Beauty has a lot of bad thoughts

The smell of blood, as if a handful of iron nails were stuffed in his mouth.A sharp stabbing pain occupied Xue Dingbang's nasal cavity, iron nails pierced from his mouth and protruded from his nose.

Dry, stinging, every bite hurts the delicate skin of the mouth.

Breathing, engulfing emotions, tied countless balloons, and led him up.His whispers are so fiery that they ignite a burning soul.Every word that expresses true feelings comes from the heart, the simplest, the purest, and the most undisguised.

Many years later, Xue Dingbang thought of this morning again, and he could still feel the temperature from the corners of his eyes and the tip of his hair.This is the warmth that really existed, and it is also the nostalgic old sunshine.

Now, he is embracing this light in his arms.

A slight tingle that can't stop the sweetness.The subtle sweetness cannot hide its sadness.

Chris Maeda held Schrödingbang in both hands, as if holding his sun, repeating the same words over and over again.

"I love you."

"I like you the most."

Xue Dingbang lowered his eyes and pushed away the man hooking his neck: "It's been more than a minute, get off me first, okay?"

Even if Maeda Chris objected, it would not have much effect.When Xue Dingbang tore him away from himself, he didn't make any resistance movements, just stared at Xue Dingbang with disappointed eyes, bit his lips in grievance, and said nothing.

"You forgot what I said." Xue Dingbang grabbed his face and pulled his lips out from between his teeth. "Don't bite your lips, it will break."

Chris Maeda blinked, bowed his head and did not speak.Until he felt his body lighten, he looked up and saw that it was Xue Dingbang who hugged him horizontally and walked straight into the house.

After taking a shower and eating some casual food, Chris Maeda curled up on the sofa.Compared with his usual talkative and laughing appearance, the silence is unbelievably quiet.

His eyes lost their vitality, his body was just a pillow lying on the sofa, quietly looking at Xue Dingbang.

At night, Xue Dingbang sat in front of the window where Chris Maeda used to sit, watching him quietly.

At that time, he was a little wild cat desperately climbing up.Every hair was shining under the night sky, but now, his sleepy appearance seemed to have been drained of all his strength, and he was just a bare shell.

"Angry at me?" Xue Dingbang picked up the angry cat and put a cushion on his back, "Chris, talk to me."

"How could I be angry with Dingbangsang, obviously Dingbangsang is angry with me!" Chris Maeda pouted aggrievedly, said something, and then closed his mouth tightly again.

"Chris, I am indeed a little angry with you." Xue Dingbang admitted generously, "I am only a little angry with you, because you are not good enough. It is more about my own introspection, Chris, I make you sad Yet?"

"It's so sad!" Wiping away the tears from the corners of his eyes, Chris Maeda puffed his cheeks angrily, and turned his head to the side, "I'm different from Chamberlain, Ding Bangsang. He can pretend that he doesn't want anything in return from you, but I can't." I like you, of course I want to be with you, I want you to look at me no matter what you do, I want you to care about me, love me, love me, and be gentle to me."

Xue Dingbang looked at him quietly, the young man was trembling slightly from the stinging back.

"What are you angry about, you can tell me!" Maeda Chris jumped up and turned around, throwing himself into Xue Dingbang's arms, "Don't be so sullen! I don't even know what you are angry about! I want to know Dingbangsang's thoughts , if you tell me what I did wrong, tell me! I don’t know anything about my first love. You know so much, teach me!"

"Sorry, Chris." Xue Dingbang touched his head, and left a gentle kiss on the top of his fragrant hair, "Did I hurt your self-esteem?"

Maeda Chris's little complaint was immediately diluted by this kiss.Zha Mao's head obediently rested on Xue Dingbang's shoulder, and he looked up at him with admiration: "Dingbangsang is so cunning, he is fouling again!"

"I really hurt my self-esteem a little bit!" He wiped his face and continued, "I've obviously tried my best to deal with everything, but you didn't give me any response, and you still sulked there. I follow your Do what you want, and try to be a good and obedient boy. But Dingbangsang's non-response makes me feel like everything I do is useless."

Xue Dingbang patted him on the back and said softly: "You are very useful. Chris, can I express my apology with gnocchi soup?"

Chris Maeda barely ate a few small biscuits just now, and when he heard that there was food that could fill his stomach, he immediately regained his energy: "Well, Dingbangsang doesn't feel sad? I don't want to see you sad, seeing you sad, I was very angry and sad. Dingbangsang, can you stop being sad about Lawyer Yin?"

