglected.Sitting in Yin Ren's seat, you can see it as long as you look up, but the visitor's seat faces the photo, so you won't find it easily.

The most conspicuous place in the house is Yin Ren's business license and practice certificate.Those are for visitors.

These photos were seen by Yin Ren himself.

They're not just decorations, they hold memories since college.

Xue Dingbang walked to the photo wall and stared at the old days.

"It's Captain Peak." Xue Dingbang half closed his eyes, lost in memory.

Every photo was taken on Yin Ren's birthday.Although the clothes and movements are different every time, the expressions on their faces are the same.

It was a warm, heartfelt smile.

Only last year's photo is a vacancy.At that time Xue Dingbang was in China and Yin Ren was in the United States.Xue Dingbang was unable to climb the Captain's Peak with Yin Ren, and it seemed that Yin Ren himself did not climb the rock alone.

On the photo wall, there is such a photo frame.It just hung there, empty, with nothing in it.

"Brother Ren..." Xue Dingbang sighed in a low voice, stroking the blank photo frame with his fingers, "I'm sorry. Are you waiting for me to take this photo?"

On Yin Ren's birthday last year, Xue Dingbang took a birthday wish video for him.Yin Ren was very happy, and didn't mention Captain Feng's matter - he was busy with the big case with a compensation amount of tens of billions, and his birthday was so muddled.

"It's better to be in Dingbang!" That day, Yin Ren put his hands on his face and smiled brightly, "You are the only one who remembers brother!"

On that day, Xue Dingbang still saw loneliness on Yin Ren's face.

But he didn't expect that Yin Ren would count the days with his fingers.Unexpectedly, Yin Ren kept a blank photo frame, waiting for him to fill that empty world.He also didn't expect that Yin Ren would turn around and let other men live in their home because of loneliness, jealousy and anger.

"Let's go to the park and wait for him." Xue Dingbang looked a little dazed, turned back to the desk and quickly wrote a line, "Let's go, Chris! Let's go now!"

Maeda Chris glanced at it, and the last line read - I'll be waiting for you at the campsite.

"That's great, Dingbangsang! I've been in America for so long, and I haven't been to a park yet!" Chris Maeda smiled sweetly, and reached out to stroke Xue Dingbang's chest, "Shall we go to, Central, Central, Park?"

"Go to Yosemite National Park." Xue Dingbang took out his mobile phone from his pocket, quickly opened it and started to book a ticket, "We are leaving now. I will buy the ticket. Sorry, Chris, the restaurant you want to go to, we may Not going now. Just eat something at the airport restaurant before getting on the plane!"

With a wave of the magician's hand, the sticky note that had been pasted on the screen with words on it turned into a blank sticky note.He tilted his head and smiled sweetly: "As long as Dingbangsang takes me, I can go to any park!"

"Okay, take you." Xue Dingbang shook his head helplessly. This child left everything for himself and ran out with only his documents. Before there is a proper resettlement method, he really can't leave him. "We can exempt from taxes at the airport." shop to buy clothes, you also need some daily necessities.”

"I want to eat snacks, can I?" Chris Maeda's eyes were shining, he hooked Xue Dingbang's arms, and leaned up on his toes, "Dingbangsang, if Lawyer Yin is willing to go, it means he still cares about you. How long are you going to wait there?"

Xue Dingbang turned his head, and a corner of the sticky note pasted on the monitor was exposed.

"August [-]th." Xue Dingbang glanced at the back of the monitor for the last time, then turned to look at the empty photo frame, "After August [-]th, I will leave Yosemite."

"What if Lawyer Yin didn't come?" Chris Maeda was worried, but not because Yin Ren couldn't come. "Dingbangsang, can you promise me? If Lawyer Yin doesn't come, can I be by your side?" How long will you stay?"

Xue Dingbang looked back, thought for a moment, and replied: "Sorry, Chris. I don't know. Maybe you are right, but I need some time to think about this matter. Before waiting for Yin Ren's response, I can't give you Respond."

"No matter what Dingbangsang's final decision is, I will support you!" Maeda Chris smiled casually, as if those hurtful words were not meant for him at all, "Dingbangsang, compared to your bottomless gentleness, I like the real you even more. Although it is a bit fierce, a bit rough, and it makes me sad, but this is the real Dingbangsang!"

