Beauty has a lot of bad thoughts

Xue Dingbang was a little distracted.

After closing the book, Xue Dingbang went to the window to smoke a cigarette.

There is a small pot on the stove in the kitchen.The steaming heat envelops the aroma of curry and emerges from the gap without a lid.There is still rice in the rice cooker, and in the refrigerator, cut fruits are placed in the crisper.

The moonlight is still good.No matter where you are, Las Vegas, Yosemite National Park, or near Kabukicho in Shinjuku, the moon is always the same.Bright, bright and clean, there are also ups and downs.

Xue Dingbang leaned against the window edge and looked at the moon in the sky.

Wonder what Chris is doing now?Such a beautiful moon, I really hope he can see it too.Just like when they were still in Yosemite National Park, the two watched the stars together and admired the moon together.

Maeda Chris brought Xue Dingbang a rare sense of peace of mind, and also brought him countless bloody storms.Sometimes, Xue Dingbang wanted to drive Chris Maeda away from his side, but more often, Xue Dingbang wanted him to stay by his side.

When holding someone in his arms, Xue Dingbang felt in a trance, as if it was his previous life, and what happened was unreal.Only this person in my arms is real, his illusory past, or beautiful or bitter memories, are all yellowed old pages in the book.Now, the bright and beautiful person who shines in the sky after the rain like a rainbow, who radiates warmth and has a smile that is warmer than the sun, is in his arms.

Maeda Chris doesn't have much needs, and that little thought is easy to understand.When getting along with him, Xue Dingbang found a sense of relaxation from his complicated interpersonal relationship.

I want to hug him, I want to have dinner with him, I want to take a shower with him, I want to look at the moon, I want to look at the stars together, I want to do everything together.

After pressing out the cigarette, Xue Dingbang scratched his hair casually.

This is, lonely.

From the very beginning, he has been ignoring the mobile phone that he put on the table.

Right now, Chris Maeda is working?What magic trick are you performing?

It's not yet ten o'clock in the evening, and it should be a while before Chris Maeda gets off work.

Xue Dingbang paced to the small table, and the mobile phone placed on it kept sending silent invitations to him.

It only took a few seconds for Xue Dingbang to think of a perfect excuse - he wanted to hear Chris Maeda's voice.Also, let's take a look at the current situation of Chris Maeda.

The phone rang for a while and was connected.Chris Maeda's sweet voice came through the earpiece, somewhat distorted. "Dingbangsang! I hate it, how do you know I'm thinking of you? I'm not at home, am I lonely?"

"I'm just asking, have you eaten yet?" Xue Dingbang said, looking at the curry that was still hot on the fire.

As long as he is with Xue Dingbang, Maeda Chris eats everything deliciously.No matter how ordinary food is, it seems to be swallowing some delicious food.Meals taste better when you eat with him.

"No, I'm still hungry!" Maeda Chris pretended to sob, "I really want to eat the food made by Dingbang! Anything is good!"

"I made curry rice and put it in the pot for you. You can eat it after you come back and heat it up." Schrödingbang paused, took a few deep breaths with some embarrassment, "I'll be back early tonight."

Come back earlier, I can love you earlier.

want to hug you.

Kiss you.

Xue Dingbang did not say these words, but he believed that Chris Maeda must understand.

"Huh?! You love me so much!" Chris Maeda's laughter was sweeter than honey, "Curry rice, it's so good. I can't wait to get off work! I'll come back to eat you and your cooking Curry and rice. I like you the most, eh——吹~!"

That being said, after more than an hour, Chris Maeda called again and said that he would be working overtime today.

Xue Dingbang was a little disappointed, but he didn't show any emotion on the phone.

Chris Maeda hung up the phone in a hurry, without even explaining why he came back late.On the phone, he just asked Xue Dingbang to sleep first, after all Xue Dingbang had to go to work during the day.

Xue Dingbang didn't blame him, and he understood what he was thinking - he wanted to earn more money first.

At night, what else is there to do?For a magician, late-night shows are rare.

Since Chris Maeda asked him to sleep first, Xue Dingbang went to sleep first.

When I turned off the fire and put the curry in the refrigerator, I still felt a little melancholy.

The surroundings were very quiet, only the sound of Xue Dingbang's light breathing echoed in the room.

In such a quiet night, there is no other person's temperature in the bed.

This made Xue Dingbang couldn't help thinking about what kind of nights he had in the ten years after graduation.

When Yoon In is not around, he lives alone in the room they rented in college.

The sound of dripping water from the faucet can make him unable to sleep.

This feeling is probably called-loneliness.

Therefore, Xue Dingbang often went to the library alone until late at night.Facing a cup of coffee alone, studying mathematics until late at night.One person worked desperately until late at night.

Colleagues thought he was a workaholic, and it was inhumane to work overtime like this.Some colleagues even ridiculed that Xue Dingbang is a body of steel, made of machinery.Not sleepy, not hungry, not tired...