Xue Dingbang froze on the spot.

He never thought that he was a superficial man.After contacting Xue Dingbang, most people think that he has a deep mind.It was difficult for them to guess Xue Dingbang's mind.Even though he's mild and polite enough not to be difficult to get along with, keep him at a safe social distance from people.Xue Dingbang, who is difficult to get close to and difficult to figure out, has only Yin Ren as his real friend.

To some extent, Yin Ren carries too much content.

Brothers, friends, playmates, childhood sweethearts, Bai Yueguang and ambiguous objects.

Before Chris Maeda appeared, Xue Dingbang had never thought so carefully about his relationship with Yin Ren.

"I'm fine, not sad." Xue Dingbang showed his usual gentle smile, just like a clerk in a store saying welcome to customers.

Chris Maeda looked at him with shining eyes that pierced everything: "Dingbangsang is forcing a smile again! I look even sadder. In front of me, no matter what you look like, I can accept it. Even if it is you Let me go rock climbing, let me jump into the fire pit, and I will jump too! During the time when Lawyer Yin is away, let me take care of you instead of him, okay?"

take care of me?Xue Dingbang shook his head and smiled when he heard this word.He didn't tell Maeda Chris the reason for his smile - when Xue Dingbang stayed with Yin Ren, he was always the one who took care of Yin Ren.

Whether it is food, daily life, or other aspects, Xue Dingbang is the one who pays and takes care of him.

Senior sister half-jokingly told him half-seriously, "You look like an old lady."

When she ran to Yin Ren and Xue Dingbang's house for dinner, she took her husband Smith with her.

At that time, Xue Dingbang felt that as long as Yin Ren liked it and Yin Ren was happy, it would be fine to be an old lady.

From the looks of it now, Yin Ren is still at the mercy of machismo, wanting to use his growing wings to protect a poor little boy.In this way, the sense of accomplishment and admiration gained is much more than when he was with Xue Dingbang.

"Dingbangsang, what are you thinking?" Chris Maeda's voice brought Xue Dingbang back to reality, "I will try my best to do well! Starting tomorrow, I will not only do rock climbing, but also do housework. I will do many, many things, You will learn how to cook, too.”

"I believe you." Xue Dingbang replied, "Do you want to eat gnocchi soup?"

Maeda Chris showed a sweet smile on his face: "As long as Dingbangsang cooks for me, I will eat it without leaving anything!"

After the incident of hitting a tree, the relationship between Chris Maeda and Xue Dingbang is more natural and harmonious than before.Maeda Chris worked hard to clean the room and scrambled to cook. When all the clothes were changed, he rushed to finish the laundry.In rock climbing, the talent and tenacity shown by Chris Maeda made Xue Dingbang have to admire.

More than two weeks later, he can easily go back and forth on the ten-meter-high climbing rock, as nimbly as a gecko.

Sometimes Xue Dingbang felt that it was like watching the saplings he raised grow up and provide shade and shelter from the rain.

They lived comfortably, and at night they would go to see the stars, but not to the observatory, but on the roof of the cabin in the woods.The two of them would go shopping early in the morning instead of going out at night.

There are still many wild animals in the natural park, which is not very safe.

The telescope is assumed to be on the roof terrace. During the day, Chris Maeda will use the telescope to watch the wolves in the distance while resting.Just like what Xue Dingbang and Yin Ren did when they came to the cabin in the woods.

Schrödingbang's life in the hut in the forest was very ordinary.Every morning, after Chen Xi wakes Xue Dingbang up, he will hear Chris Maeda calling his name sweetly with a voice soaked in honey.

Whenever a happy little bird jumps into its arms, it can bring a burst of fragrance.Whether he wears perfume or not, he never lacks a good body smell.Sometimes it's the fresh scent of shower gel after bathing, sometimes it's the salty scent mixed with sweat, and the honey-like sweet scent that emanates from his body when he leans on Xue Dingbang's shoulder.

No matter what kind of taste the bird has, it has a fatal temptation that cannot be ignored.

The little guy nestled obediently and cleverly by his side every day, staring at Xue Dingbang with envious eyes, listening carefully to every word of Xue Dingbang.The appearance of that little animal is so cute that you want to take a bite, then rub it into your arms and rub it well.