"Chris, thank you." Xue Dingbang rubbed the kitten's soft hair, turned around and left Yin Ren's office.

Chris Maeda, like a clingy kitten, followed Xue Dingbang unhurriedly.With his hands behind his back, he tore off the sticky note in Xue Dingbang's blind spot.While waiting for the elevator, I secretly threw it into the trash can.

Everything is done without anyone noticing, only monitoring, so it can be seen clearly.

When I returned to the Upper East Side residence in Manhattan, it was still empty.Xue Dingbang took away the untouched suitcase at the entrance, and when he turned to go out, he couldn't help but look back.

Bathed in the bright June sun, the house looked empty and forlorn.

No matter how intense the light is, it has been shining for more than ten years, but it has not yet illuminated every corner of it.

Xue Dingbang closed his eyes, recalling the first time he came here.

That day, it was snowing heavily and it was terribly cold.It was the day before Christmas - Christmas Eve.

Yin Ren hugged him happily from behind, covering his eyes to prevent him from looking.

Xue Dingbang obediently closed his eyes, let Yin Ren lead him to the door, let go of his hands and shouted excitedly: "Dingbang, look! This is our home!!! Welcome home! Dingbang!"

That day, it was snowing heavily, and it was warm from head to toe.

"Let's go!" Xue Dingbang took the trolley case and left quickly.

They stopped the car, and Chris Maeda sat next to Xue Dingbang humming a little tune.After the car hadn't been driven out for a while, Maeda Chris's expression turned a little pale.

"Chris, you don't look well." Xue Dingbang keenly noticed his discomfort, "Is it motion sickness?"

Chris Maeda blushed, and quickly shook his head: "No, it's not..." He turned his head, and with that awkward expression, Xue Dingbang instantly understood the reason—it was because he wanted to go to the bathroom.

On this main road, Maeda Chris quickly found a savior. "Dingbangsang, there is a convenience store there!" He said cheerfully, "Can I go shopping?"

Xue Dingbang smiled softly, seeing through but not telling the truth: "Go."

"Then you are not allowed to go by yourself! Wait for me!" Maeda Chris quickly got out of the car, turned his head and pointed his hands at Xue Dingbang to back away. "Don't sneak away, wait for me!"

Xue Dingbang nodded, smiled and waved at this insecure little animal: "Then I'll wait for you for 10 minutes. After 10 minutes, I'll get out of the car and look for you, okay?"

Chris Maeda put his hands behind his back, stretched his legs and took a few steps back, his sweet smile was reflected by the signature lights.After waving his hand, he turned around and sprinted [-] meters towards the convenience store, running as fast as a little rabbit.

After lighting a cigarette, Xue Dingbang sat in the taxi.The taxi driver has been on the phone, loudly telling his wife that the pie tonight must be apple pork.

But after being separated from Chris Maeda for so long, Xue Dingbang has already begun to miss his smile.

If possible, he would like to talk to Chris Maeda now.Anything is fine, just say whatever you want.Although what he said with his sweet voice sometimes made Xue Dingbang angry.

Humans have always been full of contradictions and are rather eccentric creatures.In order to escape loneliness, for a little warmth, I am willing to embrace the flame.Thinking about Yin Ren, too, he must be very lonely when he is not by his side, right?

The time passed by every minute and every second, and it was obviously more than 10 minutes. After the taxi driver finished the phone call, he started to turn around and urge him.Chris Maeda still hasn't come out.

Xue Dingbang paid the fare, took his suitcase and walked towards the convenience store.

Before reaching the door of the store, they heard a fierce quarrel, mixed with a lot of insulting words.

Xue Dingbang frowned and walked over at a faster pace.

The author has something to say:

Chris Maeda: What most people say is "going to the park" - the park in front of your house."Go to the park" as Dingbangsang said - go to the national park.Is the barren mountains really good?

Schrödingbang: Well, very good.

Chris Maeda: Will there be wolves?

Schrödingbang: There are many wolves.

Maeda Chris: Then...will there be perverts?

Xue Dingbang: ... (holds the forehead) I really want to open your little head and see what you have been thinking about all day long!