It's a pity - Schrödingbang is not a man of steel.As long as he stops and takes a rest... the pervasive sense of loneliness occupies his body and mind like ten thousand ants biting the bones.

Amid wild thoughts, Xue Dingbang finally fell asleep.Until the sound of the door opening woke Xue Dingbang up.

Xue Dingbang has always had a very shallow sleep, and only when he hugged Chris Maeda did he sleep soundly.In the past, Xue Dingbang has always been dependent on drugs. After being with Chris Maeda, Xue Dingbang stopped taking drugs.

But unexpectedly, Maeda Chris is more dependent on drugs than drugs.Once he was not around, Xue Dingbang's problem of not sleeping soundly appeared again.

I grabbed my phone and took a look. The time was three forty in the morning.

Xue Dingbang got up directly and turned on the light.

The exhausted Maeda Chris looked like he had just washed his face, and the moisture on his face hadn't dissipated.His complexion was a little ugly, it could even be said to be pale.

"Dingbangsang, did I wake you up?" Chris Maeda smiled a little guilty.Throwing off the bag, he took the initiative to hook Xue Dingbang's neck, and hung up the whole body, "Or are you waiting for me to go home?"

"You said, just work 10 minutes overtime and go home." Xue Dingbang picked up Chris Maeda's leg and hugged him directly, "What time is it?"

Chris Maeda was terribly well-behaved, with his hairy head leaning on Xue Dingbang's shoulder, his voice softened several times: "I'm sorry, I don't know how they can drink so much. They sit on the bar and refuse to leave no matter what. But I earn Tip! Super happy!"

"You can't earn money, but your body is more important. Do you understand? Huh?" Xue Dingbang lowered his eyes, and Chris Maeda's exhausted and excited face made him feel a little moved, "Have you eaten yet?"

"Does Dingbangsang care about me so much? I'm so happy." Chris Maeda rubbed Xue Dingbang's neck like a cat, and printed a red mark on his neck, "I haven't eaten anything yet! If I eat something else, I will I can’t eat the curry rice that Dingbang Sante made for me, I’ve left my stomach! Do I just want to fill my stomach with your curry rice?”

"What an idiot! Don't you know you're hungry?" Xue Dingbang hugged Chris Maeda, and put the kitten on the ground. "Don't do this in the future, eat well! Do you understand?"

"I'm so hungry!" Maeda Chris wrapped Xue Dingbang's body like an octopus, and refused to let go, "Dingbangsang, feed me, okay? You've been starving me for two days, I'm almost hungry No way!"

Xue Dingbang didn't know whether to laugh or cry, and patted the restless Xiao Mitao warningly: "Let go! Feed your upper mouth first!"

Chris Maeda, the boss, was not happy. He pouted and put his hands on his cheeks to watch Xue Dingbang warm up the rice for him: "Cold curry is fine! Anyway, Japanese people are used to eating cold curry."

"No, it will hurt my stomach."

In terms of taking care of people, Xue Dingbang is very careful and has his own persistence.

After a while, he fed the kitten with steaming curry rice.

Xue Dingbang's eyes were full of love and compassion, and he sat opposite Chris Maeda, watching him eat well.Look at his mouth stuffed like a little hamster.

"Drink some water, don't burn it."

The ice cubes collide with each other in the glass, and the sound is clear and pleasant.

Chris Maeda held the water glass with both hands and took a big sip: "It's delicious!"

"What work are you doing?" Xue Dingbang asked abruptly, "Why do you come back later every day?"

Chris Maeda froze, and his eyes looked elsewhere uncomfortably.It's not that he didn't think that Xue Dingbang would suspect what he did in Kabukicho, which could be regarded as cheating.Although Maeda Chris is currently using the "friend business" as the Host, he should be a cute and confidant person.After all, he's not yet 20 and can't drink at all.

"Well, it's just..." The cunning kitten rolled its eyes, "Casting the magic of 'love'."

Xue Dingbang frowned slightly, staring at Chris Maeda with eyes full of scrutiny.

"Do you want to see it too? The magic called 'love'." Putting the finished plate aside, Chris Maeda leaned on the table lightly like a cat.He twisted his body, slumped his slender waist, and landed on all fours, "Are you afraid?"

He was too alluring, Xue Dingbang instinctively leaned back.

The moonlight had sunk to the west, and soft light shone in from behind Chris Maeda.His beautiful and slender body is like a big cat at this moment, slowly moving towards Xue Dingbang.Every step carries a fatal temptation.

"What magic?" Xue Dingbang asked softly, he couldn't help stretching out his hand to stroke Chris Maeda's cheek.

The touch in the hand is very good, the skin is smooth and delicate.Chris Maeda tilted his head, squinted his eyes, and rubbed in Xue Dingbang's hand like a real cat.

"The magic of love." The sticky voice sounded like a cat meowing softly.Chris Maeda held Xue Dingbang's hand, and pressed a warm kiss on his palm, "Anyone who sees this magic will fall in love with me."

"Naughty." Xue Dingbang grabbed his neck, took him into his arms, and kissed his body, "Come on, let me see what magic you have."