No man can resist such a cutie.

Xue Dingbang enjoyed the feeling of taking care of others, whether it was Yin Ren in the past or Chris Maeda in front of him.As long as you can be needed by others, life will not be so difficult.Time will not be endlessly extended while waiting.

It is undeniable that there are times when Chris Maeda has the magic of forgetting troubles.His sweet smile, loving and clingy behavior, and tenacious and persistent temperament are all so pleasing.

Xue Dingbang taught him rock climbing, watched the stars with him, cooked, and put him to sleep.

Everything was fine, if not for the phone call on the last night of July, Xue Dingbang could still maintain his superficial peace.

The call came from the godmother, and the godmother asked Yin Ren in a terrified tone if he had done something illegal like surrogacy.After a lot of comforting, Xue Dingbang learned from her that Yin Ren was asking how to stew chicken soup.

She repeatedly emphasized on the phone, "If Yin Ren wants a child, he should adopt it, and don't do such illegal things."

Xue Dingbang said a few words of comfort, then hung up the phone.

Yin Ren didn't like children, and Smith's two twin sons often came to him, calling "Uncle Yin" over and over again.But Yin Ren didn't know how to get along with the children, and he was afraid of the energetic and quirky spirit of the two little devil kings.He once told Lanfa very clearly to Schrodingbang that he didn't like children.

Even when Xue Dingbang was reading story books to the two children, Yin Ren would complain.

Yin Ren even said: "Since I know that I like a man, why do I still care about a woman's body? I don't have the consciousness to cut off my children and grandchildren, so why are you talking about pursuing true love?"

I don't like children, I don't want to get married, I like to enjoy the present Yin Ren, and I never think about having children.

Needless to say, Yin Ren is learning to cook, learning to make chicken soup, just for the man who lives in his house.

Xue Dingbang sat down in the chair with self-deprecation, and spent several days in inexplicable loss thereafter.He communicated less with Chris Maeda, and spent more time looking at the outdoor telescope on the rooftop.

On the surface, the days were still peaceful as usual, Xue Dingbang repeated the same life trajectory as the day before.Get up, cook three meals, teach Chris Maeda to climb, tell him stories, put him to sleep.

It's just that some things in my heart, in a corner that can't be seen directly, began to be slowly transformed and changed until they were beyond recognition.

In a blink of an eye, it was August [-]th.

Chris Maeda never brought up the topic of Yin Ren again, and Xue Dingbang also avoided it skillfully.It's as if they're here, just for camping, for vacation.

He knew very well that the real reason was - waiting for Yin Ren.

Yin Ren is holding his new love, probably very happy now, right?Once such thoughts arise, it is difficult to shake them out of the mind.

Xue Dingbang called, more than one.Calling Yin Ren's cell phone failed, and he was still on Yin Ren's blacklist.When calling the office, the secretary always said: "Sorry, Director Xue, Attorney Yin is not here now. I have written it down, and when he comes back, he will call you back."

At the end the young lady would add: "If he is free."

No matter how busy Yin Ren was, there should still be time to make a phone call.

After receiving this answer, Xue Dingbang already understood that Yin Ren would not give himself any free time.

Sure enough, the new boyfriend?

Xue Dingbang closed his eyes, and the young man he met in the convenience store appeared in his mind.

Clean and clear temperament, modest attitude, polite behavior.

It's the one Yin Ren would like.

Gentle and gentle, white and clean, good tempered, easy to talk.

Xue Dingbang himself is also in this category.

Is it because Yin Ren likes himself that he likes that boy?Or do you like yourself because you like your type?

For a moment, Xue Dingbang was a little confused and couldn't find the answer.

"Dingbangsang, come and have a look!" Chris Maeda's voice interrupted Xue Dingbang's thoughts. He sounded so cheerful and lively that the air around him smelled like honey. "The wolves I saw last time Here, there are two more wolf cubs fighting! They are so cute, they are so cute that they are about to fall off!"

Xue Dingbang went over to take a look, and found two wolf cubs that looked like little dogs, biting each other with their mouths.

"It's Mr. Hogg's family." Xue Dingbang said, "Yin Ren also likes them very much."

As soon as he finished speaking, he was immediately caught off guard by the little beast beside him.

The author has something to say:

Chris Maeda: Dingbangsang's kiss is so sweet. (licks lips)

Schrödingbang: Not as sweet as you.